darkSpyro

i hate your melodramaticism

I HATE YOU TOO.

i hate you too !!!! but that wasn't directed at you so shoo

Quote: Carmelita Fox

i hate your melodramaticism

well im sorri but I AM THE NIGHT

do i have to get carly simon to sing you two a song

This is one of those cases where I actually know the context behind the post. <.<;

omg i am idiot.

Quote: X-Treme

omg i am idiot.

Yay! Welcome to the derp club!

Really Kurui? I found out you've been lying, you're a fake. You try to tell people I'm Brittany, when we both know damn well I'm not. We were all in a Skype call, and unless I hired a 22yr old girl then stfu. Use Nanina In any likeness and I WILL file a lawsuit. You've failed to comply with the cease and desist order, so this is your last warning you lying succubus.

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: X-Treme

omg i am idiot.

Yay! Welcome to the derp club!

lol.~

why are you so snappish now? I thought we were friends??

Hehehe, all these tracks from the Spongebob Movie game is making me so happy <3

Maybe some day I'll tell the actual reason why I avoid Skype...

I'm sure there's people who can guess.

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Not alone.
No, definitely not alone. Don't get your mind wrapped up in such a lie...

Quote: Wild

Maybe some day I'll tell the actual reason why I avoid Skype...

I'm sure there's people who can guess.

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Not alone.
No, definitely not alone. Don't get your mind wrapped up in such a lie...

i can tell you my reason. i my parents dont even know im here, so random skyping will freek em out.

Quote: Wild

Maybe some day I'll tell the actual reason why I avoid Skype...

is it deep and psychological

Quote: Carmelita Fox

Quote: Wild

Maybe some day I'll tell the actual reason why I avoid Skype...

is it deep and psychological

POTENTIALLY

Quote: Wild

Quote: Carmelita Fox

Quote: Wild

Maybe some day I'll tell the actual reason why I avoid Skype...

is it deep and psychological

POTENTIALLY

GAHASP.

What a great day to get organized and get stuff done. :'D

why am i so bad at writing

aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaa

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Jaggedstar

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omg i am idiot.

Yay! Welcome to the derp club!

lol.~

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Life sucks.

Quote: Rand O M

Life sucks.

blerhh

I'M SO EXCITED

What a mother you are. You used to only see me every summe and spoil me with anything i wanted. Now i never see you. I havent seen you for 2 years and to some that is a short time, but for a kid who needs his parents to care for him and needs them to tell him how great he is, its long. I put myself down everyday, telling my self im not worth spit. Insisting that im ugly and useless. Saying that i have no skills and sucks at everything. But you woudn't know this would you? You dont even know my favorite color, what i like to eat, or even how i act. You call maybe once a year, twice if im lucky. Yet you have the nerve to say you love me. You have the neeve to try and buy my love. You have the nerve to ask for me to live with you. I will never live with someone who dosen't love me. You can not buy my love. You can give me everything you can buy, games, pokemon, hunger games things, even a car, but all i want from you is love. When i was little and i didnt get what i wanted, i always would tell my dad that i wished i lived with my mom because i knew it hurt him. Now i know why it hurt him. How can his son want to live with a women like that and not with me? Now i have to deal with these thoughts and emotions everytime my father mentions you on the phone. What kind of mother dosen't even call her son ON HIS BIRTHDAY! YOU NEVER CALL ME! YOU DONT CALL ME ON CHRISTMAS, VALENTINES DAY, OR MY BIRTHDAYS. IF I WERE TO DIE RIGHT NOW, I BET YOU WOUDN'T EVEN GO TO MY FUNERAL! I live i my gandma and even though i love her very much, i still need my parents. I know my dad loves me very much. I know why he lives in North Dakota and i live in New York. Im fine with it and i never think that he hates me. He texted me after he had to leave after my birthday to go back to ND saying that he loves me and it pains him to leave me. Do you do this? I bet not. I should take a dartboard and put your picture on it and use it for practice. Then you would at least be helpful in helping me practice my dartrowing skills. I once thought you were a wonderful person. But now, when i think of you, all i can think of is broken promises, heartbreak, and hatred. I am ashemed to call you a mother. You don't deserve it. When people mention you, i just sit and dont say anythi about it. When my dad mentions you and asked if you call, i just say no and say nothing else until he changes the subject. I hope your happy being a poker dealer and having to move from apartment to apartment.

I guess it can come to a slow boil such as this:

Sometimes you have to move on.

Sometimes you have to push it all away in order to realize where you are.

