Yeah, the truth is, that I miss you...
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spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#31201 Posted: 01:24:45 14/07/2015
Yeah, the truth is, that I miss you... ----- |
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Dark Bro
Emerald Sparx
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#31202 Posted: 01:42:47 14/07/2015
I don't know what to do. Do I ask her, or no.
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"The circumstances of one's birth are irrelevant. It is what you do with the gift of life that determines who you are." Mewtwo - Pokemon:The First Movie |
LunarDistortion Ripto Gems: 3606 |
#31203 Posted: 01:47:36 14/07/2015
I guess that's it then? It just kinda ended. Pretty somber way to leave this house overall, but I guess it's time to go.
Thanks for the memories, it's been fun. |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31204 Posted: 02:40:20 14/07/2015
Why do I always dread things that I should look forward to? --- Well that made me feel so much better about myself >.> I'm getting sick of feeling like this... ----- |
slambam104
Gold Sparx
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#31205 Posted: 02:55:38 14/07/2015
I hate how impatient I can get to be...I can be a real fast worker though.
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StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769 |
#31206 Posted: 03:14:19 14/07/2015
IF YOU'RE GONNA ****ING BE THIS WAY AND ALWAYS WORRY ME SICK INTENTIONALLY, THEN DON'T ****ING BOTHER EVER TALKING TO ME AGAIN, YOU *****. ho hum, normal day... |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31207 Posted: 03:26:26 14/07/2015
The nights are always the worst ----- |
parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577 |
#31208 Posted: 03:55:52 14/07/2015
tfw someone posts the exact same thing as you, but it was noticed b/c it was that person. /a different site.
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looks like ive got some things to do... |
slambam104
Gold Sparx
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#31209 Posted: 04:11:04 14/07/2015
I hate how misinterpreted I am here. Bothers me when I can just feel people thinking of what I'm not. Really just need to settle this but I don't know how. Beep boop. |
CommanderGame
Emerald Sparx
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#31210 Posted: 04:35:21 14/07/2015
wtf the sonic boom TV series is actually great
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AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
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#31211 Posted: 06:20:39 14/07/2015
Well, that was certainly a thing..
Hooray for this week... -_-
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ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ |
Riolu-Blue-247
Diamond Sparx
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#31212 Posted: 06:47:33 14/07/2015
Its a painful thing to think about, how most people wouldnt notice if tonight was the last night you said "goodbye"
Its even more painful when I realize how easily I could make that night be tonight. ----- And now all I want is to make that night be tonight.
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I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on |
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Underian Emerald Sparx Gems: 3095 |
#31213 Posted: 08:57:08 14/07/2015
I wish there was a website i felt safe on.
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StormDragon21
Platinum Sparx
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#31214 Posted: 14:03:49 14/07/2015
I'm just going to have to get Words with Friends and delete it for a temporary respite from the harassment I'm getting from the App Store who thinks it has nothing better to do than redirect people from their hard-worked chapter to a useless app.
Fifth time that chapter has been deleted.
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"sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX |
arceustheprime Ripto Gems: 5362 |
#31215 Posted: 14:10:07 14/07/2015
you really annoy me sometimes, i think this is the end of that
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31216 Posted: 15:34:40 14/07/2015
The idea of being around you kind of makes me uncomfortable now, which is why I'm so nervous about hanging out today. Though I've wondered it at times myself, I don't really believe that what they think is true. And even if it is true, it's not like you'll do anything anyway because I know you're better than that. But still.. I feel uneasy. I suppose it's understandable, considering what happened in the past, but still... Or maybe it's just social anxiety in general. I got nervous just asking my mom about using some money to buy a game.. it took me days to get the courage to ask. So I guess it would make sense why I'm always nervous about hanging out with other people. I dunno... I just hope today goes by fast so I can feel comfortable in my own room, alone. ----- |
MoonHorizons
Gold Sparx
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#31217 Posted: 15:39:56 14/07/2015
Seems that everytime you see something you don't understand, you need to find something to place the blame on. It's bugging me greatly how you keep doing this crap every day or so.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31218 Posted: 17:30:17 14/07/2015
Ahh the old days, so beautiful and nice. So much better communication. Oh where did that go? That just so reminds me of that one song that really took my mind. It was a wonderful example on questions I wanted to ask for so long.
