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Lunarz Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3336

#30551 Posted: 02:12:54 14/06/2015

So you tell me to **** off after being nice and civilized and trying to make amends....I don't really think that's a positive outlook on things tbh. But if you really are going to be so negative maybe it's best you aren't involved with me.
I would never resort to calling someone rude names just because I disagreed with them over a movie.

I guess I shouldn't try to apologize for things that put people off?

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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

shadowstarcat Gold Sparx Gems: 2177	#30552 Posted: 03:04:24 14/06/2015 ^ it was a stupid fight... --- Im a crazy feral vigilante dragon lady

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3336	#30553 Posted: 03:54:49 14/06/2015 LMAO DRAGON LOVER IS MY NEW BFF WHETHER SHE LIKES IT OR NOT gET MAD DL --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

thumper Ripto Gems: 3519

#30554 Posted: 09:59:06 14/06/2015

Have you not figured out why I log off when we're talking? I log off cause you piss me off saying what you say. I don't like being asked over and over the same question when in fact I said no to begin with. You're one of the reasons why I might be leaving and it really isn't fair to me at all. I have very close friends here, friends that have helped me when something was wrong, friends that I love dearly that never made me feel uncomfortable talking with them. But you, you make me feel uncomfortable, why is that? I'm depressed because of this and I shouldn't be depressed. I don't like how you talk to me. You need to stop doing this, you need to change your signature too, cause it is creepy.

Project_Unnamed Prismatic Sparx

Gems: 10455

#30555 Posted: 17:31:52 14/06/2015

Long personal gibberish rant following. The ending paragraph gives a certain view of things about it. But once again, long nonsense rant following, already stating my apologies beforehand.

I halve always conducted my own attitude and level of self-acceptance in life with this simple rule: when you wake up and stare at your reflection in bathroom mirror and look in your own eyes and are able to give yourself an honest nod and tell yourself that it is going to be okay. When you are able to do this, you are just fine. Today was a whole different thing.

Today when I did that routine of mine, I could not nod, I just couldn’t. I looked into my eyes and realized that probably there is something wrong. I just started to wonder that what had happened to me. Where is that person who used to have goals, ambitions and believed in the meaning and purpose? Did I feel a thing when I realized this? The answer is no.

Then I realized that I haven’t felt any remarkable emotions since the time immemorial, no happiness, no misery, I only felt the physical sensation of existing. I knew that I was there and still am here. All the colours seem gray to me even though I can recognize their differences, all food tastes the same and every sound, melody and whatnot sounds the same without generating needed emotional thrills. It seems that the human experience at its, traditionally considered, fullest is just sailing to other horizons day-by-day and I’ve just stagnated and keep guard at the lighthouse which’s light is just grey.

I don’t know what to do. One option would be to seek for professional help but I consider my little existential problems, conflicts, quarrels and trials of mind, body and spirit to be quite insignificant compared to people who actually have to dig in deep and keep on going on. I actually have all necessities covered but somehow I see no reason to utilize that fact. Going to see professional would be just taking the spots of the people who really need help and advice. Even writing this post feels like wasting somebody other’s page space which could be used way more efficiently.

Change is something that could help, although I somehow also feel at peace with this state of being. It is just existence after all without any emotional engagements. It is just observing various things in a way they just simply happen without attaching values to them. I just don’t know. Maybe the only definitive state of mind is this anxiety over own personal ignorance and feeling of being lost. I’m just afraid of the possible outcomes this type of mindset can do to me in a long run.

In a nutshell I have been feeling quite confused and lost recently. Emotions both the positive and negative are nowhere to be found. Purpose and meaning have just wandered off and passion, ambition and motivation have all just turned to indifference. Well… carry on being personal people.

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I might give you more opinions... for a small fee of course.

