I certainly don't feel great right now. In fact, I feel ****ty. Again. I've felt this way so many times in these past few months that saying this has lost its' meaning. I'm almost always feeling "****ty", worried of what will **** things up next. Lack of sleep? Bad news? Might as well be spinning a wheel to decide how I get ****ed over next.
I'm still standing. That's something, I guess..? I've put up with it for this long, but I've got to draw the line somewhere, a time when I can say "**** it" and make a change. Just "standing" won't get me anywhere. So when I stop standing, and start running? Because doing nothing at all is quite cowardly.
So when and how do I change this? Soon needs to be the answer here. I cannot keep going this way any longer. I will find a way. I must find a way, for once and for all.
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It's about time I started keeping promises. That's an important part of diligence that is equally simple, and the first step in finding a way out. How many promises have I made now? Time to start accomplishing these promises.
I'm still standing. That's something, I guess..? I've put up with it for this long, but I've got to draw the line somewhere, a time when I can say "**** it" and make a change. Just "standing" won't get me anywhere. So when I stop standing, and start running? Because doing nothing at all is quite cowardly.
So when and how do I change this? Soon needs to be the answer here. I cannot keep going this way any longer. I will find a way. I must find a way, for once and for all.
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It's about time I started keeping promises. That's an important part of diligence that is equally simple, and the first step in finding a way out. How many promises have I made now? Time to start accomplishing these promises.
On your Journey Through The Dark!