darkSpyro

If I wasn't leaving on Wednesday, I would make sure everything got better.

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: arceustheprime

Quote: Spyrobaro

Because you're awesome.

because of this gif http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs7...lfz-d51ghwu.gif

I thought it was gonna be the dude and the pizza.

I wouldn't have linked it if it was.....
But speaking of Dante and pizza....

Sadness is addicting.

playful dry humping

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playful dry humping

well that escalated quickly.

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playful dry humping

Real aproppriate.

Hahaha your so cool. Wanna know what will make you cooler? Jumping off a cliff

Quote: Spyrobaro

Looking back into the archive of this blog, I have to wonder:

WHAT THE **** WAS I SMOKING 7-10 MONTHS AGO?!

All of the things... *frying pan'd*

Quote: Spyrobaro

Looking back into the archive of this blog, I have to wonder:

WHAT THE **** WAS I SMOKING 7-10 MONTHS AGO?!

An unidentified cigar.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry I scared you. I'm sorry I confused you. I'm sorry about everything. Don't even tell me this is your fault either. I chose to meet you. I chose to ask you out. I chose to tell you I love you. I'm sorry. If I just leave everything will be okay again. Goodbye DS. I would have left without saying anything, but I felt like I just had to say something to one person. Hopefully she knows I'm talking about her. This time is for good. I will never return here. It's for the best. I don't want to hurt anyone else like I already have.

Bai. I hope things work out!

Quote: Spyrobaro

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why am i still here

Because you're awesome.

http://i0.kym-cdn.com/photos/i...ying_000001.png




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why am i still here

Because you're awesome.

because of this gif http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs7...lfz-d51ghwu.gif

wat

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: arceustheprime

Quote: Spyrobaro

Because you're awesome.

because of this gif http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs7...lfz-d51ghwu.gif

I thought it was gonna be the dude and the pizza.

If only!


Quote: arceustheprime

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: arceustheprime

because of this gif http://fc03.deviantart.net/fs7...lfz-d51ghwu.gif

I thought it was gonna be the dude and the pizza.

I wouldn't have linked it if it was.....
But speaking of Dante and pizza....

THERE WE GO!

You? Shine bright like a dimound? Ha dont make me laught. Your obviously the black hole that emits no light and sucks people in.

I don't like how you're treating us like we're bickering school kids, he did something wrong but for some reason your trying to defend him and not listen to us, I also don't like how you just started going off at Pixil like that, he wasn't even on this chat for that long but you still blame him for every ****ing thing.
You know, I said to myself I wasn't going to type this but I had to, I might regret it but I really don't care right now.
EDIT: I'll also like to add that I prefer to take care of things myself, I do not want to bring other people into matters that I can sort out myself.

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You? Shine bright like a dimound? Ha dont make me laught. Your obviously the black hole that emits no light and sucks people in.

This is my exact thought to someone irl.

*Omg CH is posting another thought, like, that's totally new*

I've realised, no matter what, I'll never get your attention back. You'll forever be nice and caring for others but me. Only that one person makes you happy, I want you to be happy. I'd rather you live a happier life never talking to me again then a depressed one where we talk and be 'friends forever'.

Good bye. Please keep smiling, never let anyone put you down or treat you like an outsider, because you are a great person who I am honoured and really glad to have met and be friends with one point, you may have caused me anger and ruined my year basically, but it was mostly me over-reacting, I'll be shocked you still like me now.

I know you find me annoying, no matter how many times you say I'm not, I know you do, your actions towards me compared to everyone else is solid proof.

You shouldn't treat me like this, but I shouldn't be the one giving you the power with my reactions, it was what you wanted.

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Meanwhile, I have great, better friends, who have actually cared about my mood, who actually react and care about me, who talk to me about it, they only care about my mood, not their own, they care about their friends, they cheer me up, try to prove me wrong when I put down myself, they have always been there, and I wonder what I have done in return, you have no idea how thankful I am for you guys to be my friends. I want to be more like you. Thank you so much, and I hope I can somehow pay up to be a good friend myself, you deserve better.

And to some, I act and winge that 'Wahh you don't care ;__;' when, you do. Maybe some have stopped because of that, I don't blame them.

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Alright, that's it, looking back on what I've posted, I've just been selfish and thinking about myself! I've been feeling sorry for myself, even when I talk to others, it's all 'Me, me, me, poor me, misery, blah' no wonder why I feel ignored sometimes! Well, now I'm going to shut up (Or try) and think and talk about how great everyone else is, I do, I just don't show it enough! I will try to from now on.


I'm so sorry for big post... I'm just so confused and muddled up in my own thoughts, it's like four brains in one person talking.

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Quote: Valkyrie

playful dry humping

well that escalated quickly.

Quote: X-Treme

Quote: Valkyrie

playful dry humping

Real aproppriate.

it was what i was doing

Oh may god, when I clicked on this thread I thought it was the Copy & Paste thread, so I was wondering why everybody was copying and pasting their thoughts...


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........wow........

whoah, like, get a life. >.>

I bought my life on ebay

Happy to see that this topic is still alive.

It's been really useful.
Thank you for coming up with the initial idea, and thanks to Darby for starting this one up. Thank you also to whoever had this stickied.

Dark. Mods cant sticky topics.

Wait, there are mods?!

