darkSpyro

I wonder, who considers me a friend.

I'm losing it.

I'm ****ing losing it.

Oh, I see what you mean.
Is not that...I hide stuff...is just that there's nothing interesting you could probably want to know about me. Like I said, I don't really like talking about myself. You can get information on who I am or what I think, but you have to ask specific question. I don't lie, but I don't say the full story. So i guess in some cases I do hide. Because I have a fear of what people will think of me. When asking questions that are personal, there's a likable chance that I'll answer it. Whether is a complete answer or not will remain a mystery. I appreciate that ever since you saw that I don't share much about myself with these 7 years of being best friends is rather strange and now want to learn about me. Heck, my other best friend that I've been with 5 years doesn't really know who I am.

Ehh what I'm trying to say is that you don't have to worry. I appreciate your concern but my existence should be of no importance. I'm just a human here for when you need him.

Half an hour!

i'm getting so much social anxiety that i don't even look at some things until days later.
i really need to get some help on this, i'm sorry.

ERMAHGERD ERNLRR 269 MER DERS TER CERTCERNG FER!!

Quote: DragonCamo

ERMAHGERD ERNLRR 269 MER DERS TER CERTCERNG FER!!

ERMAHGURD YESH

you'll be strangled to death before you even think of doing that again. poor lad.

Why must people hate me because of who I love? Look at how perverted they are... How am I worse? At least I love who I'm with.

Baro, the site wouldn't be the same without you, and I don't even know you that well But I think everyone knows it'll be much quieter if you went to Leaver's Island D:
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I am so ****ing happy. My dad is back. We can play Spyro all day every weekend. We're happy, at last. As for you *****, you can **** off *****.
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Leave..............me............alone............!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Why must we have so much homework? Why must I stress over tests and loose sleep over them?! God-****ing-dammit, I will fail. D:

Quote: Jaggedstar

Baro, the site wouldn't be the same without you, and I don't even know you that well But I think everyone knows it'll be much quieter if you went to Leaver's Island D:
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I am so ****ing happy. My dad is back. We can play Spyro all day every weekend. We're happy, at last. As for you *****, you can **** off *****.
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Leave..............me............alone............!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Why must we have so much homework? Why must I stress over tests and loose sleep over them?! God-****ing-dammit, I will fail. D:

Some babies were dropped on their head but you were obviously thrown at a wall

Is there even a possibility in the future?

If there isn't I don't see much of a point right now.

i dont think the pair the people i see in both is not a good match. yoko ono

Am I the only one who remembers what was said? Have people forgotten the hell he was already getting because of what he said, either out of being offended by it or out of disgust that he would say that?
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I miss you. It's been three years since you passed on, yet I miss you more than I miss most humans. Today's your anniversary, so the pain of not having you here anymore has come back. I wish you got to meet the two new members of the family, you would've loved them. We love you and we miss you.

I can not even begin to explain how pissed I am with some of the people here. I respected them and looked up to them, now they are being complete *****es. I can't even to describe how mad I am. Some of the people just need to grow up and live with the fact that we have mods who are trying to what is right. If some of you are just going to ***** about then just leave the topic, can't you be reasonable. But my post isn't even going to make a difference and I know it. I find it very ironic that the people who pushed for mods hate the ones we have.

MY PAGE

This wasn't the day for this...Not today....Not on Lady's anniversary... I guess I am glad I'm not the only one who saw though...

Quote: Bravo101

MY PAGE

DAMMIT BRAVO

If you don't want my criticism, don't ask for me back.

And just because I pushed for mods doesn't mean I'm not allowed to speak when they're doing a bad job.

I'm ****ing sorry ok. I was just mad and couldn't control my anger.

This is crazy. This is ridiculous. This is stupid. I don't want to be part of THIS. It's a bit too much drama for me. I want to be happy on this site again without having to log on in worry. Thanks for those who supported me though. Maybe someday I'll be ready for this on some other site. I don't know.

Quote: Rand O M

I'm ****ing sorry ok. I was just mad and couldn't control my anger.

