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emeraldzoroark
Platinum Sparx
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#42351 Posted: 22:40:07 14/07/2018
I had the chance to fix everything. I could have told her about my problems and at least attempted to fix them, but I decided to continue the lie.
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Soon. |
Skyhunter
Diamond Sparx
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#42352 Posted: 23:05:57 14/07/2018
This is like the fifth time since I met you that you've broken up with your girlfriend. If you managed to get past it and get back together all those times, why is this time different? And even if this is the last straw, what do you want me to do about it? I'm not your couple's counselor. Work it out between yourselves and stop dragging me into your personal affairs.
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"There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want." -Calvin, Calvin and Hobbes |
G2nt
Yellow Sparx
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#42353 Posted: 01:05:48 15/07/2018
all im getting from that gesture is massive favouritsm, like im not good enough for you to care much for, and now katies gone to sleep or whatever and now im just stuck stewing in my own thoughts and ending up getting more upset and angry, trying my damned ****ing best not to just burst out crying cause of it, that parts not going well, probably wont get much sleep tonight either, even better how times slowed to a crawl
haha
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Boop! |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42354 Posted: 06:37:15 15/07/2018
always sad
never getting any better just going to be like this forever ... want it to stop |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42355 Posted: 08:57:43 15/07/2018
I'm sick of waking up everyday. I just want to go to sleep one night and never wake up.
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G2nt
Yellow Sparx
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#42356 Posted: 09:49:20 15/07/2018
i wish i could do anything, i cant even hold onto things
i disappeared from my best friends from high school i disappeared from darkspyro and i hate that so ****ing much i miss my friends so much and now im just scared, i feel like its going to happen again, ill just disappear from them too, everythings so hard
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crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#42357 Posted: 11:51:45 15/07/2018
OH MY GOD NO NO NO NO NoNNOONO I can cover this up but like, it's gonna be fishy and look stupid. Ugh. I'm not ready to tell you this sorta thing yet, especially in this stupid situation. Now I'm scared of what this glitch(?) has made me send other people, I heard the message receive/sent noise before and didn't find anything in my inbox, could have that sent something to a random person too? I just hope you believe me and laugh this off... something dumb what else is new |
Shibaru
Yellow Sparx
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#42358 Posted: 21:46:15 15/07/2018
You can't walk right now because you had surgery, think of that except it's every day. That's me. Now realize I've already overdone the walking several times over, is it really your first thought that it's better for me to do that again than for you to ride in an air conditioned car just because you're to stubborn to learn something new?
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer. Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift Asdra#7043 on Discord |
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109 |
#42359 Posted: 00:50:53 16/07/2018
the only way people will listen to me is if i begin to exert physical force
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42360 Posted: 01:43:29 16/07/2018
I'm a bloody ****ing coward. And that's all.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42361 Posted: 08:02:01 16/07/2018
Quote: ZapNorris
i know that it's taboo to reply to these but thats a terrible mindset to have
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42362 Posted: 09:01:54 16/07/2018
hey, people only began taking my mental health seriously when i smashed my head through a window pane.
i feel like people only listen once you do something drastic ... i'm not saying that's right, i'm saying that people should learn to take others seriously and not wait for them to do something stupid. |
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crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#42363 Posted: 11:09:39 16/07/2018
When things start to be okay I suddenly do something dumb again and think about it too much. I mean, maybe I didn't actually mess up back there, and considering how everything was still the same-old afterwards maybe no one noticed either. - - - |
HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#42364 Posted: 11:29:12 16/07/2018
Quote: parisruelz12
It's better to acknowledge this one. That's not good, Zap, seriously.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42365 Posted: 14:43:33 16/07/2018
My life is actually falling apart
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#42366 Posted: 21:41:10 16/07/2018
Im so happy, I hope this keeps going
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
ShadowMewX
Diamond Sparx
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#42367 Posted: 02:56:23 17/07/2018
Y'know, I'm always really hard on myself, but College Board sending me an email that I won an AP award based on my performance on the tests made me feel a bit happier. Yeah, the certificate is just a silly piece of paper, but hey, even if I suck at everything else, at least I can take tests well and earn enough college credit to save my family a few thousand dollars for college courses I don't have to take! _____
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Let's bust bunsen burners and bounce! |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#42368 Posted: 02:58:25 18/07/2018
Suicide sounds great right now
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
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#42369 Posted: 15:03:05 18/07/2018
Lol, don't want a quarter life crisis.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42370 Posted: 18:24:22 18/07/2018
im so ****ing sick of everything right now
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42371 Posted: 07:16:22 19/07/2018
I've been on holidays for a month now and how have I spent it all? Crying in my room everyday worrying about my future. I'm not even exaggerating ... I just want it to stop. I want to be okay with who I am and where I'm going.
