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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42301 Posted: 03:00:04 13/06/2018
[User Posted Image]

uh i guess i should clarify that this isn't about the argument above

honestly i didnt even read it prior to making the post

sorry ^^'
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:06:38 13/06/2018 by parisruelz12
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#42302 Posted: 03:30:03 13/06/2018
I’m such a worthless idiot...

Why must I never think for myself and take initiative to do things on my own. I always have to have my parents push me. Why don’t I have any motivation to do these things on my own. And WHY THE **** DO I CRY SO GODDAMN MUCH!

I must look like such an autistic ***got to my dad sometimes. God, I’m a ****ing loser.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:42:28 13/06/2018 by TheToyNerd
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42303 Posted: 17:52:40 13/06/2018
And I'm almost there, I'm almost there
People down here think I'm crazy but I don't care
Trials and tribulations have had my share
There ain't nothing gonna stop me now cause I'm almost there
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#42304 Posted: 18:25:06 13/06/2018
Can't people put things in a nicer way? Even if being tough is needed, there's a difference between tough kindness and being outright brutal and negative like you want to kill someone with your words.

It just... It emotionally hurts me to see this happen, there are boundaries that need to be set to how "tough" one should be... Please use them, it never sits right with me and feels like such a person is trying to rile things up, make others negative too and even spiteful. This doesn't make the world better, it makes it seem worse, so please... Can people just...

I can't do this alone, we can all make the world a brighter place, I believe every person can be brighter. We can all be a light, I know we can.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 10260
#42305 Posted: 21:24:31 13/06/2018
Honestly your aggressiveness is starting to get on my nerves and I'm not sure how much I enjoy being around you anymore. Even if you're my friend and I care about you, I can't really take much of it anymore.
You make such a big deal out of small things that I'm hesitant about talking about any differing opinion from you, no matter how small, judging by how you react from even the smallest things to even your own friends.
You keep saying you're trying, but frankly, I'm not seeing much of it anymore. You're honestly starting to remind me of my brother, and no that's not a good thing.
You really need to think long about your behaviour.
In the meantime, I'll personally just be avoiding you. Call me selfish but it's really for my own mental health.
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Twinkies and 2hus
Edited 3 times - Last edited at 21:26:48 13/06/2018 by Iceclaw
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#42306 Posted: 22:55:12 13/06/2018
Hopefully I'm not making a mistake by doing this. I don't want to have to avoid you.
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Ah. I am making a mistake
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 23:42:48 13/06/2018 by Riolu-Blue-247
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149
#42307 Posted: 01:19:31 14/06/2018
omg my boyfriend is telling me how he had rescue dogs that came from a ***** that fed her puppies antifreeze and hung them smilie how can people be so messed up. her kid takes in stray cats and shoots them. i hate people. die. die. die.
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
Skyhunter Diamond Sparx Gems: 9268
#42308 Posted: 01:46:25 14/06/2018
I don't want to die. I'd rather continue living if I had the choice. But if I did have my life cut short, I wouldn't consider it a completely bad thing.


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It doesn't matter if the bars are iron or gold, a cage is a cage.
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907
#42309 Posted: 01:48:25 14/06/2018
Respect Level for People:-30%
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Rise and Shine Ursine
DirtPrincess Green Sparx Gems: 276
#42310 Posted: 03:01:57 14/06/2018
I keep trying to type out how I'm feeling hoping that it will make me feel better but I just can't ****ing get my thoughts together. I don't even know what I want to say. I just feel really alone right now. A weird kind of alone. I have friends I could talk to, I have people I could go hang out with or whatever. But I don't know that any of them really care to understand what I'm going through right now. I don't want to feel like a burden anymore. I'm really lost.
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Change my mind - Taylor Swift
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42311 Posted: 04:14:59 14/06/2018
im scared b/c i have to go off my meds for a few days.

i doubt anything'll happen. i was off of them for almost 13 years without incident. going 3 or 4 days shouldn't be anything..

still...
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42312 Posted: 07:06:17 14/06/2018
i really want to say something but i don't know if i'll get the chance. i really wanted to say something today ... but i just didn't ...
i can't wait another week ... and it'll probably be the last week i'll ever see her

i hate how this makes me feel
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8526
#42313 Posted: 16:24:05 14/06/2018
Ironic, coming from you.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
ShadowMewX Diamond Sparx Gems: 8245
#42314 Posted: 17:17:59 14/06/2018
I feel like crap and I hate feeling like crap because other people have it way worse than I do and I don't deserve to complain.

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Let's bust bunsen burners and bounce!
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7365
#42315 Posted: 22:07:16 14/06/2018
It's... It's starting up again...

Please, please go away, I don't want to cry or think those thoughts again, please make it go away... Don't do this again...

No, I should, I don't want to, there are good things, please my existence isn't a nuisance, why? Why do I have to fight myself every time, fight against death.

Why... Why...
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#42316 Posted: 00:18:20 15/06/2018
Why have you gotten so angry with me lately? I wish you’d explain, I’m really confused. And you’ve been so nice to me too, I don’t want you to be mad...
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#42317 Posted: 02:27:53 15/06/2018
goodbye world...


Dead inside
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#42318 Posted: 03:41:35 15/06/2018
I feel so anxious and i have no idea why, i feel like my chest is going to cave in. Why cant I just calm down
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42319 Posted: 04:20:49 15/06/2018
it's never going to get better
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42320 Posted: 04:47:46 15/06/2018
everyone!! is!! always!! too!! busy!! for!! me!! and!! it!! makes!! me!! really!! lonely!!
i might as well not have friends!!


i have crippling depression
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#42321 Posted: 19:58:28 15/06/2018
If this child, my goddamn cousin, ends up as bad, if not worse than me on a mental/emotional level, it’s 100% your fault. And if it does happen, you’d best be ready to take responsibility. Prick.

