darkSpyro

Alright.

Moving on. :3

Well, i cried in Spanish class......

Why am I so obsessed with this song? Perhaps the honest lyrics? The killer vocals? The groove of the almighty electric guitar? Well, I must say that all three apply.

I can't tell if you're avoiding me or not, or just found better friends. But oh well.
It's sad how little I care now. If this was a few months ago, I'd be enduring a lot more, but I hardly give it a thought anymore.

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You're calling her a 'small child?' Look who's talking, the little queen of the Munchkins over there. I like how you're acting so superior to her when you're only one grade above her (and only, what, two inches taller?). What did she even do that called for that? She was minding her own business, we were talking, then suddenly you butt in with such a hypocritical remark.
If you really want to talk about height, I'm not sure you want to mess with someone close to me, someone who's probably twice or three times your height. Not sure you'd like it if I 'accidentally' stepped on you, would you?

Sometimes I wonder what other people think of me...

Quote: HotDogAndZap

Sometimes I wonder what other people think of me...

*WISH GRANTED*
I think you are a very friendly person that needs more attention.

Studying properly feels great.

Quote: CommanderGame

Studying properly feels great.

*gives u strange look*

I hate you. You say I'm the bad friend for not letting you see my chem homework. Well **** you.

Aaaaaand... that's a wrap! Now for 3 months back downstate before I finish the year up at my school. <.<;

In all my dreams I either die, or watch my favorite TV/book characters die... Does that mean something? I'm scared.

Did I seriously go to the doctor for help about being sick just to essentially get told I'm screwed? That was a thorough waste of time and money.

there nothing more i could ever regret. i just really want to change it, it urks me every day. why? why did this happen. i still don't believe it. why Marvel? why did you do that to my Mandarin. how can you make it "no such thing"?

Please, for the love of god, don't blow this lead. Pleeeeeease. No lead is safe with you guys. *sigh*

EDIT: WAY TO BE, BLUE! Hope you can take out Boston. ^.^

*sigh*

You know what? I'm done.

Not only have you stolen my cheerful nature, or my confidence, you've driven me to insanity. Never in my life was I ever so uncofident in my works, until now. Anything I love, you hate. You think you can make me look like some freakig sicko by editing my drawing and telling everyone I did that.. And when I actually draw something I like, it gets freakig ruined by other freakig people! And you know what? I CAN'T FREAKING DRAW AT THE MOMENT! THAT WAS MY FREAKING FAVORITE DRAWING OF RED.. I WAS SO PROUD OF IT.. AND YOU ALL GO AND DESTROY IT!?! IS THAT WHAT'S FREAKING RIGHT!?! MAKING OTHERS CRY AND CRY!?! And no one even came to help me when I needed it.. Now I've lost hope in my art AGAIN. Oh, and that Gohan doodle I loved so much? That's gone, too.. I know you're better at realism than me, but don't go screwing with my work. I'm bloody pissed off and I just want to break my hand beyond repair...then I get seperated from EVERYONE WHOCARES ABOUT ME.. IM NEVER GONNA SEE THEM AGAIN.
I just wish I could vanish forever. I wish I could just get out of everyone's lives and go to Heaven as if I never existed sometimes.. It's sad really.

Today was probably one of the most scarring days at school I've ever had in a while.

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GAH DO YOU KNOW WHAT STUFF STRESS. IMMA B HAPPI AND MAKE MYSELF FEEL BETTER ABOUT THIS STOOPID TEST.

Afteri finally get over my mom, what does she do? SHE ****ING TEXTES ME WITH A PIC OF A BABY SAYING IT'S MY HALF SISTER! I have no idea what to feel...do i call her or do i ignore her like she did me....or i could call and give her the hard truth, tell her not to make the same mistakes she made with me...

It is my anniversary with my love Danny today and I'm just so excited that I am just left in tears of joy.

I honestly don't know what I did to deserve all this crap...

dont mind me

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I just wish I could vanish forever. I wish I could just get out of everyone's lives and go to Heaven as if I never existed sometimes.. It's sad really.

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Personal thoughts dump~

Okay, I know I weigh less than average, and I know I am losing weight at a steady incline, buy I can handle it, so let me.

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I hope you aren't feeling terrible about anything, because you really don't deserve it. I really want to talk to you, but I chicken out whenever you're on. ;__;

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Oh god, is our family that dysfunctional? Am I that dysfunctional? I really do not want to have counsellors of any kind, nor do I believe I need them. But why would my opinion matter?

