darkSpyro

He won't.

This is getting to be too much. I suppose I'll just stay out of the way on that day.

I'm starting to phone it in because I want to bring this out there, and I have little idea on how to progress with this. I've already had the computer go without shutting off for 4 days now (it would instead be on sleep), and it's really about time I just say "**** it" and deal with what I have, no matter how mediocre.

I need to experiment more for next time.

i wish i didnt freak out when some people talk to me

SAME HERE

I need help
And hurting myself
I can't take this place anymore
But then I kill any rest

I hope we don't go through this lane again. We know what happened last time, right?

I have a serious feeling that it would be better off if you just laid this to rest until things are actually in motion. It's dramatized now, and the waiting will only erode us. Relax.

I feel horrible for feeling horrible about feeling horrible, and quite literally for all the wrong reasons.

Admitting it to you doesn't make me feel any better. It just makes me feel even worse.

I'm not sure you understand.

You're my superior and my jealousy knows no bounds.

I hope you trust me.
Being my friend, I'm sure you know that I don't like lying. Still, I feel that the message my friend left you for me might leave you rather confused.

Your hypocrisy and misunderstanding of things severely disappoints me, because I know you're better than this.

Why can't I tell you how I feel. I wanted to know what you think, but I am to afraid to tell you because I know the answer will most likely be what I dread most...

I'm trying to keep calm lately. I usually don't have to try. But now I do. Things are very tough, and will be for a long time. And you were my reason for trying. You still are. Nothing gives me a sense of belonging and purpose like you do.

But, I fear the worst these days. You don't entirely understand my position, and that's not your fault. But I just wish I didn't have to feel so uncertain about everything. The only thing I'm certain of is that I will die, just like every other person. And that certainty makes me want death slightly more each day. It's largely because of the pressures I am forced to endure, and because I feel like things are only going to get worse. But a small part of me has developed a genuine curiosity now, because death is the only thing I am certain of.

Well, other than the fact I love you. More than you can understand.

At this point, I am only sticking things out for you. Because I want to prepare somethings for you, that I will be giving to you next year. And they may be worthless to you. Probably will. But I care about you enough to give it a shot.

After that though, I can't make any promises about what I do. That's even the case right now, but...your unique charm is enough to give me strength right now.

You keep fearing that you're the stigma of my life, but you really aren't. I wouldn't of lasted this long without you. And I would be a womanising man whore if I didn't meet you. So don't tell yourself you're bad...you're almost like a guardian angel...I know for sure, that you'll at least be a little angel in my eyes!

I'm still not sure I trust you, to be honest. But I suppose I'll see how it goes out. I still think I'm just a bet with your friends or something, but I've been wrong before.
And even if not, I won't die if a few people say bullcrap rumors behind my back. So many have it worse off. Though I'm a tad bit worried that will happen, I hope you're better than that.

Sometimes I want to reach through my computer and tell you to your face to shut up.

Quote: Spyrobaro

I like how you call me all that stuff, and then leave the site saying "BYE CRYSTALHERO THE REST OF YOU ARE MOTHER****ERS" after I got offended and upset.

You also were like "OH RAND O M SHE WAS SO BAD TO ME!!!". If you didn't want me to get upset, you should've kept your opinion about me to yourself instead of posting it in my guestbook for everyone to see in the first place. If you REALLY wanted to say that, you could've started it in PMs, where no one would've known besides the two of us.

Oh **** you.

^Get over it. You said some bad **** and used the fear card, and then when people tell you off you cry about it?

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I feel bad for making you feel bad because I felt bad about feeling bad for feeling bad for being too slow. Overall, I feel like **** about it, mostly because I know I shouldn't.

EDIT: Ninjaaaaa'd.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Helsing

Oh **** you.

It's personal thoughts. I'm allowed to release my thoughts.

Samius also told me you wanted to apologize. And I said "I forgive him, and apologize too". But then you go off and tell everyone how you want to be banned because of me.

What's with that?

Oh yeah, I did forget to do that.

How can you forget to apologize?

Unless, you weren't legitimately sorry...

Quote: CAV

How can you forget to apologize?

Unless, you weren't legitimately sorry...

I am legitimately sorry, I had a lot on my mind and which I forgot.

I have been Ninja'd.

Quote: wingsofpurple

post 901 baby.

Nice wings.
Real Nice.

Quote: wspyro

Quote: wingsofpurple

post 901 baby.

Nice wings.
Real Nice.

Wait, she's post 903

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Helsing

I am legitimately sorry, I had a lot on my mind and which I forgot.

I forgive you. And I apologize as well for overreacting.

Okay then, we're done then.

It's **** like this that is absolutely ridiculous. I am disgusted with all of you. Seriously this could have been done in PM's but no Spyrobaro you had to go crying like a little ***** to you friends Wow that was so mature of you. By the way you would be the worst ever mod. on this forum That's my opinion and I pray to god you don't get it.

^And this is why I didn't get into this (or at least stopped before I sent the PM).

It technically was done in PMs, but people posted their personal thoughts in Personal Thoughts and things barely started up again. Because of this, you suddenly believe she'll be the worst mod ever? Get over yourself. She'd be better than most people on here.

P.S. She didn't start this.

P.S.S. If you're gonna get on their case for this, you may as well get on Brawler and I's case for what we did a while back.

EDIT: For ****'s sake....

I'm probably hated by everyone here. You and a couple others are the only reason I stay.

Quote: CAV

EDIT: For ****'s sake....

Don't you just hate it?

@ Spyrobaro:Excuse me little Miss Know It All I am A female and I expect to be called that. And further more I'm sick and tired of you always correcting me every ****ing time I post.

Quote: thumper

Excuse me little Miss Know It All I am A female and I expect to be called that. And further more I'm sick and tired of you always correcting me every ****ing time I post.

What? That didn't even apply to this argument.

Quote: Kurui

I'm probably hated by everyone here. You and a couple others are the only reason I stay.

I suggest you read what some people had to say about you on that "Thoughts" topic. Some said you were a bit weird but that you were a nice person!

Quote: thumper

Excuse me little Miss Know It All I am A female and I expect to be called that. And further more I'm sick and tired of you always correcting me every ****ing time I post.

People are not allowed to express their thoughts when someone goes out and attacks them?

Mkay.

Quote: wspyro

Quote: CAV

EDIT: For ****'s sake....

Don't you just hate it?

Always did.

I'm not supposed to, but I love you.

how do i hug everyone

I'm just going to watch you sleep now. I'm creepy. Oh well.

I wonder if you guys are aware that people are laughing at you. Is it that you don't care? Or is it that you don't notice?

Stop whining that you're OH SO IN LOVE WITH HIM and BE with him already. I don't care anymore!!!!!!!! BUT!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep your dumb kissing and hugging out of my sight.