I just don't know anymore. I feel like I've gone corrupt, out of order, out of society. I don't feel like I fit in other then Darkspyro. Like, it's fun and all spending time here, but I'm already a bad person when it comes down to being social and TBH I feel like I'm just locking myself up in my own world. I wish I had the courage to step out of my comfort zone and start getting to know new things and people, but whenever I try it ends up in a disaster...
I just don't know anymore. Perhaps I should live underground where people would leave me alone.
Or perhaps I should set everything outside of my comfort zone on fire.
darkSpyro - Spyro and Skylanders Forum > Stuff and Nonsense > Personal Thoughts
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32701 Posted: 16:11:26 17/09/2015
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32702 Posted: 19:47:27 17/09/2015
I don't feel good at all. I seriously feel like somebody burned a hole into my body and they're now poking a stick through the hole I feel like I'm dying... Yay for negativity |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32703 Posted: 19:56:12 17/09/2015
I've been saying some weird **** lately. I need some sleep omg ----- |
xXBeavcoonXx
Gold Sparx
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#32704 Posted: 20:07:35 17/09/2015
I really need to stop being used so much... by everyone
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now its time to get funky |
Spyrobaby
Emerald Sparx
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#32705 Posted: 22:40:46 17/09/2015
hmm now I think about it maybe you were right :/ but I'm thinking it's too late now - - - |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#32706 Posted: 00:17:20 18/09/2015
Wow, we used to be so close. What happened to us? Did I say something wrong? Do you not like who I am? Am I not good enough for you? I'm sorry, either way. - - - |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#32707 Posted: 00:31:52 18/09/2015
You know I don't want a relationship, even though there's still part of me that does, and out of everyone, really, you're the only person I'd imagine being with. Despite not wanting any relationship, I still feel jealous when you seem to be getting close to another guy, even though I can obviously see the hints that you like me, everyone sees it. I don't know whether to feel happy or disappointed somedays. - - - |
mega spyro
Emerald Sparx
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#32708 Posted: 01:24:09 18/09/2015
So I get half as much food as him, because he demands more, and it's just enough to feed me before he asks for it? He already had more dinner in front of him any way, and he has to shove more down his greedy little mouth? - - -
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xXBeavcoonXx
Gold Sparx
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#32709 Posted: 01:32:11 18/09/2015
love me please k thanks Doo ba doo ba do de
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now its time to get funky |
DragonCamo
Platinum Sparx
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#32710 Posted: 01:43:09 18/09/2015
YESSSSSSSSSSS
I BEAT DA GAMMMMMMEEEEE
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Gay 4 GARcher |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#32711 Posted: 01:49:40 18/09/2015
ALL I WANT FOR MY BIRTHDAY IS A FRIENDSHIP NECKLACE *SCREAMS*
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32712 Posted: 02:40:15 18/09/2015
Emotions what are you doing stop omg ----- |
skylandersspyro
Emerald Sparx
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#32713 Posted: 03:31:49 18/09/2015
Raindrops keep fallin on my head.Dang Thank god the schools power went out.But why do you have to whine at me when i was bored....I just had nothing to do.... Spider man 2
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Uh Uh Uh! You didn't say the magic word! |
spyroisthebest8
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#32714 Posted: 03:42:29 18/09/2015
Why do you have to bring up something worth arguing about every single night? You're so rude , you have no idea. Your point made even less sense this time. Come on, you're a grown woman and I act better than you. My brother and I fight less than this, this **** is pointless now. ://// |
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#32715 Posted: 03:46:49 18/09/2015
jesus christ im such a ***** i really even shouldnt be allowed back after that... - - - |
ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#32716 Posted: 05:39:31 18/09/2015
Sigh and this i didnt expect.... ....... there is this uneasy feeling.... And still blocked
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32717 Posted: 06:02:02 18/09/2015
UUUgh! This is just out of order. Bull****. I can't go anywhere without you asking what I am doing or where I am. Even on the internet! You wish to know E-ve-ry-thing! I can't even post on here ONCE without getting the question "Where have u posted nao??????"
