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whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25951 Posted: 14:49:54 21/12/2014 IRL: Yeah I should just run away, no one will notice, no one will care, no one will even try to care, im right in front of you, can't u see me, am i invisible somehow.
	Edited 1 time - Last edited at 14:50:27 21/12/2014 by whirlwind fan

Xalainu Gold Sparx

Gems: 2208

#25952 Posted: 15:04:48 21/12/2014

(Copied and pasted from my dA.)

With all this anger, guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river...

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Yep. Vent time. Which means that I need to get some things off my chest.
I don't know why, but do you ever get that feeling that tugs at you in your gut? You know, that feeling that keeps telling you that you've always been in the wrong? Yeah?
Well, I've been having that.
I cannot stand it.
I want it to stop.
I've always been feeling like I mess up every time I vent about something. And now I am very, VERY scared of posting what the issue is that I am truly feeling about right now. Why?
Because I get attacked for it, or get a "talking to" about it. Never a, "Hey, is something wrong? Let's talk about it and see what we can do to help you feel better."
I'm just a mere child's play for people pretty much. A puppet who will give anything to make people happy, even if it means her life. I don't get anything in return for it, other than a "thanks, I appreciate it".
If I do things for people, I do it either out of kindness or as an appreciation for what they do for me.
Barely have I ever felt like I meant a thing to anyone. It makes me want to cry.
But no. There are people out there who deserve to rant and vent more than I do, probably because they have worse issues.
Despite having depression and anxiety and all these other things wrong with me, no, I don't deserve to cry. I don't deserve to vent publicly to get advice or some sort of comfort. I don't deserve to be depressed because there are people out there more superior to me. I don't deserve to cry because my issues are silly and trivial compared to other people's.
I don't understand why I bother even venting here at all if all it does is:

A. Cause problems
B. Make people make fun of me
C. Get me into a talking to which involves me getting chewed out over my feelings.

D. All of the above

I should probably get to bed now because apparently my issues don't matter.

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Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run.

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#25953 Posted: 15:08:56 21/12/2014 Omfg cat stop being so ****in cute!

Ninpire Gold Sparx

Gems: 2951

#25954 Posted: 15:10:17 21/12/2014

Why is it that every post on this topic is depressing
You guys should start posting the happy stuff
It makes me worry about the people around me...
Like they might secretly be super depressed or something so plz be happier people

EDIT: this post probably just lost the ability to make people scroll up and see what I'm talking about because the guy above has a cute cat

Edited 1 time - Last edited at 15:11:29 21/12/2014 by Ninpire

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#25955 Posted: 15:13:31 21/12/2014 :3 My cat is super cute! Edit: Proof!
	Edited 1 time - Last edited at 15:20:56 21/12/2014 by Mesuxelf

CommanderGame Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3727

#25956 Posted: 15:13:46 21/12/2014

Quote: Ninpire

Why is it that every post on this topic is depressing
You guys should start posting the happy stuff
It makes me worry about the people around me...
Like they might secretly be super depressed or something so plz be happier people

EDIT: this post probably just lost the ability to make people scroll up and see what I'm talking about because the guy above has a cute cat

OKAY SO LIKE I ATE A REALLY GOOD COOKIE WITH CHOCOLATE MILK AND IT WAS SO ****ING GOOD
ALSO IM GONNA GO SEE MY FAMILY SO HUZZAH YAY IM HAPPY WOO

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25957 Posted: 15:15:19 21/12/2014 Quote: Mesuxelf Omfg cat stop being so ****in cute! sure u weren't talkin to someone else bby <3 jks lol

Mesuxelf Ripto Gems: 3666	#25958 Posted: 15:18:18 21/12/2014 Quote: whirlwind fan Quote: Mesuxelf Omfg cat stop being so ****in cute! sure u weren't talkin to someone else bby <3 jks lol Both you and my cat are super cute <3

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25959 Posted: 15:19:32 21/12/2014 Quote: Mesuxelf Quote: whirlwind fan Quote: Mesuxelf Omfg cat stop being so ****in cute! sure u weren't talkin to someone else bby <3 jks lol Both you and my cat are super cute <3 Aww, and same with you and all my pets <3

MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3728	#25960 Posted: 20:20:14 21/12/2014 Quote: Cynderfan507 And here I thought the last of the ladybug infestation in my room had finally died. No. There's still one climbing on my wall. Fan-****in-tastic. ---- What the hell is the song "Rin-Chan Now!" even about? Because I'm laughing my ass off right now omfg PDF why But ladybugs are cute! 3: --- My life is complete.

