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Spyro-Gamer Hunter Gems: 7727
#39851 Posted: 13:12:11 10/04/2017
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Karma has unleashed absolute full hell for me on me. My heart has completely broken. It has shattered into hundreds of tiny pieces, and I see no way of it mending. I am now just an empty, hollow, emotional, worthless shell of a person. All my best friends have left me and everyone hates me with a burning passion. And then there's the moment when you think you know someone, but then they spin around and act completely different. And this is all the payback for what I have done? Something that I could not fully control?
How are you supposed to let go of someone you love so ****ing deeply? How are you supposed to let go of all the happy memories together? I can't do that, I just can't do that, I don't want to do that! I said I couldn't live without you. I ****ing meant it.
My life is just heading straight downwards. Nothing good has happened and nothing good will ever happen. Everyone I know hates me, or will come to hate me, so there's no use being in this world where I'm hated, a waste of space, and a failure.
Edited 3 times - Last edited at 01:48:25 11/04/2017 by Spyro-Gamer
Beemo Emerald Sparx Gems: 3427
#39852 Posted: 15:35:35 10/04/2017
I'll never learn.
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#39853 Posted: 17:43:50 10/04/2017
My anxiety is so bad that I've started to violently twitch whenever I'm upset. This is surely not good for me... I want to ****ing die
Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10891
#39854 Posted: 17:49:29 10/04/2017
Silence is too painful lately. Stress spikes like a mother****** because I can't stop thinking about the Unfair Thing of the Week, be it real issues or the fact watching Persona 5 is a minefield and I only choose franchises with problems.
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT
(What I need is never what I want)
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Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39855 Posted: 23:29:06 10/04/2017
im gonna die alone weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372
#39856 Posted: 00:57:19 11/04/2017
It's been years since I've talked to you, but you've changed so differently. Changed into something I disagree with personally.

What in life changed you to this degree? What did it do to you to make you give into acting like this? I just want to understand because you are becoming something like I was so long ago... There is something better than feeling and thinking that way, you didn't have to give up on the dawn. And I wish I had kept around to show you that. To at least show that you can hold onto something in the twilight between the dawn and the night. That path is always a choice too.

I wish I was around to show you that, I know I was stupid and left you to your own devices because of who I used to be, but you didn't have to give up like I did, like I used to.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 01:00:00 11/04/2017 by Dark Lord
Bryman04 Gold Sparx Gems: 2116
#39857 Posted: 01:54:33 11/04/2017
thanks for frucking kicking me off the project, and then telling me weeks later. Glad to see my contributions added up to nothing.
wspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 4422
#39858 Posted: 02:12:31 11/04/2017
that's ****in metal as **** dude
Mrmorrises Platinum Sparx Gems: 7158
#39859 Posted: 03:11:27 11/04/2017
I can't imagine how boring it must be to be you.
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39860 Posted: 10:21:33 11/04/2017
k dont text me after three days and get my hopes up and then not respond
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 10584
#39861 Posted: 23:59:09 11/04/2017
I try not to hold grudges but I just can't get over how you've hurt me
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Twinkies and 2hus
Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#39862 Posted: 01:21:42 12/04/2017
I am so happy, it's finally done and it looks amazing. I love the rush of happiness that comes after finishing a massive project like this. I have done something I never thought I could do, now I can relax and tomorrow start sorting out the photographs to put it up for everyone to see.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
DS D Yellow Sparx Gems: 1628
#39863 Posted: 07:33:53 12/04/2017
I have a memory of a ban I received. Took me a while to accept it as a fair ban, but then there's another ban I got for sharing a Fortune article warning about a phishing scam, in Cookiezi's/Shigetora's (#1 osu! player) Discord server. There wasn't a rule that says it's forbidden, so i decided to post it. The next day, I find out I was banned, and then a couple of days later, when I relayed this to a mod to try for an appeal, they refused an unban.


Shige, you have dumbass moderators.
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bananasRded#dab

(Former admin of TapL's Server.)
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#39864 Posted: 16:45:45 12/04/2017
Ugh. I've gotten rusty in my drawing. It used to be a fun pastime for me, and now it gives me just as much anxiety as everything else

*Twitches*
wavesorcerer14 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5241
#39865 Posted: 19:54:01 12/04/2017
Wow, haven't posted in forever...

I finally broke up with them... I know that I should be happy that I'm single again, and that I have the opportunity to look for a boyfriend, but I'm still a bit nervous. My ex-girlfriends seem to be alright with everything and are extremely supportive, but what if I don't ever find true love? Heck, all of the guys in my school are homophobic jerks! The fact that I'm aromantic doesn't make anything easier...
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"altissima quaeque flumina minimo sono labi."
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#39866 Posted: 00:39:15 13/04/2017
This is so ****ing frustrating. I poured my heart and soul into that video, that you all apparently wanted to watch really badly, but now you're all ignoring me, thanks. You're all great friends you know? To all lie to my face.

