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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106	#34401 Posted: 16:10:19 08/12/2015 Oh. Okay. I probably should have expected that. Silly me. ----- --- ♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8018	#34402 Posted: 21:34:41 08/12/2015 Now I've told you I hate you, I'm feeling your hurt. Maybe I'm not an ice hearted ghost after all. But then I remember the things you've done to make me say I hate you and the compassion is gone. ----- you take so **ing long to reply --- Quote: Paytawn** oh my god

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213	#34403 Posted: 02:18:25 09/12/2015 I feel like you have a severe of busy. ---- What part of I want be left alone and I can't chew it well do you not get? If I have to yell (and maybe strain my voice) to get my point across then there is a huge problem with you. Not me. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428	#34404 Posted: 02:25:17 09/12/2015 why do you always play lapdog and talk only after he talks --- BREATHE AIR.

Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106	#34405 Posted: 03:05:49 09/12/2015 presentations more like bane of my existence

Angel220200 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4401	#34406 Posted: 03:11:47 09/12/2015 so much I want to say but the whole ordeals over already - probably for the best though it's the mod's position to say this sort of thing, not mine not about here --- Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#34407 Posted: 03:34:35 09/12/2015 i honestly dont think i deserve to be a mod. ------------- --- looks like ive got some things to do...

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6106

#34408 Posted: 05:36:11 09/12/2015

It seems like with this, everything that could go wrong has gone wrong. I almost feel like a guinea pig, being tested on to see the mental and emotional effect that this has on a person. It's either that or some cruel joke. You put me here, but why? Am I really just a guinea pig? What are You planning then? I mutter the same three words to myself almost every day. What have You done to show that you actually care? I only seem to be getting worse.

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Sorry for being such a pain about this. I really should just shut up.

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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

mega spyro Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3847

#34409 Posted: 20:15:13 09/12/2015

Teacher, isn't it creative writing class? Yeah, it is. So maybe we should actually be able to write what we want to in the class, and not have hundreds of restrictions. I mean, my only ideas have stuff to do with politics, but no, we aren't allowed to write about that, because god forbid we offend someone.

Hahaha, and here I thought she might be a decent teacher.

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Dead

Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8018	#34410 Posted: 21:03:27 09/12/2015 i dont give a ** about you anyways. whoever said i gave a bout you? seriously though i dont like you. get in a bin. --- Quote: Paytawn** oh my god

Starfire Dragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 5317	#34411 Posted: 22:03:15 09/12/2015 Note to self: STOP MAKING CRAPPY ART DUMBASS! --- My Dragon Art & Stuff PSN: Starfire--Dragon

derpyhooves Platinum Sparx

Gems: 5737

#34412 Posted: 00:25:00 10/12/2015

..... (TW)

When I am in the ER of some freak anxiety attack or some depression spike, I hope you then start to regret how you treat me. Watch, that moment my heartbeats become too overwhelming for my body... You will say I'm fine. Only when I fall will you believe my constant words. Maybe I am sick all of the time because of how you decide to be nice only when YOUR OWN LIFE is good. It's not only about you... Your blindness and ignorance causes me to get headaches and panic, or even make me puke at times. And on top of that... You turn my immediate family against me.

At this point, you say you will never tryst me and pick at my flaws, so I guess that's all I am: ****ing worthless. That kindness you show at your convenience makes me feel worse, because it goes away at any given time.

Mental disorders? Maybe you're the blame if I do in fact actually have them, but we'll never know if I do, you're too stuck-up to bring me to a REAL psychiatrist.

I'm done ranting, I'm done crying myself to bed some nights thinking of how much space I waste to you. Maybe my prediction will be true, but we won't know until that day. And honestly, with the hell I deal with and you making me feel like I shouldn't exist, I await that rude awakening. I await it with every single ounce of patience I have left.

Come the hell at me.

Windumup Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3217

#34413 Posted: 00:48:23 10/12/2015

GHG;KGGJMVBORJ[TIGIJGDLHLRGJOEHGELHGEUIRGHOIEHREIHOGHOIGHOEHGOIHGOIGHWEGOHGWUHRSEFBE;SFRFRIOREOGHFIFHOERGHORHOEIHGROIEGHOEGEJFOIE I AM SICK OF MY DRUNK ABUSIVE FATHER, THE FEW TIMES WE DO CALL THE COPS THEY DO NOTHING AND IF WE TRY CALLING THE COPS HE SHUTS OFF ALL THE ELECTRICITY AND INTERNET HE TALKS ABOUT THROWING ME INTO THE HIGHWAY AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HE EVEN ALMOST TRIED TO TAKE A SLEDGEHAMMER TO MY COMPUTER!!!!!!!!

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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess

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CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6289	#34414 Posted: 03:09:02 10/12/2015 ^Contact child services. If you can, get an audio or video recording of stuff like this so you have evidence for later if he tries to deny anything.

