darkSpyro

I think a week away from art was what I needed haha, I feel okay about drawing again. (: I still feel really embarrassed by my old works even just from this year but oh well, uploading did actually motivate me to improve on the next so it was entirely worth it. I've just gotta learn that no matter what you do, someone out there won't like it, and will be a jerk about it. So I may as well draw what I like, it isn't harmful and is completely innocent so why not.

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I always feel like such a jerk to you whenever I post something here, I'm feeling the guilt again. I'm sorry, if it does bother you I will stop.

what i've done sounds so hilarious on paper
and everyone else would think im a horrible person for doing these things
but god is it funny

of course my computer crashes in the middle of us doing that
what the ****, we were enjoying ourselves
**** you

why is it that I always have to do stuff to what I consider at least good standards when I know that it's NOT going to be graded and I'm just making the submission even later than it already is

just when i was thinking it would be okay to tell people, **** like this happens in orlando
now, im not just scared, but terrified...

on one hand i need to watch my own back and make sure im safe
but on the other, i know i HAVE to do something to help out, even if its far away

at least my parents agree that it's horrible

I remember last year at E3, when Meg Turney was looking at the person talking like she had no idea what they were saying. That was what made me decide that I don't like her.

This fear is consuming my life and I don't know if it will ever go away. I'm honestly terrified...
I don't think I can stop at this point.

Friend I am always here for when you want to rant, talk, or even play a video game. I know your sister moving out made a huge impact on you. It's okay to be emotional. It's okay. I'll be right here for whenever you need a shoulder to cry on.

It bothers me you can't hide your last visit time on darkSpyro, honestly. What's the use of Private mode like this. I can see you still care for me, even if you removed all traces of me. *edgy shrug*

Sure, I'll unblock you. Watch the swearing and hatred wash over me and you yelling at me it's all my fault. I get it ti's my fault but there's no stupid reason to wash it all over me like a sadistic idiot. Seriously, I'm just in a phase and you think you can wash your hate for me over the roses like that. For the lord's sake of everything. I was about to apologize on the last place we could ta-oh neeverrmind you had to block me just because you hate me and swear at me. I don't care if that's a disorder but that's just not how you act towards me, especially if you promised me to become the person I wanted instead of the person you've been in 2016 so far. You promised me to change. I only see a promise broken. It's sad seeing this happen. But, eh, I simply left to avoid all the hate being spread, but you simply don't understand me. You simply are a coldhearted person that doesn't even understand their own ****ing girlfriend. I've promised multiple people here not to argue and fight with you in public, so by this, I'm leaving. Your loss, not mine.

****... I really need to talk to her more, this is bad. God, I'm an idiot. I hate doubting things.