darkSpyro

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It would be nice to just fade away.

Pfff, love is overrated anyway.

Please don't take them away.

Quote: CAV

Why is it that I don't like you?

Maybe my awesomeness?

Quote: Thumpterra12

Quote: CAV

Why is it that I don't like you?

Maybe my awesomeness?

(unless you are joking) None of us are refering directly to the person above us, unless you got mixed up with the thoughts topic.


Hey cheer up, I said congrats on being blue, you ignored me, which makes me annoyed you act like no one cared, it makes me feel I shouldn't bother being nice anymore.

I really don't believe you and I feel sorry for anyone who does.

I is always joking, except sometimes i aint.

The next time you decide to host a family party, invite everyone. So my family doesn't feel like their not wanted. Mmm-kay.

Can you please stop trying to drag me along to places I don't need to be, and please stop trying to pull the whole "SO THEY'RE MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR FAMILY???" card?

So what if she was more important to me? And why do I have to "tier" those who are close to me? Maybe that's what you like to do, but I don't. I'll just do whatever for whoever I feel like.

Also, you might want to consider that for the last 16 years, I have always been there on Christmas Eve. Whether I wanted to be or not. This one year, I want to make a simple little gift for someone I love outside of my family, and because of the damned Leaving Cert (the exam that you lot have been making me incredibly stressed over, and will never shut up about if I don't have a book in front of me at a particular given moment, by the way), I had to leave my gift to her until the last minute. It will probably end up being a crappy rush job too. This will never happen again, because either I won't have anymore school to pressure me, or I'll be dead. So just this one time, is all I need. Besides, it's only Christmas Eve. The only thing relating to her that I will be doing on Christmas Day is sending the gift. I'll have plenty of time for family.

Also, who paid for the shiny new Wii U? Who paid for the house work that went on recently? Who is constantly loaning money to you people all year around, while not even having a real source of income? And who may be financially screwed (or, you know, dead) before NEXT Christmas, and never get to meet the person they really want to meet, because you lot kept demanding crap off of me like a bunch of spoiled kids?

Merry recessional Christmas. 'Tis the season to be broke, falalalalaaaa, lalalalaaaaaaa.

I'm tired of seeing you so hard on yourself. You're not ****ing stupid, you just feel like you're going to lose every time. I think that is the worst attitude you can have. When you pointed out about that fact, you made a pretty damn good point. I then decided to do some research to see if this was true, and it turned out it wasn't. You have to work for it, you can't just give up.

But hey, you got me going. Seriously, you lost an argument. OH MY GEE, but this is why you think people won't like your opinions: it's because you made yourself to believe that. Sometimes when I try to get you into something, it seems like you like it, and then 5 months later I hear you don't like it at all.

Why? Are you afraid I'll hate you if you don't like something I like? You lead me on, and then I learn you don't like it and I feel so stupid for thinking you did. It makes me feel like I'm controlling you.

Stop being hard on yourself. You can't let fears like these get over you. SPEAK YOUR MIND, I love it when you do that because it shows you know how to take control. But when you just give up like that it makes me... disappointed I guess. You're going so far but it's the little things that make you fall hard.

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I'm sorry, but I am not sure if I can have my Christmas gift ready for you on time.

Not that you'll care or be offended, you're gonna get lots of gifts and love over the Christmas and the coming year.

But I just really want to have something for you...it meant a lot to me to get it done, but people just don't understand and make me do things I don't want to do.

i like llamas.

Okay, I try and talk to you again. I am seriously trying my best to please you. The reason I haven't really talked to anyone is because of you. I'm going to say it right now:

You are scaring me. Every time you talk to me, or reply to me, it sounds like you don't like it that I'm there. It sounds like you are dominating over me. It sounds like you don't want to be my friend anymore.

What the HELL HAVE I ****ING DONE TO YOU. I'M SICK OF IT, AND I DON'T WANT TO HAVE THESE FIGHTS ANYMORE. We have fights over the stupidest things, and you're so persistent on being right. I don't care if that's not what you were trying to do, its what it comes to me as and it hurts me. Sometimes, I don't think that the GROUP doesn't like me all that much anymore. All I know who still likes me is Skylar and Hannah.

Do you know that I think of that group at least once each day? Wondering just what I did wrong, or was I just not accepted anymore but you're too nice to not tell me?

I'm pretty tired of this, self.

Another day where I just halt my thinking, feel completely done and just want to sleep. Of course, that doesn't really go well. I wish I didn't think sometimes, and if I didn't I wouldn't be able to rebel against it either, technically.

