darkSpyro

This may not be ENTIRELY your fault but some of it is. And the ones going around claiming you did nothing and whining to leave you alone are starting to bug me. EVERYONE, just drop the damn situation.

Ugh. You don't get it do you?

God, I... I.... *sigh* something seems off... just don't know what... I feel so selfish, my luck too good... nothing ever happens... I wish I didn't have to move to Maryland... so boring...

I don't feel right. Like I shouldn't be here.

Yeah, something seems kinda off... just can't pinpoint it... l

I am bored. -.-

Okay, well here goes

I have a huge crush on you and am over-joyed when I talk to you. I doodle your name everyday and am always thinking about you...

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i would give anything to relive that day, anything. there are a few things id change, but never that moment. that moment when nothing mattered. anything ahead would not matter. you just stood there a gave me that smile. you probably could have killed me in that moment and i wouldn't try to stop you. you probably have no idea how you made me feel, saying yes. and i will always be in your debt for that, always.

I'm truly scared of dying. I don't want to die for a while.

This day was filled with bear jokes. <.<;

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This day was filled with bear jokes. <.<;

Mine was filled with owl jokes.

Quote: spyro and sonic

I'm truly scared of dying. I don't want to die for a while.

Quote: S n'S way back then

I don't plan on dying for a long time.

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Suicide is a beautiful thing. It's an art form. Maybe I should practice it.

I suddenly, randomly am frustrated with myself, I'm so confused, I suddenly hate my personality and me overall, I think of all the stupid replies I've done.. everyone else here knows the right things to say, BE PROUD.
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I know people care, but why do I thrive to see it?

Why do I ruin important things, now we'll never talk about it again, I still don't know, yes, I'm that dumb.

... WHY CAN'T I JUST TAKE A BREAK >__>
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I really feel like jumping off a cliff while tied to a tree, yelling: "WHERE'S THE LEAK M'AM."
It'd be the perfect CH way of solving everything ^3^


Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: CAV

I don't feel right. Like I shouldn't be here.

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ONE GWM

I trusted you, now after this I don't know what to say...

Back into kawwai desu mode >:3 (One of my happy modes in other words)

.. *Sigh* KELDEO.

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.. WHEN I RETURN TO PUT ON MY HEADPHONES THE MUSIC RESTARTS ITSELF, I'M FREAKING OUT, IT'S CREEPY.

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: spyro and sonic

I'm truly scared of dying. I don't want to die for a while.

Quote: S n'S way back then

I don't plan on dying for a long time.

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S n' S for president 2012!

The site feels worse with you here.... I already have enough problems and battles, then you come here and just.... Ugh

We feed off of each others laughter. We try to make each other laugh harder each time and we both feed off of it.

I'll get to it later today.
I've kinda been busy since yesterday. Concert and now another celebration...yeah...uhm so I'm not ignoring you or anything.

It's Oscar night in America! *blows party tooter* <.<;

I hate refreshing the page and still seeing the "PM inbox".words...

Are you afraid of criticism? Is that why you deleted my posts off your GB?

Just because I was ****ing honest with you?

Ohhhhhh who was that about

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I hate refreshing the page and still seeing the "PM inbox".words...

Omg i know right? Especially when you're talking to someone you like talking to...
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Well, i really like you and have for a super long time
when i get a message from you, i get over-joyed. I am always(Not exaggerating there) Thinking about you and doodling your name. I love talking to you~

You fit the evil step-mother role. Your pure evil. Your a horrible women, maybe even so more than my real mother. You acted all nie and kind and caring before you and my father got married and when you did, you showed that you didnt give a **** about me. Seriously, HOW CAN ANYONE EXPECT WHEN THERE GOING TO PUKE! I WAS CHOKING ON SPAGETTI AND I HAD TO PUKE. SO WHAT DO I GET? IM FORCED TO EAT ON THE FLOOR LIKE A DOG. YOU DIDNT LIKE ME TALKING TO MY BABY SISTER BECAUSE I TALKED IN BABY TALK! WHAT, DO YOU EXPECT FOR ME TO TALK TO A BABY ALL DEEP VOICED AND EVERYTHING?! Your one if the main reasons i am self-concouse. Everything i thought i was good at, you said i wasnt good at. Now i care more for a ROCK, than i do for me. Both you and my mother have showed that i can never trust women. Thank you for this. I will forever hate.

