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| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 | 
				#43801 Posted: 23:29:50 07/06/2019
			 
i guess ill watch syttd and read all day. :P
			 
				--- looks like ive got some things to do... | 
| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43802 Posted: 02:36:50 08/06/2019
			 at this point I don't expect I'll let myself live into my 20s the end? 
				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43803 Posted: 04:38:38 09/06/2019
			 
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				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43804 Posted: 06:29:12 10/06/2019
			 I’ve never been so close to ending my life as these last few days What if the annoying orange screamed in your window 
				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43805 Posted: 05:38:48 11/06/2019
			 
if i have to devote all my time to figure out ways to stop you, so be it im not gonna let you get away with this, and even if you do, im going to make sure you know how much you screwed everyone over you need to either repent for your actions, or keep the reminder of how much you hurt everyone 
				--- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ | 
| Riku-sempai
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5802 | 
				#43806 Posted: 08:44:40 11/06/2019
			 
When you have a good chat with the lads and realize how much their friendship means to you :") -- I could not of had a better time in America with you, I've experienced this before and it couldn't even compare to this time with you. I feel so blessed to be with someone who finally understands me, completely and utterly. I worked so hard to see you, and it paid off. I've been so alone, so absolutely and utterly alone, but having you by my side for that month made it all worth while. Thank you for seeing me for me, for understanding where I've come from and the person I've become today. I'm truly blessed ✌️ -- It's truly a refreshing feeling to not be so focused on the past, and to finally have my eyes set on the future, looking forward to new experiences rather then looking back on past mistakes and tearing myself up for it. I still have a long way to go, but I'm so proud of the progress that I've made. 
				--- Hesitant Captain, it's too late to turn back around. The party is waiting and leaving this earth is such a beautiful sound. | 
| TheFlyingSeal
			Diamond Sparx  Gems: 8761 | 
				#43807 Posted: 01:41:21 12/06/2019
			 
Quote: Riku-sempai 
 <3 <3 <3 - - - - - - 
				--- #CynderIsAFireDragon | 
| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43808 Posted: 19:55:34 12/06/2019
			 
a while ago i made a tweet about how every time i have a great day, the pendulum swings in the other direction for pretty much double the length of time i had fun, and damn this still rings true every single day of my life
			 
				--- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ | 
| HotDogAndZap
			Emerald Sparx  Gems: 3531 | 
				#43809 Posted: 23:21:37 12/06/2019
			 suspicion confirmed: my tumor is back. the doctor said it shouldnt come back. but here it is and now i need it out again. this will be my second surgery this year. i hope this doesnt become a thing ill just have to do every few years. ![[User Posted Image]](https://i.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/newsfeed/000/495/599/25d.gif) - - - | 
| willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 | 
				#43810 Posted: 05:28:05 13/06/2019
			 
I just want you to ****ing vanish so badly, you make my escape from reality a living hell
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| DeathOfADream
			Yellow Sparx  Gems: 1510 | 
				#43811 Posted: 05:29:47 13/06/2019
			 
It’s always late at night when I feel the most alone. But I’m not tired enough to sleep so I guess I’ll just endure it.
			 
				--- ”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.” | 
| willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 | 
				#43812 Posted: 14:22:58 14/06/2019
			 
Bruh I wish you weren't so busy smh. Bruh you're trying too hard smfh. Why be uncomfortable when you have a simple solution. | 
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| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43813 Posted: 04:47:11 15/06/2019
			 jesus christ when you said you were a sociopath i thought you were just being edgy but you really dont have empathy for anyone other than yourself, do you? if youre reading this it isnt about you 
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| Trix Master 100
			Diamond Sparx  Gems: 8324 | 
				#43814 Posted: 05:47:20 15/06/2019
			 I get that other people should maybe lend a hand, but my dear aunt... My mom cannot stick around for that long because she does in fact have literal caveman for a husband that won't help around the house. She'd be damn lucky to catch a break for even as long as a few days with out cavemen setting the house on fire with his "fire stick" that is his ego. I really don't want to stir up drama with relatives, but ****. 
				--- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh | 
| Bolt
			Hunter  Gems: 6267 | 
				#43815 Posted: 07:41:54 15/06/2019
			 