AmethystRose Yellow Sparx Gems: 1132	#30556 Posted: 17:34:17 14/06/2015 Ugh whatever, you couldn't possibly understand... --- ϟ Break my heart, break me til I fall apart. ϟ

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#30557 Posted: 17:42:35 14/06/2015 ROY'S OUT BOY! ROY'S OUT BOY! ROY'S OUT BOY! HYAAAAAAAAA

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#30558 Posted: 19:14:34 14/06/2015 I see everything in such a jaded way, and only every now and again do I have moments of lucidity. That being said, when I do get them I only end up more confused about myself... -sigh- --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6085	#30559 Posted: 20:41:41 14/06/2015 That moment when you get sick while on vacation. Why.. ----- --- ♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

DarkCynder10 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3346	#30560 Posted: 21:21:43 14/06/2015 Yeesh... This weekend could have gone a lot better. --- ( ૭ ಠ___ಠ)૭

BigBoom Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3262

#30561 Posted: 22:46:54 14/06/2015

Why am I so frustrated and hostile right now?

Everything my friends (irl) are doing at the moment is making me angry and stressed. Why am I so needy of them? Can I really not function without someone constantly by my side?

Am I actually this aggressive and *****y of a person, all the time? I'd like to think I'm a kind and nice person who will always look out for my friends but am I secretly just a manipulative asshole? I'm turning into the kind of person I don't want to be.

eh not feeling good

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this user has died. written on a note was their darkspyro login. they say hello from beyond the grave.

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#30562 Posted: 22:47:20 14/06/2015 I remember a few months ago, I had 2 packs a day. Now, I'm back to half a pack a day. Saving me money, too. Error.

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3336	#30563 Posted: 22:48:51 14/06/2015 Quote: Mesuxelf I remember a few months ago, I had 2 packs a day. Now, I'm back to half a pack a day. Saving me money, too. Error. we better be talking gum here ----- --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#30564 Posted: 22:51:07 14/06/2015 Quote: Lunarz Quote: Mesuxelf I remember a few months ago, I had 2 packs a day. Now, I'm back to half a pack a day. Saving me money, too. Error. we better be talking gum here ----- Shhh my gum addiction is a problem. I have like 3 at a time. Such a waste of money - - -
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parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#30565 Posted: 22:52:10 14/06/2015 I'm getting really tired of this politically correct generation. :3 Ladidadidum. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

huge dotd freak Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3354

#30566 Posted: 22:56:41 14/06/2015

I really really want to go so freaking bad and if you say I can't have that off, I'll cry. I only ever request 1 day off a month, and I usually end up working that day, anyway, without complaint. I come on everytime you ask me to work on an off day, or end up pulling a 12 hours day, and I never complain. I've never taken more than a day off, and everyone else takes a week or two, ive always been loyal, please let me have these 5 days, this one time. I think I deserve it.

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Do you not like my mouth words?

DragonCamo Platinum Sparx Gems: 6683	#30567 Posted: 23:00:12 14/06/2015 JESUS CHRIST DISNEY WORLD IS HUMID AS **** I feel like i'm going to have a heat stroke every second --- Gay 4 GARcher
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Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3336	#30568 Posted: 23:01:36 14/06/2015 Quote: DragonCamo JESUS CHRIST DISNEY WORLD IS HUMID AS **** I feel like i'm going to have a heat strole every second wtf Avatari is at disney ARE YOU GUYS HAVING A SECRET DISNEY AFFAIR WTF I've been twice, I liked the heat which is weird cuz I'm p much allergic to the heat. --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

DragonCamo Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6683

#30569 Posted: 23:23:52 14/06/2015

Quote: Lunarz

Quote: DragonCamo
JESUS CHRIST DISNEY WORLD IS HUMID AS ****
I feel like i'm going to have a heat strole every second

wtf Avatari is at disney

ARE YOU GUYS HAVING A SECRET DISNEY AFFAIR WTF

I've been twice, I liked the heat which is weird cuz I'm p much allergic to the heat.

Which one is she even at?
Yes, totally. It's part of a ploy to exclude you from all activites so you'll be alone
No no no no, it's not the temperature that is the problem. 86-93 is fine. No, it's the horrid humidity. I walk outside and it feels like hitting a wall. The air is so think that it takes strength to even move. No matter where you go, it's everywhere. The shade does not help. I resort to scurrying to the nearest air conditioned gift shop every time i can.