Oh well.... People block me very easily these days, without a proper reason for them to do so. Or those who find it hilarious to continue with an outdated joke for more than a year long, guys that is getting really old. That's just so 2014. Seriously.. it here isn't my reason to cancel special appointments. Nobody shows me anything, so why should I show them? |
Dark Lord
Platinum Sparx
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#31219 Posted: 17:36:57 14/07/2015
I absolutely hate myself, absolute...
Absolution lead to self-harm... Self-harm lead to pain... Pain leads to death... Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not in ten years...But someday, I will kill myself. Right now, right now I still have the will to survive, the will for self-preservation... So right now, I'll just cry to myself by myself, but I'll do it on the inside, no need to worry my family, no need to worry any friends.
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Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice... |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31220 Posted: 17:41:49 14/07/2015
I get the blame on a mechanical devise quitting to live. I get negativity slapped at my face. That is not how I wish to start.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31221 Posted: 17:45:30 14/07/2015
oh and I forgot to mention that people seriously tend to ignore certain things that were asked before.
I think it will remain unanswered forever....... so much for making nice ideas. I think I'm about to burst in tears, and by this a shell of preciousness will be broken forever. Unless someone can extinguish these flames... Doubtful guys... Tired, stressed, depressed, what else does a human being want? |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31222 Posted: 18:53:49 14/07/2015
Out of all the things I hate about myself, if I could change one thing, it would probably be how I really struggle to put my thoughts into words. I can never explain how I feel, or whenever someone asks me a question I often can't tell them the answer I want to tell them because I don't know how to say it. It's a real pain in daily life and makes me feel really dumb. ----- |
BlackWing116 Yellow Sparx Gems: 1480 |
#31223 Posted: 19:06:24 14/07/2015
I don't feel like aproaching anyone who's wishing to make a bad remark on something I couldn't foresee. Can I help it my phone gave up on it and needs a charge? I get on skype and get bad remarks on how someone was so desperetly waiting for me on the phone. NO, I don't get a "welcome back" or "Muffin what happend?" or anything close to that... I get bad remarks on how I attempt to finish every site I have so I had full time for you.... Yet....The usual starts and I feel no need to converse. I'll just keep on watching Raven-Related videio's
How a fictional character can look so much like yourself... |
MoonHorizons
Gold Sparx
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#31224 Posted: 19:32:05 14/07/2015
Okay, now you're just being nonsensical.
Stop trying to take down what I like for dumb reasons.
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31225 Posted: 23:33:49 14/07/2015
I've been left alone and the thoughts come back. The ones that tell me she doesn't love me and I'm better off dead. They're winning
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AmethystRose
Yellow Sparx
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#31226 Posted: 00:03:07 15/07/2015
Holy **** today was horrible... It's so hot.
