darkSpyro

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A death? Whoah.

Yeah, a ****ing death. You have a problem with it?

Yeeaahh.. I like a cartoon character... I feel like I've repeated myself over and over.. And to me he exists, but you wouldn't understand it. You're Christian, I thought of everyone atleast another Christian would understand... guess I was wrong. He's in my hart, and you can't just cut off love.. but you wouldn't understand... Sure, it's not normal to feel attracted to a cartoon character, but its not like I make out with my Son Gaku plush or Son Gohan poster. I keep it tame. I've repeated this over and over... and I'm sick of it.. I'm not crazy. I'm not mentally ill. I say "I'm not mentally all there I guess, lol" as a joke. Not litterally... and funny how you claimed I was crazy yet I never even said I wasn't mentally all there.. like what the heck man?!... I should have known a difficult path awaited me..

I've edited this sooo many tiems, 4th edit activate!


Blarrrggggghhhhhhh paahhh.
;_________________;

My life is depressing, everything is depressing, and I do everything I can to hide it.
I swear in that moment I was literally Sayaka.

Hey, I'm sorry if I ever hurt you
If I did, it wasn't on purpose
Do forgive me, please

Cry me a river. Cry me an ocean. Cry me all the water in the entire planet. It won't change my mind.

I just want to be someone's hero for once. To finally mean something to someone.

It seems like it'll never happen, though...

Quote: Wild

Then, I realize that not much has probably changed and that I was being rather dumb to think things really has changed much. It's about time I start putting up a wall between you, I don't think I should keep it down any longer. How will I build it again, although? One of the few people nowadays who I talk to, and can talk to, on a daily basis. It's so frustrating.

Possibly what I have to do with someone.

I never really cry, but it looks like crying myself to sleep tonight is my only option...

If a thought were to be personal, why would we share it here? D:

You're back...so why do I still feel empty on the inside?

I'm not ready, please, I need more time, I can't handle this fact, I feel so sad but happy, but I can't help it, I guess I have to try to shrug it off, it could be worse, in fact, a lot of great stuff has happened, maybe it won't be so bad. Just be happy /)^n^(\

Edit: Well, this is it, I'm so scared ;___________;

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I just want to be someone's hero for once. To finally mean something to someone.

It seems like it'll never happen, though...

What about your girlfriend, Jessica? Surely your her hero.

Quote: TheFlyingSeal

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I just want to be someone's hero for once. To finally mean something to someone.

It seems like it'll never happen, though...

What about your girlfriend, Jessica? Surely your her hero.

Yeah, but my mom hates her and all of my friends with a burning passion.

Why won't you understand my feelings?, I'm sorry I'm not the perfect straight A kid you had in mind, I'm sorry I want to be NOTHING like you. You throw temper tantrums every time something doesn't go your way, your an adult for Christs sake, show some maturity.... and then you say I'm immature. Please stop treating your family like garbage and forgetting how she would feel if she knew you were cheating on her, your inconsiderate and selfish, yet you say I'm selfish when I won't do something your way you greedy bastard. Oh yeah, and don't think I've forgotten about how you feel about the things I like, I'm sorry video games helped me in every way possible, they helped me in everything you couldn't and were my mentor when you were away for nights on end, and what about her?, didn't you know how she felt?, she hates you for what you have turned into.

P.S The girl your cheating on her with doesn't deserve you, and I will protect that kid from your ways, prick.

Again on pg 51###


Here's to the users who constantly bully, stalk and harass me. They will remain unnamed. Please don't delete this post right away. It needs to be said. And, they are**my**personal thoughts.Unnamed user 1: I strongly dislike you. You constantly stalk me. Wherever I post, you have something mean and hurtful to say. Why do you do it? Do you get a kick out of hurting and harassing others? You honestly disgust me, and you should be ashamed of yourself. You are an**awful**person.Unnamed user 2: Ugh. You are incredibly immature. You are becoming like number one, constantly bullying me, stalking me. Why? I think I know. You are so immature and horrible, you can't make friends on your own. You use hating me, to bond with others. And if the only way for you to be successful socially, I am fine with sacrificing myself for that.Unnamed user 3: I thought we were friends? You are even on my friends list. But you take every chance to be mean to me. Ostracize me. Point out all of my faults. Please stop. You are a nice person, and you aren't like that.To the people I am proud to call my friends.CommanderGame: You are a really nice person. You are never mean, or start fights. And I know I can talk to you without you saying something mean.Zook it up: Thank you for being a nice friend. You don't start fights either, and I hope you know, I have your back no matter what.Crystalhero37: You are very kind. You never are mean to anyone, and you are a great person.**

Reposting on personal thoughts. Sad. Isn't this thread sad enough without attention grabbing. Poor "pm" button. He must feel so neglected.

very mature. And reported btw.