Oh damn.
Well, you can't expect me to keep up. You aren't the only one that's relying on me at the moment.

I DO KNOW!
That after January 6th I will be fully available. I mean I actually know I won't have school that semester because I decided to take that semester to find a part-timed job and get other things straighten out. This will all be done through computer, so I'm able to work on what you want me to do.

Yes, yes, I know. I said I would be available as soon as I land on Puerto Rico, but hey, I wasn't aware that my family would ask so much of me in here. I honestly thought that we would just relax a bit until Christmas Eve. Yet, it's after Christmas Eve and I have to wake up at 6 AM tomorrow because we have plans.

I am trying to get your stuff done little by little though. I'm also trying to catch up with my family. I mean come on, I haven't seen them since I was 16.

Why do you always win?

Why am I always the villain?

Some things are better left to yourself.

You leave your ship idling at sea, seagulls crap on its deck.

Quote: Wild

Some things are better left to yourself.

You leave your ship idling at sea, seagulls crap on its deck.

Alas, poor JaneJake...

Went too soon.

I'm scared to tell you the truth.

I honestly feel that, as a part of your life, I'm like an obselete piece of tech, some out of date robot that needs to be sent to the scrap heap.

I know that's not what you think and it's not really your fault I feel that way, I just do.

I'll still make that thing for you though.

If you get the job I will leave the site. Not even kidding. I refuse to be on a site where someone with an ego like yours has any sort of power.

It would e nice to see how are you guys doing.
But I'm afraid that I'll join something I can't contribute with.

I was dreaming of a warm Christmas, where power outages do not exissst~~~ *sings*

So much for happy warm cozy holidays by the fire, playing Skylanders and downloading game design work stuffs. Stupid snowstorm, you. You made my days miserable ;;;

How could snow make you miserable???
Snow is awesome.

I'd honestly rather be dead right now.

It's a weird optical illusion that distorts your vision. You see a staircase leading to itself really. Or I guess that's how I see it. I like seeing its beauty, but then again, I can't live that beauty. Why not? I don't know! I really don't! And I probably don't even give a **** why I don't know. But I know later, as now, I will care. It will come in sharp waves of headaches inside me, not just my head.
So, that's why I am wondering. What do I do with the word love?

I wish I could scream out to you about how I'm feeling, and I wouldn't have to feel like this anymore. It hurts and I hate it.

I'm really sad. I just came back and our usual fun and lighthearted mood during our conversations is just gone, and I get the news you've been having anxiety attacks. Please feel better soon, I really don't know how you feel or how serious it could be, but you're my oldest and most loyal online friend, and I really missed talking to you. :(

It's like everyone else has got someone more important to be talking to but me. Well, I have someone, just can't talk to them as often as I'd like.

So I'm just either sitting around trying to entertain myself or trying to start conversations and have fun with others but then they're like having a sexually tense conversation or something and I'm just like "oh bad timing".

I can literally be the best third wheel sometimes, as well as a ****block. Kind of amusing sometimes really, but it's still incredibly depressing.

How do I tell you I don't believe?

...Without causing pain?

I really dont know what to say to you. Ive known you all my life, but i dont know....

i can't believe i actually loved you.

Umm, no.just no. (I know, i know)

Love.

A word that can heal and harm. With it comes life, and with it comes death.

I loathe it. Oh, how I loathe it. I want nothing to do with it. But...I'll admit it might be nice if I could feel its warm light without being cast out like a monster.

Love stinks. My opinion. So does pop. And gross fast food.

Are you wondering who I am?
Don't waste your time. I prefer if you stop trying to figure me out.
Like really, stop it.
I'm serious.

I try to watch it, but I can't I'm too obsessed. And the mixed feelings I have right now aren't helping either.

Hey, I am sorry that I have a problem. I am sorry that it hinders me from doing something so basic to you that you feel it enough to irritate me with constant reminders for me to do it, when I am struggling to do everything else. I am sorry that the tears blurr my vision so much that I can't see the screen. I am sorry for logging off when I can't take talking anymore, or if it looks like I have logged off because I am talking to someone about something to help me get through this. I am sorry that I seem to repeat myself, I am sorry for my low self worth and I am sorry that when you talk to me I seem to bring the mood down. Really, I am sorry that I am such a problem to you all. So I hope you all enjoy your apology and feel SO MUCH BETTER now that you know that I AM SORRY FOR EVER BEING AROUND!