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BigBoom Emerald Sparx Gems: 3262
#31401 Posted: 02:40:57 22/07/2015
Quote: Spyrobaro
I wonder if I should just go ahead and say it? I mean, even after expressing how I feel many times I still have these thoughts and feelings.

But then what if what she said was true? What if it's just a phase, what if I don't feel the same way when I'm older? I've had these thoughts for a year and a half, but what if they truly aren't genuine?

Ugh, I dunno. Maybe I should ask someone...? But I wouldn't want to bother the people who know about it...GAAAAAAAAAH!


I don't have a clear idea of what this could be but my advice would be to live in the present. Be who you are and don't stop being who you are. If you change, you change. Don't worry about who you will be, enjoy who you are.
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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8761
#31402 Posted: 02:43:20 22/07/2015
Quote: BigBoom
Quote: Spyrobaro
I wonder if I should just go ahead and say it? I mean, even after expressing how I feel many times I still have these thoughts and feelings.

But then what if what she said was true? What if it's just a phase, what if I don't feel the same way when I'm older? I've had these thoughts for a year and a half, but what if they truly aren't genuine?

Ugh, I dunno. Maybe I should ask someone...? But I wouldn't want to bother the people who know about it...GAAAAAAAAAH!


I don't have a clear idea of what this could be but my advice would be to live in the present. Be who you are and don't stop being who you are. If you change, you change. Don't worry about who you will be, enjoy who you are.



Yeah, don't worry about it being a phase if it really is. You're young, and you should experiment to see how you feel and what you're comfortable with. Tell who you have a crush on your feelings! You never know what might happen, and you can always learn something from it.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
valskeletor Yellow Sparx Gems: 1155
#31403 Posted: 02:59:02 22/07/2015
^listen m8
no matter how much older someone is
no matter how experienced someone is
no matter how much someone thinks they know about how you feel
no matter how much they studied and claimed to have learned

no one can ever know exactly how you feel except for you
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tubular
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BigBoom Emerald Sparx Gems: 3262
#31404 Posted: 03:00:24 22/07/2015
Like Erica said, the only way to find out what kind of person you are is to test it - by experimenting with it.

While the therapist could help by offering mental grounds to think on, I say just be yourself. That's all anyone can expect! You don't need her to tell you who you are (like Val said). I struggled with who I was for years before I accepted myself. It'll all conclude itself.
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Edited 2 times - Last edited at 03:01:16 22/07/2015 by BigBoom
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31405 Posted: 03:24:42 22/07/2015
I realize I've been in my room pretty much all day. Thank you for your concern, but I just want to be alone.


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thumper Ripto Gems: 3519
#31406 Posted: 04:20:48 22/07/2015
Did I hurt your feelings? Are you mad at me? I dunno who to turn to if you are. Sometimes I do care too much and I do worry to much but I cant help it. I'm sorry, I really am. Please forgive me, I just don't..I can't...Please? I can not lose you as a friend.. smilie
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#31407 Posted: 08:48:06 22/07/2015
Is it normal to feel like the only thing that can fill the void in my chest is a knife?

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I know I'm not supposed to self harm, but drawing crimson from my veins is the only thing that helps, and it's not like I feel the pain of it anyways. If I try hard enough, I can block out the pain. I promise I won't feel a thing, so don't worry. It just counteracts the pain in my soul...


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Edited 1 time - Last edited at 08:48:54 22/07/2015 by StriderSwag
Spyro Fanatic Hunter Gems: 12838
#31408 Posted: 09:33:24 22/07/2015
I have Shingles on my face.

****.
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R.I.P. Ra
June 16th 2000 ~ May 3rd 2017
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31409 Posted: 14:00:43 22/07/2015
I love how a lot of the time when I say something, I somehow end up being proven wrong, and then I look and feel like an idiot. I might as well just stop talking tbh

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Sleep seems to be my only peace. I don't really want to die, but at the same time.. Why can't I just sleep forever?


