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Iceclaw
Hunter
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#41451 Posted: 01:48:55 12/03/2018
Stop behaving like a guilt-tripping child and maybe start acting like your age
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Twinkies and 2hus |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#41452 Posted: 21:33:22 12/03/2018
i feel terrible
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#41453 Posted: 00:22:59 13/03/2018
That really helped, I'm feeling, better now. One last thing to do though before I'm sure.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#41454 Posted: 01:58:45 13/03/2018
God, I feel like he's lying about it I know he's my best friend, and he likely wouldn't lie, but it seems like he's hiding it from me.
Dear god his girlfriend is such a soor loser, and can definantly complain, but jesus christ, does she have to tear my skin from my bones for making a joke It wasn't even offensive, I just put a card in my deck and she procceds to scream her lungs out and attempt to rip my arm out of it's socket
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#41455 Posted: 11:52:40 13/03/2018
I’m doing so bad...
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ClassicSpyroLUV
Yellow Sparx
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#41456 Posted: 15:40:29 13/03/2018
I wasted the first ****ing quarter of my life! I was doing jack **** on the internet as a teen and when that lost my interest I wallowed in my room for a year as an adult. I'm trying to start now but I'm so late. I'm late on everything in my life. Late going to college, late finding a job, late moving out, and I still have no idea what I want to do with my life. I'm scared I'm not good enough to do what I want if I knew what it was and never will be. I'm 25 with no friends, never had a relationship, there's nothing I really love. All my projects are just distractions and time fillers because it's better than nothing and they inevitably turn into chores and then failures.
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HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#41457 Posted: 19:27:04 13/03/2018
Wow, you are such a hypocrite.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
Carmelita Fox
Prismatic Sparx
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#41458 Posted: 20:12:50 13/03/2018
Quote: ClassicSpyroLUV
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emeraldzoroark
Platinum Sparx
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#41459 Posted: 21:32:32 13/03/2018
I knew I would lose willpower eventually.
Literally the only reason I want to kill myself is because of school. I’ve tolerated it for this long, why now am I feeling these things?
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Soon. |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41460 Posted: 01:25:58 14/03/2018
God I hate Tuesdays.
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#41461 Posted: 01:38:10 14/03/2018
You're not making this easier, or making me want to do it any more. Yes I understand I should do this soon, but you need to step the **** back.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#41462 Posted: 01:56:41 14/03/2018
Can I completely remove my romantic urges, please? They’re getting in the way of me not being a retard
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Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#41463 Posted: 02:37:53 14/03/2018
If it was something major they would have called me in today, so I should be ok... right?
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#41464 Posted: 05:20:38 14/03/2018
i wish i could talk about criminal psychology without people thinking im weird/ppl giving me weird looks..
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#41465 Posted: 21:56:52 14/03/2018
I hate that that's the reaction to everything I do. It's the one thing I never want, I never want to hear those words and yet it's all I hear. Honestly I'm tired of it
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#41466 Posted: 05:53:33 15/03/2018
what am i other than an unlikable slut? oh, thats right, nothing its time to face the facts that ill never do anything with my life im not funny, im not an artist, im not a writer, im not smart, im not a gamer, im not even a likable person so why the **** am i still alive why do i keep hanging on and resisting - - -
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(✿≧▽≦)>> ☆ |
ClassicSpyroLUV
Yellow Sparx
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#41467 Posted: 15:08:08 15/03/2018
*Hugs Vespi*
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Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#41468 Posted: 16:07:09 15/03/2018
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ClassicSpyroLUV
Yellow Sparx
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#41469 Posted: 16:10:15 15/03/2018
Quote: Carmelita Fox
Whoa how'd I miss this? Thanks. |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#41470 Posted: 02:00:07 16/03/2018
why do i **** up everything why do i exist - - -
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HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#41471 Posted: 02:38:58 16/03/2018
Enough with the attitude. This is our home, not yours. I understand what you are going through is stressful, but you can't treat us/him like that. You need to humble down and be respectful.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
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#41472 Posted: 04:07:51 16/03/2018
This week has been utter crap. This month has been utter crap. This year has been utter crap. Hopefully next month will be better..
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#41473 Posted: 04:43:56 16/03/2018
im tired of the pain, but i hope the worst one comes soon
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
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#41474 Posted: 18:43:10 16/03/2018
im so!!! tired!!!! of crying to myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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#CynderIsAFireDragon |
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#41475 Posted: 20:55:35 16/03/2018
It doesn't matter what they do, cutting ties with someone who was your best friend for 6 years is never easy...
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#41476 Posted: 21:11:36 16/03/2018
S u M m E R
P l E a S e C o M E F a S T
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
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#41477 Posted: 21:13:00 16/03/2018
It would have been a year today. Stupid son of a...
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course. |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41478 Posted: 21:14:19 16/03/2018
I kinda needed today to a good day, and I'm really glad it was.
