Don't want to deal with a problem that your responsibility? Okay **** you mom. I got nowhere to go, if you really that desperate to have things fixed by kicking people out, then maybe you should honestly consider kicking the asshole that doesn't follow the rules out. Or in fact since you seem to forget that kids have to look to you for answers, maybe you should have considered not being a parent?
As for you Dad you're still a lazy asshole that never bothers to look for a job. And there is no limits you cannot sink into. I mean you're racist, occasionally abuse the animals and your children, and ever since we moved out of the motel, you never bothered to look for a job. In fact you're more interested into being a scum bag on facebook and demanding all this and that without thinking "hey do I deserve this with my behavior and not paying a single dime on house bills?". Maybe you do help around the house with laundry, but that behavior never looks good on anyone or anything. Hell you barely bother with your kids.
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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#34351 Posted: 00:01:52 05/12/2015
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spyrothe111 Ripto Gems: 3702 |
#34352 Posted: 02:26:07 05/12/2015
Can't wait till I graduate out of here, I can't stand you damn people...
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34353 Posted: 02:31:37 05/12/2015
When I was home I just wanted to be alone. When I'm here, I just wish you were with me so I wouldn't feel so lonely. I suppose it could apply to a few friends, too. I like the friends I have here, but I'm not nearly as close to them as I am to other people. I'm kind of dreading going back home, because I know how things are. It's not very pleasant for me, and I get the feeling it's just going to get worse... -----
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#34354 Posted: 05:01:52 05/12/2015
do you ever just legitimately feel like dying but you can't because it would hurt the like 3 people you care about because i feel that way like a lot also **** you, that one random guy on star wars battlefront who kept killing me and only me, i hope you get plain white socks for Christmas |
VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6823 |
#34355 Posted: 10:10:17 05/12/2015
Lately almost all in my family not recognize my help, my grandmother is the only exeption & when she defends me, no one listens to her.
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#34356 Posted: 11:16:53 05/12/2015
I had to push through school no matter how I hated the class at some point, but in my case the teachers fooled mom into thinking switching would just make me lose studies. Bullcrap, one of my best decisions in life was switching at the last year of high school to a class that might've not agreed with my tastes but was willing to be nice and the teachers actually gave a crap about keeping people from starting fights. However, it wasn't public school, so not sure if you could use my experience for anything :/
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#34357 Posted: 15:31:45 05/12/2015
It sounds like your parents aren't taking the appropriate level of responsibility in handling your education, so maybe it's time you tried calling a social worker for help getting back in school.
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arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#34358 Posted: 17:50:24 05/12/2015
welp, managed to **** that up badly in every way possible, incredible
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34359 Posted: 18:11:58 05/12/2015
I swear if I fail this ****ing class because of that one ****ing assignment that I did but she wouldn't take it from me just because I didn't come to class due to a ****ing migraine... I have to pass this final exam. **** me -----
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Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#34360 Posted: 19:48:32 05/12/2015
Two things
Ugh I can't believe my mom tricked me! She said yesterday that we are going to go shopping today (when I asked for what she said "You'll see " with a wink, and I got really excited as she recently watched a bunch of videos on transgender people (Thanks for not clearing the history and not bothering to log out of my youtube account before looking said videos up. ) and today she said we are going to the fabric store. AKA NOT A CLOTHING STORE/Target !!! She honestly made me think that she would let me dress according to my gender!!! And before anyone says "And then she makes you homemade clothes" she said that she is only going there to buy Christmas decorations and pick up one of those smallish fake pine trees. I ended up not tagging along just because she made me feel like I was getting an important gift which made me not fall asleep as quickly (staying up imagining the day to come all excited). Oddly enough it's taking her pretty long for just a visit to the fabric store. I don't know why it's taking her a long time to get back home but I doubt it is going to be the clothes I want as a surprise "I said that only to get you to not go shopping with me so I can buy this instead and surprise you" gift. Edit YEP NOTHING I found a cute lesbian girl named Lily, we were friends last year but just recently started hanging out together again. I am thinking about coming out to her soon and maybe ask her out because I believe she may be single and may be looking for a girlfriend. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!! Edit 3: Ok she let me get 1 pair of girl pajamas, but I can't go as a girl during the day time till a therapist visit.
