darkSpyro

The incarnate of the beast is coursing through my veins. I wanted that fight to happen, but you got in the way.

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The incarnate of the beast is coursing through my veins. I wanted that fight to happen, but you got in the way.

I don't have any idea what's going on, nor do I intend to offend, but I've noticed that a lot of your posts are quite violent...

Why are your posts so violent, if you don't mind me asking?

I've been going through tough times and I've been pushed to my limit.

I need to focus more on school. Math needs some serious attention.

i miss a few people

So many stuff to wait for. X_X

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Ugh, I'm sick of having entire days go down the drain because of me worrying about what people think of me so much.

I really need to stop this...I just don't know how...

Try taking a few deep breathes. Admit that you are anxious, and tell yourself that everything will be okay. Even if things turn out bad, you always have people who care about you.

I forgot to take my medication... This could be bad, ha...

Aaaaah im so worried in two days im back at school and i have no clue where my form class is and my classes are aaaah
Plus there are so many people i dont wanna see i dont want the stress again. i dont wanna start scratching again i just wanna hiiiide

I hate you. I hate you all. When I ask you the simplest way possible for you to quiet down, you ignore me. And I ask you every time you come over.

I don't know if I can do this without destroying myself again.

Once his company is gone I'm going to cry myself to sleep. I was wrong. I can't take life. I'm going to end up a poor, cruel cynic who hates my job and has lost the spirit for anything else. I hate being stuck with my family, have no real life friends and struggle for the smallest motivation unless I'm doing something completely fresh and interesting, which is unrealistically rare.

Ok, so the distractions are gone and im starting to panic again.
Why why why do i panic so much. Its eating me up inside. Two days, I dont want it to be so close.

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That dream was scary... ;w;

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I finally have a proper functioning mouse. This is so nice.

I'm so scared right now... What did I ever do to deserve this? Please, leave me alone...

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I think I'm starting to not hate myself. Woohoo.

1200 SUBSCRIPTIONS lol wat

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I think I'm starting to not hate myself. Woohoo.

Yay!!
And where have you been?

Some **** happened.

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Yay!!
And where have you been?

Some **** happened.

Oh... What happened, if you don't mind me asking? PM me if you're alright with telling me, though I completely understand if you'd rather not.

I'm not going to be online much today, maybe tom.?

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Oh... What happened, if you don't mind me asking? PM me if you're alright with telling me, though I completely understand if you'd rather not.

I'm not going to be online much today, maybe tom.?

Alright... But if you do have time later today, PM me or Kik me, okay?

Of course.

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Alright... But if you do have time later today, PM me or Kik me, okay?

Of course.

Alright.
Not gonna lie, I'm a bit worried now.

Sorry to make you worry.

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Just a one few-minute phone call with you and I am already feeling happier, more vital and motivated. I cannot wait for next weekend. That is my first personal thought of the day.

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I haven't cried like that in a very long time. Knowing that she was in so much danger I couldn't control the tears. My Sister is the only one of my siblings I have left that even cares about me. Why is it that when I see that you're treating her like dirt I can't control my temper? Me and her have a bond that will never be broken. We both were beat by our so called Father, we had each other to help when we were so hurt from the beatings. You're just like my Dad was. Do you think I enjoyed that conversation when she was crying? NO I DID NOT! Please just let her be, let her recover from this. I love my Sister, I need my Sister. Sis, please be strong, I love 'ya.

Wow, you really thought I wouldn't notice that? Seriously, leave us alone. That wasn't cool.

o god i hope my goldfish are gonna be ok after that disaster

Why do I keep deleting my digital art DX
I think that makes the 9th one I've started and then deleted.

so ive decided that i dont like the dumb name my friend gave my ORAS trainer and now I want to restart my game but i have a mewtwo with a masterball on there that i dont want to just delete

ughhhhh

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so ive decided that i dont like the dumb name my friend gave my ORAS trainer and now I want to restart my game but i have a mewtwo with a masterball on there that i dont want to just delete

ughhhhh

I can hold it for you and any other pokemon you want to save

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o god i hope my goldfish are gonna be ok after that disaster

What happened to your goldfish, if you don't mind me asking?

i was kind of unable to take care of them for a few days which resulted in them getting a bit of fin rot. the signs were clear: white stuff (not spots) on their fins, my larger goldfish had a slightly torn dorsal fin and caudal fin. the smaller goldfish doesn't appear to have any damage though. after seeing this i cleaned absolutely everything the best i could. i don't see any whiteness on their fins for the most part anymore. however, i think the smaller one has a bit of it left on its pelvic fins. it's hard to tell though because he doesn't really stay still long enough for me to look.
they seem a lot better now, but i'm going to get them medicine tomorrow to make sure it's gone for good.

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What happened to your goldfish, if you don't mind me asking?

i was kind of unable to take care of them for a few days which resulted in them getting a bit of fin rot. the signs were clear: white stuff (not spots) on their fins, my larger goldfish had a slightly torn dorsal fin and caudal fin. the smaller goldfish doesn't appear to have any damage though. after seeing this i cleaned absolutely everything the best i could. i don't see any whiteness on their fins for the most part anymore. however, i think the smaller one has a bit of it left on its pelvic fins. it's hard to tell though because he doesn't really stay still long enough for me to look.
they seem a lot better now, but i'm going to get them medicine tomorrow to make sure it's gone for good.

Oh, that's pretty bad. :(
I hope your goldfish will be alright. And please make time to clean their tank, as it doesn't matter what species an animal is, it doesn't matter how small the animal is, they're still living creatures and they need to be looked after.

yea i do clean their tank pretty often. i know they're pretty sensitive lil guys and require a lot of attention.
love my goldfish so much they're my bbies

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so ive decided that i dont like the dumb name my friend gave my ORAS trainer and now I want to restart my game but i have a mewtwo with a masterball on there that i dont want to just delete

ughhhhh

I can hold it for you and any other pokemon you want to save

!!!!!!!!!!!

omg really you rock

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Oh, that's pretty bad. :(
I hope your goldfish will be alright. And please make time to clean their tank, as it doesn't matter what species an animal is, it doesn't matter how small the animal is, they're still living creatures and they need to be looked after.

yea i do clean their tank pretty often. i know they're pretty sensitive lil guys and require a lot of attention.
love my goldfish so much they're my bbies

Good, good. Most people don't know how to take good care of goldfish.
They're like "k here's bowl live in that" then 3 hours later "nu it ded gtg 2 store get moar"
I haven't had a goldfish before, but it's common sense to take better care of them than that.
I'm glad to hear that you take good care of your fish, though.

OMG I CANNOT STAND PEOPLE LIKE THAT I S2G IT'S SO AWFUL
and if they think their fish is sick or dying, what do they do? they flush it down the toilet. like, they don't bother to treat it at all. now if your fish was DEATHLY ill, flushing it down the toilet still isn't good. there are humane ways to put down fish.

ANOTHER THING I HATE
BETTA FISH ARE ONE OF THE MOST ABUSED ANIMALS ON THIS PLANET. PEOPLE THINK "oh, they live in little puddles! let's put them in a .5 gallon decorative bowl!" NO. THEY LIVE IN PADDIES. NOT PUDDLES.

this torturing of fish isn't considered animal abuse and i just don't understand why

How do i calm down
HOW. How could i have forgotten
How do I relax? How do I stop panicking. I dont wanna cry.

You asked if I wanted to move schools, I dont wanna leave my best friend and my drama class behind. Even though I am hated by so many people there I cant bare to leave. It would be worse for me if I moved schools, cause I would be even more scared.

**** im crying again