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#42701 Posted: 19:05:55 22/09/2018
I done ****ed up again.
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42702 Posted: 19:07:50 22/09/2018
.......don't do this to me
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#42703 Posted: 20:14:28 22/09/2018
Treating me like a piece of meat while I was under the influence. Very classy move, indeed. There are no benefits when dealing with me, and given the context you already chose a battle and war you cannot win. Advantage is nice when you have it, right? Walking on door mats and all that. Damn it.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42704 Posted: 23:16:48 22/09/2018
(curls up in a ball) nobody likes me, only tolerates me i don’t know what I want anymore everyone is going to be disappointed in me if i fail so i can’t fail at all i wish i was more like her i guess, friends, good art schools, a nice body, nice hair she has everything I want and she doesn’t even have to try i sound so ****ing selfish I guess idk meh..
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#42705 Posted: 23:27:56 22/09/2018
"Your boyfriend is free to stay at our house, of course! But he's sleeping in the guest room - no exceptions."
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#CynderIsAFireDragon |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#42706 Posted: 23:58:06 22/09/2018
Oh, I'm sorry for expressing myself with something I think is funny, even if it generally unknown
I guess every single person has to like everything I do if I want to do that things I guess, jesus christ
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42707 Posted: 16:28:52 23/09/2018
Actually about someone on here. I’m really glad you stayed with me yesterday and today. I’ve been feeling really alone and suicidal again and it’s great to know someone actually cares. I’m sorry if it seems like I distance myself, I’m just scared I’m gonna get left like the dozen or so times I have been before. But it feels nice to have an actual friend again. It’s been a while
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Dark Lord
Platinum Sparx
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#42708 Posted: 17:49:52 23/09/2018
I don't want anyone to see this, I'm mess, no one should see a mes
it hus it all hurts don't do it, i don;t want to do st please stop please stop plas
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42709 Posted: 21:27:58 23/09/2018
i need to shut up and keep to myself
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DeathOfADream
Yellow Sparx
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#42710 Posted: 23:49:15 23/09/2018
I hope I don’t sound entitled but... Why am I not good enough for anyone? I try so hard to keep people happy. I just want to feel loved for once. I want to matter...
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.” |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42711 Posted: 00:58:54 24/09/2018
god i hate seeing you around, youre not ****ing funny stop acting like youre the most popular ***** in the room
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DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#42712 Posted: 01:18:11 24/09/2018
AHHHHH I got Honorable Mention in the cosplay contest and the judges loved my costume and loved me and said i'm their upcoming and said they see potential in me and are so happy to see my progress and i'm dying
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Gay 4 GARcher |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42713 Posted: 02:11:49 24/09/2018
I'm out, I'm done
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#42714 Posted: 03:40:29 24/09/2018
everything in me screams
go home i am home though, or this should be 'home'
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
IsisStormDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#42715 Posted: 06:21:18 24/09/2018
i have a bad feeling about this... i hope you'll be okay.
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AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#42716 Posted: 10:27:09 24/09/2018
what a great feeling
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42717 Posted: 19:56:37 24/09/2018
and thus begins my withdrawal back into myself so i can be left alone
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#42718 Posted: 22:30:44 24/09/2018
I must be really weak if I'm legitimately getting depressed over this... well, maybe not exactly depressed as such, but I'm definitely thinking way too much on this. Maybe I should try finding a way to bring this up sometime and sort this out? Yeah, but it's just so ridiculous, I shouldn't explain why I want to know at least. Ah well. Anyway, I have much more important things to worry about right now.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#42719 Posted: 23:34:42 24/09/2018
Time to get ready for workout hell
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42720 Posted: 23:47:22 24/09/2018
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M TOTALLY DOOMED
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
IsisStormDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#42721 Posted: 00:37:43 25/09/2018
my rational brain: "things will be okay"
the anxiety cabin that is the rest of my brain: "DOOOOMED! WE'RE DOOMED!" |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#42722 Posted: 03:43:40 25/09/2018
I don’t deserve the friends I have. I suck at returning the favor and being a good socializer to people. I suck. I deserve to be alone
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42723 Posted: 15:40:21 25/09/2018
we dont have class today
sorry, but youd know if you ever ****ing came to it
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Buchi Ripto Gems: 445 |
#42724 Posted: 17:37:08 25/09/2018
Almost a day has passed and I'm still worrying about it. Why? Am I really this weak? I have so much better things to do...
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Grizzle
Gold Sparx
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#42725 Posted: 23:31:12 25/09/2018
I like you a lot, please don't stop talking to me...We were having such a good talk and I just hope I didn't do something wrong...I just hope you message me back today...
