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ThunderEgg
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#45001 Posted: 03:09:58 29/06/2020
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StormDragon21
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#45002 Posted: 03:42:05 29/06/2020
Quote: Lunar
And the Alolan skin for Pokémon Trainer. Basically the Pokémon counterpart to Native Hawaiian.
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#45003 Posted: 04:20:45 29/06/2020
My prayers are being answered. I'm so glad you are going to be recovering from that fall.
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sans
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#45004 Posted: 05:06:23 29/06/2020
i'm genuinely nervous to return, but i'll try. i'm just there to have fun like everyone else.
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derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#45005 Posted: 18:19:50 29/06/2020
I really hope things start looking up soon. I'm tired of being so out of it. @.@
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#45006 Posted: 18:28:25 29/06/2020
i feel like i'm on fire.
is it true what they say -- that hell is a state of mind?
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sans
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#45007 Posted: 03:57:12 30/06/2020
i wish i was someone who could feel complete with only a few friends. i wish i was someone with confidence. i try so hard to be strong and optimistic, but i have so many mental illnesses and so much doubt that drags me down. i just want to feel better. it hurts feeling this alone.
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ThunderEgg
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#45008 Posted: 02:18:50 01/07/2020
i feel a little better emotionally today
i think if i can stay calm for the next four days, i'll be able to hold up and finally continue working on my various projects
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sans
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#45009 Posted: 04:21:57 01/07/2020
i'm so stressed
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#45010 Posted: 20:12:23 01/07/2020
Talking to everyone about it made me feel way better, it was still not a great thing to happen but being able to laugh it off with everyone and hearing that my reaction was valid really helped. I'm so glad to be talking with everyone again
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#45011 Posted: 02:01:38 02/07/2020
![]() YOU MOVED TO WHERE NOW? OF ALL PLACES, IT'S THERE? Not just the same state, not just the same city, BUT THE SAME NEIGHBORHOOD?! I knew you moved to Texas, but I did not expect it to be there. Wow.... Sigh, but it's a good one. I'm sure you like it. I haven't been there in over a decade and I wasn't there often, but the memories I have a nice.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#45012 Posted: 05:13:49 03/07/2020
You can judge people's confidence by the eye and pupil placements of their selfies
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Vespi
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#45013 Posted: 07:34:26 03/07/2020
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#45014 Posted: 03:19:50 07/07/2020
i shouldn't have to reset my life just because some jerks are spreading lies about me
but am i gonna do it? yeah lmao..
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Bolt
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#45015 Posted: 04:35:53 07/07/2020
The saddest part about dying is not knowing what will happen with the world afterwards. I want to know how we'll all be in 100 ... 1000 .... 1 million years later ... but I'll never know. I won't get to see how life will recede and progress and change in that time.
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TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#45016 Posted: 18:26:05 07/07/2020
ONE DAY.
Can I go...ONE ****ING DAY, without feeling like total ****? Without feeling like a failure? A waste of space? A good for nothing piece of ****? I'm so tired of feeling like this. I just want to do something right for once, what happened to the Erica who couldn't do anything wrong and was wise and kind? Now I feel like nothing other than a manipulative, temper-tantrum throwing child who takes advantage of other people.
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derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#45017 Posted: 01:54:58 08/07/2020
Don't worry about it, you've got bigger boobers than her sweetie!!
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#45018 Posted: 04:59:51 08/07/2020
even with those jerks doing their thing, i'll try to move on. be a happier, more positive person.
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
Bolt
Hunter
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#45019 Posted: 05:56:59 08/07/2020
just talk to herrrrrrrr
like, you do talk to her, but be more forward lmao youre good. youre good. i wish i could see her more and it wasnt just once or twice a week after her shift **** lol i suck i wish i was better at this i wish i was more of a catch and not a complete wreck ><; |
TheFlyingSeal
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#45020 Posted: 18:03:20 08/07/2020
The meanest dog you'll ever meet -
It ain't the hound dog in the street. He bares his teeth and tears some skin, But brother, that's just the worst of him. The dog you really got to dread Is the one that howls inside your head. It's him whose howling drives men mad And a mind to its undoing. .... You got a lonesome road to walk. It ain't along the railroad track. It ain't along the black-top tar You've walked a hundred times before. I'll tell you where the real road lies: Between your ears, behind your eyes. That is the path to Paradise, And, likewise, the road to ruin.
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Vespi
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#45021 Posted: 20:01:01 08/07/2020
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#45022 Posted: 20:06:41 08/07/2020
Starting to experience heartburn, isn't that great.
