darkSpyro

The stress has drained me both physically and mentally!

people in black scanning everything + no truck + no pulls - go backs = inventory day

inventory day - guests - power to the store + friendly coworkers / boredom = happy but tired vespi

loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemnation ÷ misunderstanding × guilt × shame × failure × judgment n=y where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side

wait its all ocd

always has been

hahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahahahahahhahaaahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahfu

i want so hard to have pride in my past achievements, like i worked so hard to get where i did and did so much in that timeframe,,,,,,,,,,,but i cant do that without also attributing some success to my teacher. and after all that happened i cant in my right mind feel good about doing that.. but im so proud of my work aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

https://game-scripts.fandom.co...Peace_in_war.29

theres a reason i keep getting black widow on all those “what MCU character are you” quizzes and im starting to understand it

What a masterpiece that was.

ugh i'm going to have to force myself to participate in the outside world, i think

man theoretical universal physics are fun

my classes start tomorrow. they're all online, which is safest for everyone, but i really wish we could still meet in person

2020 is the best year

i don't think i can do that again, so i hope it was helpful to you

It's time to build that springboard for senior year. The more I stay persistent the faster this year and next year will go.

Please don't let this be anything serious.. This is the absolute LAST thing we need right now.

Last year my birthday kinda sucked but I feel like it's gonna be a lot better this year.

hmmm i think i'll be feeling better today

happy birthday, dad. i miss you. i love you.

not looking forward to tomorrow but hoping to power through it with positive vibes like last time. fake it til u make it

Four day weekend

I really hope this is something I can get medicine for and get better really quickly. I'm ****ing miserable and can't even go to the doctor til my test comes back negative. :T I'm praying it does.

I want to sleep. I want to eat. I want to be able to play games without getting confused... I want to be able to breathe.

****ing teacher just deadnamed me

i think i'll be a real stick in the mud for the rest of this class >:3


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if you're going to tell me what to do, at least say please

To me you were something else, something special. The destiny and circumstances have made things to be what they are and will be for us for some times but when it is all said and done I have nothing but respect and gratitude towards you. Maybe our times will come or your time will come, let us rest and be the best we can be and just live. I miss you, but all the best!

We have some good goals mom. Real good.

today was really fun and totally worth it

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9/11/2020
i did not sleep well. air quality's bad

what an awful time to be away from my partner aaaaaaaa i'm so worried

As Devil Survivor is a SRPG SMT....why was Tokyo Mirage Session an idol game? Just do something similar with the Fire Emblem gameplay aspects and characters added...I’m glad it flopped.

Hope you're are doing good during these trying times

tfw your dumbass goes trusting ppl from your past and you inevitably get backstabbed again
at least it was indirectly but damn you are the LAST person id think would stoop that low

eyyyy feelin ok so far today!!

birth

*interrupts me* *interrupts me* *interrupts me* *interrupts me* *interrupts me* *interrupts me*

ok, i don't know what it looks like i'm doing to you, but i'm busy

im doing that thing where i push everyone away again and this time im fine with it yall creeped me out anyways

It's been months-- please be okay, old friend. I miss hearing from you.

I don’t believe the crowd who act like it will take forever to get better...latest in date, that economy will only restart in 2027, I sincerely hope that at the end of the year, it will be a lot better than right now. I want to yell or slap in the face everyone who are too pessimist...we will survive, it won’t be our downfall and my optimism will be the ray of light saving the world so we can finally turn the pandemic page...however....urgh.....if I’m wrong......seem we will all die and it’s hopeless.

Quote: fyra

I don’t believe the crowd who act like it will take forever to get better...latest in date, that economy will only restart in 2027, I sincerely hope that at the end of the year, it will be a lot better than right now. I want to yell or slap in the face everyone who are too pessimist...we will survive, it won’t be our downfall and my optimism will be the ray of light saving the world so we can finally turn the pandemic page...however....urgh.....if I’m wrong......seem we will all die and it’s hopeless.

It will get better....eventually. First, it has to get worse.

you better not be talking about who i think you're talking about. because she doesn't like you.

watch out for flying boxes... er poorly stacked boxes

and of course i don't even get an apology

that was so good aaaaaa,, happy 5 years

Quote: sans

that was so good aaaaaa,, happy 5 years

THANK YOU TOBY

wow everything in the past 3 hours has been against me

The Nintendo direct mini of today was awesome....and I’m going to go check how much Hades cost so I can buy it right away or wishlist it.

of course things that trigger me get more games. especially this one, since it's the worst trigger of them. now people won't be able to shut up about it. cool. thanks.

I just really hope I can start getting better, starting today. I'm really tired of not being able to talk about things and it's eating me alive. I don't know how much longer I can do this. I need help.

I know there's people who I can talk to who care about me, but is it really worth making their days worse? I know it would.

hehe hurt my hand bc i've been using it too much since everything post-covid is digital. i've never hurt it from drawing too much, but using my phone all the time or typing on a laptop that's set up to encourage the use of this hand? apparently it can't take that.

time to train my other hand

It's Frrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiddddddddddddaaaaaaaaaaaay