darkSpyro

What?

Back to personal thoughts:

If WoW is supposed to be f2p then why can't I play a toon to 20 when I'm out of time? Ridiculous.

I know its bad to keep all your feelings bubbled up inside but i cant help it! Theres no one i know werth telling all my secrets, experiences, heartacges, pain, and confusion with. I dont have a best friend, i dont have a group of friends following me around, i have no one i can trust. You come out of nowhere and act like my bestfriend. I only fall for it because i dont know. I fall hard for yo and it lifted a weight of mu soulders when i told you my secret. I even told you i liked you a little and you seemed to not care which i guess is a good thing becuase you didnt freak out. But how is it that you can break down all the walls i have made over several years, everytime i see you? I have trust issues for many reasons. Yet one kid, one kid that is super popular, hangs out with highschoolees, and can get almost any girl, can get my trust? My own mother cant get the trust i gave you. My father, my grandmother, my cousin, cants get the trust i gave you. When one of my other friends told me, and i dont know if it was a lie or a truth, that you told my secret t him and someother people, my heart broke. Im still picking up the peices today. Somedays, you help me pick them up. Others you either break it farther or lose the pieces. I dont know what to do anymore....

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Why won't you understand my feelings?, I'm sorry I'm not the perfect straight A kid you had in mind, I'm sorry I want to be NOTHING like you. You throw temper tantrums every time something doesn't go your way, your an adult for Christs sake, show some maturity.... and then you say I'm immature. Please stop treating your family like garbage and forgetting how she would feel if she knew you were cheating on her, your inconsiderate and selfish, yet you say I'm selfish when I won't do something your way you greedy bastard. Oh yeah, and don't think I've forgotten about how you feel about the things I like, I'm sorry video games helped me in every way possible, they helped me in everything you couldn't and were my mentor when you were away for nights on end, and what about her?, didn't you know how she felt?, she hates you for what you have turned into.

P.S The girl your cheating on her with doesn't deserve you, and I will protect that kid from your ways, prick.

I know exactly how you feel...

Many people live in the moment and dont think about the future. I think atblut what will happen after.....its usally after a happy moment i think of the furture, not the happy moment

omg you are such a dramaflag man

Begging for a fight? It's personal thoughts. My personal thoughts. Nobody needs to read or comment, I'm just expressing my feelings. And what happened with the Levi situation? I've heard of him, but I don't know what happened.

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I just want to be someone's hero for once. To finally mean something to someone.

It seems like it'll never happen, though...

What about your girlfriend, Jessica? Surely your her hero.

Yeah, but my mom hates her and all of my friends with a burning passion.

Aw that stinks :c. I understand, but meaning something to someone is different than "my mom doesn't like her".

Alex, you might not know it, but you will always mean something to someone. And I'm not just saying that to only you, but to everyone out here on PT.

You do mean something, though you might not acknowledge it.

I copied it once, never quoted it, because it was pushed to the last page.

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Begging for a fight? It's personal thoughts. My personal thoughts. Nobody needs to read or comment, I'm just expressing my feelings. And what happened with the Levi situation? I've heard of him, but I don't know what happened.

i was 1st post in his 3d accounts GB he was a pron troll.

i heard he was well liked before that all happened.......

Getting WoW! Goodbye life!

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i heard he was well liked before that all happened.......

Believe it or not, he's still well liked. (From what I've picked up anyway)

I'm not sure why.. but I feel even closer to you now...

Ugh.. why computer?! WHY DID YOU EAT MY THE SECRET SATURDAYS FOLDER!? D;

/\lol.

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Getting WoW! Goodbye life!

YOU SHOULD GO ON THE AGAMAGGAN SERVER SO I CAN HELP YOU OR GANK YOU ggjksegh

no

dont go to the baro side

DONT!

The Braaady bunch, the Braaaady bunch, that's the waaay we became the Braaaaaaadyyyy buuunch!

I hate you and yet i love you, how can this be?

Check one person off the list...

Ermahgersh.

Your avatar got me for a second.

Lol, 2 people on da list. I got felines in the avatar rating thingy.

And add them back on~

Noooo!

