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Bifrost Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 10982

#34201 Posted: 11:16:53 05/12/2015

I had to push through school no matter how I hated the class at some point, but in my case the teachers fooled mom into thinking switching would just make me lose studies. Bullcrap, one of my best decisions in life was switching at the last year of high school to a class that might've not agreed with my tastes but was willing to be nice and the teachers actually gave a crap about keeping people from starting fights. However, it wasn't public school, so not sure if you could use my experience for anything :/

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SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT
(What I need is never what I want)

Muffin Man Platinum Sparx Gems: 5890	#34202 Posted: 15:31:45 05/12/2015 It sounds like your parents aren't taking the appropriate level of responsibility in handling your education, so maybe it's time you tried calling a social worker for help getting back in school. --- Just ate a time muffin and now I'm traveling through the time vortex.

arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362	#34203 Posted: 17:50:24 05/12/2015 welp, managed to **** that up badly in every way possible, incredible

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34204 Posted: 18:11:58 05/12/2015 I swear if I fail this **ing class because of that one *ing assignment that I did* but she wouldn't take it from me just because I didn't come to class due to a **ing migraine... I have to pass this final exam. ** me -----

Windumup Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3217

#34205 Posted: 19:48:32 05/12/2015

Two things

Ugh I can't believe my mom tricked me! She said yesterday that we are going to go shopping today (when I asked for what she said "You'll see

" with a wink, and I got really excited as she recently watched a bunch of videos on transgender people (Thanks for not clearing the history and not bothering to log out of my youtube account before looking said videos up. ) and today she said we are going to the fabric store. AKA NOT A CLOTHING STORE/Target !!! She honestly made me think that she would let me dress according to my gender!!! And before anyone says "And then she makes you homemade clothes" she said that she is only going there to buy Christmas decorations and pick up one of those smallish fake pine trees. I ended up not tagging along just because she made me feel like I was getting an important gift which made me not fall asleep as quickly (staying up imagining the day to come all excited). Oddly enough it's taking her pretty long for just a visit to the fabric store. I don't know why it's taking her a long time to get back home but I doubt it is going to be the clothes I want as a surprise "I said that only to get you to not go shopping with me so I can buy this instead and surprise you" gift.
Edit YEP NOTHING

I found a cute lesbian girl named Lily, we were friends last year but just recently started hanging out together again. I am thinking about coming out to her soon and maybe ask her out because I believe she may be single and may be looking for a girlfriend. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!

Edit 3: Ok she let me get 1 pair of girl pajamas, but I can't go as a girl during the day time till a therapist visit.

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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess

Edited 3 times - Last edited at 00:09:41 06/12/2015 by Windumup

Spyro-Gamer Hunter

Gems: 7740

#34206 Posted: 23:45:23 05/12/2015

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So, first you buy a new christmas tree and set it up without me (I like doing that because that's half of the fun) and now you want it to be colour-coordinated. And it's also sitting in the corner where no one outside will see it.
It's always been silly and rainbow-y, with all the different colour decorations. It's been like that for as long as I can remember. It's like you're breaking a small family tradition.
As long as some of our old decorations go up, then I guess I'll be okay with it. I can't seem to do anything about, or convince you to let me put all the other decorations on.
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Why have I felt no motivation recently? I haven't done art trades or commissions I got a few months ago. The only art I've been able to do is vent art.
Maybe I should give the points back to the person who paid me as she told me the three pictures she wanted. I don't think I could do them anytime soon. Or maybe I should just cancel it. I don't know when I would be able to do it. The points would be nice, but...I think I should work on my own ideas and draw my own characters for a while. I always have other things to do first, and then I never do them, and then my ideas get pushed to the back of my head.
But I really don't have any motivation or inspiration. This already happened with writing. I stopped and haven't done any proper writing (excluding roleplaying) for around 2 years. I don't want it to happen with art. I haven't got anything else.

Edited 1 time - Last edited at 00:26:57 06/12/2015 by Spyro-Gamer

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8324	#34207 Posted: 23:47:22 05/12/2015 Congratu **ing lations you piece of ** of a family. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh
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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34208 Posted: 01:42:56 06/12/2015 Oh... I see... --- For once, thank God for commercial breaks... -----

RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947	#34209 Posted: 03:20:40 06/12/2015 make the nightmares stop please... make those horrible people leave me alone.... -----

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#34210 Posted: 03:31:14 06/12/2015 I'm sorry that I'm a human being with thoughts, feelings, and emotions.

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34211 Posted: 03:48:55 06/12/2015 Why do I feel like you're mad at me about this... We're doing our best but I mean really... --- I feel so accomplished about this lmao -----

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8324	#34212 Posted: 03:55:29 06/12/2015 Hey you know what's real nice? That moment when one of your molar jackets of your braces is loose and you pop the ****er back into place and now you have weird ass pain. I gotta get that jacket fixed soon >.<. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5558	#34213 Posted: 05:01:06 06/12/2015 do you really have to swear in every single sentence you speak i mean it's so irritating --- BREATHE AIR.

