I mean that probably happens to a fair number of new cancer patients, for example...
darkSpyro - Spyro and Skylanders Forum > Stuff and Nonsense > Personal Thoughts
HIR Diamond Sparx Gems: 9034 |
#35951 Posted: 15:23:24 01/04/2016
Imagine how awful it must be to receive bad news on a day like this, and trying to tell other people to get some comfort, only for them to not believe you. >.>
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Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10386 |
#35952 Posted: 19:54:26 01/04/2016
"The psychologist is only telling you one appointment every two weeks was a bad idea because she wants you to pay as many times as possible" Yeah no **** off.
On another news she told me to start venting more on text since there's this jerkass at home,so expect to see me on Personal Thoughts more often.
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want) |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35953 Posted: 21:26:33 01/04/2016
maybe im just bad at what i do.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#35954 Posted: 21:28:26 01/04/2016
Quote: Bifrost
Sometimes, it's better to vent without sound rather then otthers having to hear it. Speaking of which: Gosh, there I go again saying "Us" Instead of "I". Its starting to freak me out alot and it actually is hard saying "I" Dammit. Somebody tell me I'm just going insane and this is all just an illusion or something like that. |
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4607 |
#35955 Posted: 23:10:52 01/04/2016
Quote: Cynderfan507
I love the internet. People that I know were saying that this person that ate 4 packs of M&Ms for breakfast has Diabetes... This is why I love my school
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
crystalhero37 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5536 |
#35956 Posted: 23:13:35 01/04/2016
BOY ARE YOU SPOILED. - - - |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#35957 Posted: 11:46:20 02/04/2016
Yes, alright, I saw that. Tsch, nice lie about "collapsing" and "not caring for me anymore" yet you go on this site and mindlessly stalk me. Well I'm very sorry but that's the pure behavior of a commandive father who doesnt know when to let his child go. I am actually growing sick over this kind of behavior and it cartainly wont make me love that person at all. I've seen better people that actually do see what I have and do NOT disregard everything I say, but you? You just throw me over saying that I should "care" and "love you". Well eexcuusee me but who's gain will that be? Oh yes as soon as you're better you're just gonna use me to remain "stable" without giving a **** about me.
If I want to love someone, I'll do it with my heart, not my brain. |
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4607 |
#35958 Posted: 13:46:28 02/04/2016
My dad woke me up so I can't sleep, so I decided to lurk here and watch anime and I realized its 8:46 AM....
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4283 |
#35959 Posted: 14:16:58 02/04/2016
Regrets all round :c bit late now to do anything though. If only I'd have thought about that earlier on that probably would have been a better option. I mean I don't know if I'd have done at all well and if it would have properly worked out but still. Yeah admittedly I still have a chance to do it but it would have been a lot easier if I'd have thought it through properly. I'm such an idiot :c
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cowpowa23 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4833 |
#35960 Posted: 18:53:39 02/04/2016
UGH. You DUMMY. I tried explaining to you that you need to be able to READ to play this game, so you can actually appreciate and enjoy yourself as you do it. But no, ignore me. It's not like I'm trying to help you better enjoy yourself in the future. Nope. Hopefully you'll eventually listen to reason and quit when I told you, unless you quit before. ranting is fun. \o/
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I am a Cow. "Moo". |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35961 Posted: 21:32:40 02/04/2016
god im so pissed about everything right now i wo-oh oh a little weird
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RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#35962 Posted: 05:03:22 03/04/2016
I didn't do my homework and I fell asleep instead and napped for too long and now it's nighttime. Great.
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G2nt Yellow Sparx Gems: 1130 |
#35963 Posted: 09:06:34 03/04/2016
i feel sad, annoyed, lonely, etc.
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Boop! |
Spyro Lover122 Gold Sparx Gems: 2159 |
#35964 Posted: 09:25:09 03/04/2016
Wearing this smile gets tiring. I probably sound pretty stupid. Oh well.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106 |
#35965 Posted: 12:27:01 03/04/2016
Quote: Spyro Lover122
You don't sound stupid. Why would you think that? |
Spyro Lover122 Gold Sparx Gems: 2159 |
#35966 Posted: 12:52:02 03/04/2016
Quote: Kitty
I'm not sure exactly, I think it's just what a few have lead me to believe.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down! |
Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10386 |
#35967 Posted: 17:16:40 03/04/2016
It's hot and I'm tired in the day I need to be the most productive,awesome. And on top of that having to put off doing stuff I should be doing but aren't as important as homework because I know I'll be here all day on stuff I should be finishing in four hours.
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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want) |
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109 |
#35968 Posted: 19:25:47 03/04/2016
I just wrote about 2 pages of a story.
The story is about a post nuclear city where anthro animal mutants and humans live together. The main characters are a Sheep, a Wolf, and a white racist 20-something year old guy. I can post if if wanted. |
mega spyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3847 |
#35969 Posted: 21:12:29 03/04/2016
JESUS CHRIST, QUIT WATCHING THE SAME DAMN SHOWS OVER AND OVER. You literally just saw that thing not three days ago, and you claim it's new and you haven't seen it. When I asked you what was going on in it, you didn't even have any ****ing idea what was happening. If you don't even pay attention to what it is you're watching, why can't I watch anything, you TV hog? **** you :)
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Dead |
Dragons-go-hrr Platinum Sparx Gems: 6991 |
#35970 Posted: 22:07:49 03/04/2016
****... this series has a surprising amount of nightmare fuel for a shoujo manga... Or any manga tbh that ****ing thing looks straight out of a horror movie jeeez...