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ThunderEgg
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#45023 Posted: 22:57:39 08/07/2020
yay! i have a job, now!! i'm not going anywhere, but it might change my activity online
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Metallo
Platinum Sparx
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#45024 Posted: 00:53:01 09/07/2020
Compassion is dead We'll drown ourselves in a sea of paper That glitters like Gold |
sans
Gold Sparx
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#45025 Posted: 02:34:55 09/07/2020
please for once don't lie about this okay? please. don't get my hopes up. please tell me things are gonna change.
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#45026 Posted: 05:00:36 09/07/2020
Can someone not be a **** for one day please?
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Bolt
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#45027 Posted: 05:27:41 10/07/2020
OOP its gettin bad again
asdghj';lkjhgf >///////////////////<; |
Bolt
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#45028 Posted: 02:45:39 11/07/2020
bad bad bAD BAD BAD BAD
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#45029 Posted: 05:01:25 11/07/2020
this is the nicest server i've been in, possibly ever!! i feel right at home.
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Ezio
Hunter
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#45030 Posted: 16:02:01 12/07/2020
I freaking love my new job
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ThunderEgg
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#45031 Posted: 21:13:04 12/07/2020
surprisingly tired. but i don't have much planned for the next couple of days, so this shouldn't be much of an inconvenience.
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#45032 Posted: 01:12:39 13/07/2020
Do what you said you were going to do.
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ThunderEgg
Emerald Sparx
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#45033 Posted: 13:43:12 13/07/2020
Quote: ThunderEgg
now i'm surprisingly energetic! i woke up way earlier than yesterday. and for no reason
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Vespi
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#45034 Posted: 04:33:08 15/07/2020
im so tired of existing right now. not even just “hhhh 2020 bad” but like... im literally tired of just... having to fit into things i guess what’s my gender? i dont know just dont call me he or it what’s my sexuality? i dont know im tired of sex as a concept entirely where do i fit in? i dont know, nothings ever felt natural for years ive been nothing but a blank. a mask. a shapeshifter. all my personality is, is media that was imparted on me, and a “personality” that can conform to whatever situation i need. im always someone who blends right in, yet is always an outsider because no one ever really knows how im feeling. and maybe i dont want people to? as more and more time passes, the better it feels to be an enigma. the excitement i used to have when dreaming of fame and fortune has long since faded, replaced by a desire to do the same actions, but stay entirely anonymous. i want people to remember my ideas, my creations, the things i do, but never the person behind them. never my name. every aspect of me is a question mark, and im starting to think im okay with that. ****, i dont even know what loyalties i have or what morals exist in my heart. and when it comes down to it, i think im fine living with a multiple choice life. if i cant figure myself out over the course of 23 excruciating years, i don’t think i ever will. best not to dwell on it then, and keep moving regardless. im a lot less of a person than i am a question, and that’s fine. let’s keep changing and keep it that way. - - -
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TheFlyingSeal
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#45035 Posted: 00:36:41 16/07/2020
![]() ![]() feels good man
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Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#45036 Posted: 03:16:14 16/07/2020
I just have to breathe and keep hoping that this is the right path. Just believe....
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Starfire Dragon
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#45037 Posted: 08:53:36 16/07/2020
4am can't sleep again
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sans
Gold Sparx
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#45038 Posted: 01:44:34 17/07/2020
really wish having morals didn't make you lose friends
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hey what's up i'm sans and i'm trans winner of the ultimate tumblr sexyman contest |
derpyhooves
Platinum Sparx
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#45039 Posted: 00:41:21 18/07/2020
Slap that bald ass head so hard it takes a screenshot. |
Vespi
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#45040 Posted: 01:46:18 18/07/2020
job time babey!
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ThunderEgg
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#45041 Posted: 18:59:34 18/07/2020
![]() gotta remember to watch out for flying boxes... more like heavy boxes don't want to hurt my back
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ThunderEgg
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#45042 Posted: 20:10:01 19/07/2020
H O N G R Y
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Vespi
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#45043 Posted: 20:31:42 19/07/2020
why do you act like youre the greatest intellectual mind of our time you’re ****ing seventeen years old
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ThunderEgg
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#45044 Posted: 00:29:49 21/07/2020
The water is wide, I cannot get o'er
Neither have I wings to fly
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#45045 Posted: 01:50:49 21/07/2020
when you forget to turn in assignment in for your easy a class hehe :)
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Vespi
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#45046 Posted: 06:32:20 21/07/2020
do you all ever wavedash into a ledgecancelled depression then get wobbled by the anxiety until it’s a kill confirm on your mental health
EDIT: new thought no double post i really can’t stand even simple conversation with you, Jesus all you do is put down anyones opinions other than your own and rain on everyones parade, who raised you to be that way? just being around you is a drain good thing i only interact with you in the dead of night for 15 minutes max, but it’s still enough to absolutely tank my mood. go back to reddit or whatever
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