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Okay, I love you, but you are being a *****. c;

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Yet more proof that none of you care about how my emotions. I'm not even surprised anymore. I'm almost looking forward to fading into utter darkness, now that I know that it is inevitable.

Man, today was great! I cannot believe how much I have improved my race time in today's track meet! I guess the sky really is the limit.

What do i do..........
Im stuck. I should not be going through these problems at only 14 years old. I wasn't the type of kid who wished he could make his own decisions....so why do i have to make the hardest ones? You call, no text, me at night that i have a 10 week old half sister who you just decided to tell me about. In the same text, you ask me to call you. Why don't you call me yourself? Then after i reply "Shes cute," you ask how i have been. You ask if im going to be able to visit you this year. Do you even know me? You don't know my favorite color, my favorite food, what i like, what i don't like, who i am, you probably don't even know my birthday as you decided not to call me that day. You then dare ask me to stay with you? I do not know you. You are so far from the definition of "Mothers." You and my wicked Step-Mother have given me a very low and bad opinion of mothers. The only reason i would call you is to tell you to not make the same mistakes with Cora that you made with me. Don't abandon her, keep her. DO NOT SPOIL HER ROTTEN OR I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU! My feelings for her have been affected by my feelings for you. I don't know what im feeling about her. Happy that i have another sibling? Sad that you had her 10 weeks ago and just now decided to tell me? Angry that you would do something like this? I already have to much **** going on in my life for you to cause even more chaos. Im gay and you don't know that. Well, then again, only 1 person does know im gay. You don't know what it's like to go to school with everyone thinking your gay. They ask me, "Are you sure your not gay?" and i reply no. This kills me inside because it truly makes me feel like i hate myself for being gay. Then there's my family life, but you don't know about this right? You don't bother to call me on Thanksgiving, Valentines Day, or even my Birthday. So "Mother," why should a stay, or even call you?

Inside me's a power you never knew. Let it out cause it's inside you. You better all stand back cause I'm coming through!

So often are we guided by our devotion, our love, our affection...
A bond that pulls us down paths not bargained...
And when you find yourself alone as HE casts out that bedeviling gaze...


How far will it carry you?

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Am I being trolled by someone?

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Am I being trolled by someone?

YT always does that, happened to me just a little while ago.

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Am I being trolled by someone?

YT always does that, happened to me just a little while ago.

Ah okay, phew ;w; Thanks yeww.

Omg....every Wednesday, I am the happiest girl alive. It just really takes the stress away and makes me feel like I can actually do something! ! I just hate that I have to go through Monday and Tuesday before getting to Wednesday. Grr.

When I go...I go hard

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Am I being trolled by someone?

I actually laugh every time I get that message.

I feel like the worlds biggest idiot. Well, I guess that's because I am.

I don't know if i want to write a short story....it would be at my own pace, no one expecting me to finish. I would try my best to make it good with twists and mystery. It would be hard but i have ideas in my head but know where to put them. I don't want to write it in Study Hall because i can't concentrate and my other work gets in the way. I can't do it here because i can't be on alot and i'd sometimes have to get off in a hurry.

I feel like I'm becoming this site's mascot or something.



NAILED IT! @.@

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I feel like I'm becoming this site's mascot or something.



NAILED IT! @.@

Not going to lie, that made me laugh.

Glad that's over with.

I still have a mad crush on you.

thank you for almost screwing up everything, at least you can fix this mess. though im still worried that its all ruined

Quote: CommanderGame

I still have a mad crush on you.

OMG I STILL HAVE A CRUSH TOO!! LETS GO GET MARRIED!!!!
oh wait...we cant't


Anyway,
*Insert rant about Catching Fire*

Quote: DragonCamo

Quote: CommanderGame

I still have a mad crush on you.

OMG I STILL HAVE A CRUSH TOO!! LETS GO GET MARRIED!!!!
oh wait...we cant't


Anyway,
*Insert rant about Catching Fire*

Just move to one of these places.

Considering I just told my ex-best guy friend off and told him I was done with him because he won't grow up, I am WAY too happy right now. Heck, I was happy when I told him off. I feel freeish. I still have problems, but I feel happier than I have in months this week, oddly enough. I should feel bad, because he was feeling bad before, but he needed to hear it all, and it still won't affect him because it's not like he gave a care about me anyway. :3

Waiting for it all to go downhill again now...