darkSpyro

I want to try to help you all, but I don't want to be rude and interfere with your personal lives >.<

I wonder if part of the reason that practice test turned out bad was because I haven't been in class in the last 5 weeks and I'm our of my academic rhythm? <.<;

Inside this closed-off room
I try to open this unseen, sealed lid
The memories are a little chilly
And I always catch cold

Know know what you said I'm in love love love
Never never nevermore stop stop stop
P-p-p-p-passing over L-l-l-l-little longer
Just l-l-l-l-l-like a baby
Sorrow in my head Leave me alone-lone-lone
Clever-clever Missing your behind L-l-l-l-lie came closer
N-n-n-n-night is over Is my pain healed as time goes by

You’re beyond me; even though I know my own path
My heart won’t recognize it, and even now

This one fragrance of the two of us.
We shared so much, so why...
Hey
You’re not here
The breeze once carried that scent, but it’s vanished without a trance
Only I’m left behind

You hated pictures, huh? It’s a good thing that the heart can’t project, as you said
I definitely haven’t thrown you away

Know know what you said I'm in love love love
Never never nevermore stop stop stop
P-p-p-p-passing over L-l-l-l-little longer
Just l-l-l-l-l-like a baby
Sorrow in my head Leave me alone-lone-lone
Clever-clever Missing your behind L-l-l-l-lie came closer
N-n-n-n-night is over Is my pain healed as time goes by

You, straight down your wrists, to your feet, drift about
In my memory, inside myself, refusing to cry, I keep you here

Chairs and glasses for two
There’s no other person anywhere who I’ll love instead of you
It’s a lie that I’m lonely, I have no regrets, and
What I’ll tell you…

If I get through this winter,
Someday, from my heart…
You, who’s far away, and the one you love… I’ll wish you happiness.
Little by little it’s erased, little by little I forget…

That one fragrance of the two of us
Nothing changes, but even so
Hey
You’re not here
The breeze once carried that scent, but it’s vanished without a trance
Only I’m left behind

Yeah, I posted all of the lyrics to this song...Because the whole thing explains me, and there is not one word that is untrue...What my heart is like...And some of those words are probably true what it's like between us two.

You're breaking me. And I wonder how sorry you really are about it.

I hate living in a house where I get little privacy.

Life is an interesting phenomenon.

I don't care, anymore. You're just a shadow, you mean nothing in my life. So stuff you.

Quote: Trix Master 100

I hate living in a house where I get little privacy.

This.

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being an "overachiever" in school has its downsides and it's only now that i'm realizing this

Yep. It sucks sometimes.


But remember that it also opens tons of doors.

Quote: MagicFizz

Quote: Trix Master 100

I hate living in a house where I get little privacy.

This.

I was going to say this too,

i got a mewtwo from a wonder trade and it was holding a masterball so i have a masterball now

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Quote: HotDogAndZap

i got a mewtwo from a wonder trade and it was holding a masterball so i have a masterball now

And you got a Mewtwo.

Thank you for stopping my tears, what I said to you I meant, please don't forget what I told you. Yes, you mean that much to me. ^.^

I hate nights where I can't sleep.

Dang it, I don't ****ing work tomorrow!
I admit having the extra time off is nice, but it really hurts the paycheck D:>

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How I feel right now

^ I hate it when people do that. And sometimes when I do get a response I happen to be so downright annoyed that I refuse help. I only just realised that and now I'm kinda disapointed with myself about it. Sometimes it's just because I'm not very good at communicating and force people away because they usually respond to force, but in my current situation I get virtually no social experience to improve on that. ;v;

I think it'll ultimately benefit me, but it's kinda depressing spending a lot of time pondering myself, when I rarely speak to people outside of my family (none of who I enjoy spending much time with, yet I'm constantly forced to see) / online (and writing to people is a totally different experience from talking with them).

Oh yeah, I'm just going to straight up admit it, I don't like my family members as company. I don't like the way they either force me into stuff or ignore a lot of the concerns I don't force, and I hardly share interests with any, and share my main hobby (gaming) with none of them (except my sister, if you're generous- but her pool is very small and we don't play similar games). The only one I'm really interested in talking with and seek out is my aunt, because even though we don't share any core interests, she's a cool person and seems to consider what I say the most. Unfortunately, I rarely get to see her.

