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Seiki Platinum Sparx Gems: 6150 |
#35351 Posted: 18:49:35 25/02/2016
I actually have a chance to get all of my assignments done in time, omg. They won't all be A+ material, but the way schedules have been this month, I don't really care. It's going to be done, and I'll still pass. I just need to transfer the sketches into an organized sheet and bake my clay model.
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Once in my dreams, I rose and soared. No matter how I'm knocked around or beaten down, I will stand up restored. |
Bumblebunnii Yellow Sparx Gems: 1474 |
#35352 Posted: 20:14:46 25/02/2016
Everytime you do stuff like this I wonder why we're still friends tbh. It's not funny.
And not only is it not funny, when you tell a future employer, well a former future employer, about my sex life... You're crossing so so so many lines. I don't mind the jokes every now and then, but honestly it's not your place to talk about. You're my best friend, but you're kind of a dick. |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35353 Posted: 21:21:49 25/02/2016
that was the absolute worst panic attack ive had in years --- also wouldn't be surprised if i ended up self harming later oops this week has drained me physically, mentally, and emotionally and tbh i just want to sleep all weekend but i still have a million stressful things to do |
Crystal Dragon Diamond Sparx Gems: 8850 |
#35354 Posted: 03:34:03 26/02/2016
I actually managed to write, like sit down and write for several hours and I'm very happy with what I made. The last time I was able to write that readily was over a year ago. But I can't help the feeling that I'm wasting my time because it's not what my family wants me to do. They're so eager to yell at me and tell me to get my **** together and yet absolutely refuse to help when I need them. I don't even want to think about how the one parent feels my depression is a mere excuse and their current partner deliberately makes jabs at it to break me. And they have depression too. time to ruin my sleep schedule again, waking up at 6:30 am this past week isn't my thing |
RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#35355 Posted: 20:50:14 26/02/2016
lmao can i just die already -------- |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#35356 Posted: 00:26:24 27/02/2016
omg really? You must have thought I would just be like uh okay... no Imma saying uh huh. You wanna see what happens when I have to take a guess, hmm? Well now, mess with me and the surprise could be quite unexpected. I might be a bit uh but I'm not gonna go duh. What's the matter for you huh? uh huh uh huh...
*giggles* |
Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#35357 Posted: 00:56:57 27/02/2016
EVERY SINGLE TIME. >.< why does this always happen! -----
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#35358 Posted: 01:37:50 27/02/2016
Holy **** I'm so sorry. ;;
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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#35359 Posted: 01:41:07 27/02/2016
Holy **** this game is fun.
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
sunburn fan 1 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1520 |
#35360 Posted: 03:37:34 27/02/2016
Why is it that I do literally nothing on this site than give people respect when all I get back is disrespect?
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35361 Posted: 05:56:59 27/02/2016
Try as you might, but you really hurt me. I'm not really willing to forgive and forget. I tried giving you chances. I fought and fought to get you back and you went and left anyways, but now, when YOU'RE the lonely one, you want to come back to me? It doesn't work that way. You can't just disregard other people's feelings and then act like nothing ever happened if it suits you. if you're so intent on respecting me now, then respect my wish not to talk to you anymore. If I've got a cold heart, than yours must be sub-zero. |
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4593 |
#35362 Posted: 08:38:53 27/02/2016
Quote: Cynderfan507
Its two here, I am up early as well
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4593 |
#35363 Posted: 09:05:38 27/02/2016
Quote: Cynderfan507
Nope! I will most likely wake up at 2 pm At least there is no school on Monday for me
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter... |
Angel220200 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4401 |
#35364 Posted: 11:02:58 27/02/2016
Honestly, just the concept of this topic brings a ton of relief to me.
I don't often actually post my thoughts in here, but I frequently find myself typing up long posts and even just that helps a ton - I type up a bunch of nonsensical jargon, collect myself while editing it and by the time I'm done I just delete it because I've already gotten everything off my chest and feel fine again. So glad this topic exists. c:
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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you. |
ReshiramForever Platinum Sparx Gems: 5198 |
#35365 Posted: 12:10:09 27/02/2016
****ING ****ING ****
with the realisation of 10 views and 3 notes, maybe my ideas just aren't worth jack **** to me or to anyone so why even bother anymore?
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self professed austGAYlian |
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Dragons-go-hrr Platinum Sparx Gems: 6991 |
#35366 Posted: 23:02:23 27/02/2016
God damn rich people.