Why do I even bother with this stupid youtube thing, it's clearly not going to amount to anything...
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39867 Posted: 03:53:14 13/04/2017
whenever we skype I'm constantly smiling, it's so weird to me cuz i never smile

im so happy i met you and im so happy youre my best friend forever
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 9376
#39868 Posted: 14:52:48 13/04/2017
you're still the same person but also very different. I don't get it
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#39869 Posted: 17:42:54 13/04/2017
im sick of being last place
im sick of frustrating people or letting them down
im sick of being the butt of every goddamn joke
im sick of being everyones handicap
im sick of people actually admitting that i drag everyone else down

life would be better for everyone if i just didnt exist
then i couldnt let anyone down or fail anymore
then maybe people would finally be happy


¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 11078
#39870 Posted: 00:10:38 14/04/2017
I was given "thank you" letters from the customers this week for the good job I did for them. But why in the blue hell am I still demeaning that and analyzing it to death? What in the world is wrong with me? Am I so terrified of accepting positivity and happiness in my life that I must create poor rationalizations for the work I do and getting educated in to be better at? I don't know... It feels like day by day this uncontrollable monster of mind is devouring me and allows me to just be and not thrive. Maybe I am overreacting but eventually it amounts to nothing.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39871 Posted: 01:08:37 14/04/2017
ive been grumpy today
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#39872 Posted: 01:11:28 14/04/2017
Quote: Lunarz
ive been grumpy today



I can see that. To add to that, I feel like having a mental breakdown at any moment right now
mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3993
#39873 Posted: 01:31:49 14/04/2017
Oh cool, I get to take a test in my worst subject and have to pass. Great, that's amazing. Good thing I have ONLY 15 ****ING DAYS advance notice when you promised a month.


I hate this school.
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Dead
spyrothe111 Ripto Gems: 3702
#39874 Posted: 01:42:08 14/04/2017
This was a waste if time...
IsisStormDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 7127
#39875 Posted: 02:31:55 14/04/2017
i really hope i didn't screw up

i've been doing so much of that lately

please world, let me have this, just this once
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Stranger in the Desert
kardonis Platinum Sparx Gems: 6366
#39876 Posted: 02:49:15 14/04/2017
I'm realizing now that people don't enjoy watching other people play games in front of them. At least I hope that's it or else I'm boring my friends to death and I'd feel bad because I kinda pressured them into doing it. Guess I better do some really kewl edits to keep them entertained if I ever want hope of them watching it.
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I used to be THE Bowser, now I'm just an awkward girl
mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3993
#39877 Posted: 20:04:44 14/04/2017
Why in the ever loving **** does the class of one year need to actually pass the exams, but others only need to participate to graduate? What kind of ****ing bull**** is that? So if someone fails one year you can just pass them regardless in the next? And then classes that graduate the year after don't have to even take the tests? Could you please just make it so everyone has the same thing? Looking at that stupid ****ing chart gives me 3 different ****ing answers. I don't have to take the English test, but then next box says I do and I have to pass, and the next one says I do and don't have to pass.

I have to pass a test in literally every subject that's not an elective, but anyone who was graduating one year before me only ha to show up, and everyone after me doesn't even have to take them. And what's really really good is they're all on the same goddamn ****ing day. Just testing back to back, no breaks, and my worst subject comes last so I won't even have the energy for it. Oh, and they're supposed to take 3-4 hours, but the next test is scheduled to start 3 hours after the first. How the **** do you expect me to do 3 tests, back to back, no breaks, in less time than it's estimated to take? I'll probably be dehydrated and hungry half way through, but I guess I can just go **** myself?

Oh, and I have to take a test I shouldn't have to take, which is for a grade above mine and I was told I wouldn't have to take.

I love the American education system.
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Dead
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 9376
#39878 Posted: 21:32:37 14/04/2017
hope you get better again
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519
#39879 Posted: 23:28:18 14/04/2017
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Edited 1 time - Last edited at 00:43:54 27/04/2017 by thumper
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39880 Posted: 01:01:09 15/04/2017
Eloquence does not equal intelligence


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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
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Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 12949
#39881 Posted: 01:47:31 15/04/2017
just quit trying already mate you should know at this point you're trying to leave through a revolving door
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StormDragon21 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5766
#39882 Posted: 12:17:03 15/04/2017
If I tell you, you'll think I'm creepy. If I tell anyone else, they'll think I'm crazy. If I don't tell anyone, then I won't be able to deal with it.

So I seek solace on a forum about a purple dragon.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX
Waaksian Emerald Sparx Gems: 4906
#39883 Posted: 23:58:36 15/04/2017
I can't do anything to make things better. I don't know why I even try. Everyone I know have so many problems, and they insist that I help, but it doesn't feel like it. It feels like they're lying.

I'm afraid of bringing this up with anyone else because I don't want to impose myself and dump my problems on people. I don't let myself talk about my problems to anyone. Probably very unhealthy, but I find that I'm less likely to get yelled at for being self-defeating.