You become so focused, so devoted, and to what extend do you stretch?

How far?

You're bound to break, sometimes, snap back and backfire on yourself.

You're bound to wither in some places and grow in others.

However, is there one thing? What's holding you back from moving forward?

The same thing you swore to protect, to follow...a standard you have composed...in the end, it's a fabrication. A very real fabrication, it's almost like you can feel it...but you can burn it still, you can turn away.

It takes a lot of sheer will to do that.

Attachment will be a raw source of your unhappiness and sometimes there's walls you have to build again.

Is there a point you become blind?

Is there a point this blindness will also fail you...

...that when you start seeing clearly again, it's just in time to see it all crumble?

Is it worth it, maybe?

It's up to you.

Dear friend.

It sickens me when whiny *****es complain about their personal life. If any of you had to walk In my shoes, the life you have now would be paradise. So toughen. The. ****. Up!

Ah, it's so nice to be on break. ^.^

It wasn't directed to anyone.

I hate how you think your popular. Your just a troublemaker who stops us from learning

WAT DRAGON CAMO??? WAZ THT AT MII? :'( IM SRRY

You're bluffing and I can see right through you. You wouldn't and can't suspend me phone. Either way, I looked on Verizon and it said it wasn't suspended, like you said it would. Also threatening my computer, are we? Tsk, tsk. Too bad I modified my antivirus program that adapts to things to not let anyone in it without a 9 digit passcode and voice recognition.

I win.

Alex: 1
Mom: 0

Just because I lock the door doesn't mean I'm doing illegal things.

Quote: Bravo101

WAT DRAGON CAMO??? WAZ THT AT MII? :'( IM SRRY

No....

Finally!

Rest well, my love.

Life's too short for unhappiness.

Quote: spyro and sonic

Life's too short for unhappiness.

THIS SOOOOOO MUCHHHH

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: spyro and sonic

Life's too short for unhappiness.

THIS SOOOOOO MUCHHHH

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Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: spyro and sonic

Life's too short for unhappiness.

THIS SOOOOOO MUCHHHH

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*Twitch*

I like people like you.

People that just, listen.They don't ask questions.They just listen.

Ouch.

Baro is that a boner joke?

Get out.

Hmmm I'm not sure if I should say this, because I don't want to embarrass you, but I can't handle keeping it in anymore.

I love you, I love you very much, you know how I feel, but I never told you myself that I love you.
I've never felt like this with someone, never with any of my crushes, I feel so inferior to you, I feel like I annoy you no matter what. I can never talk to you the same way again, which I miss, I always struggle to know what to say.
We've both said no, and I honestly am glad you didn't want to be in a relationship either, it would've been harder if one of us wanted to while the other didn't. Despite that, I still feel in love with you, that night when you posted something on Personal Thoughts, I basically fell even more in love with you, it actually made me sick, I couldn't eat for a couple of days, that night I couldn't sleep. But I was sick because of happiness, was it lovestruck?

I was tempted to say I loved you in the thoughts topic, but I didn't want to embarrass you, also I just realised I'd be copying CAV in a way, and that's their special thing, I don't want to act like it's a trend.

You made one of the worst valentines days a whole lot better, someone actually caring about me that day, it may have been late, but it made me smile and be happy at school all day! It was like a shield. You're such a wonderful, smart, kind person, I love your personality and I look up to you a lot.

I feel like I'm the only one really this much in love, I don't mind, for a while I've just thought that you've said you 'loved' me so my feelings wouldn't get hurt, which would be considered nice, but I'd rather the truth, I'm thinking too much but I've seen too much where the friend lies about loving the other, just not to hurt their feelings, it wouldn't hurt me, you're my friend, our friendship is all I want.

I don't have the guts to tell you straight on from myself, but if you see this, I know you'll know it's you, I'm not asking for a reaction or reply, all I'd want is you to see this and know how I feel, at least you'd know that I still feel this way and that I haven't 'moved on', it's still you I love, I'm scared you think I don't anymore, which obviously isn't true.

Now um, I probably making it harder for myself to talk to you, oh well... At least I'm not bottling these feelings up anymore, so it'd go out of hand and I'd rage at something. It's actually pretty hard to say this, I am VERY tempted to delete this.

Uggghhh, I edit my posts so much >___________> I'm sorry, can't handle seeing my posts making no sense, especially important ones.

I beat you. You had to use force, so i won. Yay! Not that it really means much, but it was worth it. Yes, 4 hours of sitting there doing nothing. I still won.

In the words of Ke$ha,
"Puh lease *****"