I really like you. I get butterflies whenever I see you posted in my guestbook or sent me a PM. I always think of excuses to talk to you and I constantly think about how it Would be if we were dating or lived together. You're one of the most beautiful people on here. And the sad part is, I can't make a move because if we did date I know it would go wrong and I would lose you. I even broke up with my girlfriend irl because I liked you more.

This is getting old. I shouldn't have to be partly afraid of what's going to happen when I get on a site I've been getting on for years. I shouldn't have to get worried about a new PM or guestbook post, afraid something's gone wrong or someone's going to get pissed off at me. I shouldn't even care if someone does. I knew I was going to do things wrong, and I knew not everyone would like me, so it's not like this is a big surprise. And sometimes it's not so bad. Sometimes I enjoy it, sometimes I feel like I can do it. But right now...I shouldn't be worried about people thinking badly of me, I shouldn't worry about people coming into my guestbook angry with me because I did something they don't like, I should just do what I feel is right and by the rules without worrying so much about what others think. Sometimes it feels like I should just be grateful I got a chance at this and quit while I'm ahead so that I can enjoy this place without that stress again. Maybe then everything would stop and I can just be happy here again. On the other hand, this has been a good experience for me in some ways... I've learned that some things here aren't as bad as I originally thought, I've learned to stick up for myself a bit more, I've learned when it's time to step my foot down and say no or just plain stop, when it's no use. But I really have to wonder if THIS is worth it. But if I quit, I know I'll regret it. I don't want to run away from my problem, but what if giving myself more than I can handle is just as bad, or even worse? I thought I was ready for something like this, but right now I really have to stop and wonder if I am. Maybe these past two days and a few others have just been bad for me, maybe I'm just loosing my mind. It's really hard to tell at this point.

It feels like you enjoy not getting to talk to me.
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KELDEO, LOL.

Quote: Spyrobaro

spaghetti rings

this is way too personal

I wonder if leaving this electric blanket on all night would just burn me to death, haha.
Or maybe it'd at least give me skin cancer or something.

Dammit I told you my Skype for a reason. I need you to help me so I can learn and finally get better at this. Right now my hands only destroy rather than create. HELP ME.

Never let me go, never let me go-o
Never let me go, never let me go-o
Never let me go, never let me go-o
Never let me go, never let me go-o
Never let me go, never let me go-o
Never let me go, never let me go-o

Florence's songs have so much meaning <3

ERRMAGURD LEEEEEAVE. I HAVE ENOUGH HATERS

Almost Oscar time...

did you just do cocaine in a video chat

I thought you were a respectable person, but after this event, I can't even begin to understand why someone like you would do this. You are making someone feel like they should give up everything they deserved. I didn't know something that mad would make you act that way.

it was months ago, but the day is still fresh in my mind. it feels like it was only yesterday, and a lifetime ago. ill never understand why you said yes. you owe me, nothing. i have done nothing worth you repaying me. i will always be in your debt. though i won't have much time. this will be the last year i know you, have the pleasure of knowing you. you are one of the most amazing people ive met. your kind, smart, caring. your personality is amazing. i just wish i could do tell you this, if i wasn't so weak. your way to good for me and i should just give up. i would give up, but that is not me. it will be my saddest day when i have to say goodbye, forever....

No one will get away with messing with my friends, ever.

ADELE won for Skyfall. All is right with the world. <.<;

that's enough oreos

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is night and im awake
oh wait, im suppose to be working on this
oky then, better get to it

anyone want to play a game called wild: bad company
Ha HA Ha

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In all honesty I don't feel much like talking today...or tonight. Whatever time it is.

To people, at least.