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Gay 4 GARcher

CommanderGame Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3610

#30570 Posted: 23:36:22 14/06/2015

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: Lunarz
Quote: DragonCamo
JESUS CHRIST DISNEY WORLD IS HUMID AS ****
I feel like i'm going to have a heat strole every second

wtf Avatari is at disney

ARE YOU GUYS HAVING A SECRET DISNEY AFFAIR WTF

I've been twice, I liked the heat which is weird cuz I'm p much allergic to the heat.

Which one is she even at?
Yes, totally. It's part of a ploy to exclude you from all activites so you'll be alone
No no no no, it's not the temperature that is the problem. 86-93 is fine. No, it's the horrid humidity. I walk outside and it feels like hitting a wall. The air is so think that it takes strength to even move. No matter where you go, it's everywhere. The shade does not help. I resort to scurrying to the nearest air conditioned gift shop every time i can.

how terrible you're at Disney and it's humid outside.
I HAVE EXAMS ALL WEEK AND I HAVE TO STUDY I WANNA GO TO DISNEY TOO :I

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6085	#30571 Posted: 23:37:16 14/06/2015 I agree, it's humid as **** omg Also, I'm just visiting different parks each day good luck finding me huhuhuh Good luck on your exams CG, you got this!~ --- ♥ May 23, 2011 ♥
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CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3610	#30572 Posted: 00:09:24 15/06/2015 Quote: AvatariDragon I agree, it's humid as **** omg Also, I'm just visiting different parks each day good luck finding me huhuhuh Good luck on your exams CG, you got this!~ Have you been to MGM? There's an awesome elevator ride that you have to try! but bleh I have science tomorrow yay osmosis yay rocks

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx

Gems: 6085

#30573 Posted: 00:19:39 15/06/2015

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: AvatariDragon
I agree, it's humid as **** omg
Also, I'm just visiting different parks each day good luck finding me huhuhuh

Good luck on your exams CG, you got this!~

Have you been to MGM? There's an awesome elevator ride that you have to try!
but bleh I have science tomorrow yay osmosis yay rocks

Yeah, but I don't really like drop tower rides tbh. I'll pretty much ride anything except that lol
Yay science lol

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♥ May 23, 2011 ♥

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Lunarz Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3336

#30574 Posted: 00:19:55 15/06/2015

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: AvatariDragon
I agree, it's humid as **** omg
Also, I'm just visiting different parks each day good luck finding me huhuhuh

Good luck on your exams CG, you got this!~

Have you been to MGM? There's an awesome elevator ride that you have to try!
but bleh I have science tomorrow yay osmosis yay rocks

the tree of life is really cool. the bugs life ride is p alright actually

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Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

spyro and sonic Diamond Sparx Gems: 8325	#30575 Posted: 01:09:18 15/06/2015 I'm subscribed to a topic and it just feels wrong, that should be an empty space there. e.e

azz01 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3172	#30576 Posted: 01:10:18 15/06/2015 I feel so loved. --- Call me the penguin man for that is who I am. Also stan LOOΠΔ! Avatar by Trix Master

CommanderGame Emerald Sparx Gems: 3610	#30577 Posted: 01:22:17 15/06/2015 Quote: spyro and sonic I'm subscribed to a topic and it just feels wrong, that should be an empty space there. e.e Ikr I don't know why I was so into the idea guess I just wanted dark to do something lol

thumper Ripto Gems: 3519	#30578 Posted: 02:37:55 15/06/2015 I'm really not angry about getting a MM but more shocked then anything. You know I am glad you cleaned that up but not to be rude but why didn't you stop it before I said anything, hmm? No love lost, I guess I deserved it. Thank you Mr. or Miss Mod person. ^.^

Meta Knight Green Sparx Gems: 359	#30579 Posted: 02:47:47 15/06/2015 Everything on this website is so lovely still. :] - - -

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#30580 Posted: 06:23:09 15/06/2015 How do I tell my mother that I am in love with someone I have technically never met...? I dont want to have to leave him if she doesnt like him... Today was interesting... --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

Underian Emerald Sparx Gems: 3095	#30581 Posted: 06:44:34 15/06/2015 I messed up that phone call...