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#34361 Posted: 23:45:23 05/12/2015
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So, first you buy a new christmas tree and set it up without me (I like doing that because that's half of the fun) and now you want it to be colour-coordinated. And it's also sitting in the corner where no one outside will see it. It's always been silly and rainbow-y, with all the different colour decorations. It's been like that for as long as I can remember. It's like you're breaking a small family tradition. As long as some of our old decorations go up, then I guess I'll be okay with it. I can't seem to do anything about, or convince you to let me put all the other decorations on. -:- Why have I felt no motivation recently? I haven't done art trades or commissions I got a few months ago. The only art I've been able to do is vent art. Maybe I should give the points back to the person who paid me as she told me the three pictures she wanted. I don't think I could do them anytime soon. Or maybe I should just cancel it. I don't know when I would be able to do it. The points would be nice, but...I think I should work on my own ideas and draw my own characters for a while. I always have other things to do first, and then I never do them, and then my ideas get pushed to the back of my head. But I really don't have any motivation or inspiration. This already happened with writing. I stopped and haven't done any proper writing (excluding roleplaying) for around 2 years. I don't want it to happen with art. I haven't got anything else. |
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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#34362 Posted: 23:47:22 05/12/2015
Congratu ****ing lations you piece of **** of a family.
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34363 Posted: 01:42:56 06/12/2015
Oh... I see... --- For once, thank God for commercial breaks... -----
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RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#34364 Posted: 03:20:40 06/12/2015
make the nightmares stop please... make those horrible people leave me alone.... ----- |
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#34365 Posted: 03:31:14 06/12/2015
I'm sorry that I'm a human being with thoughts, feelings, and emotions.
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34366 Posted: 03:48:55 06/12/2015
Why do I feel like you're mad at me about this... We're doing our best but I mean really... --- I feel so accomplished about this lmao -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#34367 Posted: 03:55:29 06/12/2015
Hey you know what's real nice? That moment when one of your molar jackets of your braces is loose and you pop the ****er back into place and now you have weird ass pain. I gotta get that jacket fixed soon >.<.
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ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5428 |
#34368 Posted: 05:01:06 06/12/2015
do you really have to swear in every single sentence you speak i mean it's so irritating
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#34369 Posted: 06:09:29 06/12/2015
manchildren the whole lot of you
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VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6823 |
#34370 Posted: 10:03:23 06/12/2015
The nights are my only free time that have right now, on the day constantly I suffer pain with my family for almost everything.
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Crash10 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4745 |
#34371 Posted: 17:49:23 06/12/2015
Quote: Drawdler
I don't exactly think that you're annoying. You're both funny and serious at the right rate.
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34372 Posted: 18:10:54 06/12/2015
Are you really that incapable of doing something nice for someone to the point where you feel like they owe you? You offered, you know. You don't always have to get something in return for doing something nice for someone. Let's not forget all the **** I've done for you and never expected anything in return. That should be "repayment" enough. --- I'm always in the mood to watch it but as soon as I hit the play button I don't want to watch it anymore. Or when I watch something else I pause it a bunch of times to do other less important things. Am I really losing motivation to even watch movies and shows now? Seriously? -----
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Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx Gems: 4283 |
#34373 Posted: 20:09:46 06/12/2015
I came so close to telling you and I feel like you should probably know but I know you'll react so badly. To be honest it's not something I make an effort to hide and I know you'll find out or have found out somehow but I wish I trusted you not to judge me enough that I could tell you, seeing as it's a pretty major thing to me and you should be the ones who support me most... - - - |
thumper Ripto Gems: 3519 |
#34374 Posted: 21:58:27 06/12/2015
I just love it when I'm always at fault? I'm starting to walk backwards now cause as soon I get two steps forward I'm knocked back three steps. Well that will just add to my confusion now, huh? *trips, falls, gets back up* |
RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947 |
#34375 Posted: 22:06:53 06/12/2015
why am i feeling so much pain again. lmao. _____ |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#34376 Posted: 22:15:03 06/12/2015
i could do this
but i dont see anyway i could get that 10 bucks i need to pay off the rest.
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Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#34377 Posted: 01:19:54 07/12/2015
Sooo.. Brother. <.> Even though I know you more, I don't feel any closer. - - - If I don't end up being in a relationship with you, I guess I'll stay single. I'm not complaining though, it would be your loss anyways. ~~~~~ |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34378 Posted: 01:28:14 07/12/2015
At least you know how to live... -----
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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥ |
ReshiramForever Platinum Sparx Gems: 5198 |
#34379 Posted: 01:57:27 07/12/2015
well.