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42726 Posted: 23:32:20 25/09/2018
i'm really enjoying the discord low key
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King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#42727 Posted: 01:33:02 27/09/2018
Oh, so when I call you out on your BS, now it's joking
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Skyhunter
Diamond Sparx
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#42728 Posted: 12:32:22 27/09/2018
What? I'm not allowed to be in a bad mood and want to be left alone? I have to let you butt in and risk me getting pissed at you too, when I wasn't before? Why can't you just accept the fact that I work differently than you, and prefer to do things differently? All the times you've come screaming to me about everything that slightly inconveniences you, and me calmly and politely asking you to just leave me alone for a little bit one time is enough for you to block me? Fine. If you're not going to be mature about it, then **** you too.
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"There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want." -Calvin, Calvin and Hobbes |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#42729 Posted: 16:21:10 27/09/2018
why do i ever talk
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#42730 Posted: 21:40:28 27/09/2018
yo i just found out all my issues are probably caused by hashimoto's hypothyroidism and im shook. like what if the hormone pillies make me normal and i dont have to get botox injections or anything anymore
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Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#42731 Posted: 09:51:21 28/09/2018
Me: I might not be able to verbalise when I come home after these events because of -gives reasons-
Mother: That's fine Me: -thinks- oh things might be getting better Mother: as long as you come say hello and engage in small talk with me as soona s you get home from those events Me: ah....
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#42732 Posted: 21:29:24 28/09/2018
I haven't been able to get you out of my mind lately. Well it is what it is. A bit too late for damage control now, right? Or has any damage been made at all? Yep, that seems about right.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#42733 Posted: 23:23:19 28/09/2018
Hell and fire and PAIN
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42734 Posted: 06:04:53 29/09/2018
basically me rn
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42735 Posted: 06:06:42 29/09/2018
What even was today?
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#42736 Posted: 07:28:34 29/09/2018
In about 12 hours I won't feel my legs from running
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Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#42737 Posted: 20:42:04 29/09/2018
Maybe it is the chemicals in my brain going berserk because I am tired but if I could choose otherwisely the response a handful of years ago, I wouldn't do it. It was a regular response to a message and its included question which did lead to chain reaction that I enjoyed very much. Thank you for it since it was you who initiated it all. But in the end it was a one-way-one-lane street that only you did travel while I forgot about what matters. My apologiea...
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#42738 Posted: 21:20:30 29/09/2018
Here's a video showing what the inside of my brain looks like this weekend if tiny people ran it like that one episode in spongebob
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#CynderIsAFireDragon |
Beemo Emerald Sparx Gems: 3434 |
#42739 Posted: 01:18:51 30/09/2018
Why do I have to be such an awkward idiot sometimes?
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42740 Posted: 04:58:45 01/10/2018
It's just constant reminders...
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42741 Posted: 05:36:49 01/10/2018
i want to see her again ;;
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IsisStormDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#42742 Posted: 09:37:37 01/10/2018
i frakked up so bad, how am i going to fix this?
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King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#42743 Posted: 14:47:02 01/10/2018
Oh, that's nice
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#42744 Posted: 21:59:41 01/10/2018
Maybe one day I won't feel anxious and bad the day after having a good conversation with a friend. I feel like I've messed up somewhere, i talked too much about bad things or i just talked too much. oof
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42745 Posted: 02:54:02 02/10/2018
I should probably say something, but that wouldn't change anything would it?
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Grizzle
Gold Sparx
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#42746 Posted: 19:16:55 02/10/2018
stop it it's so obnoxious
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42747 Posted: 00:34:57 03/10/2018
I want to scream
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
weebbby
Emerald Sparx
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#42748 Posted: 04:35:47 03/10/2018
Yeah... I’m being a complete hypocrite... and probably even starting to be passive aggressive at this point... But you’re completely rejecting any points I make, bringing up the same topics day after day, you’re blowing every single thing out of proportion, and snapping when I just try to make simple comparisons. You focus on the minute details, that, while important, don’t completely influence things the way you tend to think. But you’re so set in those focuses that nothing you say these days makes sense, you’re downgrading everything to simple base forms where things don’t even connect anymore, yet stringing them together with the tightest knots you can. You refuse to even acknowledge that none of this is exclusively the way you feel, you’re making excuses to the point that it sounds stupid and illogical to argue against it. All of this? It’s exactly what I do, and exactly what you’ve helped me through before. But I’m failing at helping, to the point I feel like I’m consistently doing more harm than good for you. I don’t want you to feel like I’m abandoning you, but I know you’re just the slightest bit better off with me not interacting quite as heavily for a few days... I don’t want to abandon you, but it’s something that talking through with me obviously isn’t helping you... Not toward you if you think it is |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42749 Posted: 05:28:29 04/10/2018
Okay okay I'm feeling a little better about myself right now. I've left an impression on everyone at work, apparently, and everyone there likes me!! Oh I'm so glad!
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