Carmelita Fox Prismatic Sparx Gems: 13022	#34214 Posted: 06:09:29 06/12/2015 manchildren the whole lot of you

VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7111	#34215 Posted: 10:03:23 06/12/2015 The nights are my only free time that have right now, on the day constantly I suffer pain with my family for almost everything.

Crash10 Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4745

#34216 Posted: 17:49:23 06/12/2015

Quote: Drawdler

I've been kinda worried that I'm annoying people lately. I don't really have much to say, but I don't want to be left out and want more social experience, so even though I prefer awkward silence sometimes I make horribly dumb comments that I'm worried are annoying.

... Although this makes me feel better: https://www.reddit.com/r/socia..._people/cgvwpvb

I don't exactly think that you're annoying. You're both funny and serious at the right rate.

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Bruh

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6242

#34217 Posted: 18:10:54 06/12/2015

Are you really that incapable of doing something nice for someone to the point where you feel like they owe you? You offered, you know. You don't always have to get something in return for doing something nice for someone. Let's not forget all the **** I've done for you and never expected anything in return. That should be "repayment" enough.

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I'm always in the mood to watch it but as soon as I hit the play button I don't want to watch it anymore. Or when I watch something else I pause it a bunch of times to do other less important things. Am I really losing motivation to even watch movies and shows now? Seriously?

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Spyrobaby Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4477

#34218 Posted: 20:09:46 06/12/2015

I came so close to telling you and I feel like you should probably know but I know you'll react so badly. To be honest it's not something I make an effort to hide and I know you'll find out or have found out somehow but I wish I trusted you not to judge me enough that I could tell you, seeing as it's a pretty major thing to me and you should be the ones who support me most...

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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519	#34219 Posted: 21:58:27 06/12/2015 I just love it when I'm always at fault? I'm starting to walk backwards now cause as soon I get two steps forward I'm knocked back three steps. Well that will just add to my confusion now, huh? trips, falls, gets back up

RaymanTwilight Blue Sparx Gems: 947	#34220 Posted: 22:06:53 06/12/2015 why am i feeling so much pain again. lmao. _____

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#34221 Posted: 22:15:03 06/12/2015 i could do this but i dont see anyway i could get that 10 bucks i need to pay off the rest. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511	#34222 Posted: 01:19:54 07/12/2015 Sooo.. Brother. <.> Even though I know you more, I don't feel any closer. - - - If I don't end up being in a relationship with you, I guess I'll stay single. I'm not complaining though, it would be your loss anyways. ~~~~~

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34223 Posted: 01:28:14 07/12/2015 At least you know how to live... -----

ReshiramForever Platinum Sparx Gems: 5331	#34224 Posted: 01:57:27 07/12/2015 well. --- self professed austGAYlian

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6242

#34225 Posted: 02:10:10 07/12/2015

Tbh though you seem to pick on people just as badly as you claim people would pick on you. Like trying to teach someone a lesson is one thing but you never seem to let things go, it's like you want drama just to prove to yourself that you're the "better" person or something. You seem to take some of this stuff way too seriously and you really need to get over it.

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Did you ever consider that maybe you being a pest is what is making people not like you?

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Aaaand just as I start feeling okay, I get pushed back down again ^___^
Really what's even the point anymore.

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LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606

#34226 Posted: 04:04:18 07/12/2015

I'm so sorry. This shouldn't have ever happened. This isn't what she would have wanted. I never wanted to dislike you as a person, you were always a role model to me.

Calling you is the best thing I can do right now, but I wish I could come see you. You seem so lonely over there. You're finally where you wanted to be, but now you have to be there alone.

One more year, please.

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Crash10 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4745	#34227 Posted: 14:31:03 07/12/2015 I'm in vacation. --- Bruh

CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6430	#34228 Posted: 14:48:42 07/12/2015 I really need to get working. Quote: thumper trips, falls, gets back up ------

Bifrost Prismatic Sparx Gems: 10982	#34229 Posted: 16:22:29 07/12/2015 Quote: Crash10 I'm in vacation. (South hemisphere)Summer vacation buddies! high fives I complain all the time about how it's always hot in winter here but I can't argue against being at home with nice air conditioning/fans that do something worth a darn during the holdiays. --- SO I'LL GIVE YOU WHAT YOU WANT (What I need is never what I want)

Crash10 Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4745

#34230 Posted: 16:29:17 07/12/2015

Quote: Bifrost

(South hemisphere)Summer vacation buddies! *high fives*
I complain all the time about how it's always hot in winter here but I can't argue against being at home with nice air conditioning/fans that do something worth a darn during the holdiays.

This made me remember of Homer Simpson thinking that everything in Brazil is opposite. You know, snow falls up...

