darkSpyro

Not just when it comes to this, but my self as a whole. I got this.

I have no idea why you're so well liked, you're honestly just a petty asshole

Oops! I'm feeling suicidal... better head to bed before I think about it too much

Just someone kill me I don't care anymore no one loves me.

just forget about me. im not worth the oxygen i breathe.

Borderline Personality Disorder... I finally put a name to my constant outbursts, depressive fits and self harm. Hopefully, I can speak to a psychologist about it soon and maybe put it to rest once and for all. This is good. This is real good.

mother nature has already said '**** you' for the week and i'm in terrible pain, and i've already broken down once over how non-stop miserable i've been over the years. if i had a button to skip today, i'd use it.

I just now realized why you did what you did. You knew how much I liked him, so you told him, and threw our friendship down the drain just so you could keep me all to yourself. That is it... right? Everything you told me was probably lies because you know how gullible I was- am - so you used that to your advantage, right? You were jealous of what we could of been. I kind of have proof of this, too. When I started "dating" another guy, you threw a hissy fit, and that resulted in us hating each other (at least hate on my part~). God, if you were jealous, you should of just told me. Maybe if you were more honest with your feelings, we could still be on speaking terms. Heh.

... This was a mess, lol. Just wanted to write my thoughts down somewhere before they get lost in the abyss known as my mind.

Welp it's that day... I know you've been through that toe nail removal operation before. BUT I am still worried for you about it because Murphy's law always seems to **** with me at the most random of times. Plus it is a permanent removal of said toe nail. Hopefully it goes well. Your toe will get to recovering from infection and maybe your older sister can stop being a **** towards you as you may limp for a few days (and maybe her getting a job on top of that so she can stop mooching up to your family about being a total ****)? Idk how toe nail removal works, but I think you'd sensitive with putting pressure with that toe.

Y'know, when normal students get lumped with people who do all the work in group projects, they just relax and go along with the ride.
...Meanwhile, there's my group. My friend just got legitimately mad at me for writing and finishing the entire group presentation by myself. Guaranteed, it may have been rude of me to restructure her work, but I have high standards, m'kay? Also, she was at work till like 10 or something and there was no way in heck I was waiting that long for her to do her share.
Hm, and I have learned that after working on a presentation for 6 hours, I have reached a new state of untouchable. Last time she yelled at me for something like this, I got defensive and we both got upset at each other. This time I was as cool as a cucumber and completely turned the situation around. B3 I want to sleep, but I kind of feel like I could pull off an all-nighter doing nothing but sitting here. ...Gosh, I'm going to regret this post in the morning, aren't I? Why am I even reflecting on my academic life on DS, again?

Dear Heart,
STOP GETTING CRUSHES ON PEOPLE YOU BARELY KNOW
Sincerely,
Brain
P.S. And stop crying over people as well? Thanks for your support.

I swear on the names of my gone brothers, if you hurt her, there will be NOWHERE you can hide. Do you understand me? I will **** you up beyond all comprehension, your own mother won't recognize the corpse. I will rain flaming hell upon everything you've ever loved. You have no idea what you have, and if you throw it away there will be a reckoning, and it will be swift and powerful.