And the pics and your stories about how rock hard you were, that were sent to a thirteen year old boy's phone were reported to the police.

Lol no they weren't. Then again it's not your first lie.

What?

Back to personal thoughts:

If WoW is supposed to be f2p then why can't I play a toon to 20 when I'm out of time? Ridiculous.

I know its bad to keep all your feelings bubbled up inside but i cant help it! Theres no one i know werth telling all my secrets, experiences, heartacges, pain, and confusion with. I dont have a best friend, i dont have a group of friends following me around, i have no one i can trust. You come out of nowhere and act like my bestfriend. I only fall for it because i dont know. I fall hard for yo and it lifted a weight of mu soulders when i told you my secret. I even told you i liked you a little and you seemed to not care which i guess is a good thing becuase you didnt freak out. But how is it that you can break down all the walls i have made over several years, everytime i see you? I have trust issues for many reasons. Yet one kid, one kid that is super popular, hangs out with highschoolees, and can get almost any girl, can get my trust? My own mother cant get the trust i gave you. My father, my grandmother, my cousin, cants get the trust i gave you. When one of my other friends told me, and i dont know if it was a lie or a truth, that you told my secret t him and someother people, my heart broke. Im still picking up the peices today. Somedays, you help me pick them up. Others you either break it farther or lose the pieces. I dont know what to do anymore....

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Why won't you understand my feelings?, I'm sorry I'm not the perfect straight A kid you had in mind, I'm sorry I want to be NOTHING like you. You throw temper tantrums every time something doesn't go your way, your an adult for Christs sake, show some maturity.... and then you say I'm immature. Please stop treating your family like garbage and forgetting how she would feel if she knew you were cheating on her, your inconsiderate and selfish, yet you say I'm selfish when I won't do something your way you greedy bastard. Oh yeah, and don't think I've forgotten about how you feel about the things I like, I'm sorry video games helped me in every way possible, they helped me in everything you couldn't and were my mentor when you were away for nights on end, and what about her?, didn't you know how she felt?, she hates you for what you have turned into.

P.S The girl your cheating on her with doesn't deserve you, and I will protect that kid from your ways, prick.

I know exactly how you feel...

Many people live in the moment and dont think about the future. I think atblut what will happen after.....its usally after a happy moment i think of the furture, not the happy moment

omg you are such a dramaflag man

Begging for a fight? It's personal thoughts. My personal thoughts. Nobody needs to read or comment, I'm just expressing my feelings. And what happened with the Levi situation? I've heard of him, but I don't know what happened.

Quote: StriderSwag

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Quote: StriderSwag

I just want to be someone's hero for once. To finally mean something to someone.

It seems like it'll never happen, though...

What about your girlfriend, Jessica? Surely your her hero.

Yeah, but my mom hates her and all of my friends with a burning passion.

Aw that stinks :c. I understand, but meaning something to someone is different than "my mom doesn't like her".

Alex, you might not know it, but you will always mean something to someone. And I'm not just saying that to only you, but to everyone out here on PT.

You do mean something, though you might not acknowledge it.

I copied it once, never quoted it, because it was pushed to the last page.

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Begging for a fight? It's personal thoughts. My personal thoughts. Nobody needs to read or comment, I'm just expressing my feelings. And what happened with the Levi situation? I've heard of him, but I don't know what happened.

i was 1st post in his 3d accounts GB he was a pron troll.

i heard he was well liked before that all happened.......

Getting WoW! Goodbye life!

Quote: X-Treme

i heard he was well liked before that all happened.......

Believe it or not, he's still well liked. (From what I've picked up anyway)

I'm not sure why.. but I feel even closer to you now...

Ugh.. why computer?! WHY DID YOU EAT MY THE SECRET SATURDAYS FOLDER!? D;

/\lol.

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Getting WoW! Goodbye life!

YOU SHOULD GO ON THE AGAMAGGAN SERVER SO I CAN HELP YOU OR GANK YOU ggjksegh

no

dont go to the baro side

DONT!

The Braaady bunch, the Braaaady bunch, that's the waaay we became the Braaaaaaadyyyy buuunch!

I hate you and yet i love you, how can this be?

Check one person off the list...

Ermahgersh.

Your avatar got me for a second.