darkSpyro

You're pretty annoying. I've never laughed at anything you said, unless it's because of your sheer stupidity.
Funny how you never answered that question, making me think it's true that you didn't bother and is merely judging. Hypocritical of you, since it's okay for you to, but not everyone else.

I really want to be with you right now. Whenever this happens, I die a little inside. I'm happy you get the kind of nice treatment you deserve though, and I hope no guys try to make creepy moves on you, like that Jackson fella.

If anything goes wrong though, you can tell me. I care about you more than I do myself. Which is why I just suck it up when I feel down during these times.

We seriously need to stop having dreams about each other. I've got enough on my mind already.

Please just take me home v.v;;; This is when i wish I could drive. I have art requests to fill. You're holding up my work making me spend the nights here.

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Don't worry. I love you. I'd never do anything to hurt you, my Masuta.

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All I could do is wish. We were supposed to. We were meant to be. But I'm gone now.

I hunger

Quote: Jaggedstar

Why do I get the feeling most of this page is about me :/

If any are, PM me.

/paranoid/

Why swear? The way you did it didn't make you tough, it made you look dirty and weak.
ANd I can now tell you're annoyed with me, I don't care, AT ALL.

Quick!
Get Skype before we never talk to eachother again!
Do it, Bunny(Lol, friend's nickname)! Do it now!
And add me afterwards!

I'm really getting sick of these topics now.

i hate me too ..
recently ..

Quote: CAV

I'm really getting sick of these topics now.

Reveal Spoiler

Just to clear any confusion, it's not the "end of the world" topics.

It's the "R.I.P" topics instead.

I'll feed you all sorts of things, if you want. Hmmm?

Why were you never there?

I wasn't attcking you, UGH.

Either this is the #1 most Ninja topic or it's just random.

I should've, could've, and would've done that if I had thought of it at the time!!!

One day, we will fly.

Stop shoving your religion down my throat and being a hypocrite.

And I will examine you...

Alabama won. My life is over.

I'm not sure if you'll talk to me again, but I am sorry, but it isn't entirely my fault..

It seems like you are either worshipped or hated by the majority.

Hm.

You should realize this behaviour does not make you suitable.

I could've done that, but this way, something good still came out of it! But I could've had a _______ AND that if I had said it the other way.

Why everyone says that I am a kid? (not here).
Although I really like that. I do not want to be an old bore. At least, grow mentally, but not growing years.

At this time, as I would try the snow. I always wanted to experience that. But even I could do it. Well, it will be for the next, I guess.

Go soak your head.
You curling up and crying wont help none...


Thats my thoughts btw, so its on topic.

~Right, what did I plan on doing again?~

I don't know how to feel about you. I'm ok with the Skylanders hate, since I begin to dislike it more day by day, but I also get the feeling you go too far with it. I haven't seen anybody be this way about Skylanders on this site, even back when people were bashing it merely for character design.

I guess the biggest problem would be Activision hate. I can't take it seriously when someone hates a publisher for a game they made, or because the CEO "raped" a franchise, even though it would've died if it didn't.

I don't know where else to put this...

I feel so bad, there was this costume day a few days ago, but all the times before that when I went to them, people would laugh and make fun of me, so when I DIDN'T wear anything, guess what? everyone wore something and gave me the death eyes and made me feel awkward, and even heard them talking about me...

So I was terrified, I wasn't going in costume because I didn't have one, but if you didn't you'd be punished in shame to keep in theme, everyone was talking about their costumes, I was so scared, I had nightmares, so I basically almost cried in the morning and had the day off, Now I feel so bad, I could of gone, they only do this day every few years and now I blew it, I was such a coward, I could of gone and possibly had fun, Now I'm scared to go back and have all the teachers treat me awkwardly, Students talk about it and brag, The fact I just ditched them makes me feel bad, I feel like going back in time and going, but sadly that's impossible and I can't do anything about it.

Wish I lived there. Wish I could be near you. Wish I was you.

Welp, wish me luck going to school..
I'm scared.

Quote: crystalhero37

I don't know where else to put this...

I feel so bad, there was this costume day a few days ago, but all the times before that when I went to them, people would laugh and make fun of me, so when I DIDN'T wear anything, guess what? everyone wore something and gave me the death eyes and made me feel awkward, and even heard them talking about me...

So I was terrified, I wasn't going in costume because I didn't have one, but if you didn't you'd be punished in shame to keep in theme, everyone was talking about their costumes, I was so scared, I had nightmares, so I basically almost cried in the morning and had the day off, Now I feel so bad, I could of gone, they only do this day every few years and now I blew it, I was such a coward, I could of gone and possibly had fun, Now I'm scared to go back and have all the teachers treat me awkwardly, Students talk about it and brag, The fact I just ditched them makes me feel bad, I feel like going back in time and going, but sadly that's impossible and I can't do anything about it.