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ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ |
spyroisthebest8
Gold Sparx
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#31227 Posted: 00:49:03 15/07/2015
ARE YOU KIDDING ME RIGJT NOW DO YOU NOT HAVE ANY FEELINGS AT ALL I JUST WENT THROUGH HEARING THAT AND YOU START SCREAMING **** THAT DOESNT EVEN MATTER RIGHT NOW AT ME AND COMPLAINING ABOUT THINGS DO YOU THINK I CARE RIGHT NOW?!?! I don't know what to do anymore I DON'T NEED THIS I DIDN'T NEED THIS MORE STRESS I DON'T WANT IT MORE ANXIETY Can today get any more worse? ![]() ----- |
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31228 Posted: 01:24:29 15/07/2015
am i not allowed to sleep why do you have to bring your ****ing child over to invade my room
lucky murder is illegal |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31229 Posted: 02:31:56 15/07/2015
HOLY ****ING ****
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valskeletor
Yellow Sparx
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#31230 Posted: 02:41:02 15/07/2015
i'm still not over this and now i just randomly start crying every time i start thinking about it
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Ash Starkindle
Gold Sparx
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#31231 Posted: 02:57:41 15/07/2015
why.... do you feel the need to constantly point out my flaws? I'm not skinny enough.... I'm not tan enough... My skin isn't clear enough... Why must you do this when you know this hurts me so much! You're my mother! ..... |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31232 Posted: 03:02:49 15/07/2015
Well today was actually pretty nice, but it was a painful reminder of how difficult it is for me to enjoy myself. That dark cloud is still lingering, and it's hard for me to escape it and take part in conversations and feel and experience genuine joy and laughter for more than a few minutes. I'm sort of surprised they still enjoy hanging out with me since I'm probably boring because I can't let loose. --- Too much caffeine too much caffeine WAY too much ****ing caffeine... ----- |
terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31233 Posted: 03:05:35 15/07/2015
For the third day in a row, I want to die
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Starfire Dragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31234 Posted: 04:40:52 15/07/2015
Dang it!
It took a lot longer to take everything I wanted to keep off my AS xd At least it's done and I can start it over now ![]() |
Badwolfmichael Gold Sparx Gems: 2511 |
#31235 Posted: 04:45:53 15/07/2015
Agh. Agh. Agh. You were amazing today, and so was I. I kept cool, made witty jokes, had fun with you, we talked together, and we both had fun I neeeeed moreeeee. 0100011 |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31236 Posted: 04:52:28 15/07/2015
I miss you so freaking much right now... I don't think I've cried this hard and for this long in awhile... ----- |
willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862 |
#31237 Posted: 05:04:32 15/07/2015
**** power outages
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terrafin2299 Ripto Gems: 3418 |
#31238 Posted: 13:37:30 15/07/2015
Everyone ignores my cries for help, and don't realize how fast I'm sinking. Maybe death is better than loneliness
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Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31239 Posted: 15:06:39 15/07/2015
i know i can't say it but i hope you know how much affection i have towards you :x aaaaaaaaaaaaa |
AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31240 Posted: 16:07:20 15/07/2015
Let's just try to get through the day without falling apart every half hour~ ----- |
Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666 |
#31241 Posted: 17:17:08 15/07/2015
I can't believe it took me until now to realize you don't care and never had. I kept coming back with hope but I'm done now.
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ShadowStorm
Yellow Sparx
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#31242 Posted: 18:31:20 15/07/2015
I thought I could tend to you, may it be wrong to underestimate that decision? Cause it feels that I'm abused and mistreated for far too many times now. I may can be an awful joke maker, but this isn't a joke that has been funny since the beginning of time.
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Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7911 |
#31243 Posted: 18:37:40 15/07/2015
hurry up uni, i want to know what accommodation i have gotten into
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AvatariDragon
Platinum Sparx
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#31244 Posted: 22:29:15 15/07/2015
You do realize I'm still in a relationship, right? Why do you talk to me as if I'm not? Are you that oblivious to what's going on or do you just think it won't last... ----- |
Thunderdragon14
Diamond Sparx
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#31245 Posted: 01:25:43 16/07/2015
i can't bear the thought of you being with someone else it's been how long now and i'm still not over it but i can't help it oughhhh |
Darby
Platinum Sparx
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#31246 Posted: 02:27:08 16/07/2015 | Topic Creator
so i thought i heard a puppy crying outside my window last night but upon closer inspection it was our downstairs neighbors doin' the hanky panky and now i'm uncomfortable sleeping with the window open
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valskeletor
Yellow Sparx
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#31247 Posted: 03:10:51 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
THAT SOUNDS HORRIFYING WHAT THE HECK
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MagicFizz
Emerald Sparx
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#31248 Posted: 03:27:29 16/07/2015
Quote: Darby
Sorry about that, I'll try to tone it down a bit tonight.
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