darkSpyro

You're not mature
You're an ass
You can't do ANYTHING
All you do is harass me to do labor for you
You can't do anything except threaten to make me "pay you rent" or kick me out

I've never had a dad. Only a landlord who doesn't care, who's never cared.

In two years, you're never hearing from me, or seeing me, ever, again

its my money lol

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I miss you guys, but I still dont feel like I'm good enough

>spends the last month getting items for juhdora.
>on quest 29 she asks for a really rate item (R99)
>cant find it on site
>feel like breaking down and crying
>run out of time
>i have to start all over


P U L L T H E T R I G G E R P I G L E T

Sometimes it seems like this place is a graveyard.

When will the random crap get out of my brain so i can sleep

venting about a piece of ****.

I wish I could do more for you, I really do. But I’m only one person, and at the end of the day I can barely even solve my own problems. But you don’t deserve to feel as stressed, depressed, anxious and trapped as you must feel. Whatever happens, I just hope you remember to take care of yourself. You’re such a wonderful person, you have a good heart. I’m tired of watching people like you get torn apart by the world.
Now if only I wasn’t too afraid to say it to your face. But I don’t want you to think I’m just pitying you; so much makes sense now. And I’m honestly really scared for you.

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why do i wanna hug everyone to death rn

Sun is warm, grass is green.
Sun is warm, grass is green.

"No matter how scared you are, you should smile to show things will be ok. In this world, the ones always smiling, are the ones who are the strongest."


Edit:


So, once I mention that, you give in and give it to us. Interesting.


And thank you.

Today wasn't so bad besides the fact I had 2 hours of sleep

Hoping they come soon.

Look, I get it, you think I'm of an age where I should be "independent" and "capable of looking after myself". I agree, and I kind of can but i have literally crippling anxiety involving cooking so rather than just saying "just cook it yourself" to me when I am speaking of being hungry, maybe help out. I'm already bordering on eating issues, and this is not helping. I understand it's hard, and with time I will get better and learn to cook but for now I think I'd rather not risk breaking down and harming myself.

This feeling of fear. Well it is good.

We've let you stay with us for 5 ****ing months, no pay or anything. Yes, you Gave us $150, but you even resisted to even give us that.


I've given you $900 dollars, and I'm not even sure I've seen $300 of that, it's been so long.


Hell, when our Uncle gave me and my siblings $500 for each of us, you used MY money, to get a gift for the family who took in my HALF BROTHER, WITH OUT MY PERMISSION.


And now, you're taking priority over my half brother's car, over my father and me. WE COULD BE EVICTED, JUST LIKE HAVE HAPPENED TO YOU AND THE FAMILY 6 ****ING MONTHS AGO


And now, when we come to you in need of desperate help, asking for $500, you said yes, then backed out. I am absolutely furious with you more than ever. You've proven to be such a bad mother. It honestly feels like I'm expendable to you, possibly even less loved.


OUT OF YOUR 3 KIDS, I'VE SHOWN MORE SUPPORT AND LOVE FOR YOU AND THIS IS HOW YOU RETURN IT?


We have 12 days and if we're outta here....I might have to get used to not calling you Mom. What you are doing is destroying my positive opinion of you. Possibly even our relationship.


I'm disgusted with you.

I feel so secure and happy whenever you’re around. Maybe that’s why your absence kinda sucks.

Maybe it's just me, but half of those plans literally sound the ****ing same of "oh replace this with [insert object]" Which ya know doesn't improve ****.

I find myself in urgent need of good news

so the goodbye song from bear in the big blue house is oddly calming......


the highlight of my day was getting these cards.....thank you. <3

I love you

But I ust wish I oculd speak to you agai so we could settle this nce anf for all

I know I can do it. I can live the life I want to live. I can achieve my goals.

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You're just horrible. The fact that your doing this is horrible. It's disgusting. We need this money, and your playing games. Only giving it to us is if my Dad gives you his laptop. Why the **** are you doing this?

i feel... alone

It wasn't enough. Next time I'll make sure it is. Deeper.

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Stop obsessing you idiot, you just know that will shine through when talking to her.

you honestly wonder if people can grow up past the age of 18

i really thought we hit it off, why havent you replied? did i **** up? i liked you a lot, there's no way you didnt see them, i guess ill just be miserable and alone forever...

Thighs are on fire

I honestly don’t know how much more I can take. I’m so ****ing close — I’m so ****ing ready to just end it all, but even then, I’m too much of a pussy to do it. Someone kill me, please.

making more female friends :)

Just a week until i have to go. It's hard not to get scared. Just hope it all goes well in the end.

You're the neediest **** I've ever seen. Compared to me you're also the laziest **** I've ever seen. When Dad tells you, you need to help build a ****ing thing to help benefit you, you're just like "nah man you build it" ***** if you want **** done do it yourself. Haven't you ****ing learned from last time because of Dad raising your bed too high?!

So tired of **** falling from there, hitting my god damn leg and waking me up in the middle of the night. As soon as I can find a job and a pet happy place I'm ****ing out of here. Maybe half of my problems would be gone e.e

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I ended a friendship today, my only one. I did it out of the blue but it needed to be done, and done sooner. God I suck at confrontation. I hope I did the right thing. I hope you can learn and grow from what I said to you, and never say what you said to me ever again. I feel lonely now. Maybe I'm not as anti social as I thought... ****... How I make new friends again? I haven't done that for decades and I was never any good at it. For that matter how do I KEEP friends? I've NEVER done that.