MagicFizz Emerald Sparx

Gems: 3728

#25961 Posted: 20:26:35 21/12/2014

Quote: Cynderfan507

Quote: MagicFizz
Quote: Cynderfan507
And here I thought the last of the ladybug infestation in my room had finally died.
No. There's still one climbing on my wall. Fan-****in-tastic.

----

What the hell is the song "Rin-Chan Now!" even about?
Because I'm laughing my ass off right now omfg PDF why

But ladybugs are cute! 3:

Oh my ****ing god.
I hate hate hate HATE it when people say ladybugs are cute. I hate them so much omfg

Ok then.

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My life is complete.

wspyro Emerald Sparx

Gems: 4422

#25962 Posted: 21:41:39 21/12/2014

What a day.
Opened up the store and was completely by myself until 12. Get off work to get news that my dog is injured. Quickly rush over to a animal hospital. Take out $200 from the bank for dog. Get back home and quickly leave to go to Church. Systems are malfunctioning. Couldn't focus too well because I was worried about my dog. And the day went from bright to just really dark. Also getting news that grandmother is doing worst. How I am calm now is truly surprising.

Ninpire Gold Sparx

Gems: 2951

#25963 Posted: 21:47:26 21/12/2014

Quote: CommanderGame

Quote: Ninpire
Why is it that every post on this topic is depressing
You guys should start posting the happy stuff
It makes me worry about the people around me...
Like they might secretly be super depressed or something so plz be happier people

EDIT: this post probably just lost the ability to make people scroll up and see what I'm talking about because the guy above has a cute cat

OKAY SO LIKE I ATE A REALLY GOOD COOKIE WITH CHOCOLATE MILK AND IT WAS SO ****ING GOOD
ALSO IM GONNA GO SEE MY FAMILY SO HUZZAH YAY IM HAPPY WOO

the doors over there

MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3728	#25964 Posted: 22:18:28 21/12/2014 I will straighten all this out. Trust me guys. <3 ----- Dammit stop shaking hands I am so ****ing nervous --- My life is complete.

Dark Lord Platinum Sparx Gems: 7372	#25965 Posted: 22:20:33 21/12/2014 I'mareallybadpriestIkeptbeinglate Ishouldneverbeaskedtomarrysomeone --- Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231	#25966 Posted: 22:22:23 21/12/2014 For some reason I thought about you today, even though we haven't spoken in months. I just thought about how we used to be like best friends and how you could have been here too.. but instead you were probably too busy with your girlfriend. I wonder if you miss me at all... Whatever. -----

HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531	#25967 Posted: 23:34:29 21/12/2014 oooooooooooh nooooo not again EDIT: ohhhhhhhhhh noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
	Edited 1 time - Last edited at 23:54:38 21/12/2014 by HotDogAndZap

MagicFizz Emerald Sparx Gems: 3728	#25968 Posted: 00:03:53 22/12/2014 sdasdfadfas sdfasdfasdfasdf dfghdfghdfghd dfghdfghdfghdfghd sdnryserneasbr serstvrwtenrnme Quote: ser,nbncewxcxxcv OH MY GOD ----- FML. It was worth it, but now it's hopeless. **** it. ----- ^me right now --- My life is complete.
	Edited 3 times - Last edited at 00:35:43 22/12/2014 by MagicFizz

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25969 Posted: 01:31:40 22/12/2014 Quote: Cynderfan507 ARE YOU TRYING TO GIVE ME A **ING PANIC ATTACK STOP **ING YELLING AT ME AND STOP OVERREACTING DAMN YOU! My life everyday...

Wild Platinum Sparx Gems: 5045	#25970 Posted: 02:16:51 22/12/2014 why should I?

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25971 Posted: 02:27:03 22/12/2014 Quote: Crookshanks oh wow what a **ing perfect way to ing wake up with a ing huge ass ing spider on my ing face oh god *** And that's exactly how I have a phobia of them.

Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8385	#25972 Posted: 02:46:37 22/12/2014 im so scared --- Quote: Alydol go back to whining about your fish

Rickorio Gold Sparx Gems: 2463	#25973 Posted: 02:47:44 22/12/2014 I swear, if I become rich, I'm going to be donating to charities everywhere. --- #hu

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25974 Posted: 03:06:18 22/12/2014 OMG how'd you know this is so weird, thanks so much!

xXBeavcoonXx Gold Sparx Gems: 2648	#25975 Posted: 03:18:54 22/12/2014 Quote: Rickorio I swear, if I become rich, I'm going to be donating to charities everywhere. Wanna donate to the xXBeavcoonXx charity? For just hundreds a day, you can help your local xXBeavcoonXx be lazy! --- now its time to get funky

whirlwind fan Platinum Sparx Gems: 5822	#25976 Posted: 03:36:49 22/12/2014 itjeijdkcmdkdinomytekdkdkdksmfkkdckdkmck

Thunderdragon14 Diamond Sparx

Gems: 8385

#25977 Posted: 04:56:00 22/12/2014

ugh sometimes i just sit here for hours thinking of everything's that's happened in a span of 14 months
so much pain, grief, tears, loss...and nothing's ever going to take it away or make me forget. and i wish people knew how i felt, or everything ive dealt with just so they'd understand, but that'd be begging for sympathy, and i don't want that.
i just want to be at my best again. but i know that, after so long, the odds of that happening are a shot in the dark. that's really how it feels: im in a dark pit, and every time i see a splash of light at the top, i get kicked back to the bottom.
there's no end. i just want to die.

idkidkidk

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Quote: Alydol

go back to whining about your fish

HotDogAndZap Emerald Sparx Gems: 3531	#25978 Posted: 06:27:15 22/12/2014 NO DONT BREATHE ON ME SICK PERSON I've gone all fall and winter so far without getting sick and I don't want to start now. When my family gets sick, we get really sick. I'm terrified of getting the flu now because I had a 104° fever once while I had the flu and I almost went to the hospital. Winter sucks. Illness sucks. Don't touch me. Goodnight.

Xalainu Gold Sparx Gems: 2208	#25979 Posted: 06:52:50 22/12/2014 V jnag gb chxr. V jnag gb fpernz. Gurl'er abg znxvat vg nal rnfvre sbe zr. Jung'f gur zrnavat bs yvsr? Nz V gur bayl bar abg nyybjrq gb irag nalzber? V jnag gb phg zlfrys ntnva. Gurl gryy zr V'z abg nyybjrq gb irag. Fb jul abg phg zlfrys? --- Happiness comes from pain. If you do not get through the pain, you do not get the happiness in the long run.

Dragons-go-hrr Platinum Sparx Gems: 6991	#25980 Posted: 07:02:16 22/12/2014 Well my avatar is now officially the sexiest male anime character of the year. Wow. --- "Was it a hot ghost?"

Riolu-Blue-247 Diamond Sparx Gems: 8843	#25981 Posted: 11:32:36 22/12/2014 The last two days have been awesome, I have not had a down spiral in so long. I forgot to take my meds tonight... but I am gonna be good, and the days re gonna continue to be amazing. (I hope that my optimism will work ;; ) --- I just realised that I might not know what the hell is going on

AvatariDragon Platinum Sparx Gems: 6231	#25982 Posted: 13:04:00 22/12/2014 Quote: Dragons-go-hrr Well my avatar is now officially the sexiest male anime character of the year. Wow. I swear you've posted this before.

hardcoreignitor Gold Sparx Gems: 2583	#25983 Posted: 16:22:12 22/12/2014 So. Here I am again. The very place I was exiled. I've been thinking, though....Has it really been that long? --- nyeheheheheh hey lois, i’m dustah from mudda 3

willspyro Ripto Gems: 5862	#25984 Posted: 16:46:29 22/12/2014 Quote: Riolu-Blue-247 The last two days have been awesome, I have not had a down spiral in so long. I forgot to take my meds tonight... but I am gonna be good, and the days re gonna continue to be amazing. (I hope that my optimism will work ;; ) congrats ^_^

Sleepy0429 Emerald Sparx Gems: 3367	#25985 Posted: 17:07:34 22/12/2014 ...... --- dark52 let me change my username you coward

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