darkSpyro

I feel like I'm going to throw up so hard from the sheer fact that one feeling I have.

I'm going to have a breakdown again, it hurts so much, please stop hurting.

i dont agree with this decision but theres nothing i can do about it so... (shrug)

lol that messege was aimed at you fam. you should listen.

I don't think we should speak to each other.

It's not gonna get better.

I'm not sure it could be considered a positive or a negative that I keep coming up with new ideas. On the plus side, it means I never run out of good ideas, on the downside, I usually find I can't stay focused on one idea for long because sometimes my new idea seems better. Anyway at least I'm starting to figure out why every script I wrote for Theater of Pain has been bad so far. Altogether, if I can't get my **** together, maybe a new idea would be called for after all.

after everything he's done, he's just allowed back? I'll tell everyone if they try to tell me you're a good guy again. And I won't let you harass me again

i hate myself. lol

*screams*

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

Quote: King-Pen Krazy

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

there's plenty to go around, take as many as u want

Quote: Jaggedstar

Quote: King-Pen Krazy

Quote: Jaggedstar

*screams*

Can I borrow one as well?

there's plenty to go around, take as many as u want

Thank you

*screams*

i feel better now..

only ONE persona is allowed to read this and if youre questioning if its you then its not you, gtfo

i need to stop pretending im important to anyone
im not

Aaggghgh... goddamn, I hate hostile discourse like this. Gives me such anxiety

how do i manage to **** up a low key, do nothing day? by existing and being me, apparently

i'm so glad you left

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uhhh hahaha go away????

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you're ****ing annoying

Alright it's time for me to sleep. I'm so tired now I could probably pass off as drunk and I need to wake up early tomorrow and it's past midnight. Anime is good.

if u post in l&r about leaving "forever" every week or so, u should be ripto'd

Im really scared that if I go to sleep I will wake up and he will be gone

I ******* miss you....

_____

can you not hit on me please kthx
this is a bus stop, not tinder

I originally decided that I'd do it today but I guess I'll do it tomorrow instead. I won't procrastinate any longer.

STOP

JUMPING

AT

SHADOWS

there is nothing here, there is nothing wrong, nothing is falling apart, you're being paranoid

I’m fake? Oh honey. At least I’m more real than your love for that girlfriend you keep cheating on.
Get ****ed.

i have to leave college and the job i love and i'm so sad rn

oof
none of that felt good

Well, looks like I've got the first one. Kind of. That's good. Only question is, would others think it's good?

No it's alright, no one need to know. No it's alright, I can smile,

No, I'm fine, I'm good.

No, I'm alright, I'm happy.

No one needs to know, it's alright, no one needs to know.

Everything is alright, no need to worry about me! ^w^ I'm so happy!!! I'm alright! No thank you, I'm alright! I'm okay! Don't ever worry! I'm happy!

even breathing is too hard

Second one looks... good? I guess. I think I've got the basics set down now.

Ech... I’m really friggin lonely tonight

I need to fix that sleep schedule lol

why not on my birthday. it would be fitting. only one day for people to feel about.

Lately, I've been crying a whole bunch, because I constantly think about the people I love most leaving me in some way - mostly death, but in other ways as well. I have no idea why and it's starting to drain me, because I just want to stop crying and move on with my life which is going great so far.

So far I haven't cried today, which is GOOD, but who knows when it will happen again. I need to know why it's suddenly happening so I can stop it, because now it's making my boyfriend really sad since he feels like it's his fault. It pains me to see that a personal issue of mine is making him so sad, I can't let that slide.

There are counselors on my campus, maybe I should speak to one about it. I feel like it's my fear of "too good to be true." Everything in my life has been going great so far: I'm in the college of my dreams, I have a wonderful and loving boyfriend that I see a future with, I have a job in an industry that I love, and my sister's getting married soon and I'm super excited to see her and my future brother-in-law. I feel like with all of these great things happening, something terrible is going to happen in one of those departments. That's probably why my mind goes to death and abandonment; but maybe the problem is something deeper. I'm not sure.

Yeah I really do need to fix my sleep schedule @_@

tbh there ppl there that really shouldn’t be, and the fact that one person in particular is there still really pisses me off. (:

srsly why do ppl still defend them. (:

this post is about whatever you want it to be i don’t care

I've now got basic designs done for the last part, maybe I should go back and redesign the second a little then I've more or less got the basics all done, all that's left will be decorating for these designs. Yay!

...This could potentially become my first big project, or at the very least, my first publically-released project. This could change everything, yet I'm quite calm about it all. I suppose I should be. After all, it's not much. It could get far but it really isn't much.

Of course, that's just who I am. Whenever I try to help I just **** everything up and leave things worse than they were before. So, if I don't try to help then will everything go better? I guess. I've never really tried not helping anything before, come to think of it. Or maybe I really was selfish.

if you knew me on this site from 2010 - 2015 i ask you to bleach your memories