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#34415 Posted: 05:43:07 10/12/2015 i dont want to sound salty but i really dont understand how people find markiplier attractive. /Opinion. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6106

#34416 Posted: 16:25:44 10/12/2015

^Tbh I don't think he's awful looking, but I think he's more cute than attractive. And I mean like how a puppy is cute, not like how a guy can be cute if that makes sense lol Not that's he's ugly or anything, but yeah >.<
Plus he seems like a really great guy imo, so that's probably part of the reason for this attractiveness of his... That, and being famous probably doesn't hurt lol

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Why do you always assume that I'm to blame for something like this happening. Quit trying to act like a doctor.

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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

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TTD Hunter Gems: 6394	#34417 Posted: 16:53:34 10/12/2015 Greatest month ever. _____

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6106

#34418 Posted: 17:41:00 10/12/2015

I know you're just concerned but you always sound angry...

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I'm getting tired of these headaches. I'm getting tired of these little breakdowns. I'm getting tired of dealing with ****ty people, including myself. I'm getting tired of being tired and angry and upset and moody. People keep saying how this **** will get better but it's only getting worse. Either fix me now, or kill me.

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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577

#34419 Posted: 18:13:59 10/12/2015

Quote: Avatari

^Tbh I don't think he's awful looking, but I think he's more cute than attractive. And I mean like how a puppy is cute, not like how a guy can be cute if that makes sense lol Not that's he's ugly or anything, but yeah >.<
Plus he seems like a really great guy imo, so that's probably part of the reason for this attractiveness of his... That, and being famous probably doesn't hurt lol

I dunno, I guess I just disagree. But different strokes for different folks.

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looks like ive got some things to do...

Batzooka119 Ripto Gems: 720	#34420 Posted: 22:09:10 10/12/2015 I thought I cared about you again, but I don't. I hate our conversations and you always make me feel uncomfortable.

skylandersspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3872	#34421 Posted: 22:20:58 10/12/2015 This **** looks good --- Uh Uh Uh! You didn't say the magic word!

Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106	#34422 Posted: 22:56:07 10/12/2015 Oh god, I started crying at work and all the kids asked me what's wrong, so embarrassing. So stressed. _________

xXBeavcoonXx Gold Sparx

Gems: 2648

#34423 Posted: 23:10:41 10/12/2015

stooooooop trying to befriend me and talk to me again i dont like you agh stop already. i dont want to be friends with you, i dont want to talk to you anymore, i dont want to look at you anymore, get out of my life, go away, please. youre only useful for one thing in my life right now and thats reminding me to donate 63 cents a day to the marine life conservation fund with your ridiculously high amounts of hair dye

everything is just wow at this point the best relationship i have is with my legally blind dog

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now its time to get funky

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#34424 Posted: 23:39:25 10/12/2015 I am way too excited for this! --- Have you always been this way and was I just too blind to see it or have you changed? I dont like this new way I see you --- I gotta stop being so paranoid, if people didnt like me they would just come straight out and tell me. --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

ReshiramForever Platinum Sparx Gems: 5198	#34425 Posted: 23:47:03 10/12/2015 is this really a thing that keeps happening --- self professed austGAYlian

Yoshi Emerald Sparx Gems: 3062	#34426 Posted: 01:41:10 11/12/2015 At times like this I wish I didn't have friends. All I seem to do is hurt people. I don't try too I just somehow do. I guess it can't be helped. Maybe I can use this time to actually write a submission for my school's creative writing magazine. (filler) --- Wow Such signature

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#34427 Posted: 03:04:14 11/12/2015 OMG YOU TOTALLY DESERVED THAT - - -

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106	#34428 Posted: 04:39:53 11/12/2015 I wish I could be more like that... --- Whenever I’m with other people, I’m always the stupid one, or the awkward one, or the ugly one. Most of the time I’m all three at once. The only thing I seem to be the best at is being the worst. --- I wish I never made that promise. ----- --- ♥ May 23, 2011 ♥
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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519	#34429 Posted: 16:42:02 11/12/2015 I didn't have that money budgeted but I could have used that bonus we were told we were gonna get today. I'm a bit frustrated, a bit angry but as always, I'll be patient for now.

Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10386	#34430 Posted: 16:49:07 11/12/2015 Warm fuzzies from looking at my art over the last year. Toning down the overly painting-like pictures helped me improve soooo much. --- SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want)

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769

#34431 Posted: 17:06:57 11/12/2015

You know, I'm really getting sick of how work is constantly taking over your life, and now you want it it to takeover mine!? I haven't seen them in weeks, and I won't be seeing them for three months after today, so why do you get mad at me when I explain that I'd rather see them and give them their Christmas gifts before they leave, rather than make a measly 20 bucks by answering phones at the EXACT same time I've planned to see them for two weeks. I'm getting really sick of how every goddamn moment you're working, whether it's at home or at work or even in the middle of the ****ing night. You're the ONLY family member that actually gives a **** about me, and you used to always want to pay attention to me. I understand your work is important, but the least you can do is not take out your anger on me...

