darkSpyro

Lately, I've found myself going to bed earlier, even when I have no school the following morning, listening to music as I lay there, and either thinking about something important or just thinking about nothing at all, like a zombie. I guess that's a sure sign of someone who has an undeniable will to die, especially since I think so much about that subject. I've even been losing the will to talk to the one I love. I've tried to be better for her lately, but most of what I say goes unnoticed anyway.

I suppose I have no desire to see what life is like past this summer. Rather have a short and (relatively) sweet life, than a long and miserable one. And I like the idea of being in control of my death, especially since it'd be the closest thing to being in control of my life.

I can't keep the feeling of sadness away, it always comes creeping back.

Which side of you is the real you?

i hope you die of ass cancer, you deserve no better

AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH YOU ARE SO ****ING ANNOYING D;

Ask pages everywhere. And none of them are really serious... <.>

Okay then, I didn't really want to know you either

Quote: crystalhero37

I miss Edd already, the Ed, Edd n Eddy Pics were funny and awesome, plus they were kind :c

I'm honestly flattered, thank you You're very kind yourself.

Being completely and embarrassingly insignificant is fun. Nobody ever try to change that I am this.

Hello, last 4 or 5 months of my life. I've waited far too long for you.

you are one of the few people in my life to actually be dedicated to making me feel better sometimes.

plus you're kinda cute.

I will meet you IRL someday, no matter what it takes.

You are not.

"I don't understand... Why am I feeling this way about you!?!... I don't hate these feelings, but I wish I did."

I am nervous.

Teehee page 69

I WILL HAUNT YOU, COMMANDERGAME's COUSIN

Quote: King_Pika

I WILL HAUNT YOU, COMMANDERGAME's COUSIN

DO THAT SO HE STOPS BEING ANNOYING

I see stupid people
everywhere
they walk around like everyone else
they don't even know the're dumb.

don't you get tired?

Quote: wspyro

don't you get tired?

night night then

Why is it such a competition with you? Are you the prize? :/ I don't want to 'win' you anymore... you're not worth my time if this is what it really is.
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Okay, you're really starting to ruin my day, ugh.. what's new. STOP stealing everything important to me, meet other people, not my friends, I worry even now.. when I'm supposed to relax.
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I'm still skepticle that you really meant what you said.
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That's it, you've once again made me feel worthless, I am nothing. I'm pretty sure I'm not your only friend that feels like this.

Waaah, why do I have so much on my mind, and it's all thanks to one special person.

I want a girlfriend desperately.

hungry :T
what do i eat now >:T

i hope this pain isn't serious

"Whatever happened to the old me?" I ask myself this question and I think I know the answer, but then I get the feeling to say otherwise. I'm confused. I've done things without even noticing it. I've hurt three people here. The old me would have never done that. I'm sorry, not only for the people I've hurt, but even for myself. I've changed. In bad ways. I'm scared of myself. Others are scared of me. I could leave all of this behind me if I just left. Without looking back too. People could tell me otherwise, but it wouldn't matter, because I would be long gone.

Why am I so stupid? I used to be one of the highest in my class, I still am getting high grades, but I act like a total idiot and I don't think or function properly like a human being should.

I'm thinking about getting a break from here, not much, but a day... I'm getting too atatched here, it's starting to make me tired and annoyed with everything very quickly. I know it won't happen, but it might be able to help me calm down and feel better about myself, being here for the last few days has made me realise how stupid I've been - Arrgh *Slaps self* You're nawt stupid! >:/

I honestly will not be able to believe you anytime you say that in the future.

Quote: crystalhero37

Why am I so stupid? I used to be one of the highest in my class, I still am getting high grades, but I act like a total idiot and I don't think or function properly like a human being should.

I'm thinking about getting a break from here, not much, but a day... I'm getting too atatched here, it's starting to make me tired and annoyed with everything very quickly. I know it won't happen, but it might be able to help me calm down and feel better about myself, being here for the last few days has made me realise how stupid I've been - Arrgh *Slaps self* You're nawt stupid! >:/

YOU'RE NOT STUPID.
YOU'RE NOT AN IDIOT.
YOU HAVE AMAZING FRIENDS HERE.
Quote: Bianca

Don't you dare say you're stupid or I'll turn you into a Rhynoc...

Quote: JCW555

Allergies, why are you such a pain in the ass sometimes?

this. >.<

Quote: Matteomax

I want a girlfriend desperately.

