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Jayson :
Black Swirling , Blank, Then Back Into Nothing . Tires Screeching , My Eyes BLinded , Then Back Into Nothing .

Ravens Screams and My Salow Breathing , Then Back Into Nothing .

The Light Gets Brighter , I blink and Picture My Two Angels Then Im Forced Back Into Nothing , I'm Confused , Screaming in side And broken .

I hate not being in control, most of all i want to kill that .(instert word here) . He Took my raven and maybe even my shelby .

As I sit In My Dreamland , my prison , my torture camber . I Realize how much i need her , need them .

Through my stary silence i hear the sreeches , screams and sobs . Its Like a tape from A horror flim .

It makes me sick to my stomache and Hurt in a way ive never hurt before . My heart strings are being torn and tugged and ripped .

"Dont You Worry Your Pretty Little Mind , People Throw Rocks At Things That Shine And Life Makes Love Look Hard. The stakes are high, the water's rough .But this love is ours. "

The Song Was An Errie Sound, Though Beautiful , It was Ravens Song To Me .

I need Her back , i need to fight , the moniter cant die ..not yet .
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Hours ,Turn Into Days . In This Cold Dark Prison , im trapped in . I Want To Wake Up I NEED To wake Up , Not For Me but For My Angels , My rocks ...

It Seems Like My Hearts been working over time , seems like ive ran miles , one after another with out stopping .

And Suddenly Just Like That , The White Cold Light Of Floresent Light Spills Over Me and I blink , Opening My eyes ,

It Feels like Ive Broken through the surface after swimming to the bottom of the ocean and staying there for days , the white hostipal room is welcome . And So Is the Smiling Prefect Face , Sitting In the hard plastic Hostpital Chairs .

"ra-raven ?" I try out my voice it cracks and melts back into my throat , A raw achy scratchy feeling fills my air way and i let out a strong Cough . Worry Flickers through her Beautiful Chochoalte orbs .

"i think your mistaken ." at this i frown . "im not raven , Last time i checked i was Rose , your angel and rock . " I grin at her ,instantly welcoming her into my arms.

"oh my, my little rose ." silent tears ,happy and sad , streaming down both our faces .
As she pulled back pulling her self together , for her sake . i finally noticed the cast on her leg and a full frown wringles my brow .

"Your hurt ." i state and she shakes her head , "your worse ."she whispered and i blinked glad my pain was at bay as i stared at raven .

"im fine ... " i replied and rubbed my throat . "i tried to sneak in water but the nurses caught me." she giggled lightly blush scattering across her cheeks and nose . "your adorable." i replied and she blushed brighter . "im gonna go get someone , they need to know your awake ."she kissed me softly and grabbed her cruches and rushed out.

Oh My Poor Broken Angel .

david:
"I CAnt Believe this happened." I murmured and girnned as the angel in my arms giggled pulling on my collar.

"At least your both okay ." i looked up at Raven , whos smile was making her eyes sparkel . "i know , most of all im glad that leg cast is off ." she fell onto her bed , Grinning at jayson who lay streched out on the small bench under the rather large window .

"Right , The cast .'Jason mumured "it wasnt that bad." i laugehd and handed a fussing Shelby over to Raven .

"oh sure when she fusses shes mine , but whens shes calm shes yours ." Raven muttered "no no i have to leave ." i glanced at my watch and gave the two a quick hug . "see yall !" i shouted as ran down the hall and out the door .
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* 7 years later .

shelby

I havent heard a word nor see Daivid In a little over 3 years . Mommy shes he ran off with a .. Well she says i cant use those words so.
But I dont Even Like Daivid , Hes a meany . My Daddys name is Jayson , and he loves anf cares very

Jayson :

Its Been Weeks Since I've Felt My Angel In My Arms, And Now It's A Welcome Feeling.

I Haven't seen Raven , who has been bent on being called Arizona and due to some rather upsetting Situtations she found it best to leave Shelby with her father for a month out of our summer vacation .

We miss Shelby dearly ,but the time away has given Arizona sometime to be with Me and Sky and also given her time to think , act her age and make misstakes .

