darkSpyro

ripto'd for thoughts

And all the while, I feel like a fool missing out on basic details.

Quote: Spyrobaro

I feel like there's something missing inside. But I just don't know what.

you don't have enough yaoi

Your problem is impossible to solve. I honestly give up. It's too frustrating... >.<

Why was I given feelings?

God damn, that hurt like a mother****er...

i don't know who the hell they think they are... i honestly can't believe that, after you basically saved their asses.

i should have listened to him. he ****ing told me, straight directly verbatim told me, how people on here are so quickly to stab you in the back the very second you stop washing their's.. now i feel kinda weird for insisting on him to continue making the immunization..

Are you ****ing kidding me? IT WAS YOU THE WHOLE ****ING TIME!? I have lost any trust in you I even had to begin with...

I honestly think that if people actually cared to know the guy, instead of just basing things off of text that can't show emotion, that he wouldn't be nearly as paranoid of people as he is, and every time something like this happens it just makes him twice as much so. Hell, I feel terrible talking about him here mostly because he doesn't know about it.

I will get through this, no matter how much it hurts.

Sonic CD's US soundtrack has grown on me, despite always playing with the Japanese one. The two now combine to hands down make the best soundtrack in Sonic history.

I honestly felt like I was about to cry the night away...then you came...and while what you said may not have done a thing to make me feel better, other than knowing you're not too angry, your presence just...helped...a lot.

How I wish you wouldn't talk like that, my dear. I know you're angry, sick, lonely, heartbroken, and perhaps even a bit intoxicated right now, but I really don't know what I would do if you did the act you are considering, perhaps I'm just too selfish to give you up to death.

Oh my gosh..........i am so sorry..........i dunno what happened, it felt like i was a whole new person.

Ong, stahp thinking your so cool..............and stop trying to put me down. I CAN do something about it, but i prefer not to upset people, so ill just take the pointless criticism and get you back when it looks like i am defending myself. The things you say to try and rile me up........aint werkin, meng.

Move on.

I love my new signature. Thanks, Lucah.

The mere existence of these horrible ideas is a tragedy.

Even if you hate yourself, I still love you.

Kept getting a bunch of PMs about my avatar. Never thought so many people would have reacted badly. I kind of like GIFs better anyway... *shrug*

Quote: HIR

Kept getting a bunch of PMs about my avatar. Never thought so many people would have reacted badly. I kind of like GIFs better anyway... *shrug*

You shouldn't let them control you.

I feel like I've lost all my best friends, because I'm annoying with my stupid replies that I don't think ten times about.
But I know I still have a lot of you guys.... I just feel bad today, uihwdhwudquhduiqwhduwq. I'm very thankful, that I have you guys especially. You're all great, and make my day, I'll never forget you, ever, you'll know it's you when you read this (which is a couple of people), thank you.

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You'll never get it.

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Is it normal that loving someone makes you frustrated?

Quote: crystalhero37

I feel like I've lost all my best friends, because I'm annoying with my stupid replies that I don't think ten times about.
But I know I still have a lot of you guys.... I just feel bad today, uihwdhwudquhduiqwhduwq. I'm very thankful, that I have you guys especially. You're all great, and make my day, I'll never forget you, ever, you'll know it's you when you read this (which is a couple of people), thank you.

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You'll never get it.

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Is it normal that loving someone makes you frustrated?

It's not too hard to read a small post..
:C feel better man..

@bold Yeah, I'd say so. When I had a crush on someone IRL it got me frusterated. But I just crushed the feelings before they became anything more.

Lol. Not everyone loves Skylanders, annoying youtube kid.

Quote: Gohan

Quote: crystalhero37

I feel like I've lost all my best friends, because I'm annoying with my stupid replies that I don't think ten times about.
But I know I still have a lot of you guys.... I just feel bad today, uihwdhwudquhduiqwhduwq. I'm very thankful, that I have you guys especially. You're all great, and make my day, I'll never forget you, ever, you'll know it's you when you read this (which is a couple of people), thank you.

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You'll never get it.

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Is it normal that loving someone makes you frustrated?

It's not too hard to read a small post..
:C feel better man..

@bold Yeah, I'd say so. When I had a crush on someone IRL it got me frusterated. But I just crushed the feelings before they became anything more.

I laughed more than I should've I should surround it with some letters so people won't get it.
Thank you for the concern, I'm sure I'll get over it It's basically school, growing up and all.

@BoldofboldofathingIsaid: I'm glad it's just not me, it just causes me more stress then it should, I'd get into more detail but erm.... it's not the best idea. Because you could guess why I don't want to say it here. :B

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You know, why am I the one that's depressed about this? Or is this why you're depressed too? Can someone help me, I'm losing my mind and sanity (then again, I lost that ages ago, maybe I wasn't even born with it )

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Actually, I'm posting way too many depressing thoughts here, I should vent another way.. but how? If I go and confront the person, my life would then really be ruined.

Just try to be happy, and not so seriously depressed, KANGA, KANGA SKAHHNN.

I'm not sure how long I could remain strong for you, really.
What will I do...oh, it's 2am. So, what will I do today?

Go to sleep, I guess, that's what I should do first.

Yes, today I'll be able to talk to my a lot of my friends!

No. Okay, no. I know, I'm being pointed as the "Bad guy", I'm being pointed as "You're now the reason he's thinking of committing suicide,". Look, I'm sorry, I really did try. I really did try to convince people that we should keep him because he saved a life, and for that his reward is our friendship.

Then people pointed out that he didn't really belong in my group, he belonged in the DS Group because he seems to have more fun talking over there how ever and whatever he pleases. In my group, everyone sees and everyone has a feeling about it. Not an opinion, but a feeling. This time that feeling was fear. That feeling was uncomfort. People started leaving in order to get away, and all the while they missed my group. And you know what, I miss him too. He's a good friend, and never really did anything wrong: but he made a lot of people (Yes, 6 out of 15 is a lot) not feel good around him.

