darkSpyro

Can you explain to me why you are thirteen and probably have at least ten boyfriends right now? Oh, and while you're at it, explain why the heck you are saying you are bi and dating a girl WHILST still being with said ten boyfriends?
Oh, and, newsflash?
You. Aren't. Bi. :)
Stop turning into your mom.
You don't deserve th-.. actually you kind of do, but. You can change. Why don't you quit faking depression and anxiety and do that?
It is very offensive to people who actually have depression and anxiety. This post is getting random, um.
This week was "fun".

I don't like this.

In all honesty, I hope you've changed for the better by now. I never hated you, I just wanted what's best, and I hope you have that by now.

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In a way, its sort of refreshing to have everyone pushed away and not being stressed about it anymore. It was eating me up, but now, I can just sorta let go. It isn't something I have to worry about. Sure, i'll keep in contact with a few of those people, but I don't really have to force myself to socialize with the others. It gives me more of a motivation to find new friends and meet new people, but its also given me more time to focus on myself and what makes me happy, I might be the loneliest I've been in a while, but I haven't felt this relaxed in ages. My only complaint is not having anything like a job or education to dedicate myself to, but i'm working on that, just need to be patient.

You screamed THAT to him?


My God, you know how ****ing crazy that is?


The hell is wrong with you?


Like, the fact that you did that is mind blowing. ABSOLUTELY MIND BLOWING.


Unbelievable.

(◕‿◕✿)*~*~*~*i have major trust issues*~*~*~*(✿◕‿◕)

why is it that when I have to concentrate on something does everyone decides that that's the best time to make as much noise as possible

Ech... I'm such a loser, sometimes. Why must I be such an insecure idiot?

I'm scared. I dont want to be any more broken than I already am.

Oh man... that was so hard. I hope I got a B on that.

Damnit. I’m such an idiot. I tried so hard to understand the ****ing material but it was all for nothing

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****, I really hate myself... I actually couldn't feel worse if I tried. My face is so sore

Boop.

These past few days have actually been hell

Like jc i've been under so much pressure lately it's insane

and to top it all off i'm sick as a dog and my blood sugar is being an uncooperative little brat.

oh joy

i really need a therapist for something other than my gender

NSFW
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Article: If your gut is telling you to leave the friendship, then you should.

Me: hmmm....

Me: *suddenly remembers that I tend to jump to conclusions when it comes to my own problems, and that my own gut overreacts and overthinks many situations because it wants something that is very hard to give, especially in friendships. Because of my lack of a romantic relationship, I've begun seeking close friendships that somewhat simulate, or to the very extent, fill the hole that I've wanted to fill for a long time. Friendships have their own hardships and expectations, and should not be held under a similar standard when it comes to problems. Friends sometimes never forgive, even if it was a misunderstanding. Friends sometimes never reply to you, because they have their own schedules that don't always have to include talking to you. Friends sometimes connect a lot more and easier with other people than they do with you, and that's because we all have different interests that change over time. What matters in the end is that respect and love transcend through the friendship. You may not be as close as you once were, but you should always value their friendship regardless. If you have a problem: talk to them, and have a good conversation about it. It's definitely hard at first, so maybe ask a friend for advice for how to go about it. All that matters in the end is that the moment they stop respecting and showing (in their own way) how they care for you, then it is time to leave*

Me: oh

I'm scared.

at this rate wanting to just die already is a common thought

is there a way to skip edited messages on this site? it's ****ing annoying when I want to read the newest messages and it takes me to the first ****ing page to an edited post

thank the lord for today

after what's been going on the past few days i actually needed a day like this

i can finally relax for what feels like the first time in forever

I don't want to be alone, but I dont deserve company. What a mess.

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im so panicy i dont know what todo

I might be too ****ing tired to argue, but yeah the **** would they expect me to arrive when they know I have siblings that my parents have to drive for, especially on Spring Break. **** were they expecting us to not really have plans for Spring break? Like this scenario of questioning would be different if I was out on my own.

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Holy ****, where did all this anxiety come from? I’m on the verge of a panic attack for no reason

it's been over two weeks since i've cried now. it's been honestly wonderful. but yesterday and today, those feelings of lonliness and neglect are starting to creep back in... idk if it's just the homework overload, but i'm doing things i regret a lot now, and my performance in things i used to be good at, like chess and video games, is dropping a lot. but it's different this time. this time, i know it's me. and i know not to take it for granted...
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and next off, i'm stuck needing to post this here, cause i really don't want to be a bother on people who are already also having just as bad of a weekend as i am...
3 people all coming to me at once with stuff is a little much, and idk if i can keep up a facade that everything is fine.
but i'm not going to tell any of them to stop, because i'd rather be selfless and try to help than bring up myself.
...even though i'm literally doing the opposite of that by even writing this...
ugh

Man, I really miss New York City. It's been too long since I've gone there.

I thought it was over. But it really just isn't ever gonna go away is it? It's something I'll have to live with. Forever.

It would be nice if my anxiety would leave. Please. I'd like to breathe.

Love is scary

This is the worst I have ever felt in my entire life. I don't even know what's wrong, all of a sudden my mood just nosedived.

I hate how the world has become such a land of sex jokes

Like, I'll look like I'm happy and having fun

But on the inside I want something more original, more funny

Something that isn't related to sex

Some gross venting.

i want cuuddleesss

it hurts

Another alone day wondering why no one likes me anymore

Everything is piling up. It's too much but I can't just give up. This is not what I signed up for.

lmao.

i am failure in every sense of the word.

im not funny
i dont have talent
i cant hold a converstation
i cant do anything right

Local Dork Finds Joy

I'm scared. I'm tired of being scared.
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NO MORE FEAR! Confusion, but NO FEAR

Thursday can't get here fast enough.

For an average Wednesday, today was pretty good. Hopefully tomorrow's even better.

its been a long day..

Mmmm idk where to put this