darkSpyro

OMG! I WAS WATCHING AN EPISODE OF A:TLA AND I REALIZED THAT IROH'S SON'S NAME IS MAKO!!!BUED JHNFCUVFGHUDHBUKFSHBNFGI

I have a major headache that just won't go away

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You being an idiot, or a brat, is news to me. And this post you just made? Yeah, it destroys that notion entirely. Because last time I checked, hardly anyone reflects and evaluates themselves like that. I can think of many people who could stand to do that.

This is probably going to sound like I was just crying for attention (because let's face it no one is safe from that accusation), but... Thank you. It means a lot to me that someone not only read all that, but also happens to have a more 'positive' opinion of it, which is more than I say for some other people (who are not exclusively on dS, btw).

No problem, I've always thought you were cool. You're way too hard on yourself - try to loosen up a little and not let the naysayers get to you.

I'll try. I've been getting a bit better this year, so there's that. ^.^;

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You're my father. The fact that I cannot tell you how I truly feel is absolutely infuriating. You made me afraid to be, well...everything I am, and everything I hope to be. You seem to be changing, but then I see shades of your old self -the one who made me feel worthless. I can't be sure which side is the real you anymore.

All I know is you've caused me so much pain that I'm not sure I'll ever fully recover...or even forgive you. It's so hard, but every time I forgave you, it was as if you tore out my heart and smashed it with a sledgehammer all over again.

But I suppose it's a good thing I knew to hide so much of myself even as young as eight years old. As a child, I thought if I told you I liked the princesses in all those Disney movies I watched over the princes, you'd have made fun of me. But now I realize had I told you, my life would've become even more miserable, because you could never tolerate me loving someone of the same gender.

I even tried to change my sexuality and my romantic preferences in the vain hope you would accept me. All it did was cause me pain. I can't change how I was born. The fact that you believed people could...just made things even worse.

You never gave me a choice in, well, anything. I had to be Christian. But it didn't stop there. No, I had to be your idea of what a Christian should be. And your idea of it was everything I stood against. I wanted to be compassionate, like my mother, but you... Hate was all you knew. And thus it was all you taught. And it was what you wanted of me.

But now I'm what I've always wanted to be. I'm just scared to tell you.

...At least my mother accepts me for who I am...

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OMG! I WAS WATCHING AN EPISODE OF A:TLA AND I REALIZED THAT IROH'S SON'S NAME IS MAKO!!!BUED JHNFCUVFGHUDHBUKFSHBNFGI

SERIOUSLY? DFISKOGJHJSHAJKLGH

I swear to god if your plan somehow kills some of my sexy computer's parts, it will be out of YOUR wallet's guts!

why are u such a huge asskisser i can just sense u kissing ass even when you're not doing anything

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I HATE BOBS BURGERS

buuup

wow im so upset over the fact that i missed this ;mmm;
im sorry man
ill make iit up to you by doing something i dunno
just BLUH i feel terrible that i missed that

Darn it all!
I want to start my Pokemon X over, but I have some pokemon and items I don't wanna lose
I so wish I had a second 3Ds

Many of the lyrics from Les Misérables remind me of my relationship ~♥

Sometimes I feel that I'm a little forgotten by some people, while I'll never forget those people who have known me. It feels very sad that feeling:

→ That one if remember that person, while that person has no idea who is one.

So many song lyrics, that are all over-powered by my thoughts of you. Every time I close my eyes, I imagine we're together. The dreams are beautiful. I wish they'd come true. I wish my family would randomly move to where you are. But I know that won't happen. It's a great thing to hope for, at least. For now I'll just continue to listen to Country music and think about you. That's sounds pretty good to me right now.

Thank you so much for following me, you're one of my favourite tumblr users! The fact you actually don't mind seeing the stuff I post and reblog means a lot to me ;u;

Wow, today's been a great day! Thank you guize.

So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died,
and made you king of anything?

git off mah propertay

There is no defending your words or actions. No excuses.

Anybody who tries to defend you is blind and ignorant of the big picture. That'll change.

No, you don't understand it. You just, don't. No...

Are you trying to be cute or something? What is your purpose by doing that? It takes time away, makes you seem that you have no control of your emotions, and you just look plain childish.

I love how almost every time I try to start a conversation, you either reply with an extremely short answer or just "xD"
I mean, if you don't want to talk to me, just tell me. Because I'm tired of being the only one who seems to be trying...

YOU. ARE. DESPICABLE.

You are like a baby, a p-r-i-c-k, a brat, an asshole, and a prissy little sissy nugget all rolled into one. Don't care about how "damaged" you are at this point. Get your act together. I don't care about how confused you are - it doesn't justify how you treat other people, who have done nothing wrong to you.

Damn this banana was hard to open.

Trying to cherish the important things...Wonder if I'm doing it right.

My heart is a three way street, there is bad, good, and middle....The right way, the left way, the middle...You expect me to always choose the right way? What if I want to choose the left way? What's wrong with me going cold for second?

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Wish I could just take away your pain, replace it with happiness, I want to see any of you truly happy.

Holy crap sudden blizzard

Words or actions cannot possibly describe how hurt I am right now. I don't even want to live on this disgusting planet anymore...

It's kinda ironic that I'm more stressed about talking to people on the internet than the two three hour exams I have tomorrow...

Oh well that's fine. It's not like I have any human feelings or emotions anyways.

