This past month has been like the best month ever.
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weebbby
Emerald Sparx
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#38401 Posted: 01:04:00 25/10/2016
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#38402 Posted: 03:14:53 25/10/2016
****, whenever someone like this happens in life I get blamed for it. I don't know what to do now.
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 3993
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#38403 Posted: 20:02:22 25/10/2016
"For four days, go and play baseball for over an hour, except this lesson is due in 2 days, so then let us complain when you do it in two days ad 'cheat', or because the lesson is overdue."
What great ****ing logic my school has.
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
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#38404 Posted: 21:24:05 25/10/2016
Just pushed myself to take it. I get so worked up about this stuff, but it has to be done. But I feel so sick thoughh PLEASE make this be worth it when tomorrow comes around. I'm so sick of this ****
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
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#38405 Posted: 02:18:56 26/10/2016
this is going to be an even trickier situation than i previously thought... - - - |
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#38406 Posted: 13:59:13 26/10/2016
im very excited for what the future has in store for me, but im also terrified hopefully the first step will go well soon but if that doesnt work, my plan goes to **** - - - |
TheFlyingSeal
Diamond Sparx
Gems: 8761
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#38407 Posted: 14:03:01 26/10/2016
me these past couple of days tbh
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#38408 Posted: 16:35:07 26/10/2016
OH THANK GOD
plus i found solace in the fact that i got a slightly higher score than the girl next to me, im so glad i was just overreacting!! i have a feeling things are gonna be okay now!!~ |
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 3993
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#38409 Posted: 19:58:35 26/10/2016
Cool ****ing wrong answers in your problem teacher.
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2271
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#38410 Posted: 21:24:58 26/10/2016
My room is ****ing freezing because there's a huge gap in the window that I can't even fix. No wonder the last people rushed out of this house so quickly. Life has just felt like it isn't going anywhere a lot more recently. I'm starting to fear the next couple of months, because that's when the depression really kicked in last year. I don't want to return to that again. What a wonderful day I've had, spending it on worrying about the future. Not that it's a new thing, but whatever. **** -
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#38411 Posted: 03:01:52 27/10/2016
holy **** if genetics are a factor i dont know if im ready for them to get THAT big, im just shooting for "normal" here... >.>; - - - |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
Gems: 8843
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#38412 Posted: 05:42:11 27/10/2016
I miss you, and I felt really glad to hear from you again but... I feel like you still dont want me around. Then again, I feel like no one wants me around anymore, so it could be that.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
Takadox360
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 3028
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#38413 Posted: 10:22:27 27/10/2016
Starving yourself while you are on a 7 hour trip with your class is a horrible idea. I've never felt so lightheaded before ****. ------
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i am trash |
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38414 Posted: 17:18:07 27/10/2016
vine might be shutting down, apparently.
if thats true i am slowly regaining faith in humanity again.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
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#38415 Posted: 17:24:04 27/10/2016
Quote: parisruelz12
its true, twitter is also laying off 9% of their workers, and if things dont get better for twitter, that could shut down too |
| parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#38416 Posted: 17:48:38 27/10/2016
Quote: StriderSwag
why must the good die young? *Slams fist against floor*
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Spyro Lover122
Gold Sparx
Gems: 2271
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#38417 Posted: 19:31:19 27/10/2016
Someone just give me a time machine, please. The past 2 years made me hate every passing day overall. I wish I could go back. I want my dad to be here with us the way he should be, and I want to feel happy and safe again. I miss it. I don't feel like there's anything in the future left for me anymore.
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ReshiramForever
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 5331
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#38418 Posted: 21:26:23 27/10/2016
one step forwards two steps back
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#38419 Posted: 22:21:46 27/10/2016
Quote: parisruelz12
Damn, that's ****ing huge. |
Windumup
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 3217
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#38420 Posted: 00:27:43 28/10/2016
I hate fake friends who spread lies about you online about your relationship status, then when I say "provide evidence" they don't provide any because guess what THEY HAVE NONE.
