darkSpyro

OH here we go again! And again! And again!
STEP ONE: Good morning CHECK
STEP TWO: Getting directly pissed off because someone starts a conversation with periods. CHECK
STEP THREE: Getting ignored for nothing CHECK
STEP FOUR: Remain confused due to a shortage of information. CHECK

I don't know how this will play out, but I know it'll be interesting. Welcome.

Aagh... That moment of sleep I've been waiting for for so long. It defenetly did me good.

I think I shell just forget my entire hope for my future, as it looks like I have no more time to stand a chance against anything anymore.

Maybe things are not the way how they are suposed to be. But days can be more enjoyable, rather than bursting out in constant anger. Only because one minor word that was spoken. For everything that happens, one thing must remain, and that thing is sadness, being alone and lonely. Double the meaning, single the definition. Not understanding what to do, nor to be able to compare everything that has happened.


Can we ever do something fun, rather than having a fight out every day? Even if it didn't happen two days in a row, now it happens without a purpose. Seriously useless for what I want to achieve. Breaking spirits, and a lose heart bounding in its own path of beats that it can take. Now wanting to slow itself down, not bothering to remain itself alive. Maybe the truth can be seperated with the questions that remain, those who will never be answered, without any major impact that they for some reason do.
Even myself, I cannot explain the reasons, nor anything that comes to the surface if I wish for something to be there, if it is even possible.
Not willing to wait for a miracle to happen, i settle in and wait for the time to be correct, so I can finally stop it. I cannot do this every day, and then everyone can call me weak and soft. But I have done a job for longer than I could think off. I have even pushed myself way further than I could've done. Now I bare the risks that came with the doings I accomplished.
Faith, if that is still a thought I can believe in, Is it, or I think it is my only savior I can master right now.
I am willing to explain, but to who is this going to be. I am baring my own mind, let me to sink to the bottom of the deeps of the ocean. Never to be found or mentioned ever again, as from what I've seen, I cannot be there for any good reasons... Let thoughts flow by, as a memory of rejection spreads all over me. From what I've heard so far, that is how I am being remembered. That is how I end, there is no change to be made, I wait till the time is right, again it will be over soon...

Uggh, tired asf.

Quote: parisruelz12

Quote: AvatariDragon

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Seeing rainbow everywhere is starting to hurt my eyes now tbh

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Try being on my facebook feed, it's like the confederates broke into a skittles factory and then war broke out.

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OMG FE:A's INTRO SCENE IS SO PERFECT

I rather get an actual labcoat instead of love. I mean it. no joke. Honestly I rather want to spend my time studying science as far as I can than actual contact with humans.

Yo hard to get to a point, not realizing you spam my screen, unable to read the last message!!

Oh my God, I hope we're still friends. I haven't talked talked to you since November. I have been messaging you on Facebook ever since. You see them although never reply, but at the same time you don't just unfriend me. Which gives me hope. Like all my friends, you mean the world, if not UNIVERSE, to me. With you not unfriend me on FB and mentioning me on snapchat that one time, I'm assuming you still wantvto be friends, but your boy friend is getting the way. Then I understand fully. Hopefully if/when you break up with him, we'll see each other again.

that moment when you think and that thought screams out "Oh hell no". why did i even get out of bed this morning? uh...

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hahaha

What an aggressive big baby.

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My dog has been throwing up and really sick today, she's been drinking water, but won't really eat, and can barely walk. I keep telling others that she's really sick but nobody wants to drive her to the vet (or pay), people just keep saying "she's really old, so she gets sick easily", it feels like they're glazing over this. She sticks near me, is afraid of anyone but me, and shakes from time to time. She's been having trouble walking for weeks, and I've told them that she has. And she has a massive growth on her underside, and they know this. I fear she's going to die soon, and I know that nobody is all that willing to pay for the vet besides putting her down, like what happened with our last dog. And I get it really, we don't have a lot of money at all, but I wish that they wouldn't act like she's not sick as she is, it doesn't really make the situation any better.

I keep thinking that this is somehow my fault, but I'm trying to ignore that thinking.

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i am so incredibly happy you are back

Well I was doing great. Three straight days of ACTUAL happiness. And then you guys decided to be jerks about something that was JUST A JOKE. I am so angry and disappointed.
THANKS SO FRIGGEN MUCH!

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I hope my **** is still there after that nasty freeze on minecraft.

Oh gosh, I hope that you're okay...

And that I didn't say something rude.

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Well that's another thing to avoid.

OH. MY. GOD. YOU ARE MAKING ME SO MAD. JUST SAY YOU DON'T WANNA BE FRIENDS STOP MAKING EXCUSES IT'S OBVIOUS YOU HATE ME.

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Rant over

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I feel much less tired, yesterdays... shennanigans... took it out of me. But now I have a stomach bug... JUST GREAT

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Quote: parisruelz12

Quote: AvatariDragon

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Seeing rainbow everywhere is starting to hurt my eyes now tbh

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Try being on my facebook feed, it's like the confederates broke into a skittles factory and then war broke out.

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You ain't lying. Mine is like that too.

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When it goes from pride to shoving it in Your face.

well that was something i wish i didn't read

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kinda sad when i do certain things to escape for at least two seconds and end up feeling worse because of something or another

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i am dreading everything

Quote: Sesshomaru75

Quote: Gage

When it goes from pride to shoving it in Your face.

People being happy isn't really "shoving it in your face".

Yes. It can go to that. Example
"I'm so happy! :'D"
to the person going
"IM PUTTING A RAINBOW OVER MY AVATAR, AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT I'M UNFRIENDING YOU"

these were both examples from my facebook.

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Gee, dad, really wish you'd build me up sometimes. :D

This post isn't related to the above conversation.

Quote: Sesshomaru75

Quote: Gage

When it goes from pride to shoving it in Your face.

People being happy isn't really "shoving it in your face".

You're annoyed because something amazing and revolutionary happened that shows change can occur in our ****ty world and you're referring to it as 'shoving it in your face'?

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Quote: Lunarz

You're annoyed because something amazing and revolutionary happened that shows change can occur in our ****ty world and you're referring to it as 'shoving it in your face'?

Are you sure you quoted the right person, buddy?

P sure, considering they had quoted you and I was continuing on what they had said to a degree, yes.

I'm so bored I'm on DarkSpyro, help.

Just waiting for You.

Quote: Sesshomaru75

Quote: Lunarz

P sure, considering they had quoted you and I was continuing on what they had said to a degree, yes.

...I'm confused???

Me too, but then I got unconfused.
I read you and Gage's names wrong and mixed his avatar with yours.

I quoted you cuz you were talking about what Gage had said and I was adding on.

I believe an "oy vey" is in order. <.<