darkSpyro

oh, that's right
what i do is in the background
i'm not suppose to be noticed by everyone
back to being this

Quote: wspyro

****ing fever
everything is so ****ing hot
why doesn't my ****ing fan ****ing help me with this ****ing heat
oh my go, my throat ;_________;

it's been so long since i've had a fever i've forgotten how annoying it was >:I

*gives Ibuprofen and an ice pack to wspyro*

you guys take such good care of me (◡‿◡)

And once again, I feel like I'm the only happy person, seeing people sad/depressed etc.Makes me sad

Why is that you have forgotten?
Why am I getting a break, hm?
...
I think I know.

Why does school have to start so early?

Quote: Kitty

Why does school have to start so early?

This.

Quote: Spyrobaro

I just long for the day when I can frolic and play with a lot of good friends and not have to have such a low self-esteem and worry about everything I do and be afraid to help of express my opinions. But I ruined that for myself. People can say my heart was in the right place, and many other things. But the way I handled it was still wrong, and the way I went about forcing it was wrong, and I could've handled it better. But I didn't, and I can't change that now. But it's changed me too much. I used to be so happy and optimistic and hopeful.......and just look at me now. Cynical, bitter.......I screwed it all up.

Because of it I'm used to being alone. When I'm alone, I don't care. I just go along like it's normal. That shouldn't be happening. That's not how I should be. ALL MY HOPES AND ****ING DREAMS WERE SHATTERED RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES VERY SLOWLY. What will it take to just have things back to the way they were?

What will it take to be......me?

It will take being around some nice, caring people, and taking a break from everything that stresses you (except school, you cant get away from that).

What does it mean to be gay? No seriousely, tell me. You use it to insult people everyday, so tell me, what does it mean to be gay? You see a boy acting carefree and you call that gay? Why is gay a bad thing? What if, deep down, the boy is a scared, self-consious, mest up kid? What if the only way for the kid to feel happy, is to do what you call "being gay?" What if the kid was had to deal with learning that his mother does not love him, his step mother is a *****, he lives with his grandma, and gets picked on almost everyday? What is the step-mom was an evil ***** that when the kid was choking on spegetti and had to puke to not choke to death, made him eat on the FLOOR because of it? What if the his step-mother and his father had another child who he loves dearly? What if the mother dosen't like him talking to her because he talks in a baby voice to A BABY? What if the kid was actually gay? What if the kid learned that he's gay at a young age? What if he has had to carry the weight of being gay on his shoulders? What if that everytime he hears someone say that someone else is gay, gets very mad? What if the kid was picked on because he sucked at sports? What if he one time exploded on one of his friends for calling him gay and regrets it to this day? What if your name calling sends him deeper and deeper into a black void of depression? What if he is head over heels for a popular kid at school? What if that kid knows hes gay? What if he has have to deal with a rumor that the kid told other people? What if he fell into a terrible case of heart break when he heard this? What if he lived in a christian family? What if he thought that if his family knew he was gay, that he would get kicked out? So, what does it mean to be gay? Because you sure as hell don't know.

I can't breath when I think about tomorrow.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: X-Treme

It will take being around some nice, caring people, and taking a break from everything that stresses you (except school, you cant get away from that).

I already am. But I'm like a footprint in wet cement. I'll be there forever.....sigh....

Think happy. Do something you enjoy. Go bowling.

Oh my god, I can't word what's on my mind, I litteraly can't.
If I could somehow, it would be a looong read.

You're the man who ruined my life... GET OUT OF MY LIFE!! What makes you think that I want to be Facebook friends with you after what you've done to me?!

JUST STOP IT ALREADY!!

I feel horrible.

I see so many sad people, and there's nothing I can do about it.I'm useless.This is not like me, I'm always happy, but now I look at it the realistic way, and I'm a jerk, my friends are sad, and I'm happy.I feel like a total douche.Something's wrong, I'm not like this.The puzzle I've been making...it has no point now, really.

Where did I go wrong?How can I change this?

I feel horrible now but I'm not gonna let it bother me too much. I need to focus my efforts on lifting my friends' moods, seeing them down really doesn't sit well with me. Afterwards maybe I'll focus on myself.

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Don't be mad at yourself, happiness isn't a sin, it's something you should have as much of as possible.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: X-Treme

Think happy. Do something you enjoy. Go bowling.