Just leave me alone!

*snickers*

"Without the darkness and hurt in the world, we could never truly appreciate living. You have to hurt to know what it is to love. You need to lose something close to you to understand what it is that we take for granted everyday. I'd rather feel the pain of living than not know what is real."

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I feel like I come off as condescending when I try to help people.

Sometimes you do, but I think we all know you're doing what you think is right.

Wow, that was nice of you to say to her. I wish people cared about me like that.

Oh, well, thanks... You all seem like really kind people too!

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I hate studying poetry in English class, the poems we're studying are far too deep for me...

Despite the fact we both nearly caught pneumonia (heck, we're not off the hook yet), and that we were freezing and shivering during and after the Maths exam, I think that little episode we had was the most raw, silly fun I've had with a friend in a while. I haven't had such a fit of laughter in a long time. You've been a true friend all of these years too. Thanks for that, and I hope we keep in touch after we finish school.

I thought we could be friends but that's not possible if you keep shunning me like this.

You tell me to leave you alone, yet you're the one that starts talking to me?...how does that make sense?Blocking dosen't do much either .

You think im a crybaby right? Well its not my fault. Ever heard of stages in a kids life? Ya the stage i was in was the cry when you dont get hat you want stage and yet you still call me a cry baby because f that stage in my childhood? Well im not. Now im just depressed because of what you put me through. Yet now your own child in that stage and you still think hes a cry baby to. Im different and im mature. Im not that cry baby child you knew. I love it how youve shown me gow mean mothers can be, especially step mother. When i was a child, i coudnt tell my mother didnt care. I thiught that she was living in a different state because welli really dont know. But i only loved my mother because she bought me stuff. She was buying my love and it worked. When i didnt get what i wanted, i used the "I WISH I COULD LIVE WITH MY MOM" routine that always hurt him. Wen my father first met you, you seemed nice and kind. As i grew up, i knew you were a control freak and punished horrible. You made me eat on the ground because i pucked while eating spagetti! Do you know how horribke that is!? You cant chose when you can puke and you dont know when. You are rediculous. And here i am now, 13, partially mature, knowing my mother does not care, you are pure evil, and depression never ends. Great job, i refuse to call you my step mother, and never ever my mother. You woudnt let me smile or talk to my baby sister because i talked in baby talk. O wait, i have news for you, SHE WAS A BABY!!! You have destoryed my inception of mothers, and step mothers

That wasn't funny. I'm not too happy with you now. Worst timing too.

I know what it feels like to be hated. You can't take me down like that, I'm 'sorry.'

You scare me sometimes... I know you love me.. and know I love you too... but.. Sometimes I just wonder where you are.. what you're doing... Know I care about you a lot...

You know what?I don't care, if that's how you feel, fine.Just don't be like that around ME.

You say it like is a bad thing...
I mean, yes it sounds bad....but it isn't that bad. I do value our friendship and I do care about you a lot, but I believe that it won't last forever.

Or
or...maybe it's just me. Maybe people don't want to keep me around their life. Well now you got me depressed. Now I have the though "Maybe the reason I don't tend to have permanent friends is because people just don't want to be around me."

Oh yes, you would say that I'm not annoying or that I'm not a bad person. Maybe you're right. Maybe I'm just over thinking it.

Thinking about this.....I wonder how many of those "How are you, Pedro?" were really meant. Were they asked just to spark a conversation? Or were you actually curious about what's going on with me?

Don't get me wrong. I value every time I have with you. With everyone. I do extremely love people. Though I don't show it.

So don't feel that you're put aside. I think about you. Not only you, but everyone. Crazy, huh? Well, that's what curiosity those to you. I wonder how their life is like or what emotions they are going through. If they are ok. You know, stuff like that.

Important people....now there's people I want to learn about. This could help me with finding the answers for those questions. The ones that were why friends are not permanent. Well, at least not with me.

Either way, it seems you reminded me of some depressive crap I think frequently but forget to follow. I'm not blaming you though. In fact, I'm grateful. I should get these thoughts handle with, other wise I may just keep that burden with me throughout my whole life. More importantly, stopping them from coming up during our conversations.