darkSpyro

You lied. You gave me hope. You're always lying, always saying one thing and switching to another in a blink. People get hopeful, y'know. Weather forecast, don't say it's going to snow when it isn't.

I hate having this feeling. I'm so conflicted on what to think right now.

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I'm pretty much emotionally dead now. It is now very difficult to appeal to my feelings and emotions now, at all. So confiding in me won't be a good idea.
Or, maybe I've just become completely selfish and cynical.

Urgh, **** you school.I don't want to go to Idiot-Land anymore.....

The Weekends should be Monday-Friday and the Weekdays Saturday-Sunday...

Don't feel down, please.

*sneezes*
;__;

Why the **** can't I leave this place?

Quote: CommanderGame

Urgh, **** you school.I don't want to go to Idiot-Land anymore.....

The Weekends should be Monday-Friday and the Weekdays Saturday-Sunday...

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Sometimes I wonder if your on an alt account, watching my posts and others posts, and sometimes I wonder if I'm talking to you, and just don't realize it. I'm sorry, for what you think I'm doing, you just don't undrstand, and I wouldn't have the heart to tell you. But if you are watching, maybe even talking, get on the account I know and talk, because it nt like it seems.

That was mean brain.
Why?
Why would you make me have a dream of me being in a happy relationship? Even so, it felt so real...
Making me feel such a happiness...geez...

Is it just that I changed or has the setting changed as well?

I really want to vent out my feelings, but Personal Thoughts shouldn't be the place to do it anymore.

OH DERP.

You know what?

**** all y'all. I don't care anymore. Don't try to convince me to change my mind.

Your brain is no excisting

I miss you so much...... Please talk to me......

attachment is such a horrible thing sometimes

Quote: Wild

attachment is such a horrible thing sometimes

Your timing is literally perfect.

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Quote: Wild

attachment is such a horrible thing sometimes

Your timing is literally perfect.

i was afraid so

Quote: Spyrobaro

i feel like i've changed too much for this website

and i hate myself for it

Complete opposite for me.

Quote: Spyrobaro

i feel like i've changed too much for this website

and i hate myself for it

Change is a necessary part of life. If we went through life without change, we'd miss out on many opportunities... of course, this is coming from someone as stubborn as a mule, but I do think it's a true statement. >.>

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Quote: HIR

Change is a necessary part of life. If we went through life without change, we'd miss out on many opportunities... of course, this is coming from someone as stubborn as a mule, but I do think it's a true statement. >.>

but there's also negative change, in which we change for the worse

Possibly. Only if one fails to learn from the negative that's generated by said change... or if the change is entirely out of your control. For example, your parent becomes really sick, you can't do anything about it, but it IS a change. <.<;

Sooo windy....

i talk to people, i get the feeling they enjoy my company. but you don't care. though i wouldn't expect them too any of them. ill always be known as "that guy" or "whats his name again?" maybe some of them, those i call friends will. i think you'll remember that night, at least i wish you would. but i dosn't matter. it always been just me, i don't need anybody. ill just keep going on alone. and nobody will notice when i disappear....

Oh great....your coming back.....i thought you moved DX

You have a problem with me bro?Inside we all have a feminine side.I'm no tough guy, I'm not gay either .

Think before you talk idiot.*snaps fingers*

Quote: CommanderGame

You have a problem with me bro?Inside we all have a feminine side.I'm no tough guy, I'm not gay either .

Think before you talk idiot.*snaps fingers*

*snaps fingers in a Z formation, twirls around and walks away* MMPH YOU TELL EM

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Quote: CommanderGame

You have a problem with me bro?Inside we all have a feminine side.I'm no tough guy, I'm not gay either .

Think before you talk idiot.*snaps fingers*

*snaps fingers in a Z formation, twirls around and walks away* MMPH YOU TELL EM

You go sister *snaps fingers*

Quote: Bravo101

Quote: CommanderGame

You have a problem with me bro?Inside we all have a feminine side.I'm no tough guy, I'm not gay either .

