darkSpyro

Quote: Bolt

Hope you're doing okay sweetie. Don't feel guilty about not logging in, I get how rough things can be after you graduate, so honestly, don't worry. Things will work themselves out in time.
Best wishes to you!

Thanks, Bolt It's nice to know everything will calm down.

(also tbh I love how you call everyone sweetie :3 It gives off mom vibes in a good way)

I'm back and better than ever!

darkSpyro still doesn't work on my phone, though...

:c :c but welcome back!

Dude, same. I've gotta be connected to Wi-Fi. But YAYAAAAY you're back!
(Psst you should come back to FR next! ;0 )

I'm leaving for a bit to pick up pizza. Also, I hope you guys are okay with pineapple on it because that's what I'm getting.

i think i will be taking my leave once again. ill probably be back again someday, but ive learned that theres really not much reason to check up on here anymore. this place is kind of a ghost town.

i might pop in once swsh drops but otherwise, farewell for now!

Ciao! Have fun!!

I realised I hadn't been here for weeks lol ya girl got a job!!!! but I'm still here, always watching...always plotting...

Bye, HDAZ! It was cool seeing you around for a bit again. And we all missed you, Jaggedstar! >:3

Just made a return to DarkSpyro after nearly a year since I last posted. I changed my account from Pokemon2 to this account so I could have a fresh start.

I'm not gonna stay

Just wanted to log back in for a bit to check out some memories

Hope y'all dont mind lol

Quote: Bolt

OH HEY YOU! Good to see you back fren!!

Good to see you as well, can't believe it's been almost a year since I last posted here. A lot has changed about me since then.

ya doing science?

Not sure how long it's gonna be yet, but because of recent events and discoveries, I'm taking another indefinite hiatus from the site and the whole community.

Over the past year and a half or so, I've gotten more involved with the dS community more than I ever had been in the years prior, even combined. It's given me a lot of great times and fun interactions and I've met people who have made a really positive impact on me.

But something else I have noticed is how much this site is changing me. How much the community has changed me. In some ways it has been for better, but also for worse. Certain events that have happened on the site and certain interactions that have happened involving me have not been healthy for me, and I'm noticing more and more it's starting to turn me into someone I don't want to be.

While I can't say that I feel certain things I've said weren't justified, certain discoveries and conclusions I've made involving the community have made me question and rethink what I've said on the site and on the discord server over the past year. More importantly, how I've said them. There have been times that my frustration with certain events I felt were justified. But there were other times where looking back, my frustration was far from justified. And for that, I'm sorry.

I know I can be better and I want to be better. And that's one reason. But the other is that my loyalties involving this community are being heavily tested. At a time when I didn't think they would be. When I thought everything finally came to equilibrium and I could finally relax when it came to this community. But as I have found out, i can't. The endless drama cycle that plagues this website is never ending no matter how much i want it to end or tried to break it.

I can't be stuck in that cycle anymore. Not again. I can't keep feeling conflicted and constantly at odds with myself about whether my frustrations are justified or not. I know what my morals are and when and how to stand up for them. But I have to learn when enough is enough too.

I dunno how long this hiatus will last. Could be a ****ing day, could be a week, could be a month, could be for good, i don't know. But I need time off again for my own good. I know this probably seems like just a lot of rambling but events over the past couple weeks have really been making me internally conflicted about how to handle certain things and I don't want to get caught up in a dramatic cycle again. Not anymore.

If anyone absolutely wants to talk to me in the meantime you can hit me up on discord privately. My username is Aquaris. I'll still be in the server albeit muted indefinitely.

I'm leaving again because...

So I’ve got a lot going on in my head. I’ve battled my mental health issues to the best of my abilities, but we all know depression doesn’t just go away with a few pills and wishful thinking. I’ve got to actually act. I thought I was with returning to dS, starting conversations, and reaching out to people who gave me good vibes. You know, generally going outside of my comfort zone.

And it did give me a boost of serotonin for a while! But now I just kinda feel deflated? Super stressed. Like, I’m always worried about what others think about me, and now I’m worried about what others think about me in person and on the internet. I don’t know if I can juggle both. It’s just a hard thing to shake.

It’s up in the air if this break will actually help anything, but I figure it’s worth a shot. The adventure continues, so feel free to contact me on Discord.

I’ll be back, I’m sure. Tuesdays and bank holidays sounds nice. Just gonna try to destress a little. Whatever that entails I’m still not sure.

I must go. My people need me.

Likewise, Bolt! And thanks. I’m glad I met you.

Farewell, Bluefox! You made dS fun again.

See ya Bluefox, and good luck with everything

I wish only the best for you going foward, BlueFox, and I hope things get better for you! You really did make the last few weeks a ton of fun and you're a really great person and artist.

thanks friends

As you can see, I’m still popping in. I don’t think this break will be too long at all haha. That first comment was a little too premature and vague. I think I’ll be back somewhere around the middle of November. I won’t be here for the festivities, so happy early Halloween!

good on you for going the self-care route bluefox! Best wishes :3

I have returned from the store, but they were out of taco kits. I'm sorry, Bolt! :c

But I did bring nachos


Also, welcome back to those who have returned, and farewell for now to those who are leaving.

may i have a single nacho

Yeah, so, that didn’t go as planned. I did get to chat with an old friend though. Kind of feel like I‘ve just been lying since I was never really gone, so “returning” is a good way to get that guilt off my shoulders. Anyway, expect S&N topics in full force again. It became apart of my routine now so I’m having a bit of withdrawal. Thinking the opposite will happen, less time on Discord, more time posting random crap again.

welcome back, then!

finding that balance is difficult, so give yourself time and be patient with yourself

Bye for now, Wolf!

Bye!

Good luck with your studies

Heyo, I haven't posted in a while, but I guess I'm back? I hope everyone's been going alright!

whoa, welcome back!

Quote: spyro and sonic

whoa, welcome back!

Aw hey! Thank you!

Holy heck! Hey there, crystalhero! I just clicked on your profile fairly recently and wondered how things were going with you!

hello crystalhero!

Sorry for being a bit late on here, but thank you guys, hello to you too!! c:

as promised, i am back for swsh's release! hello everyone c:

hello!

And HDAZ too? Man, it's a party!

Stay so the forum isn't dead