Online or irl? PM me and I think I can help. I'm.a relationship expert.

i've never had an alarm clock that jabs me in the back to wake me up, but this one was more fun at least.

It's like anyone who does not like him is bad.

You are so blind and naive sometimes, that it hurts.

You seriously have no idea.

Because I see you and you're doing that.
And then I'm here like "hello?".

I am doing that other particular thing but...

Look, this is why I say I'm unimportant to you (well, partly), when people talk to me about us, and when you try to convince me otherwise. And then you get upset with me. How do you think this makes me feel, on top of my already miserable life?

I am not going to speak of this to you, because I have accepted how truly insignificant to you I am. Heck, in general. I know I'm being extremely vague. That's intentional. Because I want to not talk about this again. It'll probably kill me even more on the inside to talk about this with you, especially seeing as the very few arguements I have with you are just the worst.

And I know that just avoiding you could be the best thing to do here. And I did try that. But you came back, trying to get my attention. And while I have shut you out a bit, I don't want to do that completely. I honestly never have. I did that once, and I hated myself afterwards.

This is just a thing that I've never really gotten to say to anyone, and I intend to not harp on about it to much. I just had to let this out. I really did.

Enjoy all of that stuff though!

I've arrived ~

Why do I suddenly love Lady Gaga?

I miss the old days.

Quote: SuperSpyroFan

I miss the old days.

dont we all

I hope that in the future, I can find friends locally who I can get along with, and who have the same interests as me, but I hope that they have something different too.

Damn it, I got sick again.

I like you better this way.

I cant beleive im goinna be 14 tomorrow i have the common sense of a 4 year old and act like a 5 year old

Oh...great...

Quote: Bravo101

Quote: Matteomax

I want a girlfriend desperately.

Online or irl? PM me and I think I can help. I'm.a relationship expert.

You're 13.

**** YOU SKYPE. T_T

Omgwow.

I'm sorry but I can't handle this anymore.

Sad to see some users have become so cruel, mean and bitter since I came back... It really disappoints me... :/

Hey. Thanks to you I am now officially DONE with this world. People can't accept me for who I am and you've become one of those people. You've made me lose my friends, you've done nothing but judge me for every little thing, you gave absolutely NO living crap whatsoever when I was hurt... You've been horrible to me. You're the reason I almost killed myself with that chainsaw and ended up slicing my leg open. You're the reason that my tears have been falling so much and why I hate myself so much now. You only wanted to use me as your worthless puppet. You, along with many other people, have destroyed me inside. You didn't accept me for who I am. You tore me apart and said so many nasty things to me. So you know what? You're the winner. As soon as I post this message, I'm pulling the trigger. I hope you're happy with yourself... You never DID care for me...

...hehe.... but you know what...? I still cared for you... No matter how much you tore me apart, I tried to be your friend... But now I can't let this pass... If you're angry with me for posting this, then don't worry. I've got a gun right here as I type this. You'll have to deal with me no more. I wanted to be your friend. I wanted to be with you. But you didn't want to accept me and you only broke me up. And that goes for everyone else here. Don't like me? Well don't worry. I'm pulling the trigger and I'll leave you all alone now.

goodbye

Quote: DarkCynder10

Hey. Thanks to you I am now officially DONE with this world. People can't accept me for who I am and you've become one of those people. You've made me lose my friends, you've done nothing but judge me for every little thing, you gave absolutely NO living crap whatsoever when I was hurt... You've been horrible to me. You're the reason I almost killed myself with that chainsaw and ended up slicing my leg open. You're the reason that my tears have been falling so much and why I hate myself so much now. You only wanted to use me as your worthless puppet. You, along with many other people, have destroyed me inside. You didn't accept me for who I am. You tore me apart and said so many nasty things to me. So you know what? You're the winner. As soon as I post this message, I'm pulling the trigger. I hope you're happy with yourself... You never DID care for me...

...hehe.... but you know what...? I still cared for you... No matter how much you tore me apart, I tried to be your friend... But now I can't let this pass... If you're angry with me for posting this, then don't worry. I've got a gun right here as I type this. You'll have to deal with me no more. I wanted to be your friend. I wanted to be with you. But you didn't want to accept me and you only broke me up. And that goes for everyone else here. Don't like me? Well don't worry. I'm pulling the trigger and I'll leave you all alone now.

goodbye

Oh my gosh.