I don't want to go to church tomorrow, even though it's Easter. I've just been in this weird mood for the past few days and social interaction with a whole bunch of people seems taxing.


God, this is so scary. This keeps happening. It finds a way to keep happening, apparently even when I'm not moving. I'm probably overreacting, or I should probably just get over it, but I don't know how. This same thing has happened before so many times and it was so devastating, it left me so betrayed. Maybe It's my fault? Sometimes I don't even have a clue as to why it happened.



haha, lol, laughing to cover negative feelings
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Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx Gems: 11078
#39884 Posted: 00:15:19 16/04/2017
For some reason, I think that I have lost you. I tried to approach you but I did it under influence of bad experience I went through instead of true desire and will to fix this burned bridge. And the most stupid thing about this is that I am too humbled and removed-of-personal-prestige to directly talk to you. And now I don’t know what to do in order to not appear pretentious by my actions.

I don’t know… it feels like I am in process of losing all the important people in my life, you know? Even mental hermits need some company when the going gets tough. Although, when going gets tough, the tough hide under the table.
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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.
TheToyNerd Gold Sparx Gems: 2137
#39885 Posted: 00:46:02 16/04/2017
Ech! I'm a ****ing idiot...

Why must I try and force a relationship on girls who are clearly not into me.

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At this point, I don't even deserve one. I'm a creepy, awkward loser who always goes one step too far and ruins perfectly fine friendships by wanting to date the people I'm friends with. Everyone around me has successful and happy relationships but me. What is my issue? Why don't girls liks me?

Ugh... I'm desperate. I hate that. **** this ****! **** my obsession with girls. I just come off like a massive **** that *****es about being single every single ****ing day!
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ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5538
#39886 Posted: 02:37:12 16/04/2017
God damn this is friendship. Debit card was not working at the metro machine, bud just slips a twenty in without question. God I feel so warm right now.
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BREATHE AIR.
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#39887 Posted: 05:03:05 16/04/2017
things were so much better back there.............................
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looks like ive got some things to do...
DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6710
#39888 Posted: 06:23:22 16/04/2017
Let's talk about decency
What's decency? Well, keeping your clothes on in public is the most obvious example. Some other examples including using turn signals and following the speed limit, but that's not what we're here to talk about.
Let's talk about decency in a grocery store, or any store in general.
It's not decency when you decided that you no longer want an item while you're still shopping, but you're too lazy to put it back so you just place it wherever, especially if it's cold/frozen. Because when it warms up and goes bad, you're not the one that has to pay for it, right?
Another example of being awful is not putting your cart away. Let's just leave our grocery carts randomly in the parking lot and not in the cart holder 5 feet from your car. If that cart hits someone's car, it's not your fault right?
Being decent also includes watching you're children so they don't ****ing die or get kidnapped. Or even sneak into a cashier's till, which is illegal btw, and steal "free" lollipops without asking even when there's a cashier IN THE TILL. Or hey, even you're child going between the cashier's legs to throw something into the trash that if someone saw it, could get the cashier in huge trouble. But what child would do that right? Because you ALWAYS watch your child, right? Or maybe you're the parent that goes into an empty till and gets the lollipops, which again is completely illegal?


Please take these examples of decency in mind next time you go shopping :)
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Gay 4 GARcher
somePerson Diamond Sparx Gems: 9376
#39889 Posted: 08:31:32 16/04/2017
I'm really scared of your disappearance
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Star Wars didn't happen, but it's a rad movie.
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39890 Posted: 11:52:02 16/04/2017
I genuinely wish you were both dead. You've made me cry multiple times which is very hard to do, you've insulted my family and treated them like trash, and you AREN'T ****ING SMART ENOUGH TO CLOSE THE BATHROOM DOOR SO I HAVE TO PRY A TAMPON OUT OF MY DOGS MOUTH YOU DISGUSTING UGLY WHORE. If it weren't for my dad somehow loving you both (which if my parents were like you I guarantee I'd report you and run away from home) I'd probably try my best to speed up the process to your death because you've made my life miserable so many times. I'm so depressed when you're around and I cannot wait til tomorrow when you're out of my life hopefully for good.
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#39891 Posted: 15:07:22 16/04/2017
congratulations you ****head
thatnks for ruining yet another holiday for me

and people wonder why i hate pretty much every holiday
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39892 Posted: 17:38:39 16/04/2017
You're so petty lmao


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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
Samius Hunter Gems: 9550
#39893 Posted: 19:57:59 16/04/2017
I've been called worse by better people over the years.
Edited 1 time - Last edited at 20:00:21 16/04/2017 by Samius
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3498
#39894 Posted: 20:56:42 16/04/2017
Quote: Samius
I've been called worse by better people over the years.


That was related to something irl.
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.
Samius Hunter Gems: 9550
#39895 Posted: 21:10:35 16/04/2017
Quote: Lunarz
Quote: Samius
I've been called worse by better people over the years.


That was related to something irl.


Oh, so was my post. I've got no reason to believe that you were saying that about me, right?
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