I'm never going to ask her out. Why am I complaining about it on Darkspyro, people must be getting sick of my complaining. I must look like a real attention whore.
I'm never going to ask her out. Why am I complaining about it on Darkspyro, people must be getting sick of my complaining. I must look like a real attention whore.
I'm never going to ask her out. Why am I complaining about it on Darkspyro, people must be getting sick of my complaining. I must look like a real attention whore.
I'm never going to ask her out. Why am I complaining about it on Darkspyro, people must be getting sick of my complaining. I must look like a real attention whore.
Rejection>Regret.
Do it bro.
Ok, I'll do it!
Well that was easy!
Be confident, that's what you have to do.
Tell us how it went after you did it!
I wanna hang out with you so bad.
Why can't the holidays be here already? I have to wait another two weeks? It better be worth it. Maybe if you're not busy this weekend we can hang out. I really hope we can.
Well, I'll see you in the morning tomorrow. x3
I still can't believe you. Are you saying this because you truly believe it (which would be sad), or because you're afraid to step outside of it (also sad)?
You find your ugly meanings in the things I find beautiful. And you find your 'faith' in things that I find to be vile.
I'M SO DONE WITH THIS
GRADES AND SUCH.
I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HIM, OR READ A BOOK WITHOUT THAT FEELING OF "ESSAY" HANGING OVER ME OR JUST SLEEP IN ON A WEEKDAY AND NOT FEEL GUILTY..
Maybe if you paid attention in class a bit more and actually tried you wouldn't have failed. "I know I have ADD or ADHD so it's really hard for me to concentrate." Ummm, you passed all of your other classes. What's the problem with this one? I do believe you when you say the teacher sucks, but other students managed to pass the class. Were you even trying to pay attention at all? 'Cause you make it sound like you didn't, and you wonder why you failed. "He doesn't teach the way I need to be taught." Tough. You're going to go through things that are challenging and not fun. Get over it, and grow up a bit. I had a hard time in math, too, but I worked my ass off and actually tried and I passed. When you did your homework, you were only in your room for maybe fifteen minutes, and the rest of the time you were playing online. If you're having a hard time and trying, your homework would take a lot longer to do. Get your head out of the clouds and stop worrying about boys and drama... You can only blame the teacher so much.
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I don't know why, but I always dread the time my father comes home from work. I mean, most of the time he's okay, but I just don't want him around. The house is more peaceful and free when he's gone. I don't feel pressured. I always feel like he's silently judging me. Lately he's been more abrasive. Last night he yelled at me for using the shower in the master bedroom, but it's the shower I always use, so I don't know why it pisses him off all of the sudden. And today he almost took my arm off when I tried to grab the last bag of popcorn. *shrug*
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Ugh, I really need a social life. I have absolutely nothing planned all summer until August when me and my friends are going on a trip for Girl Scouts. What's really depressing is that I probably won't even interact with anyone outside of my household until then. I can't go outside because I burn extremely easily, everyone in the neighborhood hates me for a unknown reason, and all of my friends who would be able to hang out live far away. And it's not like I can make new friends, because I can barely order my food at a restaurant without having a panic attack.
I guess I'm just going to spend my summer in my room again. 3rd time in a row. I could go to the pool or something, but it kinda sucks to go there alone. I can't go into the woods anymore because there have been reports of coyotes/wolves/feral dogs heard at night out there and it may be dangerous. There are possible kidnappers in my neighborhood, so I can't go biking.
Ugh why does my life have to suck? This is why I sorta like the school year.
Lalalalala 2 more days of school before SUMMERTIME!!!! YAAYYYYY
Tomorrow, English! In other words tomorrow is a break day
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I WILL learn German this summer. I WILL. *falls asleep on desk*
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Alright kiddo, don't deny it, before we find out that we're gay, we all go through that awkward homophobic stage for some reason, and when I'm around you, that's the vibe I'm getting. *Gaydar explodes*
OH MY GOD.
IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED!!!!
It ****ing happened! My happiness has just sky-rocketed. As soon as you left I literally started jumping up and down and running around the house yelling: "IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED IT HAPPENED!!"
But, wow, it was so awkward! It shouldn't be like that next time. But, yeah, it's happened, and I think it's official.
Now, onto the hard part.
I told myself...I told myself not to do this...Stop it...Stop the tears...Effin'...Face it...FACE IT LIKE A MAN DAMN ME! FRICK ME, GO, GO THE FRICK AWAY YOU DAMN PAIN, FRICKIN'...STOP IT, ALL OF IT, GO AWAY, JUST MAKE IT ALL DISAPPEAR...Why...Why do I leave it open like this...Why am I...Just take it...Just walk this path...Just walk...The lonely path...
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--- Like fallen snow, I lay on the ground and wait for my turn to fade away, no matter how unique I seem. It's my gift to you... A true sacrifice...
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