Sometimes he would even make people depressed when he's in one of those moods. He has that sociable way of making everybody what he wants them to feel. If he wants to make you laugh, he'll make you laugh. If he feels sad, you'll feel sad with him no matter what happened before the conversation. If he is saying something, like a death threat, and everybody asking him if it's a joke and not replying, then saying he could actually create a bomb like that-

well, that can get people away in the computer. That can make people not talk to anyone anymore. I've come to realize overnight, that what's the "Fair" thing isn't always the right thing.

What's the Right thing, isn't always the "Fair" thing. I would have agree with you, had this been different. I would have gave him a 1 Day Kick. I should have gave him a warning. But I'm not doing this kick for the sake of me: I'm doing it because I care for my friends, and I will do whatever it takes to protect them and make them feel good in my group.

That's the reason I made my group to what it is today: Keep it the safe haven it is.

So it really defies the purpose of it being a safe haven if people don't feel safe in it anymore.

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

No. Okay, no. I know, I'm being pointed as the "Bad guy", I'm being pointed as "You're now the reason he's thinking of committing suicide,". Look, I'm sorry, I really did try. I really did try to convince people that we should keep him because he saved a life, and for that his reward is our friendship.

Then people pointed out that he didn't really belong in my group, he belonged in the DS Group because he seems to have more fun talking over there how ever and whatever he pleases. In my group, everyone sees and everyone has a feeling about it. Not an opinion, but a feeling. This time that feeling was fear. That feeling was uncomfort. People started leaving in order to get away, and all the while they missed my group. And you know what, I miss him too. He's a good friend, and never really did anything wrong: but he made a lot of people (Yes, 6 out of 15 is a lot) not feel good around him.

Sometimes he would even make people depressed when he's in one of those moods. He has that sociable way of making everybody what he wants them to feel. If he wants to make you laugh, he'll make you laugh. If he feels sad, you'll feel sad with him no matter what happened before the conversation. If he is saying something, like a death threat, and everybody asking him if it's a joke and not replying, then saying he could actually create a bomb like that-

well, that can get people away in the computer. That can make people not talk to anyone anymore. I've come to realize overnight, that what's the "Fair" thing isn't always the right thing.

What's the Right thing, isn't always the "Fair" thing. I would have agree with you, had this been different. I would have gave him a 1 Day Kick. I should have gave him a warning. But I'm not doing this kick for the sake of me: I'm doing it because I care for my friends, and I will do whatever it takes to protect them and make them feel good in my group.

That's the reason I made my group to what it is today: Keep it the safe haven it is.

So it really defies the purpose of it being a safe haven if people don't feel safe in it anymore.

Putting down one to save the rest is a respectable enough action, I think he would agree... despite it probably sounding incredibly dark coming from him.

Quote: Gohan

Quote: HIR

Kept getting a bunch of PMs about my avatar. Never thought so many people would have reacted badly. I kind of like GIFs better anyway... *shrug*

You shouldn't let them control you.

*shrug* It's just an avatar, I don't care. But I don't like my PM Inbox getting filled up...

Wow, people were that fussy about you not having Colress as your avatar? Oh my god, wow.

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Also guys, what happened in Erica's group... never mind I can piece it together.

I AM THE TEAM PLASMA BOSS. >.>

Ya know, you didn't have to block me(wich I only know becouse I was checking to see if you did), I wasn't going to say anything to you anyway >.>

Quote: huge dotd freak

Ya know, you didn't have to block me(wich I only know becouse I was checking to see if you did), I wasn't going to say anything to you anyway >.>

Then you shouldn't care if you wern't going to say anything anyway.

Quote: Valkyrie

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

*snip*

Putting down one to save the rest is a respectable enough action, I think he would agree... despite it probably sounding incredibly dark coming from him.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

Look, I'm sorry, I really did try.

I, for one, do forgive you. And apologize as well.

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Holy **** dude you were right. Sleeping actually did make me feel better. Because now, the memory has this "going away" feel to it whenever I think about it.

Thank you both, hearing your forgiveness makes me feel a lot better on my actions. Remember though, my group isn't the end of the world. He has both of you, me, and the DS group to talk to.

Quote: huge dotd freak

Ya know, you didn't have to block me(wich I only know becouse I was checking to see if you did), I wasn't going to say anything to you anyway >.>

Purple blocks everyone. -.-

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

Quote: Valkyrie

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

*snip*

Putting down one to save the rest is a respectable enough action, I think he would agree... despite it probably sounding incredibly dark coming from him.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

Look, I'm sorry, I really did try.

I, for one, do forgive you. And apologize as well.

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Holy **** dude you were right. Sleeping actually did make me feel better. Because now, the memory has this "going away" feel to it whenever I think about it.

Thank you both, hearing your forgiveness makes me feel a lot better on my actions. Remember though, my group isn't the end of the world. He has both of you, me, and the DS group to talk to.

Except for basically any progress he probably made on starting to actually being able to talk to others about his feelings being set back tenfold, and his further growing paranoia and fear of how people see him being near tripled now, he'll be fine. Not that anyone here would notice anyway apparently.

I'm sorry, perhaps I've just heard a bit from him about certain people that I probably shouldn't have.

Quote: 0_0

Quote: huge dotd freak

Ya know, you didn't have to block me(wich I only know becouse I was checking to see if you did), I wasn't going to say anything to you anyway >.>

Purple blocks everyone. -.-

How so? I only block those who I do not desire to talk to me.

HAHAHAHAHAH JUST GO **** YOURSELF