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DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx

Gems: 1510

#41401 Posted: 17:41:02 03/03/2018

I’m glad you’re able to confide in me again, but... Why’re you telling me all this? I’m sorry but you always sound like a broken record when the topic shifts to this sort of thing. I especially dislike you telling me this on account of how badly you burned me a while back. Why should I listen to this when you screwed me over like that? Why do I need to listen to someone who took advantage of my vulnerability?
This a load of bull****. Shut up.
But I’d never tell you that, because I have no backbone.
Walk all over this doormat just a little more, why don’t ya?

---
”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41402 Posted: 00:17:04 04/03/2018 that was too far please never ****ing do that again - - - --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

Bolt Hunter

Gems: 6267

#41403 Posted: 06:14:25 04/03/2018

Am I doing everything right?
...
No one is willing to help me or offer advice besides my mum, and she says I'm doing everything fine.. but she's one person, who doesn't have to work because she married a man who is able to solely provide for the family. Most people don't have that opportunity.
That nagging feeling in my head never goes away. Deep down I know everything I'm doing is wrong and will get me completely nowhere.
I know I'm going to have a bleak future. They don't need to lie to me, they all know it too.

---
you don't know me. i break things
I draw stuff.

DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx Gems: 1510	#41404 Posted: 17:28:18 04/03/2018 I don’t feel comfy enough to say it to you directly but, I’m grateful that you actually want to talk to me, and that you wanted to check to see if I was alright. People aren’t considerate like that to me anymore. Thank you, so much. --- ”I am not everything you thought that I would be But every story I have told is part of me.”

HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8866	#41405 Posted: 19:10:06 04/03/2018 I can't believe it's been *two years* today. I miss you, buddy. --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx

Gems: 2137

#41406 Posted: 01:48:13 05/03/2018

****ing goddamn do I feel lonely as **** 24/7. I shouldn't because I have friends, but I rarely talk to them outside of school (I've been so busy with work anyway I haven't made time for hanging out anyway). I hate that I'm so perpetually lonely all the ****ing time. I should be more social. I should try harder to meet new people, but I'm a **** head who would rather whine about this problem than fix it himself, so I guess I should just go off and die, then. What a loser I am sometimes...

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Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385	#41407 Posted: 02:27:35 05/03/2018 omfg i dont even remember the last time i was this happy i got to hang with my new boyfriend today and we cuddled for like 4 hours straight!!!!!! HES SOOO NICE TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe a few months ago i was in such a bad relationship. where was this dude all my life??????? im so happy im crying --- Quote: Alydol go back to whining about your fish

willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#41408 Posted: 07:18:50 05/03/2018 The fact you're still here frightens me.

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41409 Posted: 16:17:22 05/03/2018 >roll for initiative >2 --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 11078

#41410 Posted: 18:11:01 05/03/2018

Damn it, I'm going to fail this. I just have the gut feeling about that even though I've done the work, learned some and all that. Kind of annoying to have two minds about things. the other part is down-to-earth and plays rationally based on facts and reality and the other just let's all the "negative" things to take control. Well at least I have a solid alternative plan to fix the issue.

---
I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

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HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8866	#41411 Posted: 23:28:55 05/03/2018 Good talk, still don't want you here, but good talk. IRL stuff. --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that

somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 9376	#41412 Posted: 23:44:43 05/03/2018 tbh youre all losers who have an ego because they dont talk to others and socialize --- Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#41413 Posted: 00:27:03 06/03/2018 i wish my granpda were still alive... he would have loved the ratchet and clank movie, and the N. Sane trilogy. i miss him. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

84skylanderdude Platinum Sparx Gems: 5540	#41414 Posted: 00:46:00 06/03/2018 ** oceans and ** flight expenses --- “No one knows what the outcome will be. So, as much as you can, choose whatever you'll regret the least.” - Levi Ackerman

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41415 Posted: 03:41:08 06/03/2018 i didnt need that comment tonight now im more worried about this whole coming out thing than ever - - - --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

Dark Bro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4543	#41416 Posted: 05:04:11 06/03/2018 Rest easy, brother. Your soul is finally at peace. I just wish I had a chance to say goodbye... --- "The circumstances of one's birth are irrelevant. It is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are." Mewtwo - Pokemon:The First Movie

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41417 Posted: 07:02:48 06/03/2018 it’s only now that i realize all the opportunities i had that easily couldve messed up my life im glad my friends and family helped push me the other way <3 --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116	#41418 Posted: 13:05:56 06/03/2018 starting my special day off **ty, goooood ------

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#41419 Posted: 18:17:12 06/03/2018 haha that’s my life the background character that always gets yelled at, blamed for things and gets shoved aside the minute something better comes along. i wish people would just communicate when they want me to leave or when they want me to leave them alone. i love getting yelled at first thing in the morning --- looks like ive got some things to do...

emeraldzoroark Platinum Sparx Gems: 5589	#41420 Posted: 21:39:47 06/03/2018 I should stop making a big deal of my issues. Everyone goes through this. I’m not special. I don’t deserve to be distracted by these thoughts. My last post in Personal Thoughts until I inevitably lose willpower. --- Soon.

HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8866	#41421 Posted: 23:56:00 06/03/2018 Sigh --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#41422 Posted: 02:14:42 07/03/2018 I'm reminded again I should never open my mouth to say anything. --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385	#41423 Posted: 02:37:00 07/03/2018 i love!! ur cuddles!!!!! --- Quote: Alydol go back to whining about your fish

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#41424 Posted: 02:41:04 07/03/2018 Boy, I sure love being super lonely all night, every night. Ech... brain. Please stop this - - - - Stupid... I hate feeling so jealous of stupid ** like this. My arm is so sore. Better that than my head, I guess. I'm such a goddamn loser, man... Why does anyone even ing talk to me. I'm a boring ass **ing idiot.
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#41425 Posted: 03:08:58 07/03/2018 End of the week please get here soon.

HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8866	#41426 Posted: 03:19:33 07/03/2018 You will ****ing not treat him that way. You are here out of the kindness of our hearts and if you continue to do this you WILL NOT be here long. Spoiler'd for off color language. --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that
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kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366	#41427 Posted: 03:46:50 07/03/2018 What do you see in him, honestly? Because the more I see, the more I realize he's a piece of garbage. A few months ago I'd be saying it out of jealousy, but now you just deserve better than him, you really do. --- I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#41428 Posted: 04:17:06 08/03/2018 Why did I say that?

VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx

Gems: 7111

#41429 Posted: 06:42:05 08/03/2018

What has happened to me in this place? I would like to go back to the old one when I was in green, blue, yellow & some of gold sparx, where I was more communicator in the forum & profiles of those who spoke to me, now I only see the comments of others, I do not answer at the right time when someone talks to me & when I want to speak I get scared for believing that I will say something uncomfortable, strange or WTF.
I want my old me from this place; where I spoke without problems, I felt secure with myself & happy to be here.

ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109	#41430 Posted: 18:36:14 08/03/2018 sometimes i feel like the world would be better off without me.

HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8866	#41431 Posted: 18:49:03 08/03/2018 You're gonna make this feel like a loooong month. --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that

kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366	#41432 Posted: 19:20:26 08/03/2018 I feel like I'm just repressing this, maybe I should talk to someone, but there's really nobody I can talk to. Not about this. --- I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41433 Posted: 21:08:19 08/03/2018 im finally ing free for a week --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#41434 Posted: 00:33:56 09/03/2018 "Rune Factory 5 was greenlit" ME: --- looks like ive got some things to do...

Ezajium Blue Sparx

Gems: 684

#41435 Posted: 03:03:39 09/03/2018

I lied when I said that thinking about it was helping for once. Well, I didn't lie to you, I lied to myself
It's just these past couple days have been so special
But they're also eliciting the same feelings I try to avoid
Because they're making me feel just as second-rate as my real life
But at the same time
I love the people of both worlds so much
And I can't break any of those bonds

---
Just relax, and the stream of time will take you wherever you need to go. Just gently drift along with the flow and you'll be there before you know it.

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#41436 Posted: 04:42:04 09/03/2018 As ridiculous as it sounds, more and more I'm realising the depression that Sayori showed in ddlc is scarily similar to mine. And it seems I'm heading for the same ending point. it's just another day --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41437 Posted: 16:34:38 09/03/2018 the ******** did you do --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

DeathOfADream Yellow Sparx

Gems: 1510

#41438 Posted: 23:23:24 10/03/2018

I kind of wonder if it’s that good of an idea to keep my family in the dark about the things I went through... They only know about what they’ve witnessed, our collective experiences.
But who knows what they’d have to say if they knew the full story of my life from 2015-2017? Everything. About the people I met. The people who completely screwed me up. Ones that gave me trust issues, ruined my ability to genuinely connect to and open up to others.
What if they knew everything?
My fear is they’d not trust me for keeping such major secrets from them. Or they’d get angry at me for not defending myself in situations that I could’ve easily protected myself from, or just not walking away.
For that reason I feel way better simply keeping these things to myself. I don’t think it counts as “trauma” anyways. Maybe it’s not as important as I think it is?

I wish I wasn’t so conflicted.

---
”I am not everything you thought that I would be
But every story I have told is part of me.”

Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372	#41439 Posted: 23:27:13 10/03/2018 I'm just a big mistake... --- Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...

somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 9376	#41440 Posted: 00:15:19 11/03/2018 a bunch of people forgetting you can not only play video games but you can have a life as well. --- Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 11078	#41441 Posted: 00:35:34 11/03/2018 Quote: somePerson a bunch of people forgetting you can not only play video games but you can have a life as well. What is this sorcery you're talking about? I do neither and I have no life! --- I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

ShadowMewX Diamond Sparx Gems: 8525	#41442 Posted: 02:04:50 11/03/2018 Morning glow is almost here. --- Let's bust bunsen burners and bounce!

Vespi Gold Sparx Gems: 2866	#41443 Posted: 02:56:06 11/03/2018 gee golly is anything gonna go right today --- (✿≧▽≦)>> ☆

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#41444 Posted: 04:00:16 11/03/2018 Goddamnit... what the ** am I doing with myself? I did absolutely nothing today... I waste so much ing time. Why am I such a lazy ? I hate this. I really **ing hate how lazy I am. Stupid...
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kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366	#41445 Posted: 15:13:09 11/03/2018 This, this needs to stop. It's not healthy, I need serious help. --- I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 11078	#41446 Posted: 19:12:29 11/03/2018 I shouldn't talk to people when I'm drunk. I end up saying stupid poorly-written points and hurt them even though that is the last thing I want to do. Kind of enforces my point that I am not made for this world at all. --- I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137	#41447 Posted: 19:52:43 11/03/2018 Why can't I do anything... ---- I hate myself...
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#41448 Posted: 21:51:51 11/03/2018 This shouldn't feel this good wtf.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#41449 Posted: 23:08:53 11/03/2018 Did you guys just...forget that the series takes place in the 1970s... i mean, second wave feminism was a thing...but my god.... this is a show that doesn't need diversity, its a series based of irl events, you change names, but chaning the sexual orientation of a real person?...i just feel like it's a bit weird. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

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