It's fine. Everyone is a bit on edge at the moment.

this is just beautiful.

****ing fever
everything is so ****ing hot
why doesn't my ****ing fan ****ing help me with this ****ing heat
oh my go, my throat ;_________;

it's been so long since i've had a fever i've forgotten how annoying it was >:I

This place now scares me.....now i must lighten up the mood

You really are an incredibly smart person. I underestimated you.

Why am I feeling this way again? I thought I got rid of this **** a month ago.

Quit while you're behind *****.

oh, that's right
what i do is in the background
i'm not suppose to be noticed by everyone
back to being this

Quote: wspyro

****ing fever
everything is so ****ing hot
why doesn't my ****ing fan ****ing help me with this ****ing heat
oh my go, my throat ;_________;

it's been so long since i've had a fever i've forgotten how annoying it was >:I

*gives Ibuprofen and an ice pack to wspyro*

you guys take such good care of me (◡‿◡)

And once again, I feel like I'm the only happy person, seeing people sad/depressed etc.Makes me sad

Why is that you have forgotten?
Why am I getting a break, hm?
...
I think I know.

Why does school have to start so early?

Quote: Kitty

Why does school have to start so early?

This.

Quote: Spyrobaro

I just long for the day when I can frolic and play with a lot of good friends and not have to have such a low self-esteem and worry about everything I do and be afraid to help of express my opinions. But I ruined that for myself. People can say my heart was in the right place, and many other things. But the way I handled it was still wrong, and the way I went about forcing it was wrong, and I could've handled it better. But I didn't, and I can't change that now. But it's changed me too much. I used to be so happy and optimistic and hopeful.......and just look at me now. Cynical, bitter.......I screwed it all up.

Because of it I'm used to being alone. When I'm alone, I don't care. I just go along like it's normal. That shouldn't be happening. That's not how I should be. ALL MY HOPES AND ****ING DREAMS WERE SHATTERED RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES VERY SLOWLY. What will it take to just have things back to the way they were?

What will it take to be......me?

It will take being around some nice, caring people, and taking a break from everything that stresses you (except school, you cant get away from that).

What does it mean to be gay? No seriousely, tell me. You use it to insult people everyday, so tell me, what does it mean to be gay? You see a boy acting carefree and you call that gay? Why is gay a bad thing? What if, deep down, the boy is a scared, self-consious, mest up kid? What if the only way for the kid to feel happy, is to do what you call "being gay?" What if the kid was had to deal with learning that his mother does not love him, his step mother is a *****, he lives with his grandma, and gets picked on almost everyday? What is the step-mom was an evil ***** that when the kid was choking on spegetti and had to puke to not choke to death, made him eat on the FLOOR because of it? What if the his step-mother and his father had another child who he loves dearly? What if the mother dosen't like him talking to her because he talks in a baby voice to A BABY? What if the kid was actually gay? What if the kid learned that he's gay at a young age? What if he has had to carry the weight of being gay on his shoulders? What if that everytime he hears someone say that someone else is gay, gets very mad? What if the kid was picked on because he sucked at sports? What if he one time exploded on one of his friends for calling him gay and regrets it to this day? What if your name calling sends him deeper and deeper into a black void of depression? What if he is head over heels for a popular kid at school? What if that kid knows hes gay? What if he has have to deal with a rumor that the kid told other people? What if he fell into a terrible case of heart break when he heard this? What if he lived in a christian family? What if he thought that if his family knew he was gay, that he would get kicked out? So, what does it mean to be gay? Because you sure as hell don't know.

I can't breath when I think about tomorrow.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: X-Treme

It will take being around some nice, caring people, and taking a break from everything that stresses you (except school, you cant get away from that).

I already am. But I'm like a footprint in wet cement. I'll be there forever.....sigh....

Think happy. Do something you enjoy. Go bowling.

Oh my god, I can't word what's on my mind, I litteraly can't.
If I could somehow, it would be a looong read.

You're the man who ruined my life... GET OUT OF MY LIFE!! What makes you think that I want to be Facebook friends with you after what you've done to me?!

JUST STOP IT ALREADY!!