At the moment Sky , Arizona and Me are at Their house Hanging out in her room , music white back ground noise . her rather large windows open , a sweet summers brezze blowing the curtins crazy . the nistant hum of a lawn mower faded into the soft sweet infectshuse (sp i know ) laughter of childern running through lawn spirklers .

Arinzona's and Sky's bubbly laughter breaks me out of my sweet day dream and i'm brought back to the present , the oh so sweet and welcome present , the time i would rather be in then out of.

"whats so funny?" i asked Arizona from my seat under her window , my voice husky from not being used .

"Sky says she would like to date Nickie !" Arizona fell into a fit of giggles , i smiled looking at my perfect angel , her copper curls bouncing as her shoulders shook and her eyes closed tears pooling in the corners from her sweet bubbly laughter .

"I'd rather not say why either , "Sky Paused then grinned "besides her body yumm-y " She leanned back against her arms from were she lounged in front of the sun light its warm rays lighting her newly placed blond highlights ablaze .

"An' no thats not all ." she grinned at me "Not like you wouldnt know , remember last year ? 'oh Nickie i like her 'personality 'the best "she threw her head back as she laughed.

"What ? its like me lying about you being Bi ..." I replied as their laughter had almost died down .

"oh you say that cuz you want some " Their laughter started again and i shook my head "that hurts me ...' i faked hurt placing my hand on my heart .

"back off sister that fine man is mine .." Arizona made her way over to me , she leanned down and kissed me deeply before turning and sashaing out of the room . "she's gonna be the death of us ." i muttered

"why my death ?"Sky asked me as she stood about to follow her cousin "CUZ I STOLE JAYS PHONE AND NICKIES NUMBER IS IN IT ! IM CALLING HeR FOR YOU , !" Arizona yelled as she took off down the hall , the look on Sky's face was priceless , she shouted a swear after arizona and ran after her .

i tipped my head back in sweet laughter , my eyes closed as i soaked up the once in a summer moment .

"lord help arie when sky catches her , Sky doesnt run track for just the shorts .." i murmured to my self soaking in the sound of their bubbly laughter

Jayson :

How Can One Minute Change everything ?

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I Don't Know Where To Start. I'm At A Loss For Words. All But One Name That is . Arizona . Orignally Raven Rose .

She Was . . . .Something Alright . My shinning star , My Safe Haven and her Cousin's Favourite Sister .

She ... She Was Mine For What I Want To Think Was The Best 5 years Of My Life.

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I Cant Stop The Hurt , the aching in my chest. Its Like My Hearts Been Ripped Apart then left to beat on its own .

I Know I cant Live Life Like This for much longer but i wil hold on , if not for me but for Shelby . When All Of this Started 3 long months Back , Shelby was apart of our lives again . As If david knew what started out as a normal cold would end up causing us to lose a huge part of our lives.

I Cant Explain What's Going Through My mind , and I dont want to try , but the fact that Some day Shelby may want to know how this effected me .

The Truth is The past few days i have been numb trying to busy my self with Shelby and Some of the Plans .

Shelby seems to know that something isnt right and i'm glad she at least understands that somethig isnt right .

.... < I've tried My Hardest but lately i havent been able to keep it off my mind and It's getting harder to sleep at night ,btu everytime i think of throwing in the towel , i shake my head and reconserder who have not who i've lost.

Shelby is one of the reason i get up in the morning , to see her smile and her beautifu brown eyes , to hear her bubbly laugh .

She is truely her mother's child , She Has the same copper curls and Same smile and bubbly laugh . She even acts like Arizona at the young age of now almost 4 .

Shes smart and loves attention and apparently wants to be cheerleader when she gets older .

I hate to say it but I think after 5 months Im being to move on from Arizona , I'll never truley forget her , she was only just 21 .

~ With Love An All Our Memories , Let You Neve Forget That First Summer We Spent together , Our First Kiss In ThePouring Rain , And That Day The Chruch Bell Rang ~
Jayson ,Your Always Caring and Loving Husband In All aspects of Life <3
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