darkSpyro

I'm sorry that I over-react sometimes, I'm sorry that cam be a bit if a crappy fiancée.. But you don't understand how much you've hurt me, how much that promise meant to me. So please, don't do it anymore because you know I don't like it. I love you and you mean the world to me, so please don't so this... I'm so damn hurt, and I hate her more than you right now..

I keep hurting you, you would be better off without me...

I hate you. Pretending, pretending pretending. It's not your job.

I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I'm protective. I'm sorry that I always bring myself down, I'm sorry that I feel like I have such low self-worth, that I have low self-esteem, that I seem stressed and depressed all the time. I don't mean to bother you all with my problems. I just feel lost and alone right now...

I'm sorry.. but sometimes I wish I just wasn't here.. I cry because I am frightened; I can't help it. I've told you time and time again, I also cry because of stress.. but yet you still think of me as a crybaby.. I'm sorry.. It's just.. sometimes you're difficult, and frighten me too much for me to talk at all. You ask why I cry, I say the same thing over and over.. please, just get it in your head, I was born like that..

Sometimes I'll look in a mirror and forget who is staring back at me. I can't even face myself without looking away.

I'm sorry for being annoying. I was mad

I have some annoying headache, that's been in the same place for about three days now, and no painkiller will get rid of the GOONRO. It is right above my right eye, on the bone part, and it hurts.

I didn't lie.

I'M SO CONFLICTED....
We could be such awesome friends and hang out and have an awesome time if you'd just LET US, but instead it always turns into something awkward...... I've tried to be honest with you but you just don't get the point so I try to avoid hanging out with you and I have to turn down plans with you because of this reason. And it's so conflicting wanting to talk to you but then remembering how the situation always ends up. :c

I hate you. Bragging, self centered, arrogant. You really need to change. Blaming, too. I hate you. I dont know how you have any friends.

(This wasn't intended for any DS users)

I sorta stopped contacting, or talking to people first a long time ago.

It seemed, sometimes, like it was really me putting forth most of the "effort" in almost any relationship I used to have.

It's so one-sided. I can't hold my face of false stability as long as I used to now, so I don't bother much with it much anymore, but I'll still listen. I'll always listen.

I realized recently that I don't like you.

"For there is no greater passion than love,
for love is the reason to live,
for to live is how we find love."

Quote by: dspyro

The hilarious thing is...

....I have no feet!

I had so much fun.

Someone brought your name up again and it was more that enough to start the tears.

This is one of the reasons I hate Astral projection. It's the inability to pretend like you're just a character when I know the truth. It's the inability to pretend I don't have to miss you because I can just turn on the episodes when I know I have touched you, smelled you, kissed you. It's the inability to UN-know what is known. All of these people who can go about like "normal" not knowing the truth behind things, not knowing what is REALLY out there. They have it so easy.

Sometimes I wish....

But no. You were such a big part of my life. If I hadn't have had you when.... Would I still be here to regret this? I wouldn't even be alive. If it were not for you....

I guess my only wish is that we were born into a world....

A world with the same sky.

You seem like a pretty nice person. I really ought to get to having a conversation with you sometime. I'm so sorry if I ever hurt your feelings that one time, trust me, I feel pretty awful about it. I hope you didn't take that to heart or anything.

ive devolved to a point that just hearing your voice pisses me off.

I am going to try to regain my lost innocence and happiness, and I am going to try to help those I care about regain theirs.

It is so easy to say 'I'm going to make this right' yet fail, and indeed, I have certainly done that. And yes, trying ultimately means nothing if you fail. Which is why I'm going to stop trying, and actually do it.

To those I consider my brothers and sisters, look at my wings! They're healing!

I'M GONNA NEED TWO GUNS FOR THIS ONE.

There's a reason for everything.. Does that mean there's a reason why I feel comfort from a certain someone I can't be with right now?
And people wonder why I love to stay asleep.. Because I am free in my dreams. Dreams to me are like heaven; I get to see everyone I want. Wether it's me at near death or not, I always know that one person will try to save me and protect me in my dreams.. And I thank him, so much..

I tell you what, I love dreaming; I get so many random ones, that seem to start off "normal" and end up getting completely random.

I feel quite paranoid about being on this site, wondering if I'm ever going to make another mistake of annoying a bunch of people again, and whether they'll forgive me, or if they still see me as an idiot. But then other times, I let it go, and think, that why should I care what anyone thinks anyway.

Again, that's probably why your tea is in our harbor.

I like to eat McDonalds.

BOOM!

I am very sorry for how I talked about Americans in that way, I feel very, very bad; and so I should.
Sometimes it can be one of my many regrets, when I think of something, and I let it all out, and I don't think about what others think of it. But it's not an excuse, it's not right just to judge people for how they talk with their intelligence.

I still don't understand the tea in the harbor, goes to show how dumb I am.

Oh.
Okay.

i wonder what you think about me.
i dont mean to sound, like, selfish
but im just curious to what you really think about me
since i know you wont hold back and tell me my flaws, i think thats why i prefer to hear it from u

I'm sorry I have an opinion.

i would not give one in a box
i would not give one with a fox
i would not give one on a train
i would not give one on a plain
i would not give one with a moat
i would not give one on a boat
i do not give a **** you see
so go away and leave me be

If I could erase what was said about you I would. I hope you don't see it......

If I have you blame me for one more thing, I might as well be dead.

I stand. I refuse to fall down again.

Why am I being picked on suddenly?

Did I do something to someone without knowing?

Ouch my belly

Quote: Kurui

Why am I being picked on suddenly?

Did I do something to someone without knowing?

You're not being picked on, we just had a problem with your character is all.

No one hates you.

Hmmmm...Seems legit.

Quote: DragonDog

Ouch my belly

Mine will be like that tomorrow probably.... I ate some pizza tonight. Stupid me.

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I can't make you not leave me, but I will always be your loyal servant, Masuta Kaos............

Again, I feel like a joke. A small, subtle joke.

I never want to write ever again.

Kurui, I want you to know I'm here for you. Even if we don't ever talk, I'm always here for you. No matter what.

Are you feeling ok?
I would talk to you, but I'm afraid you'll just get angry at me. It seems like you have been getting angry with me recently.

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

I am very sorry for how I talked about Americans in that way, I feel very, very bad; and so I should.
Sometimes it can be one of my many regrets, when I think of something, and I let it all out, and I don't think about what others think of it. But it's not an excuse, it's not right just to judge people for how they talk with their intelligence.

I still don't understand the tea in the harbor, goes to show how dumb I am.

Boston Tea Party

I don't feel sympathy for you. Sorry.

Are you not Singing yourself?

Quote: StarNinjini

Kurui, I want you to know I'm here for you. Even if we don't ever talk, I'm always here for you. No matter what.

*huggles* I'm sorry I don't get to talk much to like, everybody. >: But that's one of the nicest things said here .

But I'll be okay. I always am. I just don't want the people who constantly PM me and convo me to think I'm ignoring them when really I'm just a little more down. Hopefully they read my thread now

i just feel like ranting in lojbanic to someone but i'm too lazy to check for proper grammar and i don't want to butcher the language. i'll probably find myself ranting somewhere else, it would be good practice

I wish you'd understand.. That I love him, not you... My heart belongs to someone else.. sorry.. I really hate to reject someone.. I was too harsh.. but when you know I love someone else, why ask?..