Yup. Hunters. HIR, matteomax, itsjustme, bionicle, and wild are a few.

If the thoughts topic has become sticky, why not make the "What song are you listening to?" sticky as well? Aren't they both just the same anyway? Importance-wise? I don't even know what it means when it becomes "sticky" anyway.

Only one more to final to go! Let's get psychological! <.<

My thoughts now in a nutshell. http://www.youtube.com/watch?f...d&v=bt42hh6lce8

I'm never going to smile again if you just leave my life...

Also, why do you care that I ran off? Why did you make me return? Just let me go...

I'm getting fed up of my little pathetic life.

I might be in a lawsuit against Kurui

im not good with this

I seem to always find myself in lose-lose situations. I'm the definition of a loser, and of a lab rat.

Why do I get these random moods...? One minute I'm sad, the next I'm hyper and just like a normal teenage girl. But I don't feel like I can bea normal teenage girl that you see in TV and IRL, because of how I've acted and all. I just wish I could be less hyper, but I am to hide the other side of me. I'm going to try harder in high school, and definitely change. I don't want to be that hyper and jumpy. I want to see how you see me through your eyes. Probably like a retard you feel sorry for. Ugh, I hate myself.

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I hate growing up. It sucks! I wish I could go back and be, like, 4 in 1998 so I could be there when Spyro first comes out. Stupid nostalgia.

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I miss you so much, but when you come back, it's going to be hard. Very hard. I don't know how they will react and cope. Especially that *****. I ****ing hate her. And the other one....GRR WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO HARD!??!?!? D:

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I am so scared for high school. Terrified. Petrified. I am going to fail my maths GCSE's, I know. Goddammit! I'm trying real hard in English, I'm top of the class, but the other day proves that I can't do my final exams, I will have a breakdown, I will fail, you will think less of me...****.

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You're so caught up in your own pathetic life that you don't realize I need HELP to become a voice-over artist. H E L P. At the moment I'm trying to make it on my own but with school and all, it doesn't look like I will be able to. And my life is just so stupid. Stupidstupidstupidstupid. It sounds crazy, but ever since I was old enough to appreciate the voice acting in Spyro, I've been more interested in who does it and when they did it. Pamela Hayden and Tom Kenny, THANK YOU FOR INSPIRING ME!!! And, I'm so glad I take after my real dad, the guy of many vocal talents

I've gotten a sudden burst of, what seems to be happiness. I'd like to think it's because of the great friends I have by my side.

Tell me, what's it like to feel wanted, to be loved by your peers, to actually be respected for once in your life, because I sure as hell have never felt it. I feel like my only purpose in my life is to be a laughing stock. A misfit. A complete failure. or at least, that's how they condition me. They treat me like a worthless pile of refuse. They make me hate myself, condition me to think I'm worthless.

But that's when I rise up. When I gather my confidence, and tighten up my belt like Picard to face on the unforgiving world. I gather my confidence...

Only to be struck back down again, in far more force than before. Every aspect of my life regulated for the punishment of being unique. For being different. Punished for being that one person that doesn't "go with the flow". Each word that you harshly stab into what's left of my soul leaves a wound that will never heal. I'm practically psychologically tortured for my beliefs that I can make a better society than there is today. People say it will get better, but so far it really hasn't gotten better at all. In fact, it has gotten to the point where this hurricane I call my life seems as though that it will never end.

I swear, everytime i talk to you i get dumber.

I don't feel superior to you people(yes you 3 Jerks), but I feel...different, better than all of you.Except in my case, I actually AM.I don't bully people and I'm not a jerk."Sticks and stones will break my bones, but words will never hurt me"My Self-Confidence has even gone UP.So THANK YOU!Not only that, you all failed MISEREABLY!Ha!.
(IRL)
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You people....you vote for me...yet another thing that makes my self esteem go up!I feel like the class is on my side for once.Even though you only voted me to be the leader of the party!
(IRL)
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It's great seeing you like this.*hugs*You're awesome!
(Here)

I don't know what I am feeling. It was such a short period, but we have gone so far apart. You used to always be with me, laughing. But now it seems like a chore when we greet.
But then you and the other guy... have gone ever so familiar with each other. I shouldn't care - in fact, I am a douche for doing so - but somehow it bothers me to no end. Before t his, I wanted nothing more to be friends, and I thought I still did now, but I seem to subconciously be wanting more. I am trying to suppress these feelings, but it hurts. Now I just don't know what I am feeling.

I can't help but sometimes feel like saying...

"I'm here...I'm here..."

To some people. Like a small abnormality in a heartbeat. "I'm here." Adsum.

"I'm alive, I'm still here."

Rght now I just want to punch you and these other jerks off the balcony

If any of those people do that again I ****ing swear I will ****ing murder them. You are an amazing person and you don't deserve this. I am in shock. Nobody messes with my best friend, even if I'm in a different school and in another town I will always be there for you. Them bastards can suck my t!ts and go die in a ****ing hole. I'm-actually, NOT sorry for posting that language. **** ALL THE BULLIES IN THE WORLD.

Hm.

Seems to be another behavioural trend going on. I'll try my best not to be sucked into it like it seems many others have been...

Or maybe I am just more crisply aware because I myself am on edge...

Bleh! You're not winning today!

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i think i'm done

Bai..