I love you. I hope you'll be okay. I will stick by you through anything.
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| HotDogAndZap
			Emerald Sparx  Gems: 3531 | 
				#43816 Posted: 01:14:59 16/06/2019
			 
went to my first pride today. i had a TON of fun. i had heard so many horror stories and expected the worst, but it was such a family friendly experience and overall just a really good time. i cant wait to go again next year.
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| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43817 Posted: 01:42:51 16/06/2019
			 oh my god youre like 75% what is wrong with this place - - - 
				--- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ | 
| kardonis
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 6366 | 
				#43818 Posted: 02:33:09 16/06/2019
			 
I actually, look okay? Maybe? I feel like I look okay, and that's all that really matters in the end, right?  Man I wish I knew I was trans back when I was seeing a therapist on a bi-weekly basis... 
				--- I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl | 
| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43819 Posted: 02:02:41 17/06/2019
			 People who hate me are the only ones who have an accurate understanding of me ooooo 
				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| Skarlet Yellow Sparx Gems: 1531 | 
				#43820 Posted: 18:34:06 17/06/2019
			 
I was waiting for a phone call about a job I applied for, my phone did not ring, however I decided to apply for a different job rather close to my home. At first I thought I had no chance but there was no harm to apply, right? The interviewer asked me if I graduated high school and I said yes. He asked me if I could pass a drug test again I said yes. He asked me if I could return in 3 days to show him my high school diploma and of course I said yes. Welllllllllllllllll, on my way home my phone rang... guess what? I got hired, I start my new job on Wednesday. It's been a good day indeed!   | 
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| Skarlet Yellow Sparx Gems: 1531 | 
				#43821 Posted: 18:50:01 17/06/2019
			 
Quote: Sesshomaru75 
 Thank you Sess | 
| emeraldzoroark
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5597 | 
				#43822 Posted: 07:00:37 18/06/2019
			 i know where you get those opinions - - - 
				--- Soon. | 
| Trix Master 100
			Diamond Sparx  Gems: 8324 | 
				#43823 Posted: 18:08:18 18/06/2019
			 
I should relax, but boi it does not take much to piss me off when specific words are choosen
			 
				--- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh | 
| Ezio
			Hunter  Gems: 7325 | 
				#43824 Posted: 21:03:27 18/06/2019
			 
Honestly after what was said to me on sunday, i could care less about my mom and sister. dad doesn't deserve to be **** talked by that little tweaker. im so thankful for him being my dad and not to mention, the fact that his mother came back into my life and i get to have another grandma who is proud of me for what i have done.
			 
				--- "The cowboy has always been a dying breed But he takes his dying slowly, perched upon his steed." | 
| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43825 Posted: 06:42:52 19/06/2019
			 
jesus galaxys edge is gonna be spency
			 
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| Project_Unnamed
			Prismatic Sparx  Gems: 11265 | 
				#43826 Posted: 15:05:38 21/06/2019
			 
Sometimes I wonder if you're happy at all. Are you? Or are you just afraid to owe up to your real emotions and desires in this life and terrified of the vulnerability to open up and let others take control of you. Comfort zone is nice place to be but to want something that is not in that particular area, one has to go beyond that. One thing is certain,it would be most pleasant to find the answers and some meaning when the point of enlightenment is reached.
			 
				--- I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. | 
| emeraldzoroark
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5597 | 
				#43827 Posted: 22:25:44 21/06/2019
			 
Here I am, this is me, Brokenhearted but finally free. 
				--- Soon. | 
| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43828 Posted: 04:02:56 22/06/2019
			 
				--- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ | 
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 | 
				#43829 Posted: 17:46:19 22/06/2019
			 
"nO hArd eVidEnCe" the ending of this reminds me of those creepypastas that always end with "I cant prove it because the cartridge broke/i broke it" 
				--- looks like ive got some things to do... | 
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| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43830 Posted: 06:01:45 23/06/2019
			 It hurts so much i’m so lonely I just want someone to love me But that’s impossible. I honestly can’t see myself not taking my life anymore. Dead end. 5char 
				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 | 
				#43831 Posted: 09:44:18 23/06/2019
			 
me: i dont like singing aloud (rune factory 3 opening theme comes on) me: flY HIGHER AND HIGHER LET WINGS OF LOVE COME FLYING OVER ME 
				--- looks like ive got some things to do... | 
| Project_Unnamed
			Prismatic Sparx  Gems: 11265 | 
				#43832 Posted: 19:22:02 23/06/2019
			 
It has been a full calendar year but the pain still exists.
			 