CAN YOU LEAVE MY ACTIVITIES THE **** ALONE FOR ONCE!? edit: Oh wow. Look who started the fight for real. Blocking me? OOOooooh who's always the one that says "Come to me so we can fix this easely"???????????????????? Okay, fine, you won't hear me at all today. I'm just gonna go to internship and then stab myself after that UNLESS somebody is being ****ing generous to me or I did something fun. |
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Riolu-Blue-247
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#32718 Posted: 09:46:59 18/09/2015
I've been forgotten. Im sure of it. It hurts so much. Whats the point in getting close to people when they will just forget me like this
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#32719 Posted: 11:14:20 18/09/2015
Aaaand my eyes ache again. This better not be an all day thing otherwise I'm gonna be ****ing miserable... --- If I didn't have this stupid workshop to go to, I would have a three day weekend. Thanks for that T.T ----- |
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StormDragon21
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#32720 Posted: 11:20:30 18/09/2015
I don't know if that means that you don't care, you don't mind if I'm wearing it or not, or you hope that something happened to my eye. I'm hoping for the first or second.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
ShadowStorm
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#32721 Posted: 12:23:52 18/09/2015
Sigh.. Well i guess if you feel this way bro. Dang man. I thought I was so happy when I saw ur picture again, instead of that default silhouette. Yet now its reason for communication is futile. I feared it would be different. Goodnight already. I'm sad to see you like this.
And the care is shown.... lol. None ![]() Oh and sis... you continue to say "I wish I was dead, FF this life of mine, I wanna die." Stop it. Either do it or shut up about it. Everyone in this family is stressing out because of your pathetic behavior!!!! |
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BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32722 Posted: 12:43:11 18/09/2015
Okay, I'm done fangirling over my own fantasy. I want pie now.
While I realy would like to socialize more with people, I'm a bit too picky sometimes. I'm having high expectations in people, sometimes too high. I don't know. I feel like I don't fit in with anyone. EEgh. I suppose. What you said is kinda true. If being a psychopath is what my life is, fine, I'll accept it and enjoy every bit of it as much as I can. TBH, I had more for the darkness than for light already in my earlier years. I watched dinosaurs each each other at young age and I've watched the most weirdest things on youtube already. I dunno, perhaps I'm not having a sprinkle of light inside of me. TBH, I doubt it actually. I feel like I belong amongst the shadows and the mischevious folk. Not amongst the fun loving and caring puppies and rainbows. Egh, talking about puppies. SHUT UP! Dogs annoy me so much. I rather have cats. I don't know, but I like seeing people in pain... it makes me a rather .... idk... I seriously don't know why I like it... WHY AM I A DARK PERSON!? |
Spyrobaby
Emerald Sparx
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#32723 Posted: 15:29:10 18/09/2015
Oh if only you knew... Part of my feels like you deserve to know but another part knows that if you did things could go very badly and I'm not willing to risk it. - - - |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32724 Posted: 15:45:37 18/09/2015
I'm done with him alltogether, he deletes my posts on skype. He keeps on asking what I do these days. As if he's highly obsessed with me. It's almost insane and I can't deal with it anymore. I can't kill him, yes, fine, if I can't I'll do it myself in a non-physical way. I'm just sick and done with what he's doing to me. All my private time is lost because of him and I just can't deal with it anymore. He's getting insane. First hacking my darkspyro account, now hacking my skype putting me back online, unblocking himself and all of that ****. He now even dares to remove my msges. This is outragious. I want him dead, for good. I'm so ****ing done with this all. |
ShadowStorm
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#32725 Posted: 17:58:04 18/09/2015
*Presses cancel button*
Man... And for once, I thought I wasable to get rid of that nasty feeling. As I fly away with pain from my happy little cloud I pray. To find out truth that lay, within darkness I stay to decay. Ruthless wind pull me back to fight, reasons for objection and rejection. Praise these words as they will be my last, for this is the future, as I cannot forgive my past. |
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AvatariDragon
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#32726 Posted: 21:22:48 18/09/2015
That was fun, you guys are great ![]() ----- |
StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
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#32727 Posted: 22:36:23 18/09/2015
ITS PERFECTLY FINE TO NOT DO THAT! I JUST WANT HER IN, AND IT SEEMS LIEK YOU HATE ME! Nothing to see here, especially not a grammar mistake.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
AvatariDragon
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#32728 Posted: 01:01:47 19/09/2015
I wonder what would happen if I just remained silent. Considering how I'm ignored a lot of the time anyway, probably nothing. ----- |
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spyroisthebest8
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#32729 Posted: 01:02:16 19/09/2015
Alright. I give up. It's not worth tryna get my opinion on this situation into your head. I don't really feel as if it's a good one anymore , so I'm going the opposite way now. My new opinion is that I could care less. Really, I don't give a **** anymore. Go out , ignore me , idc. I never see you anyways , and that's how it's gonna be I guess. I'm not upset anymore. Yes it is ridiculous to have an "excuse" to go out every night , which isn't a particularly good one. It doesn't matter anymore , I'm over it. okokokok |
AvatariDragon
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#32730 Posted: 02:18:25 19/09/2015
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Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#32731 Posted: 02:22:32 19/09/2015
That's depressing. And I don't get depressed. - - - |
darkwolf
Diamond Sparx
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#32732 Posted: 03:07:38 19/09/2015
It annoys me when people make decisions for me, especially when it directly concerns me.