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"Was it a hot ghost?" |
abstractsardine Gold Sparx Gems: 2244 |
#35971 Posted: 00:08:48 04/04/2016
Ugh I keep getting headaches everyday, I swear this going to be the death of me. The air pressure here sucks so much... this is why i wanna move up north, sure there's gonna be snow and ice during winter but it's SO much better than this. ...... I ate a lobster.... |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#35972 Posted: 03:57:30 04/04/2016
Just 8 more weeks.
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LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#35973 Posted: 04:22:56 04/04/2016
finally, i've outrun my allergies i hope :/ -------------- oh jeez oh no w h at happens n ow ----- |
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363 |
#35974 Posted: 08:03:04 04/04/2016
I ****ed up and I feel like trash
why are you still my friend, I just keep hurting you, I'm like poison, I dont want to hurt you anymore
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace. |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#35975 Posted: 09:29:12 04/04/2016
Idk if mentioning the word 'porn' is already considered nsfw-ish or not.
Why do actual porn blogs follow my tumblr? I don't reblog porn or any kinks. I just reblog a lot joke/meme/basically what is considered a **** post. I can understand a sonic blog, but porn? I guess people do get tired of porn every once in awhile.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35976 Posted: 18:35:04 04/04/2016
mother ****ing l i s t e n
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35977 Posted: 18:41:32 04/04/2016
oh good my ****ing ankle is ****ed up brilliant
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35978 Posted: 19:01:00 04/04/2016
i hate today
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RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#35979 Posted: 19:07:48 04/04/2016
i ruined everything again
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35980 Posted: 19:08:21 04/04/2016
i rly hate today
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RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#35981 Posted: 19:15:58 04/04/2016
can i just die already
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Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106 |
#35982 Posted: 22:02:43 04/04/2016
Your drunk ass needs to back the **** off. Who are you to be coming at me? I didn't even do anything. Why are you even driving when you've had like four beers. Piss off. __________ |
LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#35983 Posted: 22:33:48 04/04/2016
well, that train passed quick. i'm neither happy nor sad that it happened the way it did, but eh. it probably wouldn't have resulted in something meaningful anyways. i doubt they care and if they do it would've just been super confusing and really how would it work? i really wonder about the next few years, i'm having such a great time but i don't know if that will fade as time passes. i'm realizing that. i just relate more to them i guess, they adopted me into their group, but they'll be leaving before i know it and i'll be left like him. successful but lonely. i'll find a way, no reason to worry yet. ------ |
Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#35984 Posted: 01:17:23 05/04/2016
Rant ahead, you have been warned
Ugh my mom won't let me dress in feminine clothing. Saying "Oh people will be mean to you" which is a load of bull p.p I tested what it would be like with a dress she let me borrow for a skit for 1st period drama. The kids at my school don't CARE what anyone wears, unless they are booty shorts or short skirts or really tacky clothing.
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
Starfire Dragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 5317 |
#35985 Posted: 01:42:00 05/04/2016
I suck at Smash D;>
But it's good to see that I'm improving |
ZapNorris Ripto Gems: 5109 |
#35986 Posted: 02:27:06 05/04/2016
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awesomerockets Emerald Sparx Gems: 4149 |
#35987 Posted: 02:30:46 05/04/2016
It's time to stop lying to myself. I'm depressed. I am a depressed anxious unconfident stupid miserable mess. I've always said that I'm happy. I'm not happy. When other people are around, I act like I'm happy. So we'll that I even fool myself. But I'm not. I've cried more in the past week than in the past few years. I'm losing control of myself and I don't know what to do. Everyday I'm reminded that I have no skills. I'm on the bowling team, terrible at bowling. I'm in Robotics, I have done absolutely nothing to help my team because I can't. I desperately want to help but I'm just not smart enough to do so. I'm not even a good percussionist. I'm terrible at reading music, I don't really have any musical knowledge. I constantly talk about being in drum line because that is basically all that I have. Only thing I have done in my life to show that I am not completely useless. I'm not even good at video games. I shouldn't care when I lose, and I don't want to care, but I do. No matter what game, I get destroyed. People think that I'm not trying. That's just it. I'm so bad at everything that it seems like I'm not even trying. I can't even sleep anymore. I cry until I can't anymore than watch YouTube to try and take my mind off of things. Next thing I know it's 3 in the morning. I get like three hours of sleep. I feel exhausted and sick everyday. I constantly worry because I feel like I'm gonna mess something up because I'm not smart enough to handle it. I'm going insane. I don't know what to do. What I thought was the best year of my life might turn into the worst. I just want to be happy. I don't have to be smart. I don't have to be talented. I just need to be happy.
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go to my guestbook now and sign a petition to get Freddie benson into smash |
CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6289 |
#35988 Posted: 02:41:24 05/04/2016
.....Did I just have a first date?
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#35989 Posted: 02:42:16 05/04/2016
*Stands on the edge of a cliff, wings outstretched* I'm about to fly..or hit the ground.
I've just got to believe that I will fly. It might be hard, it might be stressful, but I. WILL. FLY.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#35990 Posted: 02:51:14 05/04/2016
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363 |
#35991 Posted: 03:03:23 05/04/2016
Quote: Windumup
....You do know this is personal thoughts right? It's not really anyone else's business
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace. |
Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#35992 Posted: 03:08:17 05/04/2016
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
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Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363 |
#35993 Posted: 03:10:24 05/04/2016
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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace. |
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