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#41479 Posted: 22:58:08 16/03/2018
Why do I feel like a massive ****head after everything I say
And why am I so ****ing pathetic I just keep looking towards the knives in the kitchen as if they are some kind of holy grail And if this ****er keeps up with his creepy *** flirty **** I might just take one of those knives and send it directly through my heart just so I don't have to see his ***ing stalker face again
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41480 Posted: 23:04:01 16/03/2018
Quote: Chompy-King257
dammit I jinxed it
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#41481 Posted: 23:09:30 16/03/2018
Quote: Chompy-King257
Give me a hug brother |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41482 Posted: 23:11:30 16/03/2018
Quote: AestheticDragon
thanks bro
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
AestheticDragon Ripto Gems: 1658 |
#41483 Posted: 23:18:11 16/03/2018
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Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41484 Posted: 23:47:15 16/03/2018
Quote: AestheticDragon
you know the rules, and so do i
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#41485 Posted: 23:50:20 16/03/2018
Quote: Chompy-King257
A full commitment's what I'm thinking of
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41486 Posted: 23:51:25 16/03/2018
Quote: King-Pen Krazy
you wouldn't get this from any other guy
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#41487 Posted: 00:04:41 17/03/2018
Quote: Chompy-King257
IIIIIII just wann tell you how I'm feeling
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41488 Posted: 00:13:04 17/03/2018
Quote: King-Pen Krazy
trying to make you understand
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
King-Pen Krazy Yellow Sparx Gems: 1907 |
#41489 Posted: 00:19:18 17/03/2018
Quote: Chompy-King257
Never gonna give you up
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Rise and Shine Ursine |
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116 |
#41490 Posted: 00:25:49 17/03/2018
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ClassicSpyroLUV
Yellow Sparx
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#41491 Posted: 00:56:21 17/03/2018
When you feel only a little ****ty and got a little done in spite of it:
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kardonis
Platinum Sparx
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#41492 Posted: 04:13:39 17/03/2018
Why am I suddenly caring about this so much? I thought I had come to terms with it, that I had accepted that it's just the way things are gonna be. But I guess I've just been living in denial, because all I am is ashamed. Ashamed of something I can't control and can't change. Something that is never going away.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl |
Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
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#41493 Posted: 07:44:03 17/03/2018
Can you explain to me why you are thirteen and probably have at least ten boyfriends right now? Oh, and while you're at it, explain why the heck you are saying you are bi and dating a girl WHILST still being with said ten boyfriends?
Oh, and, newsflash? You. Aren't. Bi. :) Stop turning into your mom. You don't deserve th-.. actually you kind of do, but. You can change. Why don't you quit faking depression and anxiety and do that? It is very offensive to people who actually have depression and anxiety. This post is getting random, um. This week was "fun".
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#41494 Posted: 10:02:45 17/03/2018
I don't like this.
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Riku-sempai
Platinum Sparx
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#41495 Posted: 10:26:23 17/03/2018
In all honesty, I hope you've changed for the better by now. I never hated you, I just wanted what's best, and I hope you have that by now.
-------- In a way, its sort of refreshing to have everyone pushed away and not being stressed about it anymore. It was eating me up, but now, I can just sorta let go. It isn't something I have to worry about. Sure, i'll keep in contact with a few of those people, but I don't really have to force myself to socialize with the others. It gives me more of a motivation to find new friends and meet new people, but its also given me more time to focus on myself and what makes me happy, I might be the loneliest I've been in a while, but I haven't felt this relaxed in ages. My only complaint is not having anything like a job or education to dedicate myself to, but i'm working on that, just need to be patient.
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Hesitant Captain, it's too late to turn back around. The party is waiting and leaving this earth is such a beautiful sound. |
HeyitsHotDog
Diamond Sparx
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#41496 Posted: 17:05:39 17/03/2018
You screamed THAT to him?
My God, you know how ****ing crazy that is? The hell is wrong with you? Like, the fact that you did that is mind blowing. ABSOLUTELY MIND BLOWING. Unbelievable.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
Vespi
Gold Sparx
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#41497 Posted: 05:13:23 18/03/2018
are you ****ING serious? now that i think about him, i can totally see it. just knowing he was even around me and my friends at any point in my life makes my skin crawl. first he was a bigot. understandable, people are horrible like that sometimes. then he was found guilty of sexual harassment twice. i can see it, hes a sicko. now hes an attempted rapist? i hope he rots in prison. i want him to get what he deserves. but this whole thing makes me paranoid again thats what i get for going and thinking that i can trust people again... (◕‿◕✿)*~*~*~*i have major trust issues*~*~*~*(✿◕‿◕)
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Chompy-King257
Gold Sparx
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#41498 Posted: 19:00:42 18/03/2018
why is it that when I have to concentrate on something does everyone decides that that's the best time to make as much noise as possible
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i made the "bus" look like my "dad" |
TheToyNerd
Gold Sparx
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#41499 Posted: 01:00:36 19/03/2018
Ech... I'm such a loser, sometimes. Why must I be such an insecure idiot?
I need that therapist soon. I'm going back to hitting myself again and I'm thinking about killing myself way too much. If it weren't for my friends, I probably would've done it by now. |
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 01:16:24 19/03/2018 by TheToyNerd
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