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"Was it a hot ghost?" |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#35367 Posted: 00:31:56 28/02/2016
Dog has no chill and needs some chill. Also how do you not notice your other daughter freaking back talking me like the little **** she is?
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
Reverse0456 Gold Sparx Gems: 2440 |
#35368 Posted: 02:48:45 28/02/2016
I come home feeling tired as hell.....but seeing that I'm now a yellow sparx kinda lifted my mood for the rest of this fine night.....
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POPSMARTS! |
whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5792 |
#35369 Posted: 10:21:14 28/02/2016
I feel like I've let you down because of my depression.
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HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8511 |
#35370 Posted: 15:57:30 28/02/2016
I get to hard on myself, more so than I'd like to admit. To the pooint where I start calling myself a dumbass and an idiot. Some times the ****ing will be in the insults.
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Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that |
Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4283 |
#35371 Posted: 16:22:49 28/02/2016
You're a really **** parent I hope you know that. And you call me selfish. - - - |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35372 Posted: 18:48:29 28/02/2016
i really wish i had a better body, i hate mine tbh dysphoria feels |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35373 Posted: 19:00:30 28/02/2016
WHY DO I MESS UP ALL MY FRIENDSHIPS - - - |
Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 12470 |
#35374 Posted: 19:12:00 28/02/2016
witch jigga stop trying to guilt trip him back into a relationship
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35375 Posted: 21:25:13 28/02/2016
I'd contact you and try to help or at the very least check on you, but I don't want to bug you and you seem to give off the vibe that you need time alone anyways... I'm really sorry. - - - |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#35376 Posted: 22:37:26 28/02/2016
Just one more week.
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TTD Hunter Gems: 6394 |
#35377 Posted: 22:43:11 28/02/2016
I'm such an idiot sometimes. ----- |
Black Star Green Sparx Gems: 441 |
#35378 Posted: 01:13:02 29/02/2016
What did I do wrong this time?
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I'm going to transcend God! |
TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8556 |
#35379 Posted: 02:10:56 29/02/2016
People like to praise how good I am at reading people, but when I'm with you it's like all of those praises just go out the window.
It feels like I'm lost in a foreign country with a small amount of knowledge of the language, and when I think I'm going the right way it turns out that I'm going in the complete and opposite direction. Or when someone who speaks english assures me that I am going the right way, but it just looks like I'm just going farther away from my destination.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon |
Black Star Green Sparx Gems: 441 |
#35380 Posted: 03:40:03 29/02/2016
Why does it seem like every time I try to talk to people, I get ignored? It starts to get to me after a solid week of being ignored and I feel as though I'm going back to my old reckless self.
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I'm going to transcend God! |
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#35381 Posted: 05:02:24 29/02/2016
today = good content
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35382 Posted: 05:55:03 29/02/2016
why does everyone come to me for relationship advice??? like im not complaining but like ive had 6 exes im just about the last person you want advice from on that subject all i want is for a cute girl to kiss me and hold my hand and actually love me |
whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5792 |
#35383 Posted: 06:07:57 29/02/2016
I know it isn't their fault, but I just hate "seeming" intimidating to every person I meet. I just wish people weren't scared of me.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35384 Posted: 06:46:35 29/02/2016
I just gotta go in there with a positive attitude. If I believe I can knock it out of the park, I can.
**** you, math. I'm coming for you. |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#35385 Posted: 08:20:33 29/02/2016
The upcoming ortho appointment is gonna bite...
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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh |
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#35386 Posted: 10:03:26 29/02/2016
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Faust Blue Sparx Gems: 700 |
#35387 Posted: 12:34:32 29/02/2016
i really need to sleep, damn insomnia arghhhhh
GO TO SLEEP |
ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428 |
#35388 Posted: 16:22:57 29/02/2016
Quote: whirlwind fan
Talk about it. I was actually just recently told by someone WHY exactly I was intimidating: "You speak authoritively and you just give off a powerful vibe." I guess it's nice to have some social power but I can't help but feel uncomfortable when someone reminds me that they are intimidated by my presence, since it's almost like they find me offensive.
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BREATHE AIR. |
TTD Hunter Gems: 6394 |
#35389 Posted: 20:08:55 29/02/2016
Distractions, distractions everywhere! ----- |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#35390 Posted: 21:33:30 29/02/2016
Quote: StriderSwag
Note to everyone: This doesn't actually work, believing in yourself only works for ****ty anime. |
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