darkSpyro

I don't care what you think about it, I like it like that.

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**** timezones

MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN AND MY MOM GIVES MY SISTER EYE DROPS TO PUT IN MY EYES BUT IT TURNS OUT THEYRE EAR DROPS IT BURNS OMG

tfw metroid is 30 years old and nintendo didn't care about the anniversary.

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MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN AND MY MOM GIVES MY SISTER EYE DROPS TO PUT IN MY EYES BUT IT TURNS OUT THEYRE EAR DROPS IT BURNS OMG

that reminds me of the time my dad had icy-hot in stick form; i thought it was deodorant and i rubbed it on my armpits. then my armpits started burning ...

everytime i log on here it's a repetition of wanting to become active again, seeing hundreds of unread topics, and logging out

Is this real life? I made a post in confessions whining about not having anyone, and now suddenly a friend approaches me saying he knows someone who is interested in me.

If he's trolling I'ma beat him to death. With a spoon.

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"I'm making a first person survival horror game"

Yeah. You and everyone else in the industry. >_>

I want you so much but i can't have you.
Dangit

Probably made a giant mistake. Well, too late to take the post back.

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hooray for anxiety every day

I need to shut up

i rly shouldnt take my meds on an empty stomach

At first, I was nervous, still had a little bit of a weird feeling that things might get awkward hearing it, people saying it... And at first hearing it did make me so shy and nervous....

But it's taken so casually, and after just a few seconds of hearing it my heart jumps, I just... I genuinely smile so wide. I'm so used to seeing it in text mostly so understandable that I was nervous hearing it at first. But after just the first few times I already slipped into this, happily so. I love it so much, it feels so right! I'm still so shy about it, it makes my cheeks all warm hearing it and my heart just beats so fast, but none of that is bad! It makes me so happy, so content. I just feel so accepted like this, it really does feel like it's who I am. ^w^

Yet, neither does it bother me with those who are either more comfortable with or need to get used to this and still call me the other way for said comfort or needing to get used to it. Something I'm totally alright with.

But this is just making my heart race all over the place with those people whom are already taking it so normally, and with how easily it's taken it's really helping me along with being more outward with the personality of my true self, and I just can't help but thank so much those who support and accept this me, of who I am.~

For those who know what I'm talking about and read this, I know I've kind of dwelling on the subject for a few days now ; But you all feel so much like a true family, you've all made me so happy and excited about my self-realization I just can't stop talking about it! I'm so glad to be apart of your lives and you all apart of mine.~ C:

Cool biology questions THAT HAVE WRONG ****ING ANSWERS. Whoever made these tests should have been fired, the questions are unclear, some have two answers that are right on a multiple choice test, and others have outright wrong answers. Plus this stuff is written at a ****ing masters degree level, so it doesn't help if I don't understand this in the first place.

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I try to be compassionate and when I fall in your little pity trap you feign a non-existent concern to try to help but it makes everything worse
This is why I hate when you're around but I still love you because I'm just that forgiving

i really wish everyone would leave me the **** alone.

Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuudge... My Beats may be broken! GODDAMNIT!!

I thought it not possible, but I love you even more every day

me @ myself: why do you suck so much as a person?

I always feel bad when I hear a fight. I feel like I could try and do something to help but I just can't bring myself to, I get so afraid when someone gets angry I just... It reminds me of my past of abuse, makes me extremely uncomfortable and scared and I just end up running away or just staying quiet. I wish I could speak up.... I just can't. I just want to hide away, I wish I could somehow help... Calm things down or say something helpful, but just get so uncomfortable and afraid of these things because the trauma of abuse taken and watching fights break out between my parents is still there.

Still... I so wish I could help... But I'm just... So extremely afraid, get so extremely uncomfortable. I want to be able to help somehow.

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I always feel bad when I hear a fight. I feel like I could try and do something to help but I just can't bring myself to, I get so afraid when someone gets angry I just... It reminds me of my past of abuse, makes me extremely uncomfortable and scared and I just end up running away or just staying quiet. I wish I could speak up.... I just can't. I just want to hide away, I wish I could somehow help... Calm things down or say something helpful, but just get so uncomfortable and afraid of these things because the trauma of abuse taken and watching fights break out between my parents is still there.

Still... I so wish I could help... But I'm just... So extremely afraid, get so extremely uncomfortable. I want to be able to help somehow.

I'm the same way. o.o

Woah Drawdler can you give your father to me?

It's all worth for da money.

Move along. Nothing to see here.

Always have to smear people, don't you?

I'm glad you help me when I'm angry and depressed

it aint even past the morning yet

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Why do I have an urge to do something I don't like. Why? Am I going crazy?

I honestly feel like I need to go away, from absolutely everything.
Its not like anyone would notice if I vanished anyway, maybe it is for the best

I'm so extremely depressed and stressed right now. I would love a glass of bleach to down all these horrid feelings, but alas, my sanity is tearing apart at the seams and holding it together is requiring my full attention.

Offsite rant.

inauguration-induced stress
don't ruin us please

Oh no.

Oh damn it's almost February. Or as I like to call it ***uary because nothing good ever happens that month. <.<

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This past couple of days I have gotten at least 25 different people randomly messaging me, as well as a handful of friend requests. wtf Who are you people, and where are you coming from? Why. What is even happening? And no, you cannot buy my things. No matter how many times you ask, the answer will still be no. Just stop. Christ on a cracker, I am so creeped out right now.

Offsite rant.

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This past couple of days I have gotten at least 25 different people randomly messaging me, as well as a handful of friend requests. wtf Who are you people, and where are you coming from? Why. What is even happening? And no, you cannot buy my things. No matter how many times you ask, the answer will still be no. Just stop. Christ on a cracker, I am so creeped out right now.

Offsite rant.

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If you linked to a personal area for an extended period of time here on DS or the usernames are visibly throaways, I'd be careful and set whatever preferences to stop newly created accounts from contacting. Personal experience.

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Oh no, I was just referring to Flight Rising. I'm assuming someone probably linked my username somewhere on tumblr (which has happened before) for whatever reason, which has created a bit of buzz. I don't post on the forums much these days, so that could be the only possible explanation. It's just a little annoying is all, though I'm sure it'll die down eventually.

****ING **** **** ****

ADFJDNFDS

IM SO ****ING DONE WITH THIS YEAR

IM TIRED OF UNCERTAINTY IM TIRED OF CHANGE IM TIIIIRED OF EVERYTHING

UGH

I miss the days when we could just be. This uncertainty and silence brought by silence and misinterpretation must end sometime and somehow. I don’t know what happened but if there is blame to set upon me, I’d like to know the reasons so I could help the change and improvement as well as I can.

I don’t know… maybe I didn’t deserve such company at first place. I just have to take everything handed and given to me like a man and just accept the facts, you know? It is not about deserving. Everybody gets what they get, no matter of how deserving or undeserving they are…

But there isn't meaning or purpose after all, is there?

God, I'm ready for people to shut up about Trump and deal with it. When he does something bad then I'll understand.

I feel as though there is nothing worthwhile in life that i'm actually good at. I basically have no talent.

bleh.

Idek.

at least i'm making decent progress with my singing. even though i have no training whatsoever and everyone else laughs at me when i bring it up. probably sounds like a dying walrus anyway.