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EDIT:

boy, getting kicked out of the house sure does feel great

/sarcasm

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darkwolf Platinum Sparx Gems: 7397	#34432 Posted: 20:22:48 11/12/2015 Taking the ACT exam tomorrow. Pretty nervous about it... akeidjwnoans

DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6692	#34433 Posted: 21:45:54 11/12/2015 Yes, thank you snow for ****ing burying my car. --- Gay 4 GARcher

Iceclaw Hunter Gems: 10260	#34434 Posted: 00:01:32 12/12/2015 I almost got hit by the train twice today and I half wish I didn't move out of the way --- Twinkies and 2hus

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3363	#34435 Posted: 03:46:03 12/12/2015 I'm so depressed, and sick and in pain right now, I need you so bad, please come back, not talking to you recently has felt like it's been months, I need you. --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

Darby Platinum Sparx Gems: 5738	#34436 Posted: 04:03:43 12/12/2015 \| Topic Creator I knew you two would hook up again and if it was a week ago I would've been a mess over it but now all I can think is whatever. I learned my lesson with you 5 years ago lol

HeyitsHotDog Diamond Sparx Gems: 8526	#34437 Posted: 04:21:26 12/12/2015 I guess the reason I say I look like Pit from the Kid Icarus series so much is because it makes me feel better about myself. Maybe I do look like him, maybe I don't. I have no idea. --- Hey is there anything you want me to bring for the rest of the week and if so it’s so cool that you can do something and just do it like that

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6106

#34438 Posted: 05:51:50 12/12/2015

It was pretty messed up for you to say that, but you were right.. at least about me.

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I dunno. When you've been blessed with something like that, of course it's easy for you to say such things. It's not as easy as "thinking positive," especially when I've basically been like this my whole life, I'm just now starting to be more open about it. I feel like I should be angry at you, but it's not exactly your fault and at least you tried to help. I'm just so frustrated and angry at myself, and what makes it worse is I can't do much about it. I can try, but I don't expect anything to really happen simply because it's me. I may have gone a little overboard on the whole doom and gloom thing though. Then again, I wasn't lying, so I don't really care.

Time for me to toss and turn all night while I think of all of the reasons why I hate myself~

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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6823

#34439 Posted: 06:39:11 12/12/2015

Sometimes I really wonder if my parents still love me. Lately when I spied the calls from them with others, they hesitate much when they ask about me, unlike my older sister.
I have to resort to this method because they lie in my face, telling me they love me, but in reality it's the opposite, its unique truths are when I'm not there, so I have to resort to spying & discover their true thoughts & more.
How I wish I had been only son, or had an older brother to help me.

Angel220200 Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4401

#34440 Posted: 12:44:14 12/12/2015

Quote: Drawdler

OH MY GOD ANGEL220200 I'M SO SORRY I KEPT FORGETTING TO REPLY TO YOU

Haha, don't worry about it. You don't even have to reply if you don't want to, that's cool with me. c:
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It's been over an hour since I got home and I still feel like an icicle ughhh

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Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.

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darkwolf Platinum Sparx Gems: 7397	#34441 Posted: 18:58:25 12/12/2015 that test was really ****ing long

IsisStormDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 7127

#34442 Posted: 20:12:17 12/12/2015

I'll never be enough...

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What the **** was that? What the hell gives you the right to be so rude to her? And over that, no less? God, every time I think you can't dig yourself deeper...

Just wish you'd get out of my life and stay out of it, instead of being a whiny piece of **** who thinks the world revolves around him and thinks she and I are the problem because we don't conform to his ideas of perfection and all that is good.

Just. Go away.

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Stranger in the Desert

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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106	#34443 Posted: 22:30:33 12/12/2015 I should have just stayed at school. We aren't allowed to stay on campus over break but I should have found a way... ----- --- ♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4607	#34444 Posted: 00:00:43 13/12/2015 I just had a little wine, I Admit, it was pretty good.. --- Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213	#34445 Posted: 00:54:17 13/12/2015 The urge to strangle you is climbing rapidly. I would choose your actions and words carefully. They may be the things that will get your ass severely kicked by me. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 10573

#34446 Posted: 01:40:48 13/12/2015

Note to self for the future reference: special kinds of contributions outside of your own control make you to drink and be slightly angry or upset. This is actually quite refreshing; to feel honest emotion for once in a while. Maybe this cynical and very nihilistic mindset is not my natural default after all. So there you are, that was my personal thought of the day. Carry on being personal, people…

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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769

#34447 Posted: 02:37:57 13/12/2015

I'm really getting sick of you never believing a word I say. Anything I do or say you have to check. If I even call a restaurant, find out the wait times, and tell you, you have to go and check because you never believe me, even over the most minuscule things. You treat me like I'm a compulsive liar, but I lie about the same amount as anyone else. For the most part I'm completely truthful to you, because I know what happens to me when I lie to you and I get caught. I'm sick of everything I say not being believable to you, and it REALLY hurts that you have to check LITERALLY EVERYTHING I SAY.

I can't wait until I'm out of this ****ing city. All it's ever caused me is pain, and I can't wait to be rid of it, the people who hurt me, and the family that never cares.

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