darkSpyro

I think this new medication is simultaneously the worst and best thing that's ever happened to me-- What the ****?

fire season is on its way...

time to get ready

really wish all my friends werent leaving the whole ass country. literally all of them are moving to japan and australia and the UK and the moon or some **** in the next 2 years so thats fun, cant wait to not have any friends

i shouldn't be punished for having trauma. i am working on it at my own pace. if that's not good enough for you, that's on you. i gave you work arounds but you didn't like any of them and blamed me for all of them. that's on you.

Don't know how much longer I'm gonna be able to tolerate this lkvnslnvlsd

I'm going to be somebody's boss.

That's a surreal thing to say.

trying not to think about this trying not to think about this trying not to think about this trying not to think about this trying not to think about this trying not to think about this

it'll go away if i ignore it for long enough... right..?

today kinda sucked. every other day recently has been good though.

imagine what the world would be like if people cared about each other. amazing.

Feels like every day recently the first half of the day goes well, but then I end up feeling awful for the second half. Every day meaning the past 4 days but that's still too many days in a row for that to be happening.

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Change of pace, today I'm already feeling bad in the first half of the day. **** this.

**** off <3

*takes an hour to draft and edit an email like a well-functioning human*

i- i just don't want to accidentally mess this up

I miss you, you weren't perfect but you were around for so long. I dont know what to do

malfunction away

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<-- dumb b*tch didn't know what an animation meme was until today

excuse me while i go study my fellow artist's work

starting to think im a lot less chaotic good and a lot more chaotic neutral. more fun that way.

coming up with names for characters is hard

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I also struggle finding names and recently started going on behind the names to find something that look great to compensate, for avatars in video games, unless it’s male(I use the semi canon or canon name of him), I use my OCs names.

Naming OCs is a pain in the ass. Most of mine get stuck with their temp. name if they had one.

ah nah it's not rude to respond to one like this, you're good sess.

i'm struggling to name some ocs for a personal project of mine. might try using a website to look up meanings, that sounds like a good idea.

I hate the fact that I procrastinate. I want to do oh-so many things, and yet my plans get thwarted due to my procrastination. Even now, I am procrastinating. This is an issue. I know this, and yet I cannot stop. I know why I procrastinate; I know how to stop procrastinating. But, hey, would ya look at that! I'm procrastinating there, too.

Wow. I'm genuinely such an idiot.

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(irl)
i'm gonna need a better explanation

not this **** again

I wonder if it would be acceptable to pterodactyl screech at *checks non-existent watch* two in the morning... These past few days have been leaving me stressed and tired and wanting to use something as an outlet. Anything. But, hey. I can't because. I have no time to unwind. < 3 (I haven't even had the time to do digital art since I was "grounded"; before then, I didn't do digital art for a couple months? Gosh. I miss it.)

Such awful timing for this type of stuff be happening with us right now, especially with dog sitting coming next week. Hearing about my grandma being effectively a freshly bitten zombie, just absolutely breaks my heart. Like ****... I know she was going to kick it any time now but no amount of time and prep can prepare for the absolute despair I am going to go through. Though I swear to a god, if there is more **** on top of this that I do not ****ing need I am going to snap. Idk at what or who (probably the person that starts the **** because I don't want that to continue farther than it started if it does) but it ain't going to be pretty.

You talk a lot about me for someone in earshot.

then again for me the neighbor’s house is in earshot

I don't think I can do this anymore...

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That one darkSpyro topic about being mad at users is making me do the big think rn,,,,, I kind of stopped coming onto darkSpyro to avoid a certain someone instead of talking out issues like a normal person. Now we both have each other blocked, and my phone isn't allowing me to see the last time they were on. Pity...

why is it so hard for me to stay active and regularly post on this site

uhh klonoa spoilers i guess

just... thinking about this.



not totally related, but i'm going to be pretty busy for the foreseeable future, so i may be less active here

^ Oh no, I'll miss you, Thunder. :-(

I hope you adventures bring good fortune ThunderEgg.

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Sometimes I forget how much of a shadow you are to me. To the point I forget you basically live in this room with me. Silly Missy moo... God when you kick it. I'm gonna be feeling lonely af. JFC.

PLEASE @ my brain, stop hyperfixating on things that are unpopular. it's hard to find content ....

I will be very surprised if I don't get sick sick on Friday. C'mon, body. You know you wanna relax...go on...put an end to our misery, awaiting the next time you become ill-ill. Just no fainting. That's...incredibly scary </3

thundeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer...... i ll miss you around here you kept the place entertaining you re the only 1 who put effort anymore GOOD LUCK AND KEEP BEING AWESOME YOU CAN DO THIS LIFE IS YOUR S FOR THE TAKING!!

fjdl;jfslf;j thanks everyone <3

not planning on being less active forever. i just have some things i need to work on irl that are taking up most of my energy (T_T)

that s cool thunder do what you have to do surely more important then **** posting here just know we all think you re awesome AND TO GO AND GET IT!

sketching:
line art:
coloring:

sans for real that wasn t even a bad representation cracked me up lol

do my lineart for me