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34380 Posted: 02:10:10 07/12/2015
Tbh though you seem to pick on people just as badly as you claim people would pick on you. Like trying to teach someone a lesson is one thing but you never seem to let things go, it's like you want drama just to prove to yourself that you're the "better" person or something. You seem to take some of this stuff way too seriously and you really need to get over it. --- Did you ever consider that maybe you being a pest is what is making people not like you? --- Aaaand just as I start feeling okay, I get pushed back down again ^___^ Really what's even the point anymore. -----
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LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#34381 Posted: 04:04:18 07/12/2015
I'm so sorry. This shouldn't have ever happened. This isn't what she would have wanted. I never wanted to dislike you as a person, you were always a role model to me. Calling you is the best thing I can do right now, but I wish I could come see you. You seem so lonely over there. You're finally where you wanted to be, but now you have to be there alone. One more year, please. ----- |
Crash10 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4745 |
#34382 Posted: 14:31:03 07/12/2015
I'm
in vacation.
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#34383 Posted: 14:48:42 07/12/2015
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Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10386 |
#34384 Posted: 16:22:29 07/12/2015
Quote: Crash10
(South hemisphere)Summer vacation buddies! *high fives* I complain all the time about how it's always hot in winter here but I can't argue against being at home with nice air conditioning/fans that do something worth a darn during the holdiays.
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Crash10 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4745 |
#34385 Posted: 16:29:17 07/12/2015
Quote: Bifrost
This made me remember of Homer Simpson thinking that everything in Brazil is opposite. You know, snow falls up...
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34386 Posted: 17:57:06 07/12/2015
It seems that You really do make mistakes. Or am I the only one? -----
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Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8018 |
#34387 Posted: 22:54:50 07/12/2015
"You did not break me...I'm still fighting for peace..."
"The Queen of Peace, always does her best to please...is it any use? Somebody's gotta lose..." i'm literally the queen of peace, forever fighting in vain ah life. |
CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6289 |
#34388 Posted: 23:54:02 07/12/2015
My patience runs dangerously thin.
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derpyhooves Platinum Sparx Gems: 5737 |
#34389 Posted: 02:32:37 08/12/2015
I loved our conversation a bit ago. I wish it would last forever. I have so much fun that it takes my mind off the bad thoughts in my life and replaces it with the possibilities in the near future. You know, some day, your wish may come true. Mine too... Just you wait. You've done me a huge favor, and now, I'm gonna do you one.
Hell, until now, I thought that I didn't matter to you anymore. I-I never knew that you still worried about me. You know, I really don't deserve your support, let alone anybody else's. I've broken you from my own blindness... Wow, I'm an idiot sometimes. Back to the point. I'm glad we got to catch up on things. My mind is at partial ease from what you said to me and it's awesome to have contact with you again. Just please, stay with my sorry ass for 2.5 more years. I will be sure to fulfill my promise then. Oh, and really. I hope you and your girlfriend have a good relationship ^-^ She's a great person, after all. |
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6106 |
#34390 Posted: 03:43:42 08/12/2015
I'm becoming so bitter, but I'm wondering if that might be a good thing. This is all turning to **** anyway, so whatever I guess. --- Empty. Empty and useless. -----
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Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8213 |
#34391 Posted: 04:17:39 08/12/2015
Sometimes I wish I had a microphone of a functioning mic of some kind to talk to friends vocally again, or be more motivated to join calls more. Although I do like the peace and quiet. I just wish I had more music to listen too instead of getting bored and listening to TV show reviews. I think there's benefits to not having a mic, but it comes with the other stuff that makes me upset.
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Windumup Emerald Sparx Gems: 3217 |
#34392 Posted: 04:40:53 08/12/2015
I ABSOLUTELY HATE MY FATHER!!! He can't go 2 days without becoming a raging drunk, he says really bad things at both me and my mother when he is drunk. (For example today he called me a prostitute, said I should kill myself, that sliced cheese is "poison" and eating it melted is slowly killing me. He also goes on and on and on and on and on *ten million years later* on and on and and on and on about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!!! And he likes to trap us in our room (I tried to escape to call the cops to take him for the night and he SLAMMED THE DOOR ON MY ARM!) I AM SO SICK OF HIM AND WANT HIM TO DIE A SLOW PAINFUL UNDERWATER DEATH!!!!! He can rot in hell for all I care!!!!!! Spoilered for 1 semi-NSFW word and because everyone else spoilers their posts
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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess |
VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 6823 |
#34393 Posted: 06:28:35 08/12/2015
How I wish to escape without any outstanding debt & start a new personal life.
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#34394 Posted: 08:26:55 08/12/2015
I hope I am not bugging you somehow, or coming off as that.
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