My list of people to trust priority wise (Not counting stuff like Doctors or Police that are trying to save my life as that is a different kind of trust) Girlfriend > friends > parents Seriously, I don't want to deal with this drama because I am in the middle of preparing for an amazing one month anniversary with my girlfriend and don't need Facebook Drama ruining the night before.
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
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#38421 Posted: 04:40:33 28/10/2016
only you have the power to keep it going either you accept me in the future, or your stupid family "legacy" dies with you take your pick in the next few years... titanfall 2 is at 58 percent install this is good |
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mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 3993
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#38422 Posted: 04:40:58 28/10/2016
I can't even make a simple post without ****ing everything up.
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ThroneOfMalefor
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 5538
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#38423 Posted: 06:19:12 28/10/2016
Quote: Pixilism
Work with me. I'll keep you sane with Wendys lunch breaks and endless computer talk. (Seriously we should talk about this)
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BREATHE AIR. |
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#38424 Posted: 07:56:57 28/10/2016
yeah, i get that you want me to socialize and have a good time, but im gonna feel like a selfish ***** by going i cant leave my own mother in the hospital while i go to a puzzle room with friends for a few hours but if youre really making me go, that doesnt mean i wont be stubborn about it... :/ - - - |
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#38425 Posted: 20:58:17 28/10/2016
hahaha because of this whole situation i havent eaten in an entire day the depression is gonna make me super self destructive again isnt it? : ^ ) - - - |
StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 5766
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#38426 Posted: 21:48:42 28/10/2016
Thank you. You are utterly amazing. Don't know why I put this in spoilers. Probably because of the cause that led to this.
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weebbby
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4220
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#38427 Posted: 23:15:34 28/10/2016
Why, if I may ask, did I previously have the mentality that most people were annoying most of the time? Was it because of the simple thought that I believed that they believed that I was/am annoying? It's probably not that idea, because I still believe that I come across as annoying sometimes. I really have no idea, but I do believe that I no longer hate people. - - - |
Project_Unnamed
Prismatic Sparx
Gems: 11067
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#38428 Posted: 00:44:53 29/10/2016
The kind of people who hurt you are not the people you should be dealing with at all. They don’t deserve your attention and from the bottom of my heart I wish that you will find the right way. But If I ever end up being one of the hurtful kind, I couldn’t forgive myself. But as long as you are content, there is always a hope.
That was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people...
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King_PikaII
Green Sparx
Gems: 372
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#38429 Posted: 03:53:06 29/10/2016
There are moments that the words don't reach; there's a suffering too powerful to name.
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Interests: Fire Emblem, Persona, Pokémon, Zelda, Kirby, Ace Attorney, other similar games |
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#38430 Posted: 07:12:29 29/10/2016
I got a feeling everyone hates my guts right now.
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#38431 Posted: 07:20:25 29/10/2016
hahaha wow im not in a very good state of mental and physical wellbeing right now EDIT: well goddamn that felt good, if thats what the future holds then sign me the **** up that definitely cheered me up, at least for a while, i could ride the emotional high from that all night omg 5char |
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Mrmorrises
Platinum Sparx
Gems: 7158
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#38432 Posted: 15:56:45 29/10/2016
You're an amazing person to have as an ally.
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#38433 Posted: 21:12:17 29/10/2016
will i ever stop embarrassing myself
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weebbby
Emerald Sparx
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#38434 Posted: 22:17:36 29/10/2016
A. muffins B. randoms C. why D. I'm confused E. ???? F. wait what G. I'm ****ing stupid H. why I. can i die J. I am a ****ing idiot K. honestly this might actually be a good thing but L. I'm still stupid because of it - - - |
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#38435 Posted: 02:45:32 30/10/2016
i used to think you were cool but now everything you do makes me really REALLY uncomfortable, please dont try to talk to me ever again if ur reading this it isnt about you |
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Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#38436 Posted: 03:31:25 30/10/2016
I hate being sick, I hate being lonely, I hate feeling like I'm invisible and like nothing I say is ever noticed. I hate feeling like I don't belong even around those I call friends, and I hate that I'm constantly scared they will get bored of me.