Sometimes, people really suck. I dress in my own random, crazy style all the time, so people aren't bothered if I go into school dressed as a flamingo on costume days. Just don't care what they say, you're you.

i deserve this
i deserve this loneliness
and this pain ..
why do i even exist

Quote: dfectroll

i deserve this
i deserve this loneliness
and this pain ..
why do i even exist

Exactly what I think about myself sometimes, just try your best, it'll get better eventually!

So has time literally stopped? Am I reliving the same thing over and over?

Ah! I'm so nervous. Should I contact you again?

I just believe I made a bad first impression, at the end at least. I remember curling up in my bed thinking about how that could be interpreted and pondered if I was really like one of the possible interpretations. I know I'm a bit egotistical, as almost everyone in some regard is, but I think that, by learning more about you...meh, I'm probably just as much of an asshole I assume myself as (and maybe that's why I am one sometimes).

But I'd really love to talk to you, you're terrifying intelligent (to me, at least) but I...I think that you're one of the few people in this world I could possibly learn to look up to. You gave me hope. I want to know what your name is, and I can relate to you on a few levels, the age difference doesn't matter. You seem open-minded in many regards save for a few, and I can appreciate your viewpoints. You really want to get along with people, but you're so inscribed upon your cause sometimes that it can make you squirm out of that concept. However, that's just the impression I've gotten, I would love to be proven wrong.

I want to know more about you, damnit, but I'm so nervous. I haven't actually met someone new in a long time.

You seem to be staying awake earlier nowadays, just as I have been. I guess I'll inquire about it. You can rant to me as you allowed me to rant to you. Hm...

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I'm really worried that there is someone out there -

Someone that felt the same way I did nearly a full year ago. That feeling, that growing feeling of defeat when he mentioned any of his crushes or came to me that one day with a revelation. Or when I would be ignored, how pissed I got but I couldn't really explain it due to risk of showing feelings. I was constantly paranoid about 'hiding' it, and it became relatively difficult for me in the idea that I would never admit such feelings, never be able to "truly act upon them", but who am I kidding? There were signs all along that yes, a relationship would've happened.

And yet I worry that there is someone who feels, or has felt the same about me. It's a horrible, horrible feeling and it makes me sad thinking that I could indirectly cause such turmoil to someone else.

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We have a lot of things in common. Yet, you're so aloof in speaking to me sometimes...well, it's not like we have spoken much at all.

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Have you realized I'm wanting your attention yet?

Quote: Rose Tyler

Quote: crystalhero37

I don't know where else to put this...

I feel so bad, there was this costume day a few days ago, but all the times before that when I went to them, people would laugh and make fun of me, so when I DIDN'T wear anything, guess what? everyone wore something and gave me the death eyes and made me feel awkward, and even heard them talking about me...

So I was terrified, I wasn't going in costume because I didn't have one, but if you didn't you'd be punished in shame to keep in theme, everyone was talking about their costumes, I was so scared, I had nightmares, so I basically almost cried in the morning and had the day off, Now I feel so bad, I could of gone, they only do this day every few years and now I blew it, I was such a coward, I could of gone and possibly had fun, Now I'm scared to go back and have all the teachers treat me awkwardly, Students talk about it and brag, The fact I just ditched them makes me feel bad, I feel like going back in time and going, but sadly that's impossible and I can't do anything about it.

Sometimes, people really suck. I dress in my own random, crazy style all the time, so people aren't bothered if I go into school dressed as a flamingo on costume days. Just don't care what they say, you're you.

Thank you, It wasn't bad at all at school today (except some people still tried to intimaidate me for being away, pfft) But you're right, haters gonna hate.

You are so nice, yet I'm so intimidated by you. I'm paranoid that you're silently judging me, which is something that I'm just paranoid about in general so. I don't think you're the kind of person to do that. My friend told me you're one of the sweetest people ever, and I think she's right. I just really want to get to know you and become friends and I don't want to be so painfully awkward around you like I am with all of the people I look up to.

Quote: dfectroll

i deserve this
i deserve this loneliness
and this pain ..
why do i even exist

You exist for me to fangirl over~. :3

And you don't have to be lonely. I'm always here, Glum-san. If you want to talk or anything.

And Masuta is here too.

I wish you're more open with me.

Argh, how can you claim to believe that, yet turn around and say something which is the complete opposite?

...And yet, I have no freaking clue how to approach you on your hypocrisy.

Unlikely, Wild lives in Canada.

i dont. DEAL WITH IT!!!!!

I hate how I'm pretty much completely useless to you know. I feel like a broken toy.

I'm not angry at you, just angry at myself. I still view you in the same way I always have, that's not gonna change...but maybe I should seriously just accept that there is really no reason for you to talk to me anymore. I've done what you'be wanted me to do, and you have plenty of people to replace me now if you "need" me again. I never was a big help anyway. I think that for a little while, I thought I was worth more than I really am.

Stay online, damnit. >~<