Cynderluv8801 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3305	#30582 Posted: 07:17:27 15/06/2015 You've been talking to me a lot...I just don't want to get my hopes up though. --- ~ Nami One-Trick ~

willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#30583 Posted: 07:42:24 15/06/2015 I need to get my ****ing sleep schedule together

shadowstarcat Gold Sparx Gems: 2177	#30584 Posted: 07:58:26 15/06/2015 I ticked my mum off so bad... --- Im a crazy feral vigilante dragon lady

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3336	#30585 Posted: 10:23:23 15/06/2015 There's a topic about pubes and I get an MM for making an allusion to male genitalia. kden. --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

parisruelz12 Diamond Sparx Gems: 7577	#30586 Posted: 11:03:33 15/06/2015 Me: elder scrolls six bethesda: lol card game. Me: i'm okay with this. --- looks like ive got some things to do...

Riku-sempai Platinum Sparx

Gems: 5664

#30587 Posted: 11:44:16 15/06/2015

If I could just stop being sick, that would be great.
If I could start getting some good amounts of sleep, that would be great.
If my mental issues could just stop ****ing around with me, that would be great.
If I could just be alone for a single day, that would be great.
If time could just start flying again, that would also be great.

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Hesitant Captain, it's too late to turn back around. The party is waiting and leaving this earth is such a beautiful sound.

Ice Dragoness Diamond Sparx Gems: 7896	#30588 Posted: 13:04:38 15/06/2015 So butthurt and you're trying to hold it in omg!

MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3600	#30589 Posted: 13:04:41 15/06/2015 My parents left the internet at home! **** YES!!! --- My life is complete.

huge dotd freak Emerald Sparx Gems: 3354	#30590 Posted: 13:09:09 15/06/2015 Gonna ask my boss for 4 days off in September today, wish me luck --- Do you not like my mouth words?

xXBeavcoonXx Gold Sparx Gems: 2637	#30591 Posted: 13:15:10 15/06/2015 Holy **** my 77 year old grandma went and saw Jurassic World in the theatre --- now its time to get funky

skylandersspyro Emerald Sparx Gems: 3872	#30592 Posted: 15:41:48 15/06/2015 Quote: xXBeavcoonXx Holy **** my 77 year old grandma went and saw Jurassic World in the theatre lucky i want to see it --- Uh Uh Uh! You didn't say the magic word!

Lunarz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3336	#30593 Posted: 21:42:25 15/06/2015 So one of my friends here took something I said the wrong way I guess and thought I was being serious and instead of telling me it put them off they just aren't talking to me....I can't be expected to know everything not to say to everyone....Ugh, I'm sorry tho. ----- --- Lanky Kong saved me despite having no style nor grace.

azz01 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3172	#30594 Posted: 21:55:39 15/06/2015 That knife over there looks like it could hurt me.Better bring it closer. --- Call me the penguin man for that is who I am. Also stan LOOΠΔ! Avatar by Trix Master

StormDragon21 Platinum Sparx Gems: 5569	#30595 Posted: 21:56:21 15/06/2015 Yep...I don't think that helped my status as a "person who doesn't care" at all. I'm just not comfortable in those situations. Happened about a couple of weeks ago and I'm still thinking about it. I officially hate my class now. --- "sTORM, my parents just told me something that RUINED MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW that Smarties have different flavors?!" ~ShadowMewX

StriderSwag Gold Sparx Gems: 2769	#30596 Posted: 23:22:41 15/06/2015 Im having a really ** day and I feel like and im always wrong and I hate myself Seriously why does anyone ing like me? I have no good traits whatsoever you dark if I just want a spoiler i should be able to JUST have a **ing spoiler

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