I hate how much I think.
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#38437 Posted: 05:11:37 30/10/2016
lesson learned, 5 consecutive is waaaaay better than 3 consecutive, thank god for experimentation id go again tomorrow night but i should really save the whole thing for a rainy day, im gonna have it in a few years anyways, so i dont want to waste the sensation just yet maybe finals week would be a good time to try lol EDIT: also i just realized that this terminology might make it sound like im doing drugs or something but im a good girl i can 100% assure you im not <3 i feel like i could take on the whole world right now and win omg |
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Eevee88
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4948
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#38438 Posted: 07:01:03 30/10/2016
Whew, don't feel worried, Maria! Besides, he doesn't reply to you right away anymore, either, which makes me worried. Darn school... I am so happy oh my gosh, I finally have an office! Though it's at my second home...STILL, ITS PERFECT FOR RECORDING VIDEOS/SINGING NONETHELESS, RIGHT? RIIGHT? I miss my own home...And I just realized my ranting problem is beginning to happen again, I ramble on useless stuff for no reason, this may end up a problem, especially IRL...Welp! )See. , it's happening even now!)
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Bolt
Hunter
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#38439 Posted: 08:14:02 30/10/2016
do you know what makes me feel worse? the fact that i'm clearly distraught and i go to you to help ... but all you do is completely reject my feelings and say that you tell me the same things every time. i need to hear these things to make me feel better. maybe i "never do anything" because you make me feel like a horrible person so i question if there is even a point to do anything. i'm trying so much to get better but times like this just plunge me straight back down to where i was before. it makes me feel so much more worthless when you get angry at me for telling me how i feel and i break down crying ... but no one comes to comfort me. they all make you feel better and go to ask you if you are okay. how do you think that makes me feel. i suppose i don't deserve anyone's sympathy though. i'm ****ing worthless and deserve nothing. what's the point of doing anything. i hate how you tell me i do nothing. i struggle everyday to make myself feel like i am worth anything. i'm trying to build up my art porfolio to get into the indusrty, but being surropunded by people who are so much better than me makes me feel terirlbe. no one is going to want me when there are so many other people who are so much better than e. i suck. i won't be able to get hired by anyone. so again, what's the point even trying. i feel so worthless right now and i utterly hate myself. i don't see the point in anything. i should just die and get it over with. i know the world would be such a better place without me. i wouldn't be bringing everyone else down. no one would get upset. just kill me now. i want to die so badly but i'm too scared to take my own life. i'm scared of the pain. i'm scared of death. i just don't want to exist anyore. i can't do anything right man i need help. |
Iceclaw
Hunter
Gems: 10573
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#38440 Posted: 03:08:31 31/10/2016
Why don't you just tell me the truth? Stop leaving me to wonder
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#38441 Posted: 04:02:30 31/10/2016
well, ****... i guess thats my big ****up to start the week maybe i need to relax after westworld tonight EDIT: relaxing helped me realize something i learned so many of my mannerisms from the both of you, you both (for better or worse) taught me how to be girl, its a shame that YOU two of all people taught me ill make sure to use my skills to actually be a good girlfriend in the future y'know, its funny, every time i relax like this, i get some new outlook on life im happier so far, my love life might not be as hopeless as i thought, and i have a renewed sense of self purpose if only you could see how resilient ive become because of your past transgressions, i wont be broken again You said this was the type of place where I could change my story? Well, I dreamed of a story where I wasn't the maiden. |
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weebbby
Emerald Sparx
Gems: 4220
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#38442 Posted: 12:36:42 31/10/2016
Last time there was something like this, I died for like three years. Why, in the heat of the end of first quarter, does this have to happen? I'm not gonna be able to do papers like this. I need closure here, regardless of what kind. 5char |
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#38443 Posted: 15:03:39 31/10/2016
why wear a costume when i have to pretend every day of my life? :^)
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