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MoonHorizons
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#32733 Posted: 03:17:53 19/09/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
jaws are the benedict arnold of the human body jaws literally just turn against you no matter how healthy you are.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#32734 Posted: 03:48:43 19/09/2015
yeah, i dont think ill be coming back sorry if i let you all down... - - - |
ShadowMewX
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#32735 Posted: 03:50:06 19/09/2015
I am so tired these days. All I can do is homework, YouTube, eating and sleeping. I wanna write, I wanna RP, I wanna draw, but it feels like all my energy is gone...
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willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#32736 Posted: 05:34:06 19/09/2015
looking forward to this week
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Templarhunter97
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#32737 Posted: 11:49:17 19/09/2015
feelings why do you exist you make life screwed up.
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StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
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#32738 Posted: 11:54:58 19/09/2015
It JUST had to rain. Today's the big day, and it had to rain. I don't think we've had a game for three weeks now.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#32739 Posted: 12:23:40 19/09/2015
****ing bull****! First that! Now this! I'm so ****ing done with relationships and school! ****ing schoolcamp! I hate you I'm gonna murder you and not regret it! I"ll kill the whole ****ing school if I realy have to! I'm NOT coming for hells sake! NO! Instead, I'm just gonna sit home and plot your death, because whatever it is you NEED to die! I'm seriously sick of you and your behavior towards me! This is downright bull****! You're not my parent or ANYTHING close to it! NO, you're a stupid person that ATTEMPTS to get your ****ing school a good grade for inspection! WELL, ISN'T A SCHOOL SUPPOSED TO UNDERSTAND THE MENTAL CONDITION OF THIER PUPILS!? Appearantly NOT! I'll come at you and stick a knife up your throat And I'm gonna laugh as I see you just collapse on the ground of pain. I'm the girl that's going up the school with combustable melons and BURN THE WHOLE **** DOWN! I hate 99% of all people I know IRL. There, I said it. |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#32740 Posted: 13:59:19 19/09/2015
my stomach huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurts :^(
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Angel220200
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#32741 Posted: 14:07:32 19/09/2015
this is both one of the best and worst days of my life aaaaaaaahhhhh
EDIT: holy coooooowwwww i love my mum
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spyroisthebest8
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#32742 Posted: 14:49:01 19/09/2015
Oh God, never in my life have I had allergies like this ... It's horrible. ![]() Ughhhhhh |
Spyrobaby
Emerald Sparx
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#32743 Posted: 15:42:35 19/09/2015
You say you care and want me to do well, but why is it that when I ask you for help you can't be bothered? Maybe all you care about is me ******* off when I'm 18 and not bothering you again, otherwise you'd help me do the things I want to do. Maybe, if you'd have supported me when I first asked you, you wouldn't be constantly telling I'm lazy and useless. There's so much I want to do, but not much I can do on my own, and I'm so worried I' never going to get anywhere in life. - - - |
AvatariDragon
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#32744 Posted: 15:49:41 19/09/2015
Lol what a joke --- Maybe the end of the year... that's when I could do it. Start the year fresh. ----- |
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