				--- I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. | 
| Bolt
			Hunter  Gems: 6267 | 
				#43833 Posted: 22:36:21 23/06/2019
			 
Despite everything, it's still you!!! *・゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・'(*゚▽゚*)'・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・* | 
| Riolu-Blue-247
			Diamond Sparx  Gems: 8843 | 
				#43834 Posted: 00:00:43 24/06/2019
			 
i have the now and i feel good in the now this is all that matters 
				--- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on | 
| 84skylanderdude
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5540 | 
				#43835 Posted: 01:04:06 24/06/2019
			 What’s the point in living anymore? I’ve amounted to nothing. I will amount to nothing. I’m such a nothing person. What’s the point in living when I barely exist as it is and what little I do have is suffering? I want to disappear. I want to end it all. I’m going to end it all. I’m not long for this world, I’ll be sure of that. Error: You did not include a message. 
				--- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman | 
| Vespi
			Gold Sparx  Gems: 2866 | 
				#43836 Posted: 04:40:40 24/06/2019
			 Every face along the boulevard is a dreamer just like you You looked at death in a tarot card and you saw what you had to do - - - 
				--- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ | 
| Bolt
			Hunter  Gems: 6267 | 
				#43837 Posted: 06:29:13 24/06/2019
			 
Screw feelings. Stop watching romantic crap and thinking about her LOL. I only want her as a friendo!! Just friendooooos!!
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| Iceclaw
			Hunter  Gems: 10726 | 
				#43838 Posted: 01:43:50 25/06/2019
			 
At this point I'm fairly certain that a solid 2 people tolerate me
			 
				--- Twinkies and 2hus | 
| willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 | 
				#43839 Posted: 04:10:00 25/06/2019
			 
Bruh I'm actually done now
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| Riolu-Blue-247
			Diamond Sparx  Gems: 8843 | 
				#43840 Posted: 00:17:35 26/06/2019
			 People talk about getting help for mental health issues every time something like this happens and they talk about it like its easy and that 'they just have to stick with it'. There is so much that is hard about it, and a lot of people 'dont stick with it' for reasons that people never consider. There is so much bias and it is so hard to get help and work towards getting better and honestly I hate seeing everyone preaching about it like its something easy for everyone. It feels like somehow they are jabbing at me for 'giving up' when I have had no choice. I dont want to live like this, both as a suicidal thought and as a thought on how I dont want to be depressed and anxious and suicidal anymore. But there is no way for me to get the help they are preaching about. They take the time to talk openly about it only now and then it goes back to being this thing tainted with bias that no one is allowed to talk about. It all just feels fake and like people feel they are obligated to say something profound just because this happened. Probably not something people should read tbh 
				--- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on | 
| emeraldzoroark
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 5597 | 
				#43841 Posted: 00:36:13 26/06/2019
			 i feel like most, if not all my mental health issues come from just you irl stuff 
				--- Soon. | 
| Metallo
			Platinum Sparx  Gems: 6419 | 
				#43842 Posted: 04:12:58 26/06/2019
			 
Quote: Riolu-Blue-247 
 Also if you live in America, finances can be a huge barrier. - - - | 
| malefor64
			Blue Sparx  Gems: 793 | 
				#43843 Posted: 20:53:19 27/06/2019
			 
I’m glad I have you. This summer has been pretty lonely...
			 
				--- Monke | 
| Iceclaw
			Hunter  Gems: 10726 | 
				#43844 Posted: 21:57:40 27/06/2019
			 
Ha yeah it really is for the best that I stop approaching people entirely I'm nothing more but an unstable burden, being close to me is too stressful for anyone. 
				--- Twinkies and 2hus | 
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