OOMGGGGG! I JUST SAW THE CATCHING FIRE TRAILER ON THE TVVVV!!! HCJDEHEDUDIWJWEJDHDYWIWKWJEJEHSUSUEEHDHCIXSOAPAOZXJCNFJR!!!!!!

Are you mad? :3
Cuz. I. Won?

This is an extremely personal thought.

Don't read.

*Comes to a sudden realization* Wow, I cry a lot...

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This is an extremely personal thought.

Don't read.

Reveal Spoiler

YOU TRIED TO READ MY DARKEST SECRETS. D:

I'M JUST TOO DAMN CURIOUS!
Also, I worry. C:

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I...can't get over you. I keep trying and nothing. We were never together, nor were we ever. But still, I wrote this a while ago and it all stays true so i'll post it here:
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Dear Dylan,
You will most likely never know this, but I am head over heels in love with you. I think about you everyday, all day long. Seeing you in Mandarin class just makes my heart beat and I feel happy inside. On a scale of 1-10 I couldn’t even grade you, you broke the scale. You’re the entire package of perfection. You’re sweet, funny, hot, cute, have abs, is perfect, and is lovely. Sadly, you must never know I am in love with you, and no one can. To be completely honest, I have had dreams about you so many times and I love them~. Dylan this is what I think of you summed up from my heart: I love you to the moon and back, even knowing you don’t even know I exist. If I could, I would love you, but I can’t. I’m trapped, forced to not be with you. I guess I should’ve just tried to break free, but I can’t, I am just a hollow shell. I can’t even put into words how I feel about you, but I can keep trying to. You are just utter perfection and I love everything about you. Sometimes I will just be sitting there and I think of you and laugh to myself. I stare at you as much as I can (I know, I am a creep) and when you look at me I just look down. I can’t have you know that I am staring at you lol. We’ve talked like, once lol. I worked up all my courage and texted you, it felt amazing. I was so nervous that you wouldn’t know who I was xD. When I’m around you I feel like a different person! My palms get sweaty, my heart thumps, and I just instantly am in a good mood. Dylan I am in love with you, I have been since the beginning of fifth grade and I am sadly in fear that one day you’ll forget me and move on, but I won’t be able too. Your lights up my world like nothing else can, and I can’t help but perk up and smile too. I fall asleep each night thinking about you, you are the reason I can even get up and go to school. The day you and Caitlyn began dating, I was crushed. I laid down at home and cried. All my dreams and hopes had been crushed. You were straight and I could never be with you. When you guys broke up, I admit, I was happy a little bit, it restored some hope that maybe, just maybe you were just through a phase. The fact that you haven’t liked a girl in two months is a good sign to me lol. Mainly though Dylan, what I want for you is to be happy, even if it isn’t with me. One day it will come that I will just flat out ask you if you are gay and I will just wait for my heart to be shattered into a billion pieces. The odds of us going on in the future, you being gay, us staying near each other, and us getting married is about as slim as a piece of paper, but I can always hope can’t I? You are what I think about all day, what I think about before I go to sleep, and what I think about as I wake up. Most mornings I just get up and dressed just so that I can go and see you. You’ll never notice me though. Only one person knows that I am bisexual, I couldn’t tell them I was gay, I wasn’t ready. Rylan or Dyan. Either one is fine with me. Well, Dylan, I am gonna stop writing now, I am on the verge of tears, so I will just end this now.
With Lots Of Love, Ryan~
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And now I am still thinking about you. I just finished reading a really good fanfiction and I SO wish it was us man. It was basically just these two guys who clash together by accident, one being the quiet one and the other being very popular. They end up falling in love and stay in love. The one is a virgin and they **** and yeah that's not important really, but I do love smut every now and then. Anyways, I wish you were mine, but no. You're Jordan's, not mine >.> The worst part is... Jordan and I are such good friends but I just hate her. Dylan, you'll never understand how much I love you. I tryed my best to put into words and I still have so much I can say. I could just go on for hours and hours and hours about how flawless you are. Your smile, your personality, your eyes, your hair, your laugh, EVERYTHING about you! I mean I can always have a sliver of hope, right? I get really sad sometimes and ugh. Seeing you in Mandarin is tortureeee. I try not to stare but I am so captivated I just can't help it. I just want to get out of my seat, walk over to you, pick you up and tell you I love you, then leave that ****ty class. I honestly hope you don't notice that I am staring at you because that is major awkward. Imagine, if all this time, Dylan is a user on here and reads all of this hahaha. Oh well, if you ever see this Dylan... I love you. That is the simplest way I can put it. I genuinly believe in love at first sight and this actually happened. I'm 100% sure you are my first love Dylan. I'll only have sweet dreams about you I guess.

If you plan on getting Pokémon X or Y or you aren't far into it, please refrain frpm reading this unless you can take some spoils.

Huh. I guess cooked fish isn't so bad.

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Annnd now two of them are following and reblogging from me. im going to die
I'm so happy and scared ;~;

how do i say hello

There is no you better than me and me better than you, we're all people here, so stop talking me off before I start chewing on your head...A slow...emotionally painful way, oh "King".

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There are things I don't need and things I do, I don't need to be dealing with you (No one on here) bad people, going to take it better then you, I'm just going to go.

Rallen
Rallen
Why must you sound exactly like teenage Ben Tennyson.