this whole "you're completely straight" thing really throws a wrench in this possible relationship
im genderfluid dude, you gotta be at least a lil gay to date me
I'm worried about tomorrow, I have to be up early to go to Wales. I'm looking forward to looking at another house, though. Perhaps they'll actually let us have one this time.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
EVERYONE NEEDS TO STOP DYING OMG. THIS IS THE THIRD SUICIDE IN THE PAST 2 MONTHS AND IM TIRED OF IT. TIRED OF SEEING EVERYONE SO UPSET. TIRED OF THE EMPTY FEELING. TIRED OF IT ALL. JUST STOP.
Ahahah when you start of as a shy person that people force you to become friends with them
then you do a complete 360 and become really annoying and they start to hate you and loathe your precence
aahahahahahaha
why am i like this
I can understand that you are overwhelmed. But you did hear the dentist say that irritation takes awhile/days to show on retainers. It's literally not my fault my gums are irritated, but I suppose I should have said something about evening out the other side while at the office earlier this month.
I'll gladly hold off the pain for a few days. So you can take care of some other things first.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
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Stop talking about babies so much, I can tell why you're saying it in front of me all the time. You want me to have one in a few years. Why? I really don't see why. I know that you can get a bit excited, that's okay with me, but you don't have to make me walk all the way through an isle in the shop, to go and see a random baby that you don't even know. I already have my Rosie, a big loving puppy to care for. I'm not interested in a relationship with anyone, and I certainly wouldn't want to ever go through the trouble of caring for a baby. It's not for me, so stop pressuring me, please.
I'm so done.
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Whenever you reach too high, life smacks you down!
It's been over a ****ing year now that we haven't clean the closet. Do not make mom lose her hair because of timing and Spring Break. I mean would you rather have 1 week of freedom or 3 months? Honestly if we left during the summer vacation, you'd still act this way because "I don't wanna do it" and we'd would probably forget.
Also you want to go into the boxes for 1 pair of shorts? ***** you have too many ****ing clothes that it's all over the ****ing floor and under the bed. **** your clothes, we're giving them to the poor kids who don't really get clothes.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
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Grammar is important. You can't just use "summoner" in a ship fic title without it sounding like a damn self insert ship fic. Damn I thought you would know better. I mean like the world "reader", anyone can be a "summoner". JFC. I did not need that attitude from you when I'm saying that summoners have been removed from the lore, and you should have known that it would sound like a self insert with that name of "[insert name of character here]X Summoner". That's basically what [name of character]X Reader fics are, self inserts.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
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Again I have some free time, if my family will let me.
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Sadly I'm not made for college, everything that has to do related with the study is wrong with me, I already am not like when I was a small child, I do not understand how this happened: I was the best for the study & now I'm the worst for the study.
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Lately I must be more careful with my opinions, last week almost I lost a big great friend for that.
Life isn't worth living, ever. I should die, nobody cares. I do my projects to distract myself, to HOPE to amuse somebody, but in reality I am just a ****ing loser. I should die, die you hear!?
^Have fun and just treat them as you would any other friend. Past the initial meetup, forget they're from the Internet and just strengthen the bond you already have. You already know the person so don't alienate them.
^Have fun and just treat them as you would any other friend. Past the initial meetup, forget they're from the Internet and just strengthen the bond you already have. You already know the person so don't alienate them.
I'm really awkward irl which is why I'm so nervous, I don't really know much about socialising irl to be honest (i can explain further on skyp)
I probably have something really good on my hands but because it doesn't sound like one of the professionals I like I immediately discredit it as being crap.
There's a chance that perhaps instead of trying to mimic what others have done before I should accept that this is my own personal style and sound for this genre and that maybe it's a unique take that loads of people will enjoy, and I should just embrace this sound as my own over being yet another Zimmerman clone.
But there's also a chance it's just **** and I need to do better.
Any other artists on here (drawing, music, sculpting, don't care), have you felt something like this before? How did you deal with it?
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@CAV, this is an extremely common phenomenon for any skill. Especially artists. The problem is that you should stop comparing yourself to a professional artist, and instead use them as a reference. How do you use a musical artist as a reference? Well, study a bit up on musical theory. Watch some YouTube tutorials on music editing and maybe start taking courses you find somewhere. Then analyze a piece of music you like from a particular artist.
What chords, keys, and what major does the artist use to help with the tone of the piece? How is it organized? It's a little bit harder analyzing music, but once you've worked with music long enough you get a feel for it. I'm just a choir girl, I don't write music and I know very little music theory. Yet I can analyze a piece of music like I can a piece of artwork. Granted, I don't have much to talk about, but I can identify things and work off of that. Once you've analyzed, you can use your analysis as notes for when you want to do a piece that brings out the same emotion.
*lays down on ground* yo just so u know this spoiler is some PT if u feel me, my dude
I want to stop thinking about you. What used to be something that I thought was really happy for me is now annoying at this point. Everyone says it's cute, and I just want them to stop saying that. But I can't. Because I talk about you for seemingly no reason. Why?? Do I like the attention? Do I like the fact that I have a crush on someone other than a fictional character/celebrity? Do I just like the idea of being in a relationship with you? You're not perfect (no one is), but you seem to fit inside my "type" so well it seems almost unreal. When I do think about you, it's always done at unconventional and/or inconvenient times. It's not like the "at every waking hour for as long as the sun burns in the stars I think about you" deal. I would be WASHING DISHES for Christ's sake and suddenly think about you. Or waiting in a lunch line. Or doing math homework. the WORST is when I take a test, especially that french speaking one I took a month ago. Hell, I was listening to old Tony Awards videos when I suddenly thought about you. I got so mad I started typing this to vent out my anger and annoyance. I'm not saying I'm annoyed at you (if anyone has the idea this may be about them), I'm just annoyed at myself. You keep being you. It's what got me to like you in the first place, and I would hate to see you change just because my brain likes to think about you. Don't listen to my brain, it's dumb.
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It's been around a month now and I really hope you come back. I do remember what you told me so I'll try to be patient but I hope you decide to come back soon!
Why won’t these thoughts leave me alone? What the hell am I supposed to do with all this that is on my mind? I just don’t know. Maybe just living in constant state of confusion is the temporary meaning of my life and existence etc. I just don’t know… what is the meaning, what is the purpose and why should I care? Maybe the answer is to respect and let things go on their own without any outside interference.. Confusion... yeah…
That is my personal thought of the day… Carry on being personal, people…
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