Think before you talk idiot.*snaps fingers*

*snaps fingers in a Z formation, twirls around and walks away* MMPH YOU TELL EM

You forgot the talk to the hand:

Noep. TALK TO THE BOOTY CUZ THE HAND'S OFF DUTY.

why is everyone noeping again?/??? WUMBO!!

Quote: Bravo101

Noep. TALK TO THE BOOTY CUZ THE HAND'S OFF DUTY.

OMFG IT RHYMES SO IT'S TRUE.

lol no

Sometimes I merely get tired of playing along with things...of pretending I am ignorant on here.
Ugh.

Thank goodness that topic was deleted. 0.0.

there are times when i hate having feelings for you...

they taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies; her little spies

You seriously feel like the only true friend I have left... Thank you for everything.

please...

please...

stop...

those jokes... they're not funny...

stop...

I'm sorry.. I'm sorry to everyone here, I feel like I'm becoming a big rude jerk, I feel like a winger, I feel like I'm annoying everyone.

I want to leave for a bit, but I feel like I'll lose my friends and get replaced, that's what happened last time that drew me back...

Probably because I deserve it, I am replacable, and that I am forget-able. No wonder why people don't care about it, because I go on and on about myself.

This is actually been causing me pain for the last month and has been building up. I'd say the reason why, but I don't want to hurt the other person, especially them.

I'll just go watch funny videos ;__; I'll try to be a better person

Hey, I'm replaceable too!

But crystalhero, I would miss your presence if you were to be gone in all honesty. You are a unique personality here, whether you believe it or not. I'm not sure I've seen you actually behave rude, at least not on topics on this section...

In all honesty, I definitely notice people when they're gone. It sucks that I can't remember names or avatars that well, although.

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Don't sacrifice yourself...it doesn't really work... I've been there.

Thank you Wild, this actually made me feel better. What you said was comforting.
Also, I feel like an attention seeker when I do this, I guess I am. I just can't handle keeping it in.

I guess I just feel jerky because of how I reply, how I sometimes forget to reply to people, and I just get the vibe from others.

I would like to apologise about my behaviour all weekend (as well as yesterday) in this topic. I've been very brash, and honestly, a bit insane. Maybe a lot. The insane part may even just be a constant.

The reason why I was acting the way I did was because I was really ill over the weekend, and still am. I spent the majority of my weekend in bed, alone, but also with intensified feelings of isolation, more so than I usually feel. I may have had family in the house, but all they did was stress me out and make me feel bad for having become sick. I got to talk two online friends for a few minutes and that was it. On top of that, I have had a ton on my mind. I'm not sure if any of you guys have ever had a weekend of complete isolation with a lot of things on your mind, but if you ever do, you will think. You will think long and hard. And in my case, I ended up becoming really bitter about a variety of things. Didn't help that my Saturday dinner conversation with my mother was about the rise of some gang who call themselves "The Faceless", and I now have to be on my guard for them at all times, because the police are not doing anything about it, ironically, as their reason is "we're not legally able to apprehend them". That's Irish police force for ya.

But most of it was extremely personal stuff. I'm obviously not going to go into clean cut detail about those things here, but I'm not sure what to think about them anymore. I'm a confused individual.

I'm not really saying what I said was untrue. I'm just explaining my brash and bitter attitude. I'm not reconsidering my little ultimatum, it will happen this year, and I don't want anyone attempting to make me reconsider, because honestly, it'd take a miracle at this point. An impossible miracle.

TL;DR - Sorry for being a huge poopyhead.

Quote: Spyrobaro

Quote: Wild

Hey, I'm replaceable too!

But crystalhero, I would miss your presence if you were to be gone in all honesty. You are a unique personality here, whether you believe it or not. I'm not sure I've seen you actually behave rude, at least not on topics on this section...

In all honesty, I definitely notice people when they're gone.

All of this.

^That.