I'm so scared. Scared that nothing is going to get better and I'm just going to be left stuck alone for the rest of my life, crying in my room ... |
somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#42372 Posted: 22:17:36 19/07/2018
i love how my mom calls me selfish because i dont greet them when they come home
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somePerson
Diamond Sparx
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#42373 Posted: 06:01:40 20/07/2018
There's a reason why you have more internet friends
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emeraldzoroark
Platinum Sparx
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#42374 Posted: 23:20:11 20/07/2018
I literally can’t think of a single positive trait I have.
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Soon. |
84skylanderdude
Platinum Sparx
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#42375 Posted: 01:23:10 21/07/2018
Come on Jesse. Don’t do this. Don’t go starting to like someone. You know that will only end up badly. Oooof
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42376 Posted: 17:00:20 21/07/2018
i just need to not tempt myself. i really shouldn't be looking at your messages,
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#42377 Posted: 12:09:09 22/07/2018
I hope you're alright.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
DeathOfADream
Yellow Sparx
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#42378 Posted: 17:58:33 22/07/2018
I wish I could do something about how goddamn lonely I am.
But bonding with others has sadly proven impossible, rekindling old friendships has been a disaster, and ultimately I’ve ended up caring about others way more than they care about me. I kinda give up.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.” |
Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#42379 Posted: 04:00:59 23/07/2018
nothing i ever do is enough
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Bolt
Hunter
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#42380 Posted: 22:26:58 23/07/2018
im tired. of everything.
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StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
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#42381 Posted: 02:59:20 24/07/2018
I promised myself to not play surreal horror games before bed...
Anyway, I won't be sleeping tonight.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42382 Posted: 04:25:58 25/07/2018
i really need more self control, thats all
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42383 Posted: 07:59:38 25/07/2018
i wish i could stop thinking about you ... but i really can't wait to see you again next week ;;
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crystalhero37
Platinum Sparx
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#42384 Posted: 17:44:52 25/07/2018
stupid stuff again
im so sorry im **** at doing this. im trying so hard to do this right but im so stupid and speechless. you mean a lot to me and i dunno what id be like if i didn't have you guys as my friends. - - - we're actually going through similar things, which makes me feel ok about this. its just that i can't actually say anything about it so uh, lol. - - - im so close to feeling super bad but somehow right now i'm not feeling that horrible. even though not so nice stuff just happened. welp i better just go to bed before i do start to feel terrible again since its almost 4 am now |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42385 Posted: 18:50:54 25/07/2018
stop. thinking. about. her.
it's just making you upset! you'll see her next week!!! be patient!!!! >:cccc |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42386 Posted: 15:54:50 26/07/2018
That's it. It's done. I messed up big time and now... it's over. One last chance, but I'm not holding my breath.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
84skylanderdude
Platinum Sparx
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#42387 Posted: 03:57:15 27/07/2018
Thank you for yelling at me and getting so aggressive with me to reinforce how awful I am. Last time this happened I stopped posting here on DS, I guess now I'll stop posting there to prevent any more episodes from happening again. When I'm the one always getting jumped on and shouted at it's clear I'm the common denominator and the villain in these situations. More reinforcements that the world would be better were I deceased already. Thanks for reinforcing that so I didn't get too out of line. I know if you see this you'll brush it off as me seeking attention oe playing the victim card or something but that's fine by me. I deserve to be thought of as that horrible. -----
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“No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman |
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DeathOfADream
Yellow Sparx
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#42388 Posted: 06:19:30 27/07/2018
I think people are finally going to quit being creepy to me.
Now the question is how long will this last
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.” |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42389 Posted: 06:54:52 27/07/2018
im not being patient >:ccccc
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#42390 Posted: 11:24:03 27/07/2018
I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine
I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine I'm not upset, maybe this will turn out fine
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#42391 Posted: 22:43:45 27/07/2018
It doesn't feel right to enter that place when you are not there. But I know that it was a place into which you wanted your beloved ones to have 24/7 free entry. It is one of the most beautiful places on planet Earth for sure. Thank you.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#42392 Posted: 23:12:56 27/07/2018
I can't tell if I'm getting better or worse anymore.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#42393 Posted: 23:48:03 27/07/2018
i can take one more year.
i can take one more year. i can take one more year.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Bolt
Hunter
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#42394 Posted: 00:18:19 28/07/2018
please can something just come and whisk me away. i can't stand doing this anymore. ive lived long enough, there's nothing that i look forward to or wake up for anymore. nothing that excites me, nothing that makes me happy enough to care. perhaps there never really was, there's just no distractions anymore.
god im such a shell of my former self. i dont want to do this anymore. excuse the edgy-teen-emo-ness, but at this point i seriously just want to disappear and decompose. |
Skyhunter
Diamond Sparx
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#42395 Posted: 00:32:37 28/07/2018
For someone who gets all bent out of shape when people try to get involved with your personal affairs, you seem to be pretty okay with poking your nose where it doesn't belong. Specifically, in my business. I'm not hurting anyone or anything, and it doesn't influence you in any way whatsoever, so why do you even care? Maybe you should take your own advice and mind your own business. When I want your opinion about what I'm doing, I'll ****ing ask for it.
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"There's never enough time to do all the nothing you want." -Calvin, Calvin and Hobbes |
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