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I wish you were here, I really do.

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Hey, involving me was bull****, don’t drag me into this **** again just because y’all are angry and I just happen to be in the room, on my phone, minding my own business.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
Edited 3 times - Last edited at 20:08:36 15/06/2018 by DeathOfADream
DirtPrincess Green Sparx Gems: 276
#42322 Posted: 02:40:22 16/06/2018
If they don't support your art because it breaks their aesthetic they're not the one
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Change my mind - Taylor Swift
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#42323 Posted: 02:54:18 16/06/2018
I hate living
BlinktheCookie Emerald Sparx Gems: 3556
#42324 Posted: 06:55:21 16/06/2018
Sometimes I force myself to see our old interactions in a worse light so that it's harder to miss you. Why did you have to turn out like this?
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Some art for your face
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42325 Posted: 16:59:57 16/06/2018
why are you such a ***** literally all the time
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42326 Posted: 17:53:48 16/06/2018
Honestly? I don’t like it when you’re home, and you’re in a bad mood.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42327 Posted: 17:54:21 16/06/2018
... I think I'm going to say something.
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418
#42328 Posted: 03:30:34 17/06/2018
another long night alone, another wanting to end it all. You didn't want me before, why text me now. I'm nothing to anybody



.....
Metallo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6419
#42329 Posted: 06:49:39 17/06/2018
I can't wait to (metaphorically) hold you again

You're my shooting star
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42330 Posted: 07:16:10 17/06/2018
that wasnt fun at all ;~;
i guess thats just what i get for getting overconfident in my abilities and getting ****stomped back down to my rightful level of "bad so why even try"
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆
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Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 12485
#42331 Posted: 16:56:48 17/06/2018

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DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510
#42332 Posted: 18:00:09 17/06/2018
I can only hope you’re being honest. This is a very confusing situation, and I can’t tolerate another elaborate lie. If you care about me as much as you say you do, you’ll tell the truth.
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”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42333 Posted: 19:14:42 17/06/2018
Goddamn it.


Ugh.

I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 8864
#42334 Posted: 19:32:42 17/06/2018
tbh youre not funny
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#42335 Posted: 19:35:47 17/06/2018
can!!! Monday!!!! Just!!!! Be!!! Here!!!! Already!!!!!!!!
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx Gems: 8850
#42336 Posted: 20:53:46 17/06/2018
i should just stop joining calls because the random kicking that happens with skype only succeeds in pissing me off and then i feel irritable for the rest of the day

**** me i guess for getting upset over it but i'm sick of it. it only gives fuel to those nagging feelings that i'm not welcome and that i'm a hindrance to people more than anything


a day alone is best, otherwise i'll be snappy and that's just not right.
Bolt Hunter Gems: 6158
#42337 Posted: 21:53:53 17/06/2018
oh my god. why is she back again. why do you keep allowing her to come back here.

god, i wish i had the courage to just ****ing die
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you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.
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Shibaru Yellow Sparx Gems: 1133
#42338 Posted: 22:54:07 17/06/2018
I'm definitely going to regret it, but it's for the better.
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G3MINI, Biggest bubbleton on Mixer.
Hi Lindsey. - Taylor Swift
Asdra#7043 on Discord
emeraldzoroark Platinum Sparx Gems: 5456
#42339 Posted: 22:58:36 17/06/2018
I’ve noticed recently that nothing really changes when I don’t talk. I doubt anything would change if I were to suddenly disappear.

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Soon.
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#42340 Posted: 23:00:05 17/06/2018
Ugh... I’m an idiot. Heart is in the right place, but **** I’m stupid
HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8526
#42341 Posted: 02:10:32 18/06/2018
"I'll go to bed after the end of this."


*walking the dog back home,and sees the same person"

Me: Where are you going?

"Getting a bottle of wine"


Me:
[User Posted Image]
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907
#42342 Posted: 02:12:14 18/06/2018
Kind of worried because pretty much everyone I've friended hasn't been on the site for a good 2 weeks as far as I've seen(which is quite a lot I might mention)
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Rise and Shine Ursine
crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5536
#42343 Posted: 02:47:46 18/06/2018
I shouldn't have said anything. Out of all of the things to spill, that was the one thing I should have just kept to myself.

If anything, I'd rather talk to a complete stranger about it than a close friend, it wouldn't hurt like this.
Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866
#42344 Posted: 05:32:56 18/06/2018
youre 18. act like it.
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crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5536
#42345 Posted: 07:51:57 18/06/2018
We haven't changed much, have we? At this spot again, the same problems happening... I want to talk it out but I guess it just won't ever happen. I really do have to let go this time, it's on me.
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213
#42346 Posted: 09:10:06 18/06/2018
Actually having you hold my soda would probably fix my sleep schedule so thanks for that honestly.

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Why do I get the good art hits me at 1am-ish things or good memey ideas hit me and other people at night?
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8149
#42347 Posted: 14:50:27 18/06/2018
i feel so bad i accidentally co2 gassed my one tank smilie the fish in that tank were given to me by a friend and she wanted me to take good care of them. and the one time i didn't pay attention to the co2 system is when it goes ape**** while im at the gym. i feel so bad. the betta in that tank was so beautiful. swim in peace fiji smilie i lost a lot of fish today

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omg im not even kidding. if i EVER get cut off of botox from my insurance or something i will literally kms bye lol
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
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