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^ I hate it when people do that. And sometimes when I do get a response I happen to be so downright annoyed that I refuse help. I only just realised that and now I'm kinda disapointed with myself about it. Sometimes it's just because I'm not very good at communicating and force people away because they usually respond to force, but in my current situation I get virtually no social experience to improve on that. ;v;

I think it'll ultimately benefit me, but it's kinda depressing spending a lot of time pondering myself, when I rarely speak to people outside of my family (none of who I enjoy spending much time with, yet I'm constantly forced to see) / online (and writing to people is a totally different experience from talking with them).

Oh yeah, I'm just going to straight up admit it, I don't like my family members as company. I don't like the way they either force me into stuff or ignore a lot of the concerns I don't force, and I hardly share interests with any, and share my main hobby (gaming) with none of them (except my sister, if you're generous- but her pool is very small and we don't play similar games). The only one I'm really interested in talking with and seek out is my aunt, because even though we don't share any core interests, she's a cool person and seems to consider what I say the most. Unfortunately, I rarely get to see her.

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I'm sorry I wasn't on sooner. Please..just tell me what's wrong. I'll help you. I'll calm you down.

..Above all. I won't overreact.

Yeah, well every time I thought about it again, I realsed something else, and I wanted to vent.

Now I'm thinking about the time my parents insisted my social life would be totally fine and I'm crying. I wish I had the guts to tell them that even in primary, I hardly saw my best friend, because I never said "hey let's hang out at recess or something", and I spent 90% of my recesses drawing crap because I had nobody to hang out with. I don't think being very active socially would suit me anyway, but that was just unhealthy. Maybe if I told them about it, maybe they would've understood the foundation of my social worries (which were ultimately correct, and I never did anything about them because I never knew how), maybe things would be different.

You needed me and I wasn't there..

I'm really sorry.

Please..please..Come and talk to me.

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Things will get better for you, Sarah.

Wait... I get to rent out a tux for Cavalier Voices..

YUS

I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO BUT IM NOT GONNA DO ANY OF IT

*spins around in chair*

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School tomorrow,

Tests tomorrow,

Big tests tomorrow,

I can't sleep.

Remember when I told you that I love you? I meant it every damn time. You left me for a guy that looks like he doesn't give a **** about you. I can't move on from you. You're my everything, but I know you don't like me as much anymore. What we had was special. You threw my happiness down the drain. I've never been more hurt than what you did to me.

After three years I have been with my girlfriend, sadly ended two days ago, which I never thought would happen, so that, if we had reached four years or more, I had asked her hand for marriage and of course, we would have had children years later, but at least being married would have been the next step in our relationship, but, dreams has its price and some things do not come true.
It will be bery difficult to get back in the mood for a new relationship, moreover, the worst was that she decided to do in this way, I offered to her many solutions, but she decided on not continue.

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In another very sad sense, also two days ago I lost my grandmother, which is a big loss for me and my younger brother because, since our childhood she was who gave us the best care that a person can offer, even there were times when she gave more love than our own mother.

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So with the above two events, I don't think this year is going to be as I was waiting for long, just I hope to change the course and can accomplish great things.

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I can't be trusted alone with my thoughts. My thoughts are what's gonna kill me.
I feel like digging my grave and laying in it.

**** you 9 volt battery

I'm pissed off...



Damn...

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I'm pissed off...

Reveal Spoiler

You scared the **** out of me and yes Mother ****er I do mind you standing behind me when I'm bending over picking up papers. omfg how ****ing long were you standing behind me and wipe that ****ing smirk off your face. You ****, it's because of men like you why I don't ****ing trust some people. I swear to god if you do that again I'll slap that goddamn smirk off your face.

Damn...

Who is this mother ****er? I'll kill the basturd! Nobody looks at my sister like that.

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I love you
Now in a romantic way, but I love you.
Dont know if you know that... but I do

blarrghgh