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Bruh

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34231 Posted: 17:57:06 07/12/2015 It seems that You really do make mistakes. Or am I the only one? -----

Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8567	#34232 Posted: 22:54:50 07/12/2015 "You did not break me...I'm still fighting for peace..." "The Queen of Peace, always does her best to please...is it any use? Somebody's gotta lose..." i'm literally the queen of peace, forever fighting in vain ah life. --- Quote: Paytawn oh my god

CAV Platinum Sparx Gems: 6430	#34233 Posted: 23:54:02 07/12/2015 My patience runs dangerously thin.

derpyhooves Platinum Sparx

Gems: 5849

#34234 Posted: 02:32:37 08/12/2015

I loved our conversation a bit ago. I wish it would last forever. I have so much fun that it takes my mind off the bad thoughts in my life and replaces it with the possibilities in the near future. You know, some day, your wish may come true. Mine too... Just you wait. You've done me a huge favor, and now, I'm gonna do you one.

Hell, until now, I thought that I didn't matter to you anymore. I-I never knew that you still worried about me. You know, I really don't deserve your support, let alone anybody else's. I've broken you from my own blindness... Wow, I'm an idiot sometimes.

Back to the point. I'm glad we got to catch up on things. My mind is at partial ease from what you said to me and it's awesome to have contact with you again. Just please, stay with my sorry ass for 2.5 more years. I will be sure to fulfill my promise then.

Oh, and really. I hope you and your girlfriend have a good relationship ^-^ She's a great person, after all.

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34235 Posted: 03:43:42 08/12/2015 I'm becoming so bitter, but I'm wondering if that might be a good thing. This is all turning to **** anyway, so whatever I guess. --- Empty. Empty and useless. -----

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx

Gems: 8324

#34236 Posted: 04:17:39 08/12/2015

Sometimes I wish I had a microphone of a functioning mic of some kind to talk to friends vocally again, or be more motivated to join calls more. Although I do like the peace and quiet. I just wish I had more music to listen too instead of getting bored and listening to TV show reviews. I think there's benefits to not having a mic, but it comes with the other stuff that makes me upset.

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If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest
icon from Empoh

Windumup Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3217

#34237 Posted: 04:40:53 08/12/2015

I ABSOLUTELY HATE MY FATHER!!! He can't go 2 days without becoming a raging drunk, he says really bad things at both me and my mother when he is drunk. (For example today he called me a prostitute, said I should kill myself, that sliced cheese is "poison" and eating it melted is slowly killing me. He also goes on and on and on and on and on *ten million years later* on and on and and on and on about ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!!! And he likes to trap us in our room (I tried to escape to call the cops to take him for the night and he SLAMMED THE DOOR ON MY ARM!) I AM SO SICK OF HIM AND WANT HIM TO DIE A SLOW PAINFUL UNDERWATER DEATH!!!!! He can rot in hell for all I care!!!!!!

Spoilered for 1 semi-NSFW word and because everyone else spoilers their posts

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Ugh I wish my body wasn't a mess

VespiDragon8 Platinum Sparx Gems: 7111	#34238 Posted: 06:28:35 08/12/2015 How I wish to escape without any outstanding debt & start a new personal life.

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8324	#34239 Posted: 08:26:55 08/12/2015 I hope I am not bugging you somehow, or coming off as that. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242	#34240 Posted: 16:10:19 08/12/2015 Oh. Okay. I probably should have expected that. Silly me. -----

Jaggedstar Diamond Sparx Gems: 8567	#34241 Posted: 21:34:41 08/12/2015 Now I've told you I hate you, I'm feeling your hurt. Maybe I'm not an ice hearted ghost after all. But then I remember the things you've done to make me say I hate you and the compassion is gone. ----- you take so **ing long to reply --- Quote: Paytawn** oh my god

Trix Master 100 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8324	#34242 Posted: 02:18:25 09/12/2015 I feel like you have a severe of busy. ---- What part of I want be left alone and I can't chew it well do you not get? If I have to yell (and maybe strain my voice) to get my point across then there is a huge problem with you. Not me. --- If you cannot handle me at my pumpkin spiciest, you do not deserve me at my pumpkin sweetest icon from Empoh

ThroneOfMalefor Platinum Sparx Gems: 5558	#34243 Posted: 02:25:17 09/12/2015 why do you always play lapdog and talk only after he talks --- BREATHE AIR.

Kitty Platinum Sparx Gems: 5106	#34244 Posted: 03:05:49 09/12/2015 presentations more like bane of my existence

Angel220200 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4412	#34245 Posted: 03:11:47 09/12/2015 so much I want to say but the whole ordeals over already - probably for the best though it's the mod's position to say this sort of thing, not mine not about here --- Judge not, and you will not be judged; condemn not, and you will not be condemned; forgive, and you will be forgiven; give, and it will be given to you.
	Edited 1 time - Last edited at 03:12:23 09/12/2015 by Angel220200

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#34246 Posted: 03:34:35 09/12/2015 i honestly dont think i deserve to be a mod. ------------- --- looks like ive got some things to do...

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