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Snow Green Sparx Gems: 361
#31410 Posted: 17:56:57 22/07/2015
I know quite a few people who reject what they can't understand. Like with my appearance, my personality, my feelings. I pass by and hear the comments despite the whispers; size, hairstyle, my heterochromia eyes, the expression on my face. I am usually calm about what I hear, this is who I am, they can't change that and I like who I am... I sometimes get to even know these people instead of stressing and made friends with a few. I must stay calm because my already hard times breathing and stress would just make it harder... But sometimes the comments can hit me still, and make my usually logical thinking or my times of trying to understand people awry, even thinking to myself I do not understand why you would say this when you haven't gotten to know me... Some of it is by preference, others to blend in, even those with personal reasons as to why... But there are times I even reject myself and think about what others want me to be... They are rare occasions but they still happen and when it does happen my breathing almost becomes impossible.
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In-question; The only truth we look for is an answer... In-answer; The only thing we desire of it is to question it.
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DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6710
#31411 Posted: 19:19:30 22/07/2015
Ahahaha I can't feel the lower part of my face. My jaw hurts like hell and this gauze stuff isn't working and **** this.
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Gay 4 GARcher
Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372
#31412 Posted: 21:01:17 22/07/2015
I feel like I'm slowly losing parts of myself...I'm not what I used to be, it makes me hate myself more...I'm not focused enough like I used to be...It makes me so depressed that I'm losing what I used to be to the suicidal and darker thoughts...I used to be able to help people...I used to talk to and help my friends...And it's not just what I said there that's making me think this...But also my best friend whom I used to help and talk to her more than this...I'm losing it and I don't know what to do...It's making me cry right now...That I'm even losing parts of myself that they're fading out...I'm...Fragmented...And I don't know how to...I don't honestly now how to put the pieces back together...It's like none of them fit anymore...They just...What...Who am I?...What am I anymore? What do I do...Please...I can't...I can't....


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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666
#31413 Posted: 21:58:48 22/07/2015
If life is an ocean, then I'm a fee and handsome fish. A fish that's drowning.
If the artistic process is a birth canal, then I am a freshly jellied kid. Come witness my crowning.

Art is a harlot, and I am her sassy urban friend. ***** why you being so selfish?
If mama is right and the world is my oyster, then I must have an allergy to shellfish.

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I feel like curling up and dying


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Edited 1 time - Last edited at 22:17:05 22/07/2015 by Mesuxelf
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31414 Posted: 23:42:54 22/07/2015
Maybe if I stay away for awhile, I might actually have a shred of self-confidence left.


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valskeletor Yellow Sparx Gems: 1155
#31415 Posted: 23:53:05 22/07/2015
well this is the worst news ive had in a few weeks

just try to be optimistic. its all i can do anymore
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tubular
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31416 Posted: 01:41:39 23/07/2015
I wish you were here...


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LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606
#31417 Posted: 01:52:34 23/07/2015
I really hate how vague the line is between being fun and annoying. I look back on some things and I really can't tell. It's not a nice feeling.
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4965
#31418 Posted: 02:41:14 23/07/2015
Why do I like ppl whose name begins with A? ;3;

I am randomly crying. I Am having bad thoughts. I am having bad days. Please let summer be over! I Want to see my friends.!!

My friend has Mono. ;3;



End of thoughts.
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...
xXBeavcoonXx Gold Sparx Gems: 2648
#31419 Posted: 02:51:10 23/07/2015
I hate depression


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Ugh.. After what you did I should want nothing to do with you... and I really don't, because well, you're a *****. But at the same time I want you back. But its confusing, because its not you yourself I want back... its what we had. I liked being oblivious to your plan. I liked the feeling of having someone say they love me, even if it wasn't true. And now I can't seem to get that back, from anyone. Sigh.


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I love flying solo... its so much fun... and yet I can't stand the feeling of it.


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I hate how we used to be so close... and now I'm lucky if I get a text a month...


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I want school to be back... I miss you all.