If only it were that easy.......but an outdated program just HAD to ruin my dreams, didn't it?

Or play ping pong. I get relaxed and feel better after i hit some ping pong balls.

I'm falling in love with you....

i swear you always try to be the scapegoat even if the situation didn't even involve you at first

Dude I know it's flu season (which is why I hate winter, none of my friends are ever at school) but you don't simply have the flu one day, is fine the next two days, then have it again for the rest of the week. Get to ****ing school already. Why couldn't you skip this many days when we had gym class (which is far more embarrassing), not art?? At this rate you'll never get to the next grade with us.

w-why did have to fall asleep

but...
it's okay.

your need to be everyones' savior will be the death of you

All of you just calm down.

Thank god you're not like...dead or something. Seriously, you vanished for a long time. I know I'm not supposed to care anymore, and I don't, but I would care if anyone had something bad happen to them. So, I'm glad you at least showed your face. It eased the tension.

There is a time and a place for everything. Here...is not exactly the place for certain things.

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I am pretty sure I may have some kind of mental condition. It would certainly explain many of my problems...

Yet, I fear going to a professional to find out for sure, because I worry that, if I am correct...they will try to change me in certain ways. And I don't want to sacrifice who I am...I just want certain things under control.

This day. I will dread it. Perhaps I should feign illness.

Tumblr has the best Sonic pics.

Realty SaN mods?
I got an MM for PORNOGRAPHIC MATERIAL just for having the word "secks"

I cannot believe, after four hours of them singing, Elton John gets stuck in my head! What is that!?!?

Quote: Bravo101

Realty SaN mods?
I got an MM for PORNOGRAPHIC MATERIAL just for having the word "secks"

Same here. Just, ugh.

Life, Y U NO BE MOAR EXCITING?!?!?
Been pretty bored the last few days, life.....e.e

They took the credit for your second symphony.
Rewritten by machine and new technology,
and now I understand the problems you can see.


Oh-a oh

I met your children
Oh-a oh

What did you tell them?
Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.


Pictures came and broke your heart.
Oh-a-a-a oh


And now we meet in an abandoned studio.
We hear the playback and it seems so long ago.
And you remember the jingles used to go.


Oh-a oh


You were the first one.
Oh-a oh


You were the last one.


Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.
In my mind and in my car, we can't rewind we've gone to far
Oh-a-aho oh,
Oh-a-aho oh


Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.


In my mind and in my car, we can't rewind we've gone to far.
Pictures came and broke your heart, put the blame on VTR.


You are a radio star.
You are a radio star.
Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.
Video killed the radio star.


Video killed the radio star. (You are a radio star.)

AARGH GET THIS SONG OUT OF MY HEAD.

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: Jaggedstar

Baro, the site wouldn't be the same without you, and I don't even know you that well But I think everyone knows it'll be much quieter if you went to Leaver's Island D:
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I am so ****ing happy. My dad is back. We can play Spyro all day every weekend. We're happy, at last. As for you *****, you can **** off *****.
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Leave..............me............alone............!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Why must we have so much homework? Why must I stress over tests and loose sleep over them?! God-****ing-dammit, I will fail. D:

Some babies were dropped on their head but you were obviously thrown at a wall

Uhh...oke?

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Jaggedstar

Baro, the site wouldn't be the same without you, and I don't even know you that well But I think everyone knows it'll be much quieter if you went to Leaver's Island D:

Leaver's Island.........hey, that's actually not a bad idea! Thanks for the fanfic idea and compliments, meng.

Lol np

Welp, I have to drive into NYC for the first time today. Hopefully all will go well... @.@

Tick...................tock..................tick.............tock..............

EDIT: I'm too pissed to even look. Just............**** you.

Oh you .

Dis avatar does not fit me anymore.*GASP CG WON'T HAVE AN AVATAR FOR A WHILE*

Quote: Spyrobaro

The Baro meter is going up.

lol, there IS such a thing as a barometer.

Quote: CAV

Tick...................tock..................tick.............tock..............

EDIT: I'm too pissed to even look. Just............**** you.

Before the edit i thought of Wiress from Catching Fire DX

It's so satifying pushing a simple button.
Push, push, push.

Because you cant shut the **** up, our was going to be homework, is now a quiz grade

I was commenting on you >.>

This avatar will have to do for now.