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Jesus Christ why is Minecraft still down
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now its time to get funky
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511
#31420 Posted: 03:10:03 23/07/2015
Why do you have to be such an a dick? I guess that's what I get, it's a little funny, I got all my ideas and viewpoints from you, I'm thankful, and I've also been taught how the world works, and it comes to use a lot
Did I mention you have the worst timing for having one of your little tantrums?
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I find myself hating myself, am I too mean?.. I'm certainly not, right? Well, they had it coming anyways, not everyone in life is going to let them stomp all over them and tell them what to do, they deserved, it, but.. I take joy in the thought?
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My dick hurts


Just a little Personal thoughts.
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Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843
#31421 Posted: 04:32:19 23/07/2015
I wonder how long it will take to be forgotten again...
My bet is not long...
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on
spyroisthebest8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2939
#31422 Posted: 04:36:44 23/07/2015
"That is just the way it was, nothing could be better, and nothing ever was!"


<3333
CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3727
#31423 Posted: 04:42:40 23/07/2015
**** it I'm doing it. Next time I see you guys I'm coming out.
Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8412
#31424 Posted: 04:46:26 23/07/2015
OH BABY YES I FOUND MY WAR JACKET FOR NEXT SCHOOL YEAR
all the time i spent looking for it is so worth it i hope i can get it its so beautiful

either metaphorically or literally, my blood will be stained on this jacket
me against the world :^)
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3727
#31425 Posted: 04:48:39 23/07/2015
BUT IM TOO SCARED TO DO JT AHHHHHHHHH
valskeletor Yellow Sparx Gems: 1155
#31426 Posted: 04:49:39 23/07/2015
i am horrified about this surgery but i certainly can't tell you how i'm feeling about it, you're the last person i need to worry about it, but the only person i really want to talk to about it

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tubular
Eevee88 Emerald Sparx Gems: 4965
#31427 Posted: 05:06:13 23/07/2015
Why do I have to grow attach to ,Lets call em things, so easily?!? Wahh!I dont feel like myself! I miss someone. I am very sad right now. Very VERY sad.



~Filler~
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Heading out, my liege? A commission, I presume? Then I shall accompany you. Just...ah, allow me to indulge in one more chapter...
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666
#31428 Posted: 06:44:42 23/07/2015
Why do you hate me so much ;A;
I didn't do anything to you, but you just seem to hate me.


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AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31429 Posted: 12:50:30 23/07/2015
I hate myself. I may as well be dead because this isn't living.


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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#31430 Posted: 14:08:18 23/07/2015
Ugh, ****ing power's out!! -___-


edit: its back on.
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looks like ive got some things to do...
Edited 2 times - Last edited at 16:08:42 23/07/2015 by parisruelz12
Greeble Emerald Sparx Gems: 4431
#31431 Posted: 16:12:17 23/07/2015
3 years and i still have to give yet more statements.

You wanna take me to court *****, bring it on
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^ You all know it's true
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#31432 Posted: 20:27:06 23/07/2015
Really wish places would get back to me faster about jobs.

Chipotle didn't even tell me that I was hired and Dominos hasn't said a single thing.. -___-'
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looks like ive got some things to do...
spyroisthebest8 Gold Sparx Gems: 2939
#31433 Posted: 21:05:47 23/07/2015
I didn't know reading that letter would make me so sad... I miss you


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Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8412
#31434 Posted: 21:20:57 23/07/2015
lmao i fell asleep and i kept waking up to sleep paralysis and when i opened my eyes lolnope
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Quote: Alydol
go back to whining about your fish
StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769
#31435 Posted: 21:24:37 23/07/2015
everyone's lives would be so much better off if i just died already

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TheFlyingSeal Diamond Sparx Gems: 8761
#31436 Posted: 22:56:46 23/07/2015
Quote: StriderSwag
everyone's lives would be so much better off if i just died already

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You know I see you say these things but yet here I am. My life better with you around.
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#CynderIsAFireDragon
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31437 Posted: 23:17:52 23/07/2015
.....

*sigh*


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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577
#31438 Posted: 23:56:13 23/07/2015
why am I so upset by this?..
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looks like ive got some things to do...
AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6242
#31439 Posted: 00:11:56 24/07/2015
Just shut up. God damn...

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Why is it that their food and water is in y'all's room yet I'm the one always refilling their bowls?

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I can't wait to get out of here, then I won't have to pretend so much. I'm having such a hard time just getting out of bed and acting like everything is okay. When I'm at school, living in my private room, I can be alone and feel what I want, whenever I want.


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